You're a cannon fodder

03

After get off work the next day, Fang Zexi went to the fitness center.

When his boxing coach saw him, he left the other members to greet him with a smile, and asked, "Ze Xi, why are you late this month?"

Fang Zexi glanced at him, and although he was still smiling gently, his expression was a little strange: "These two days have been quite busy."

The coach recollected the conversation just now, and Jiongjiong went to get the protective gear and help Fang Zexi put it on.

Fang Zexi has been in contact with boxing since he was a child. At that time, there was an uncle with a better family in the village who hung a sandbag under the arbor of his house.

They were all indiscriminate and random. The uncle would occasionally demonstrate a few moves with his gloves on, while the children played with bare hands and had a great time.

It was not until college that Fang Zexi had the opportunity to receive more systematic training.

This is a good fitness program, but for Fang Zexi, it is also an excellent way to vent.

In every gentle heart, there is a little monster hidden.

The gentleness shown in front of people is like a mask that cannot be torn off.Life communication with family and friends, no matter where you are, no matter who you are, even on the Internet, you are still the same gentle.

This has become a habit, but it does not mean that he has cultivated himself to the point where his mind is as calm as water.

Especially after work, Fang Zexi would be extremely irritable at the end of the month.The bank has a huge task called deposit absorption. As the credit officer, he has an even more arduous task.When he was courting those big companies with a smiling face, he wished he could beat those hypocritical or noble and glamorous entrepreneurs to the ground.

So in the few days at the end of the month, even if he was half-busy, he would take time to come and practice.

After boxing, he will be in a much better mood.

The coach handed him a towel and water, Fang Zexi unscrewed the bottle cap, raised his head and took a few sips.

The Adam's apple rolled, the coach stared at it for a while, then turned his eyes away: "Your movements are getting more and more ruthless."

After drinking water and wiping off his sweat, Fang Zexi returned to a gentle state, and said with a smile, "Work is stressful."

"I thought you took that sandbag as your enemy."

"I don't have any enemies." Fang Zexi said so, but Jan's name inexplicably appeared in his heart.

"I didn't expect that, you look...uh..." The coach paused to think about the words, and then continued, "You look so gentle and harmless to humans and animals, but you can punch so hard."

"You have sighed many times, why did you change the adjective today?" Fang Zexi threw the towel into the storage basket, patted Xiang Yang on the shoulder, "I'm going to go to the sauna for a while, I'm leaving first, goodbye."

"Oh~ Sauna!" The coach looked at the well-proportioned muscles protruding from Fang Zexi's sweaty T-shirt, and made a lewd look, "It's a pity that I have to go to work, so you can't wait

Do I get off work together? "

Fang Zexi didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "After get off work, hurry home and spend time with your wife and children."

Feeling refreshed after taking the sauna, Fang Zexi changed his clothes and drove home.

The fitness center he often goes to is a bit far from his usual range of activities, mainly because he doesn't want to meet acquaintances when he is exercising.

When they saw a colleague who had always been restrained and quiet suddenly appear in the boxing room one day, humming at a sandbag with a fierce look on his face, and almost fell to the ground after hitting the sandbag several times, how shattered the worldview was!

Fang Zexi couldn't share the private time after get off work with everyone.

Maybe it's because of his sexual orientation. He doesn't like group activities very much. Even though homosexuality is no longer a rare term in this society, and even a bunch of people are openly selling rotten people, Fang Zexi has never considered it. Openly disclose your sexuality.

His parents are the most ordinary rural people, and they have always hoped that he will succeed in his career, get married and have children, be safe, happy, and beautiful. Then they can squint their eyes and use their son's affairs as a topic of conversation, and they can also have a good time in front of neighbors and villagers. face.

He is 25 years old this year, and he is the credit officer of a branch of a bank. Not all 25-year-olds can take this position.It was enough to make his parents smile, and he worked extraordinarily hard for it.

However, a good job is only enough for his parents to laugh for so many years, and rural people always feel that no matter how good a job is, it is not as good as having a full house of children and grandchildren.In another three or four years, he will have to marry a daughter-in-law, bring him back to his hometown, host a banquet for the whole village, make it lively, work hard, give birth to a son, and go back for a stroll every Chinese New Year, as if to show off He raised his son on his shoulders to accept the praise of the whole village.And if it's a daughter... maybe she'll have to sneak around before continuing to give birth.

Only then will his parents be happy from the bottom of their hearts.

Fang Zexi often feels tormented.

He has been in this torment for ten years.

From the first time I fell in love with a boy in the same class, I was anxious and sleepless all day long; to being pursued by the same sex in college, and having an on-off relationship with someone; After hearing all kinds of stories among comrades, he was in torment all the time.

He didn't know why he had such a sexual orientation, and he didn't know if there would be any obstacles to marrying a wife and having children in the future.

The online dubbing circle is the best place for him to escape from himself, and dubbing is his hobby and sustenance.

In this circle, there is never a need to hide sexuality.

He will be very envious when he hears gay friends in the circle say that they have come out or are preparing to come out under the subtle influence of their parents.

But he didn't want his parents to lose their heads. They weren't in this big city, and they definitely wouldn't want to leave their hometown and settle here.Even if they are willing to accept it in the end, what will the people in the village think?Can they still be happy when they chat and chat?

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The relationship in college lasted for three years, and he kept hiding from others, but in the end the other party couldn't bear it, and they broke up.

After the breakup, he was actually relieved, and since then he has never thought about falling in love again.

Just because you don't want to fall in love doesn't mean you won't like someone else.Such as lemon music.

Ning Le is a college student studying in this city, majoring in directing at the Academy of Art. She looks very cute, with a baby face, tender skin, youthful, energetic, full of vitality, cheerful, and somewhat of a celebrity.When he smiled, his thin lips curled up, revealing a small canine tooth, clean and somewhat naughty and wild.

His temperament is very attractive.

However, the more this happened, the more unwilling Fang Zexi was to be reckless.No matter how outrageous the joke is, there is still a way out. Once it is confirmed and he has to marry due to family pressure, it will be a kind of harm to both parties.

However, the ambiguity dragged on for such a long time that it was hard to tell the truth from the fake, and it was hard to know the ending.

If Ning Le really likes others, then she should be blessed.

It's just that open-mindedness and jealousy have always been contradictory entities that coexist. That Jan is like a thorn in the throat, making people uncomfortable.

People often pay more attention to everything around them after being spied on and threatened, and Gentle Gong is no exception.

After returning home, Fang Zexi turned on his computer and logged into QQ.

As soon as I went online, I heard Didi Didi's notification sound, and the new crew was chatting.

Planning - Ups and Downs of Prosperity: Lemon Xiaoshou!Crosstalk crosstone!

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: Pick your nose, don't be in a hurry, as a planner, how can I drag the sound!When everyone pays, I will definitely pay~

Planning-Prosperous Ups and Downs: Ahhh, you game scum, I don't believe you're going to hand over your voice now or not, I'll steal your account!

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: Pick your nose, you can't steal it.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: What group is this?

Bottom Shou-Ningle: Wipe sweat.

Planning - Ups and Downs of Prosperity: Petrochemical, Lemon!Small!by!Haven't you made it clear to people? !

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: So what, this is the production team... Taohua, you can give me a role, just that elegant and luxurious Gong who looks particularly luxurious.The script is given to you offline, just record the dry voice and send it to the prosperous mailbox.wipe sweat.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: Dry tone?

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: Yes, record with CE or AA, you...don't you sing?Don't you know? ...

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: CE? AA?okay.I'll ask.I always only sing live.

Planning - bustling ups and downs: =口=

Fang Zexi was speechless, how did Ning Le find someone?A newcomer who doesn't even know CEAA, no, that's purely an outsider.

Gentle Gong-Bamboo Leaf Green: cooleditpro. adobeaud

ition.These two software.The abbreviation is Baidu.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: Huh?Thanks.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: Your English seems to be pretty good, but the first letter should be capitalized, remember?

Fang Zexi was a little crazy, what does "remember" mean?What's the matter with this earnest teaching and persuasive appearance?

The fist inexplicably itched again.

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: TUT, let me install it for you, come on, remotely.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: No, it's too troublesome.

Gorgeous Gong-Jan: Come to my house on weekends and help me pretend.I will pick you up.

Artist-Hua'erhong: What? !

Handyman-Rotty: What did I see? ! ! !

Screenwriter-Magic Pen Code Girl: Stare!

Propaganda-Liangyu: I must have read it wrong...

Fang Zexi's current mood is so complicated that he doesn't know what expression to use to express it.

When seeing Jan invite Ning Le to his house, Fang Zexi felt a chill in his heart. Are they already familiar to this extent?

Bottom Shou-Ning Le: Cough, low-key, low-key, J big!So what, the production team is a very dangerous place, let's have a private chat.

Handyman-Rotty: Don't do this QAQ, we don't actually exist!

Artist-Huaerhong: Draw and draw, but I can't see anything.

Screenwriter-Magic Pen and Code Girl: I am so busy writing scripts and writing scripts, what are you talking about?

Propaganda-Liangyu: So what, bustling, when will you release the show?I'm going to code... well, code.

Fang Zexi closed the group directly, out of sight and out of mind.

The author has something to say: Gong Jun is still making soy sauce==I have some things to explain, don’t worry, he will come out every day, and you will get familiar with it...