Rational derailment

The out-of-control words were enough to shock Wu Si. He didn't want Jing Mo to know his feelings at all. How could he make such a mistake when he should be calmer? completely left his mind blank.

Can't think about anything, like a suspended machine.

I can only let that person hold my hand and say more and more shocking words, but I can't make any reaction.

Miller said to Jing Mo, "I'm sorry, I actually wanted to tell you earlier, but I was afraid that you would not accept it. After all, you are his best friend, and he cares about your feelings."

Compared with Jing Mo's bewildered expression, Wu Si only felt that the blood was frozen in his veins. What Miller was talking about, what he wanted to say, no, no, why, you can't tell him, he is Jing Mo, Jing Mo Street!

However, the hand holding Wu Si's ten fingers was full of firm strength. At this moment, it became the last strength to support Wu Si.

"What...mean?" Jing Mo's expression was already ugly, just because he had guessed something, yes, no matter how dull people could see it, after Miller appeared, the intimacy between the two of them seemed to be taken for granted. Shoulders close together, not to mention two hands under the table at the same time.

"As you guessed, we are together now." Miller said calmly, Wu Si's eyes widened, and Jing Mo, who was opposite him, knocked the wine glass on the ground.

"Impossible!" But he ignored the drink that spilled on his lap, and excitedly retorted to Miller, "Stoudemire is not gay. He is obviously dating girls..."

I want to give an example, but I found that the only girlfriend Wu Si has in my memory is when he was in college. Because he had a girlfriend, he wanted to introduce a girlfriend to his good buddies out of righteousness, so he always dragged him out for blind dates. Then he suddenly made a girlfriend, yes, how did they break up that time?

The fragments of memory were pieced together one by one. Jing Mo recalled that night. Because he broke up with Yuan Qin, he was in great pain and refused to go back to the dormitory. In the end, Wu Si stayed with him all night. He didn't say anything, just accompanied him. I walked on the riverside all night, and the wind blew all night. It seemed that his girlfriend was sick that day. He texted him at first, and then made many calls, but Wu Si didn't answer. unloaded.After that, I never heard about his girlfriend again. It happened that I was also broken in love at that time, and I completely forgot about talking about friends.

After that, he was always by his side. Whenever he encountered problems, he would always solve them for him.I have talked with many girlfriends, but he is always single. Ask him why he doesn't talk, and the answer is always not suitable.

More and more pictures emerged from the depths of my memory, all of which were pictures of Wu Si helping himself, and finally stopped at the uncontrollable roar of "what's different".

Miller said they are now together.

What he meant was that Stoudemire can actually accept men, no, maybe he has been...

Turning his head suddenly to look at Wu Si, Jing Mo's eyes were almost aggressive, is that so?Is that so, Stoudemire, you have always...liked me?

Only this explanation can make everything suddenly clear. Is it love?That's why we can achieve this level. No matter how deep a friendship is, it is impossible for one party to sacrifice to this level for the other party. Study, life, work, every little bit, it turns out that you are good to me, how can I take it for granted? Accept it! ?

Without looking directly at Jing Mo, Wu Si kept his head down, as if his soul was out of his body.

"Because you are his best friend, I hope you can understand him and support us." Without giving Jing Mo time to digest, Miller put pressure on him again. He must be here to understand this matter.

"You guys..." Jing Mo took two deep breaths before he could finish the sentence, his gaze was fixed on Wu Si all the time, he was too stimulated tonight, and he couldn't get any buffer, "You are really together Do you really like him, Stoudemire?"

Time seemed to stand still again.

Both Jing Mo and Miller looked at Wu Si, waiting for his answer.

Finally, the head that thought it would not move nodded lightly.

Jing Mo grabbed his hair irritably, while Miller was calm on the surface, but he let out a big breath in his heart. The big rock hanging over his heart was finally put down. Because of nervousness, even his palms were sweating. I don't know if Wu Si has Discover.

I'm sorry, I'm so useless for pushing you to this point. I don't have confidence in this man you've loved for so long. I'm afraid that you won't be able to help telling him everything, and I'm even more afraid that he will make you hesitate , Therefore, there is only one way to stifle this possibility in the cradle.

It's a failure. I didn't expect that I, Miller, would have such a shameless side.

The three people had an awkward relationship, staying any longer would only make the atmosphere more awkward, Miller paid the bill, Jing Mo rejected their offer to take him back to the hotel, and got into a taxi by himself.

Sitting in the private car, Miller still held Wu Si's hand, and the latter kept his head bowed and silent all the time.

"I found this place through the location of your mobile phone. I'm sorry, I used this method." Miller said calmly, but God knows how fast his heart is beating. "Because I care about it anyway, so I came here desperately , I apologize for causing you trouble."

That's what he said, but Miller didn't have the confidence, how much Wu Si could listen to at this time.

After a long time, when the car was about to drive to the entrance of the hotel, Wu Si replied without emotion, "Yes."

After arriving at the hotel, when Wu Si wanted to let go of the hands that were holding them together, Miller suddenly grabbed him forcefully, rushed into the elevator, and dragged him directly into his room.

Without turning on the light, Miller hugged Wu Si tightly the moment the door closed.

"I won't let you go back," the words whispered in my ears, every word seemed to be beating on my heart, and Wu Si could feel Miller's mood when he said these words, "I will never let you go tonight." Leave, I don't want to be alone anymore."

It's not about worrying about what will happen to you, it's about not being able to bear not knowing what's going on with you and being cranky again, just like when you refused to tell yourself everything.

"I will never let you leave me again." Miller hugged Wu Si even harder.

The heartbeat became very fast, and Wu Si felt that his heart seemed to be untied from the heavy lock, and finally gained freedom, beating desperately, throbbing like never before.

I like, I like this man, I can't control anything else, I just want to love him well.

Holding Miller's face, Wu Si sealed his lips in his astonishment.