Reborn Army Wife

After graduating from university, Wu Libo, who signed to a state-owned enterprise in Beijing without hesitation, is a young blue-collar worker. Apart from his different sexuality, he is actually no different from other young men. If you are close friends with others, you are afraid of being discovered.

When I was in college, because I was studying German, there were many boys and girls in the department. When the dormitories were divided, they could only be mixed dormitories. There were eight people in the dormitory. There were a lot of big men in different places, but Wu Libo was very worried. He doesn’t have a girlfriend or a boyfriend for sexual orientation issues, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have physical needs, so he has no choice but to keep a close distance from his roommates, looking at the healthy or fair bodies dangling in front of him every day, The only advantage is that the concentration is much deeper. In order not to let him sleepwalk in the middle of the night and go to someone else's bed one day, Wu Libo picked up the brush calligraphy that had been thrown away for ten years, and even signed up for the school brush calligraphy club. Work in the community, practice calligraphy, don't care how well the calligraphy is practiced, but the first thing Wu Libo thinks of in the community is a hardworking young man. Hard work, not too dirty, no matter who asks him, he will nod and agree, sometimes in order to avoid a bunch of shirtless big men who are tempting to him when they come back from basketball, and even help the cleaning aunt to clean up the club Hygiene, just like this, slowly passed through four years. When he graduated, Wu Libo, who was homeless, only wanted to go to the capital. One was to avoid all the people who knew him well. Let me tell you the truth, although my parents passed away, a group of snobbish aunts and aunts would still take this opportunity to ridicule me, thinking that there is no need to scold my parents who died; second, it is a big city after all, for these Things will be more inclusive. That's it. Wu Libo has excellent computer skills, yes, computers. During his four years in college, Wu Libo not only learned German, but also thoroughly learned the most famous computer technology in his school. That's it. With strong computer skills and foreign language skills, he signed up for a state-owned enterprise in Beijing.

After arriving at the state-owned enterprise, after a simple three-month training, he started to work officially. Not to mention, the state-owned enterprise is still good, but the roommate who sleeps with him always peeps at him with a rather strange look. , although Wu Libo has never had a boyfriend, he knows that his roommate is the same person as him.It doesn't matter if Wu Libo is naive or naive, seeing how his parents love each other, Wu Libo doesn't want to be like other comrades, just want to find someone who can live together stably and live together pure man.

Unable to escape, Wu Libo retreated from the dormitory, started to rent a house outside, pretended not to know how to stay away from his former roommates, but kept a familiar but unfamiliar distance with other colleagues, and came alone like this He often lived a two-point-one-line life between walking and home and work. Five years later, Wu Libo bought a small apartment of [-] pings with the compensation left by his parents, the wages he saved, and the money he earned from the occasional stock market.

Although the apartment is small, it is enough for one person to live in. When he really has his own house and home in this city full of steel and iron, Wu Libo's sense of belonging is stronger.

In the past ten years of living alone, it is not that there are no men who have pursued Wu Libo, and it is not that there is no one introduced by the older sister of the unit. After all, the young man is comfortable to look at, but Wu Libo always feels wrong, no matter whether it is a man or a woman. It seems that there is always something missing in the house, so I live alone like this. When I am bored, I go to the bookstore and surf the Internet. I am used to loneliness, so I start to enjoy the quiet of a person. Until 2011, Wu Libo 33 years old.

In the evening, Wu Libo, who was surfing the Internet alone at home, received a call from his father's former unit, saying that it was the renovation of the old city. His old house happened to be within the scope of planning, and Wu Libo needed to go home to go through the relevant procedures. Wu Libo hung up the phone again. I thought of my parents who had been deliberately forgotten. They were married after the educated youths returned to the city. The couple were already in their 30s when they gave birth to him. They finally got a son. It can be said that they were held in the palm of their hands. From their birth in 78 until the autumn of 92. After his death, Wu Libo has always been the baby bump in the family.

Not to mention being in my own house, even returning to grandma's house, that is also the most favored child. Old Wu's family has only one seedling, whether it is grandpa or grandma, all the limited salary is dedicated to himself, because of these three It’s not that my aunt hasn’t had trouble, but even so, my grandparents still love me as before. After death, I even quietly gave myself all the jade ornaments in a wooden box hidden in my private house. I don’t know what kind of wooden box my grandparents are In which special era did it survive? Wu Libo was only 10 years old when his grandparents passed away. Fortunately, although the child was young, he was not stupid. He knew that the three aunts of his grandma’s family didn’t want to see him, so he didn’t say a word, wrapped in a big cotton jacket I went home crying, and waited more than a month after my grandparents passed away before I took out the box from the wooden box where I hid things and told my parents. When I saw the wooden box, my father, who had passed away without a single tear, was holding Wu Libo and crying like a child , still muttering something, until his parents died in the fire at the workplace, Wu Libo didn't understand what was going on with the wooden box, he only knew that there was a jade pendant carved with pines and cypresses, a jade ring finger, and several small wooden boxes inside. There seemed to be something in the jade bottle, but Wu Libo didn’t open it, not because he was curious, but because he couldn’t open it at the beginning. Later, his parents passed away, and the three aunts and two uncles and aunts were not in the mood to rob the house. When he grows up, he loses his curiosity and forgets about it. Perhaps it is this quiet night tonight, the phone once again reminded Wu Libo of the past happiness that he had forgotten deliberately but still fresh in his memory.

Standing up and lighting a cigarette, Wu Libo, who was standing quietly in front of the window, did not feel so truly alone at this moment. He had no family, no relatives, no friends, and he didn't even have anyone to talk to. He couldn't explain clearly. What was it like in his heart? Wu Libo pinched off the cigarette in his hand, walked into the bedroom and took it out under the bed.

The wooden box that has been wiped off the paint, gently opened, there are still toys in the box that no one else had when I was a child, yo, chess, pia-4, paper airplanes, wooden pistols, small bottles of bubbles, watching one after another filled with The toy of memories, Wu Libo's eyes are sore, it's not that he doesn't want to go back to the Northeast, it's not that he doesn't want his parents, even after so many years, the fire in 92 is still something he can't get over, the day of his parents' death is still a week away from his birthday , when I was eating at night, my dad said that he would buy a cake for his birthday next week. The cream that he hadn’t eaten before was gone in just one night. Over the years, the cream cake has come up with tricks one after another, but he didn’t After eating, I am afraid that I will think of the laughter of that night and the sadness of the second day.