[Black Basket] Drawing Heart Diary

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Pains make you stronger, tears make you braver, and heart breaks make you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

Pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future

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In the hours after the car accident, Chi Xiliang was trapped in the car.

Because her leg was tightly clamped by the shattered car door, it was difficult for the rescuers to find a good angle to move the car door that suppressed her leg.

The long wait, the infinite pain, and all the negative thoughts swept over her mind at that moment.

Even now, she still can't let go of the experience at that time.

That feeling of despair is hard to replicate.

The car suddenly rolled over, and in the dark compartment, only the slight sound of breathing continued to be heard. The driver had already passed out under the impact. At that moment, she hated why she was still conscious.

The squeezed calf constantly transmitted pain to the brain, and blood continued to overflow from the wound. In the small and dark space, she could only feel her own existence and the feeling that her life was being consumed continuously.

The boundless sense of despair and the small and dark space made Chi Xiliang feel more tense and difficult to breathe.

Even after the rescuers arrived, such desperate thoughts never escaped her mind.

It's too late, it's already too late...

Such thoughts occupied all the spaces in her brain, and despair swept over her.

When he was lying on the operating table, he was obviously injected with an anesthetic needle, but Chi Xiliang felt that his consciousness was extremely clear at that moment.

The cold blade cut across the skin, and the moist feeling of the liquid flowing through, even if all the pain was eliminated, this feeling made Akanishi Ryo feel despair and fear for no reason.

Under the influence of such emotions, her desire to survive continued to decrease, and at one point was even very close to death.

The medical staff panicked a little at that time. Chi Xiliang's injuries were a bit serious. Although she was sitting in the back seat, the car window shattered during the car accident, causing a lot of glass shards to be embedded in her body. Taking it out is a lot of work.

It was undoubtedly extremely difficult for Chi Xiliang at that time, and even in the end, she even forgot how she reawakened her desire to survive.

The only remaining memory is the extremely desperate mood at that time, and the sense of confusion after surviving.

Before she could properly adjust her mentality, her father asked her to transfer to Diguang.

She lost part of her leg in a car accident, and her father didn't rush her into a prosthetic because she had just had an amputation.

The missing legs made her feel extremely inferior, let alone mentioning anything about her former love of ballet.

Abandoning dancing, she devoted herself to the world of painting.

Her father had no problem with this, and instead hired a tutor to tutor her in painting.

Painting is a very good pastime, and the rich colors can help her get rid of the troubles and depression caused by the car accident, but that's all.

She felt extremely confused about the status quo, even if she wanted to stop and think about it, she couldn't do it.

She felt that her brain was extremely chaotic, and she kept repeating the scene at that time in her dreams every night.

The car suddenly soared into the air, the feeling of numbness and vibration when it collided with the ground, and... the incessant pain in the legs that cannot be ignored.

The doctor said that she suffered from a series of diseases such as depression. He said that these were the normal sequelae after the car accident. Akaxi Liang only felt that when facing the doctor, the long list of medical terms made her feel more and more uncomfortable.

Although Akashi took good care of her in the unfamiliar school environment, Akasai Ryo couldn't really integrate into it.

Although Akashi and her were playmates when they were young, they had been separated for a while, so when they met again, Akasai Ryo was a little repulsive towards Akashi.

At that time, she was controlled by negative psychology, and she suppressed herself because of the reactions of people around her, showing a good state of herself to them.

The people around her were relieved because of her performance, but this made her condition worse, and she had to suffer on her own, that's all.

Although she was getting along with Akashi friendly, Akashi Ryo still rejected and resisted him deep in her heart. She was more used to being alone and refused to interact with others.

Akashi led her into the basketball club at the beginning. This is a field that is extremely novel to her, but even if she is a little interested, she will not take the initiative to bring it up.

Akashi quickly discovered Akanishi Ryo's curiosity but didn't take the initiative to bring it up. He could see that Akanishi Ryo's psychological trauma was a bit serious, which changed her a lot, and made her afraid that she would no longer dare to take the initiative to communicate with others. They constantly feel inferior and anxious about their status quo.

He knew that Chi Xiliang's father had asked a psychiatrist to help Chi Xiliang deal with this problem, but it seemed that the effect was not great.

Although things from his childhood were a lot blurred, he could recall a lot of things related to Chi Xiliang when he thought about it carefully.

At that time, Chi Xiliang could be said to be his only friend.

Therefore, Akashi took the initiative to push Ryo Akanishi behind his back, so that she gradually became acquainted with the people in the basketball club.

In a sense, it was precisely because of Akashi's actions that Akasai Ryo gradually got rid of the constant nightmares every night.

Getting to know these people was an absolute choice in her life.

Pains make you stronger, tears make you braver, and heart breaks make you wiser. So thank the past for a better future.

Pain makes you stronger, tears make you braver, heartbreak makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future

She is extremely grateful to Akashi for allowing her to recognize these people, and because of this, she also began to have a slight dependence on Akashi psychologically.

Because he was the one who let her get out of such a life, and it was he who made her feel the beauty of life again.

But after the confrontation between Akashi and Murasakihara, Akasai Ryo felt strange to him.

Everyone is like the moon, with a side that they don't want to show to others.

Akashi, on the other hand, tore off all the camouflage, showing another side of himself as if he had become another person.

That extreme thirst for victory turned him into the current Akashi Seijuro.

Akashi Liang arrived at the venue before the end of the match between Luoshan and Xiude. Although the ending was as she expected, Luoshan went smoothly, but the feeling Akashi gave her at that time made her extremely depressed.

It was like going back to the time when I was pressed under the small space, feeling hopelessly uncomfortable.

The indescribable feelings made Chi Xiliang once again lost in confusion. Even when she was preparing for the training for the women's basketball team, she would be in a trance from time to time.

The current Akashi makes her feel more and more strange, even if they have been together for nearly ten years since they were young.

Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which ever shows to anyone.

Everyone is like the moon, with a side that they don't want to show to others.

Akasai Ryo didn't tell Akashi her confusion, subconsciously, she felt that Akashi couldn't solve this doubt for her.

She doesn't trust Akashi anymore, Akasai Ryo thought so.

When Akashi pulled her up from the abyss, she was extremely dependent on Akashi psychologically, not to mention that the news of her parents' death was passed on to her by Akashi.

But now, the unfounded sense of dependence has long been eliminated, and after gradually recovering, Chi Xiliang is no longer so afraid of interpersonal communication.

As for Akashi, because both of them are busy with things, she and him are no longer what they were in junior high school.

Akashi's constant changes made her feel more and more difficult to get close to each other.

Although Akashi's attitude towards her is the same as before, it makes Akasai Ryo feel untouchable.

She felt that Akashi had changed a lot, and she couldn't help approaching him even though she knew he was unapproachable.

Akanishi Ryo picks up the paintbrush that he put down because he was busy with things after joining the basketball club.

She daubed and daubed on the drawing paper, and finally the person who was very familiar to her came out, Akashi.

Chi Xiliang was extremely troubled, and in the end he could only throw away the paintbrush angrily, in order to vent his emotions.

Crumpled the drawing paper into a ball and threw it into the trash can, calming his mind, Chi Xiliang tried his best to focus his thoughts on the planner in front of him.

But it turned out that she was very worried about Akashi and couldn't stop for a moment.

The accident in junior high school came too suddenly. Although she had seen a different side of Akashi when she was a child, this time, she was really caught off guard.

The name "Azheng" was what she used to call Akashi when they were young. At that time, because they often played together secretly, the relationship was much better than now, and it was logical that the names changed.

But now, when Akashi brought up this title that she had almost forgotten, it made her feel as if she stayed where she was while Akashi went further and further away.

Even if the address is friendly, what can it represent?Akashi is too untouchable, even if she can be regarded as Akashi's childhood sweetheart for many years, she doesn't know Akashi well.

An insurmountable gap has already been built between them. Even if she has understood her intentions now, it is indeed unrealizable.

Since she was a child, she has always been a coward who is content with the status quo and dare not change.

The time for the final has finally arrived. The dark horse Seirin will face the king Luoshan. This is a match that people look forward to. .

At the beginning of the game, Luoshan attacked slowly, not anxious or impatient, Seirin was pushed to the extreme, and Kagami entered the ZONE state.

Chi Xiliang sat on the stand and watched, but he was always restless.

She has never forgotten the bet with Akashi, and she has never been afraid of failure.

It was just this moment that made her feel that once the game was over, many things would be different from now on.

It was just a game, but it made her feel as if it would turn her life upside down.

This seems to indicate that she will lose something, or gain something.

The game continued, and after Seirin took the lead for a short time, the score was quickly suppressed by Luoshan.

The first quarter, the second quarter, the third quarter, and the fourth quarter, the short 10-minute game, seemed extremely long at this time.

Heizi's ability was once suppressed by Dai Qianxun, but in the third quarter, he miraculously 'resurrected' and suppressed Dai Qianxun in turn.

Although Akashi was a little surprised, he was quickly suppressed and continued to command the team calmly.

It has to be said that this was a very good game.

Seirin's performance in the competition was so outstanding that Akanishi Liang even felt that it was very possible for Seirin to beat Luoshan.

But in the end, to great regret, Luoshan still won.

However, although Seirin was defeated, he still won, and Luoshan's spirit was also weakened a lot after this battle.

When Chi Xiliang saw the result of the game, there was no sign, and his heart sank.

After almost everyone left the venue, Chi Xiliang was still immersed in her thoughts, and a feeling of deja vu swept over her, making her feel extremely depressed.

The companions were deeply attracted by the wonderful game, and they were still discussing with lingering aftertaste when the game ended. For a while, they ignored Chi Xiliang who was sitting in the corner, and left the venue alone.

The lights in the venue were gradually extinguished, and management personnel came in to clear the venue.

Chi Xiliang sat in the corner, curled up into a ball, and the seat blocked the staff from noticing her existence.

The lights were turned off, and the stadium was dark.

"cold."

A familiar voice sounded, and Akasai Ryo's body trembled slightly, before turning his head to look at Akashi.

"...Ah Zheng, congratulations." Because she didn't speak for a long time, Chi Xiliang's voice seemed a little hoarse, she lowered her eyes and said absent-mindedly.

"..." Akashi looked at Akasai Ryo who had an unclear expression, and said nothing.After the game, everyone in the basketball club planned to go to have a good rest, but the first thing to solve was dinner. Everyone in the women's basketball team happened to meet them at the end of the game, so the two sides decided to have dinner together under the same ideas. , and at this moment, the people from the women's basketball team discovered Chi Xiliang's disappearance.

At first, I thought I just went to the bathroom, but I didn't expect that after I called to find out that the phone was turned off, several people waited in front of the gymnasium for a long time, but they didn't wait for Chi Xiliang.

Chi Xiliang's disappearance was extremely sudden, and the women's basketball players kept blaming themselves for not paying attention to Chi Xiliang, after all, she was in a bad state before she came.

Under all kinds of anxiety, the time was getting later and later, and even the lights in the stadium were gradually extinguished. The guilty women's basketball players gave up their original plan in apology, and wanted to let the few players who had just finished the game go to rest , They went to see where Chi Xiliang was.

Although Shibuchi and the others are a little tired after the game, it is not a small matter that a familiar school girl disappeared, so they declined and wanted to stay and help find it together.

The two sides fell into a stalemate for a while. The women's basketball team wanted Shibu and them to rest, but they wanted to stay and help.

"Let me go find it. You go back and rest first, and I will contact you after I find her." Akashi said calmly, this matter should not be some kind of inexplicable kidnapping case, it is very likely that it is Akanishi Ryo himself No

In the state did not notice the end of the game.

"Yes." Without refusing, all the people responded in unison.

"If there is anything wrong, please let us know, Xiaozheng." Finally, before leaving, Mibuchi said worriedly, although he knew that Akasai Ryo would be fine, but after all, he was a familiar school girl, so it was hard not to let him have a problem Bad association.

Akashi answered him softly, then turned decisively and entered the stadium through the small door on the side of the stadium. According to his speculation, Akasai Ryo should still be in the stands.

And the fact is exactly the same, when he found Chi Xiliang, Chi Xiliang was still stuck in his own thoughts, he didn't even pay much attention to the dark surroundings.

"What are you thinking, Ryo." Akashi didn't rush to take Akanishi Ryo out of the venue, but instead asked the reason why the other party was out of order.

Chi Xiliang lowered his head slightly, his pupils seemed lifeless and out of focus.

"……,nothing."

As if he didn't hear it, after a long time, Chi Xiliang replied slowly.

Akashi was silent for a while, then went to sit beside Akasai Ryo, didn't say anything, just sat there quietly with her.

Chi Xiliang ignored him, and was immersed in her own thoughts. As for what she was thinking, in the end, even she couldn't figure it out, because all her attention was shifted to the people around her. body.

"..." After being silent for a while, Chi Xiliang turned his face to look at Chi Si, and finally decided to bring up a topic to break the dull atmosphere, "Do you still remember the bet that day, Ah Zheng?"

Akashi raised his eyebrows slightly, obviously unprepared for Akasai Liang's question: "The bet? Ah, yes, there is such a thing, but if you don't mention it, I will almost forget it. You are worrying about this Well, that's too..."

"It has nothing to do with this." Akasai Ryo interrupted Akashi, waved his hands and shook his head again and again.

"Oh, is that so." Akashi said lightly, "Then, how are you going to fulfill the bet?"

There was not a long silence, and soon Akashi continued the topic just now.

"..." Chi Xiliang remained silent, then raised his lips and smiled again, "Didn't it be agreed, I will give you a chance to order me."

Her tone was extremely haughty, and her face was slightly raised, full of pride, which was completely opposite to the previous decadent expression.

Akashi naturally didn't know the reason for Akanishi Ryo's sudden change of attitude, and he didn't delve into it any further, he stretched out his hand and ruffled Akanishi Ryo's hair, and then said with a smile: "Ah, let's have some soup tofu. It’s the one I often go to.”

"..." Chi Xiliang glanced at him, with a look of disbelief, "That's it? Are you sure, Ah Zheng? If you miss this opportunity, there will be no such good things in the future."

She looked at Akashi suspiciously, while kindly persuading the other party to change the request, but Akashi shook his head, always insisting on the original choice.

"..." Chi Xiliang fell silent, and after a chuckle, he stood up from his seat, stretched his waist, and walked towards the exit, "Okay then, I'll run for you once, don't regret it."

"Heh..." Akashi also laughed softly, got up from his seat, and left behind Ryo Akanishi, "I won't regret it."

Chi Xiliang raised the corners of her lips, and an unconcealable smile spread across her face.

At this moment, she felt that the self who had thought so much before was simply too stupid.

She is timid, afraid to take a step forward, she has always been like this.

However, the time has come to change all that.

After leaving the dimly lit gymnasium first, Akashi Ryo turned around and looked at Akashi who was walking from the door, and stretched out a hand to him, and said with a smile: "Let's go, Ah Zheng."

"En." Akashi responded with a light smile, and held Akasai Ryo's outstretched hand.

Sometimes you need to look at life from a different perspective.

Sometimes, you need to look at life from a different perspective.

I have a crush you.

I'm a little tempted by you.

The author has something to say:

> How would you feel bored if I said it would end like this....

> After thinking about it for a long time, I finally decided to divide it into a two-way ending. One is this, the result of Luo Shan winning, so in the end Akanishi Liang didn’t confess but was just looking for an opportunity to confess, and the other was Seirin’s losing. This will be better than now This ending is a bit longer, because I really can't stand my behavior of taking off the plot, so I made up my mind to end it, so I came out with this...

>So...BGM?

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