[Black Basket] Drawing Heart Diary

I·H

Seeing that Akanishi Ryo had arrived, Sasaki-senpai nodded slightly towards her, shifted her gaze to Ben Shange, and said, "Ben Shang, I won't accept your "retirement class".I can pretend that nothing happened today, and if you have anything to say, just talk to Akashi, I won't take care of this matter anymore. "

After finishing her sentence, Sasaki-senpai left Ben Shangjiang and walked towards the outside of the gymnasium.

Standing there, Ben Shangjiang closed his eyes, his thick eyelashes trembling constantly, and his eye sockets seemed to become a little moist.

Long before Akanishi Ryo arrived, she had talked with Sasaki-senpai for a while, but she didn't expect the other party to have such an attitude, let alone that the originally steadfast self was now shaken.

Sasaki-senpai left the gymnasium without looking back. When she passed by Akanishi Ryo, Akaxi Ryo heard a soft, regretful sigh.

After Sasaki-senpai left, Akanishi Ryo stood at the entrance of the gymnasium. Ben Shange in front of her still had her eyes closed tightly. She paused for a while, intending to let Ben Shange slow down a little, and then walked into the gymnasium.

Sensing the sound of her entering, Ben Shangjiang opened his eyes and looked at her.

Her eyes were slightly red, but her expression was the same as usual. This expression made Chi Xiliang feel that Ben Shangjiang would be stubborn and refused to listen to her persuasion.

But she didn't come here early in the morning to hit a wall in front of Ben Shangjiang.

"Jiang, long time no see." Chi Xiliang walked up to her and said calmly.

Ben Shangjiang didn't say anything, as if to calm his emotions, he slowed down a little, and then said: "Sorry..."

Before she could finish her sentence, she was stopped by Chi Xiliang: "Why do you need to apologize, you didn't do anything wrong, Jiang."

"I..." She rubbed her fingers, pursed her lips tightly, and just stopped after uttering a word.

After that game, she felt like she was crazy.

He ran away from school like crazy, and didn't want to see anyone or anything related to basketball.

Even the basketball at home was punctured by her with a knife and thrown into the trash can.

She felt that she was about to become abnormal, but the scene of losing the game kept echoing in her mind like a nightmare.

Even she herself knew that this was just an ordinary failure, and she didn't need to take it so seriously.

But why?Even if she thought about it this way, she couldn't let go of this victory or defeat at all.

Obviously it wasn't like this before, and she could face up to all failures before.

Although her father taught her the idea of ​​winning every battle, she felt that she didn't pay much attention to it...

……

……

fraud!fraud!

There was a voice in her heart that kept shouting, which made her feel a little hysterical.

not like this!not like this!not like this……

……

Perhaps, it was because she hoped too much for victory, which finally became her obsession.

When did it become like this?

Maybe it's because of repeated failures, maybe it's because the goals she set for herself have exceeded her ability...

After thinking about a lot of things, Ben Shangjiang felt ashamed of where she was, which made her feel very sorry for everyone in the basketball team.

Because of this, she decided to quit the club and never touch anything related to basketball again, never again.

If this is done, perhaps the status quo will be changed, Ben Shangjiang thought.

But what surprised her was that Sasaki-senpai, who she thought would never stop her, would show such intense emotions about it.

At that time, her voice fluctuated greatly, as if she hated iron but steel.

Ben Shangjiang looked at her, a little dazed.

She felt that it was right for her to do so. Since she was incapable, she should give up. This was the best choice.

But senior sister Sasaki's behavior caught her off guard, and she never expected such an incident at all.

Although she likes basketball very much and is a little bit reluctant about her choice, she believes that this is the best choice.

The above is the stupid way of thinking that Ben Shangjiang formed after she was raised by her basketball player father alone, only obsessed with basketball.

She rubbed her nose, and while Chi Xiliang kept asking why, she told Chi Xiliang apologetically about her thoughts.

After Chi Xiliang finished listening, she raised the corners of her mouth and smiled brightly. She took a few steps forward, smiled and said to Ben Shangjiang: "Do you think this will solve the problem? It's really a pure single-celled basketball idiot. Some way of thinking, idiot."

Her tone was extremely stable, and her wording was not very strange, but Ben Shangjiang had a feeling that the other party was obviously impatient now.

She could hear the two idiots in succession clearly. Although she is not sad about studying, and her studies are indeed not very good, it does not mean that she will recognize the title of idiot. .

Originally, she should have thought so, but now Ben Shangjiang felt that she couldn't help but feel guilty.

The failure of the competition was not because of her, not because of Hirasawa, nor because of the seniors, but at that time her mind attributed all the sins to them.

Such irrational behavior...

Seeing Ben Shangjiang's expression, Chi Xiliang knew that she was sorry again, and sighed, Chi Xiliang felt that he was really difficult to deal with a single-celled creature like Ben Shangjiang who was thinking about problems.

"Jiang, it's also my fault about this matter, I'm sorry." Chi Xiliang slowed down and said apologetically, Ben Shangjiang's pupils dilated instantly, he waved his hand and was about to say something, but was interrupted by Chi Xiliang.

"If you insist on retiring, I will agree. But I hope you can think about it seriously. After all, you have persisted in basketball for so many years. Then let's stop here. I hope you can think about it seriously, Jiang " Chi Xiliang said with a serious expression, and finished talking on his own without giving Ben Shangjiang a chance to interrupt.

After the words fell, she, like Sasaki-senpai, left Ben Shange alone in the gymnasium.

When I saw Sasaki-senpai again, she was looking down at the documents in front of her.

Seeing Chi Xiliang coming, she said without raising her head, "Is it done?"

"Well, no." Chi Xiliang stepped back a few steps guiltily, and replied in a low voice.

Hearing her answer, Sasaki-senpai put down the things in her hand, raised her head and looked at her.

Chi Xiliang felt more guilty after being stared at by her, but before she finished speaking, she could only say in a softer voice: "...I may have strengthened her belief in wanting to retire."

"..."

"I remember that I asked you to persuade her, not to strengthen her belief." Sasaki-senpai stared at Chi Xiliang expressionlessly.

“…, so I deeply regret that too.”

"...I think you should feel sorry rather than regret."

"I'm sorry, I didn't complete your entrustment, senior." Chi Xiliang nodded, and said obediently according to Sasaki-senpai's meaning.

"..." Senior Sasaki felt a headache for such a junior, and said helplessly, "Forget it, I don't blame you for this matter. If I originally wanted to leave, then no one can shake her by talking about it." of……"

"Ah, by the way, I'm sorry to wake you up so early, have you had breakfast?" Sasaki-senpai asked belatedly.

"have eaten."

"Oh, that's such a pity." Sasaki-senpai continued to say expressionlessly.

"Sorry? Sister, do you want to treat me to a meal?"

"No, you think too much, I just want you to see how happy I am with what I ate, but I didn't expect you to have already eaten." Senior Sasaki took out a bag of things from the drawer, her tone and expression It makes people feel that she is very sorry about this.

..., I'm really sorry that she didn't forget to eat, senior sister.

"If you're okay, you can leave. Do you still want to see how I eat when you stay here, Akanishi?"

"I'm just worried that you will choke, so I'm ready to pour water for you at any time, senior. But it seems that senior doesn't need it, so I'm leaving now." Chi Xiliang replied with a slight smile, and then she turned around leave.

Sasaki-senpai was silent for a while, and then said: "Remember to close the door."

Chi Xiliang closed the door and walked straight away.

A few days later, Ben Shangjiang finally insisted on his original approach after a few days of thinking.

Akasai Ryo was not present when she submitted the "retirement appointment" again, and she said a lot to Sasaki-senpai.

"Sister, I thought about it for a long time, and I decided to retire. It's not because of the game, but I think, I don't like playing basketball, it's just because my father keeps training me in this area, so as time goes by , I may subconsciously feel that I like basketball. But now, I seem to have found something more attractive than basketball.”

Ben Shangjiang said so. When Sasaki-senpai asked her what was the thing that attracted her more, she smiled slightly and said, "It's a secret."

Sister Sasaki said that she held back for a long time before suppressing the idea of ​​jumping up and beating her up.

Sasaki-senpai did not stop Ben Shange this time, she agreed to it, and Ben Shange left the basketball club as a matter of course.

The solution to this matter was too simple, which made Akashi Liang feel a little at a loss.

It feels like I was obviously nervous about the plot while watching TV, but a person passed by and spoiled the plot of the story.

All the anticipation and preparation were wasted in an instant.

This really... makes her not know what to say...

But before she could spend any more time on this matter, Sister Sasaki from the basketball club gave her more tasks.

To be more precise, it's about the men's basketball team.

Because this time the men's basketball team passed the I·H preliminaries again and got the right to participate.

As for Seirin, he failed in the match against Tong Huang, where Aomine was, and was not qualified for the competition, so he withdrew from I·H.

Although Akanishi Ryo knows that the possibility of meeting Seirin on I·H is basically zero, after all, the opponent's current strength is still too weak compared to other powerful schools, but when she knows this, she still thinks——

In May, there was really no water!

Although she also knew that Momoi was very serious about the competition, and it was her duty and responsibility to do so, but when she knew about it, she still couldn't help thinking this way.

After all, Momoi's love for Kuroko is so obvious and passionate.

Back to the business, after entering I·H, Luoshan's team was invincible, and every game went smoothly, and they never encountered evenly matched opponents.

But even so, they take every game seriously, after all, they have such a serious captain.

Regarding Kagami Taiga's provocation against Akashi, Akasai Ryo also told Akashi in detail.

Akashi just smiled and said, "Then let him come."

After that, he completely forgot about this matter and devoted himself to the preparations for the competition.

Because of the large gap in strength, Akashi played very few times, and the occasional few times were just going through the motions.

And as long as he plays, the gap in the score will become even bigger.

When he is on the court, it is almost like walking in the back garden of his own home.

For him, and for this team, winning couldn't be easier.

The author has something to say:

>This chapter is a bit too big, and I feel weird about myself in some aspects... Then the matter of Ben Shangjiang can be regarded as a transition QAQ

>I·H is considered a pass, and then I am going to mention the green and yellow vision battle a little bit, and then speed up to the Winter Cup =-=

> correct typo