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In June, the sun was shining brightly, the grass was growing and warblers were flying. It should have been a pleasant time.

But to Chi Xiliang, it seemed like a dark time that could no longer be dark.

Oh, by the way, at this time last year, she had just had a car accident.

June, it couldn't have been worse.

Thinking about it carefully, she was actually born in June, what a coincidence.

Chi Xiliang's parents were married for common business interests, and there was no relationship between them.

Because of this, although Akashi Chun and Akaxi Liang were born successively, they didn't pay much attention to these two brothers and sisters, and handed them over to the nanny to take care of them.

Akanishi Jun is the heir, so he has a lot of homework, and his father occasionally assigns him some tasks to complete.However, even so, the family relationship between father and son is still very weak.

Therefore, even though Chi Xiliang and Chi Xijun were very close, Chi Xijun didn't have much time to spend with her.

And their mother, needless to say.Like their father, she was immersed in work, and she couldn't pay too much attention to other things except work.

As for Chi Xiliang, from the very beginning, her parents probably only used her as a tool for marriage, and let her learn those things to cultivate her body.

But whether this is the case, she doesn't know.After all, she is not familiar with her parents, everything is just her self-righteous guess.

Perhaps thinking this way, she will feel her parents' concern for her.

However, even though she hated these studies at first, in the end Chi Xiliang happened to like these things that she was forced to learn, so she was very happy.After her car accident, though, she thinks otherwise.

Such a self, what qualifications do you have to...

Let's talk about Akashi again. Although she and Akashi are childhood sweethearts, they are only in name.Maybe she and Akashi are not childhood sweethearts, but adults just put this title on them in order to get close.

This kind of childhood sweetheart, but I only saw some when I was a child, and I was in the same school when I was in school.It's completely different from the childhood sweetheart between Aomine and Momoi.

The relationship between them is not that deep, even if there was once, it will gradually fade as time goes by and they grow up.

After all, they are the kind of people they are.

The best relationship is nothing more than using and being used.Chi Xiliang thought so.

When Akanishi Ryo was young, Akanishi Junya didn't have so many things to do.So there was a time when Akanishi Jun took her, and because of this, she was very attached to Akanishi Jun.

Or in other words, it was like Jun Akanishi had brought her up.

The parents are not at home, and the nanny can't control them much, so Akanishi Jun will take his younger sister to explore around, and completely raise Akanishi Liang into a mischievous child.

It was only when the parents went back to cultivate their etiquette and so on, that they corrected Chi Xiliang's character.

At that time, the Akashi family's villa was also near their home.Akanishi Jun took Akanishi Ryo to explore around, and naturally touched Akashi's home.

When Chi Xiliang was a child, he didn't have much time to go out except with his elder brother, and everyone has a love for beauty.

So after seeing a good-looking brother, she immediately developed a good impression of Akashi.

After that, when no one was looking, he sneaked in to play with Akashi.

Akashi's father was very strict with him, unlike Akanishi Ryo and Akanishi Jun, who only came to educate him when he was raised to a certain age.So even if Akashi came to this villa for vacation, he still had a lot of homework to complete.

At the beginning, although Akasai Ryo had a good impression of Akashi who had a good appearance, he also felt that he was very rigid and boring.

At that time, Akanishi Jun was also valued by his parents, or they began to consider the issue of heirs, so Akanishi Jun became busy and no longer had time to accompany Akanishi Liang.

Akashi Liang is really boring to stay at home alone. Facing the rigid nanny, she might as well go and play with her brother she has a crush on, so she secretly came to Akashi's house while no one was paying attention, and often stayed for a long time time.

For the fact that Akashi's father often met him, Akasai Ryo was still a little envious for a while.

Also because she was young, she unscrupulously asked Akashi why she hadn't seen his mother.And Akashi's complexion suddenly darkened, he hesitated and didn't answer.

Although Chi Xiliang was still young, she seemed to know that she had asked something she shouldn't have asked. Usually, her elder brother taught her that when this happened, she had to apologize to the other party.

So even though she herself was still in a daze and didn't know what was going on, she still apologized to Akashi as her brother said.

Akashi has been wise since he was a child, and has received various educations, so he has his own way of dealing with people.But for Chi Xiliang's reaction like this, he still couldn't help laughing.

Chi Xiliang saw that he smiled, and didn't know what it meant, thinking that the other party had forgiven him, so he also laughed foolishly.

Two people communicate in private like this, they think their parents are ignorant.

In other words, Akanishi Ryo didn't know about it at all, while Akashi faintly sensed something tricky.He felt that the parents of the two families should be aware of this matter.

In fact, Akashi's guess was correct. Their parents had known about this for a long time, and they had acquiesced in not stopping them, so they had these contacts.

Even as businessmen, their parents also have contacts, so there is no objection to the behavior of their children.As far as Akashi Liang's parents are concerned, Akashi is regarded as an object that can be married.

Of course Akasai Ryo didn't know anything about it, and continued to communicate with Akashi like this.Apart from the formulaic New Year's greetings brought by their parents during the Chinese New Year, the two have also become good friends.

However, later Akasai Ryo's parents began to discipline Akasai Ryo, and Akashi also gradually reduced the time he spent in this villa, and the contact between the two was cut off like this, and they didn't meet again until elementary school.

When she was in first year of junior high school, she was not originally from Teiguang Middle School, but after the car accident, the doctor said that her psychological problems were very serious. Even though she received treatment, she subconsciously resisted the treatment completely, so there was no effect at all. .

So the doctor suggested that she could change her environment, maybe her mood would change, which would be more conducive to treatment.

And her parents thought about it, and it happened that Akashi was in Teiko Middle School, and Akasai Ryo had a good friendship with Akashi when they were young, so they transferred her to Teiko.

When Akasai Liang first arrived in Teiko, he didn't know anyone other than Akashi, his childhood sweetheart.

At that time, she was hit hard by the car accident, so when people in the class greeted her, she was stunned for a moment, so she didn't respond.

As time passed, rumors spread that she was cold, glamorous, aloof and disdainful of getting along with them. Then, except for the people in the basketball department and the news department, no one talked to her anymore, and she was isolated like that.

In fact, there were still people who would come to get close to her, but Chi Xiliang was gloomy and gloomy at that time, so no one wanted to associate with her.

As for the people in the news department, the situation hadn't developed like this when they first invited her, but there were some rumors that she was not easy to get along with, so when she agreed, the people who came to invite her looked a little shocked .

After getting along with her for a period of time, the people in the news department also learned about her and gradually became familiar with her.However, in the class, the rumors became more and more intense.

For Chi Xiliang, she thought she didn't care about these things.

As long as there are her paintings and Akashi and others, that's enough.

However, it soon proved that this was just her self-deception.She cares about these classmates very much, and gets along with them like ordinary middle school students, but she can't do it.

Because after the car accident, she seemed to be in an inescapable panic. Every night when she fell asleep, she always felt that her healed leg was aching.

But it turns out that it's just phantom limb pain, and psychotherapy such as relaxation therapy is used to gradually eliminate the feeling of phantom limb pain.

When the doctor treated her in this way at first, it was slightly effective, but when she returned to the class where she was isolated, her diseases would come back.

The former Akaxiliang, after the car accident.

It's like falling from the top, falling into the abyss.She didn't want to crawl out of there herself, but was forced out.

She seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, crumbling, so as long as there was anything that stimulated her, she would just fall down like this.

After all, she herself had already denied herself first.She has no self-confidence, and she feels hopeless.

She denies her own existence more and more, and feels more and more that her life is meaningless.

Because she was afraid that her brother and familiar people such as Akashi, Momoi and others would be worried, she kept suppressing this kind of thinking, and she behaved healthy and lively, without any abnormal appearance at all.

But in fact, what she did was only aggravating her illness.

Even more because of her stubborn refusal to install prosthetics, it also faintly expressed her subconscious ideas——

She is a disabled person, and her life is meaningless.

She also knew that this would make her illness worse, but she couldn't help thinking so self-destructively.

Several times, she had already had the idea of ​​suicide, but because of her obsession, she still restrained this idea.

But now, the school festival is being held in full swing, and everyone is having a great time and smiling happily.And she didn't even know what her class was doing.

Although she was looking forward to waiting for them to send her a mission, she was ignored very directly.

Such a lively scene made her even more lonely.

If this is the case... if this is the case, then...

Just die.

The author has something to say:

> Catch bugs, I hate Sogou input method QAQ

> Akaxiliang's mental journey, there are a few spoilers later, but that's not important.

In fact, it is Cavin who will be the top tank ╮(╯▽╰)╭

In addition, the computer at the author's house is getting windy, and today I almost can't connect to the Internet.

So if I don't update one day, then there is something wrong with this tsundere little computer...

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