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For Qin Fen, the fact that he is finally able to marry a beautiful wife like Xiaoxiao, who is already a grown man, is really a blessing that smokes from the ancestral grave, kowtows to the sky, and cultivated in eight lifetimes.Qin Fen knew that there were many reasons why Xiaoxiao agreed to marry him at the beginning: firstly, it was to repay a kindness to a large extent; secondly, it was awakened after the suicide attempt; thirdly, it was because of the helplessness of knowing that he was paralyzed.

I remember the evening when Xiaoxiao committed suicide in Hokkaido, she said to Qin Fen, "I belong to you tonight."

Qin Fen didn't accept it and said, "I don't want it for one night, I want it for a lifetime."

Qin Fen understands that Ziyan's position in Xiaoxiao's heart cannot be erased for a while, but he believes that true love can melt the ice.In the days after marriage, Qin Fen held her like a baby in his hands, coaxed and cared for her, made her happy, and erased the shadows in her heart little by little.Although his poor mouth has annoyed Xiaoxiao many times, but all these things have had some effect. There is only one thing that makes Qin Fen dare not act rashly, and that is the matter of the married life between the two of them .

On the wedding night, as Qin Fen's wife, Xiaoxiao gave her body to her husband.It is said that Qin Fen, who is in his early forties, has been single for so many years, and his physical needs are like hunger and thirst. Since Mingmei is marrying Xiaoxiao, he can vent his affection.But he didn't easily climb onto Xiaoxiao's body, he just slept with her in the bed with his arms around her, which surprised even Xiaoxiao.

In Hokkaido Hospital, when the doctor told Qin Fen about Xiaoxiao's injury, Qin Fen did not fully understand the medical term "traumatic paraplegia", nor did he know the consequences of this injury.But ever since Xiaoxiao fell and was hospitalized, Qin Fen never saw her legs move, not even a little.Qin Fen gradually understood the seriousness of the injury from the nurse's daily care of Xiaoxiao, dressing her, feeding her food, carrying her feces and urinating her, as well as her rehabilitation.Moreover, the doctor told Qin Fen that with the current medical level, "traumatic paraplegia" cannot be cured.This means that Xiaoxiao will never be able to stand up again, and she will no longer feel any sensation in her lower body, and will have to rely on a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

In fact, Qin Fen really didn't care whether Xiaoxiao was paralyzed or whether he was in a wheelchair. He really fell in love with this girl. What really worried Qin Fen was that an only daughter like Xiaoxiao had an enviable job as a flight attendant. It is to be coaxed, pampered, carried, and offered.But now, when Xiaoxiao, who is used to luck, realizes that her body has undergone earth-shaking changes, can she accept this reality?

The lower body of the paraplegic has no feeling at all. Qin Fen was puzzled by this answer!Then what about me and the Xiaoxiao couple?If I can't satisfy the matter by myself, then I'm too selfish!But how should we share the joy of bed with Xiaoxiao?Qin Fen didn't have an answer yet, so he didn't dare to have fun with his wife on their wedding night.

As time goes by, Xiaoxiao sees that Qin Fen seems to be concerned about her body, so she takes the initiative to show love.Although Qin Fen was able to be happy for a while, in the process, he could see that Xiaoxiao didn't feel any sense of happiness, which made Qin Fen lose interest.

She smiled and asked, "What's the matter with you? Where did that glorious image when you were in love go?"

Qin Fen lit a cigarette and said, "Hey! What I light is a cigarette, but what I smoke is loneliness!"

She smiled and asked again: "What do you mean? Do you think being with me is lonely? Don't you love me and don't want me anymore?"

Qin Fen hurriedly said: "No, no, "I want you" and "I love you" are both needs, and no one is more noble than the other. The former is a physical need, and the latter is a spiritual need. When a man is interested in a woman, exactly When he said that he had a physical urge, even if he said "I love you" to you at the beginning, he always went for "I want you" in the end. In fact, "I want you" and "I love you" have never been inseparable. Separation is a virtuous circle. Only the union of soul and body is the highest state of "love."

Xiaoxiao said in a low voice: "Qin Fen, since I married you, I just want to live a good life with you, because no one in this world can treat me better than you. But my current body is not even my own. Satisfied, let alone you..."

Qin Fen interrupted: "No one needs to pay the price of living in this world. Not knowing how to live is also a disability. It depends on how we deal with it."

Qin Fen's words made Xiaoxiao feel thoughtful, and she was also thinking about how to solve the problem of married life.

A few nights later, Xiaoxiao after the bath appeared in front of Qin Fen wearing a deep V-neck suspender skirt and pushing a wheelchair.

"How is it? Does this dress look good?" She asked charmingly with a smile.

"You...have such a low neckline, either because you lack confidence, or because you buy people's hearts." Qin Fen said in surprise.

"Do you still have to buy it? He wears a sexy dress, and his lustful eyes are fixed on him!" Smiling and mocking.

"It's not a matter of being sexy or not, it's "showing". This "showing" is a skill. Showing well is sexy, showing badly can be an accident. Showing well can bring surprises to people If the exposure is not good, it will scare people! Are you right?" Qin Fen retorted.

"You sycophant." Smiled and blamed.

"Don't say that, there is truth in flattery." Qin Fen's words amused Xiaoxiao.

"Come here, I want you to be closer to me!" Xiaoxiao opened her arms and directly launched an offensive, motioning for Qin Fen to carry her to bed.

"Come on! Let's go." He lightly stretched his ape arms and picked up his beloved wife and put her on the bed.

It was the first time that such an open smile actively courted and seduced Qin Fen. This change naturally made Qin Fen elated, and it also made him more emotional, and his behavior was much more willful.Qin Fen muttered impatiently in his heart: Come on, the fairy in my heart, don't wait until the long hair turns white, the fairy spirit dissipates, the phoenix turns back into a hen, and the rose turns back into a cauliflower, then it will be too late!