Are You Addicted?

"I'm an animal? Then what are you? An animal?" Gu Yang's eyes turned cold and hard, and his words were ruthless, "I have done wicked things, how many virtuous things have you done? ? I hurt my own brother, and you hurt your own father! Who was worrying about you all day when you were hurt? Have you thought about being grateful?..."

"Don't change the subject!" Gu Hai abruptly interrupted Gu Yang's sophistry, "I just want to ask you, what happened after my car accident?"

"That car accident didn't cause you to lose your memory, right? I remember that you regained consciousness as soon as you woke up. Isn't everything that happened after that played out before your eyes every day? What else do you want to know?"

"I just want to know what happened before I woke up."

"Before you wake up? Do you need to ask? You must be sent to the hospital, and then you will be rescued."

"Can you stop going around in circles with me?" Gu Hai's patience was shattered a little bit, "You clearly know what I'm asking, what did you tell Bai Luo Yin after the car accident and when I woke up? What? What did he say to you again? Please tell me exactly."

"So what if I tell you?" Gu Yang stared at Gu Hai, "It's been eight years, even if you know the truth, what can you save?"

"I don't want to save anything, I just want to know! I just want to understand!!"

"Okay, then I'll tell you, listen carefully." Gu Yang returned to the subject, "When you got into a car accident, you were in a traffic jam, and Bai Luo Yin carried you to the front of the ambulance step by step. When I arrived at the hospital, Bai Luo Yin was outside the ward, the doctor announced that you were out of danger, and he left, before he left, he told me that when you woke up, he was dead."

"Impossible!" Gu Hai couldn't accept this fact, "You must have said something to run him away!"

"You can't help it if you don't believe me, but the story about him going abroad was indeed compiled by me. At that time, I saw that you were not living like a human being all day long, so I made up such a set of words to give you some hope. Later, I found Bai Luo Yin's relatives and friends, and they also agreed to cooperate, that's why you couldn't find any news everywhere."

It never occurred to Gu Hai that he had lived in a deception for the past eight years. He endured hell-like suffering every day, but in the end it was just a statement made by others.

"Does my dad know about this?"

"Do you think he doesn't know?" Gu Yang sneered, "Back when Bai Luo Yin decided to join the army, he was the one who notified him alone, and he himself promised not to interfere with your future development."

Gu Hai finally understood why Gu Wei Ting would pamper and pamper him for the past eight years, and would look on coldly at his absurd act of going abroad to find Bai Luo Yin.He would rather watch his son struggle with a lie than tell him the truth.

"Xiao Hai." Gu Yang's tone softened, "Some sayings are clichéd, but they are justified. Even if no one interfered with you at the beginning, the two of you will not be able to go far when your temper collides. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Rather than letting you go so many crooked paths, it is better to let you stop thinking."

"Don't use these high-sounding reasons to justify your own crimes. How many crooked paths I have taken is my own business. I have suffered and I admit it. After all, it is my choice!"

"Has anyone ever interfered with your choice?" Gu Yang got up and walked in front of Gu Hai, staring at him coldly, "I'm just a messenger, what did I interfere with you? What did your father interfere with you? The instigator It's Bai Luoyin, to put it bluntly, you asked for everything! If you really understand him, and really love him as you said, how could you not find him, and how could you easily believe our words? , let us manipulate your life?"

Gu Hai showed a broken smile, "When I was lying on the hospital bed, when I was designated as a second-class disabled within a year, who else could I trust besides you?"

"This is where your incompetence lies!" Gu Yang said, "Be sober, kid! Why don't you think about why you are alone and helpless? Why don't you think about why the whole world is ganging up and lying to you? Because in their eyes Here, you are not trustworthy at all, not worth relying on, not worth letting them take the risk to tell you the truth!"

"No one is born with enough ability to support himself! Maturity needs a process, it is not artificially created!" Gu Hai looked at Gu Yang with red eyes, "You say that you are so powerful, how can I ask you? When something happened, why was my phone the only one you could call? Who planned your life for you? Which family member kindly reported you for embezzling public funds?"

Gu Yang grabbed Gu Hai's neck and reminded viciously: "I don't give my care easily, and if I give it, don't trample on it!"

Before Gu Hai could fight back, he was forcibly held hostage by several bodyguards who rushed in.

"Don't do it!" Gu Yang's reaction was even more intense than Gu Hai's.

The atmosphere was deadlocked, and after a while, Gu Hai calmly said, "Gu Yang, I always feel that kindness is the foundation of being a human being. If you are kind, you will not be afraid that someone will be more kind than you, but if you are insidious, you will always worry that someone will be more insidious than you. Do it yourself!"

After Gu Hai went out, Gu Yang slammed his fist on the table, his heart was overwhelmed.Still have the face to talk kindly to me?Who am I, Gu Yang, not kind enough to?Apart from being kind to Bai Luo Yin and yourself, who have you been kind to?

As soon as Bai Luoyin returned to the army, he was severely criticized. First, the instructor educated him earnestly, and then this matter somehow got to the ears of the teacher. Please go over, one stop is three hours.After voluntarily admitting his mistakes, he was asked to write a [-]-word self-criticism, which must be handed in the next morning.

Bai Luo Yin was busy until three o'clock in the morning, and he wrote less than [-] words. His eyelids drooped heavily, his head drooped, and he knocked on the table in a short while.Bai Luo Yin got up and walked towards the door, intending to blow on the cold wind to wake him up.

There was silence in the compound of the military region, and a few solitary lights flickered in front of my eyes for a while, and finally merged with the night.

Ever since he joined the army, Bai Luo Yin has stayed up all night, but this is the first time he has stayed up late to write a review.

Why did you act on impulse?

After enjoying himself, Bai Luo Yin was puzzled by what he had done.

"First you told me that you were dead, and let me live a life that would have been worse than death for two years. Then you told me that you had gone abroad, and asked me to look for you all over the world, watching hopes being shattered time and time again..."

Bai Luo Yin played these words over and over again in his mind, what kind of life is life worse than death?Wouldn't life be worse than death when I first came to the army?Practicing mechanically and numbly every day, is a life without fighting spirit and goal considered life worse than death?Is it better to live alone than to die?

Compared with his experience in these years, everything he has endured is just a cloud, right?

After he woke up from the car accident, he didn't see himself for the first time. What kind of mood did he feel?What kind of mood did he feel when he heard that he had encountered misfortune?He stayed in the hospital for more than half a year, and dealt with medical equipment every year. What is it like to feel sad and have nowhere to vent?He inquired about him all over the world, and returned disappointed again and again, what kind of mood did he feel? ...

Bai Luo Yin didn't dare to think about it anymore, for the past eight years, every time he thought about it, every nerve in his body would get twisted and twisted into a sharp pain, tearing his heart apart.

Some things, rooted too deeply, want to forget, easier said than done?

Bai Luo Yin sighed softly, and continued to write hard at his desk, when the writing skills that he was always good at became a weakness, he actually became a person who relied on his physical strength for food.And that guy who I have always called heartless, actually runs a technology company! !

The world is amazing.

"Bai Luoyin, 26 years old, national first-class pilot, safe flight time is 1407 hours, has flown J-7, J-8, J-10 aircraft successively, won second-class merit once and third-class merit once. During working hours in the army, Participated in the theoretical research of flight technology, achieved original results in the theory of unpowered flight, and proposed a new concept of military theory. Wu Congsheng, 37 years old, national first-class pilot..."

After the instructor's introduction, seek the opinion of the director of the institute.

"So far, these two people have been recommended by us. Which one do you think is more suitable to take over the radio navigation project you are planning now?"

The director frowned, and looked at the trainer with a cautious expression, "Which one do you value more?"

"Both of them have their own advantages. In terms of experience, Wu Congsheng is of course the richer, but in terms of pioneering and forward-looking, Bai Luoyin seems to be better. From my personal point of view, I still compare I prefer Xiaobai, although he is young, he acts steadily and has a flexible mind, more research in this area will benefit his personal development."

The director nodded, "I also give priority to this one."

The instructor held the director's hand, his eyes flickering.

"This is our base's first priority development target!"

The director smiled lightly, "That's him!"