Are You Addicted?

After losing contact with Bai Luoyin, Gu Hai immediately called Bai Hanqi, only to find out that Bai Luoyin had not returned home for the past two days.He searched for Bai Luoyin in various ways, but there was no news of him, and when he thought about Bai Luoyin's previous abnormalities, his heart began to be enveloped by strong unease.

Gu Hai wandered the streets for a whole night, his eyes staring with anxiety, where did this bastard go?Why do they always disappear inexplicably like this?Why doesn't he think about the consequences every time he does something, and doesn't consider the worries of the people around him?

Pounding his fist heavily on the steering wheel, Gu Hai was angry and anxious, and just about to start the car to continue searching, he suddenly received a call from an unknown person.

"Gu Hai."

Hearing Bai Luo Yin's voice, Gu Hai had the urge to smash the phone, but he held it tightly like a straw, and shouted angrily at the other end of the phone, "Where have you been these two days?"

"Where are you now?"

Gu Hai took a breath, glanced around, and after giving the address, he threw the phone on the passenger seat, tilted his head back, and heaved a sigh of relief, but luckily nothing happened.

Gu Hai guessed that it was almost time, got out of the car, and stood outside the car door waiting for Bai Luo Yin.

Five minutes later, a taxi stopped not far away, and Bai Luoyin's figure emerged from the car. The fire that Gu Hai had just suppressed suddenly rushed up, striding towards Bai Luoyin.

When Bai Luoyin came out from Zhen Dacheng's place, he didn't care to wash his face or have a meal, so he came to Gu Hai excitedly.As soon as I paid the money, I felt that I was being dragged by a strong force, and my body fell backward uncontrollably.

Gu Hai grabbed Bai Luo Yin by the back collar, dragged him fiercely to the side of his car, slammed it heavily on the car door, and yelled with a pale face, "Where the hell have you been these few days? Do you know that I have been looking for you all night? Do you know how anxious I am?"

Bai Luo Yin didn't care about the pain of being thrown, he held Gu Hai's arm tightly with both hands, his excited eyes burned Gu Hai's cheeks, his voice was filled with uncontrollable excitement, "Gu Hai, do you know? I found out the reason for your mother's death that year, she was not designed by your father to kill her, you misunderstood your father..."

Gu Hai's face did not show any surprise or emotion because of this sentence, instead it became more gloomy. He interrupted Bai Luo Yin forcefully, and angrily said: "I was just asking you, where have you been these two days? ?”

Bai Luo Yin's throbbing eyes gradually cooled down, the corners of his pale lips twitched slightly, and he managed to utter a few words from his mouth, "I went to Zhen Dacheng's house, that is...your uncle's."

Gu Hai was suddenly enraged, he grabbed Bai Luo Yin's shoulders fiercely with both hands, and roared loudly, "Who told you to go find him? Who told you to go?"

Bai Luo Yin's hands were clutching a few thin sheets of paper, which were scattered all over the ground under Gu Hai's violent shaking.His gaze became dull and dull, as if the aftereffects of being frozen for two nights were only now manifested.Stiff fingers pressed Gu Hai's arm, peeling off his body inch by inch.

Then, turn around and leave.

Gu Hai didn't go after him, and after venting violently, he felt extremely empty and lonely, his mind went blank, and he had already lost the ability to think.He shifted his gaze to the documents on the ground, and picked them up one by one, without daring to read them. He really wanted to tear them up, but he didn't have the courage.Finally, he kicked the car door hard with his foot, hysterically, the steel plate was knocked out by the bone to create a desperate and painful depression.

Bai Luoyin walked on the street like a wandering soul, relying entirely on instinct to identify the direction, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, his neck barely supported his head, there was a buzzing sound, another buzzing sound, Bai Luoyin Holding the billboard with his hand, he quietly slowed down for a while.

Next to it was a restaurant, Bai Luo Yin hadn't eaten for more than [-] hours, so when a bowl of noodles was served in front of him, he couldn't even taste the taste.Forced to gag a few mouthfuls, Bai Luo Yin rushed out, vomited beside the trash can outside.

How uncomfortable!

Tears spit out.

I stumbled home, went straight to the bedroom, and threw my head on the bed, it was so cold.Bai Luo Yin took off his wet clothes and covered him with two quilts, he was still cold, his whole body was trembling almost convulsively, after struggling for a while, he fell asleep.

Gu Hai was bored at home all day, fell asleep, woke up, didn't go to school, and didn't contact Bai Luoyin.In the end, I fell asleep and couldn't sleep anymore. I picked up the pages of materials beside the pillow, one by one, and swallowed them word by word in my mind.

After reading it, Gu Hai sat quietly for a while, looking out of the window, the inside was dry, not a single tear could flow.

Jiang Yuan opened the door and saw Gu Hai's gloomy face, her heart skipped a beat, she was worried and worried for several days, and finally "hope" this master.

Gu Hai didn't even look at Jiang Yuan, he walked around her and went straight to the second floor.

Jiang Yuan stood at the door of Mrs. Gu's room, and she had already made sufficient preparations. If Gu Hai found something abnormal and blamed her, she would take the responsibility all on herself.

During the three years, Gu Hai stayed in this room countless times, the steps when he came in were heavy, and the steps when he went out were desolate.There has never been a moment like this, calm, awe, silent mourning... He finally admitted and accepted the reality that his mother was no longer there.

"Mom, why are you willing to die for him, but not live for me?"

Gu Hai silently stared at Mrs. Gu's photo, wiping off the fine dust on the photo frame bit by bit.

"A man who can make you willingly give your life must be a good father, right?"

In Gu Hai's mind, every detail of how he got along with Gu Wei Ting from childhood to adulthood, this relationship that had been buried and buried by him for more than three years, subtly revived in his heart.From the initial awe and respect to the later hatred and hatred... a virtual fuse detonated three years of misunderstanding and injury.

He suddenly understood many of Gu Weiting's eyes, the painful, deep, helpless ones... and a certain part that he deliberately erased: the night before Gu Weiting got married, he sat here for a whole night. Standing up, facing the photo of his ex-wife, he gave a heavy military salute.

"Mom, I have nothing else to ask for. If you love me, please bless me and Ziyin until the end."

Gu Hai gratefully bowed to Mrs. Gu's photo, took one last hard look, straightened his back, and walked out of the room with firm steps.

Jiang Yuan had already circled outside countless times, and when she saw Gu Hai coming out with a calm expression on her face, she felt relieved, it seemed that he didn't find anything wrong.

"From now on, I don't have to go to my mother's room to clean it every day. All the valuable things she used during her lifetime will be kept, and the worthless ones will be burned."

Jiang Yuan's face showed surprise. He didn't know what Gu Hai's words implied. She was still waiting for the storm to come, but Gu Hai had already walked away from her sight with ease, and the sky outside was clear.

Even though school was almost over, Gu Hai still went back to school, he didn't give Bai Luo Yin a good face yesterday, he was completely angry that he disappeared without saying a word, which made him anxious.Now the anger has completely subsided, and there is only emotion left in his heart, and he wants to express his gratitude in person.To let Bai Luo Yin know that everything he has sacrificed for himself is worthy of Gu Hai's gratitude for a lifetime.

However, Bai Luo Yin's seat was empty.

Gu Hai's expression changed suddenly, and he immediately called Bai Han Qi.

"in hospital."

Hearing these three words, Gu Hai's head seemed to explode, he rushed out of the teaching building in a hurry, stopped a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

On the way, Gu Hai's mind kept tumbling through a scene, Bai Luo Yin was so excited that he pulled his arm to announce the results of the past two days, he had never lost his composure like this, he had never been in such a state of embarrassment... in that For a moment, he must have wanted to give him a hug and say thank you for your hard work, even if it was just a positive look, he would not be able to turn around and leave unbearably, leaving only a disappointed and lonely back.

When he arrived at the hospital, Gu Hai hurried to Bai Luo Yin's ward, only Aunt Zou stayed there.

"Dahai, why are you here?"

"Where's the factor?"

Aunt Zou pointed to the inside of the ward, "He fell asleep."

Gu Hai gently opened the door and walked in. Bai Luo Yin was lying on the hospital bed, his face was pale and his whole body was emaciated.Gu Hai sat beside the hospital bed and looked at Bai Luo Yin, his heart ached.He looked like this yesterday, and he came to me like this yesterday!Why didn't I see it then?Why am I still yelling at him unscrupulously?Why is my head full of anger, and I don't have any space to feel sorry for him?

"Yin Zi." Gu Hai called softly.

Hearing Gu Hai's voice, Bai Luo Yin opened his eyes slightly, and then closed them again quickly.

I don't have the energy to speak, and I don't want to.

Gu Hai sat quietly for a while, then walked out with a gloomy complexion.

Aunt Zou saw Gu Hai standing at the entrance of the corridor smoking a cigarette, she seemed to realize something in her heart, and walked towards him.

"Dahai, did you lock him out because Yin Yin provoked you?"

Gu Hai's eyes froze for a moment, staring at Aunt Zou's face, "Why do you say that?"

"Hey... this kid had a high fever as soon as he came back yesterday, and then he was talking nonsense, saying that so and so wouldn't let him in the house to sleep, and he was so cold. I thought, didn't he live in your house for the past two days? So, so... hey, my aunt is just guessing, if there is no such thing, you don't have to take it to heart."

Gu Hai's hand holding the cigarette stiffened suddenly, half of the cigarette butt fell to the ground.

"I'm a little cold, you talk to me."

"Dahai, please hug me."

Aunt Zou watched Gu Hai jump directly from the stairs on the second floor to the ground on the first floor, and couldn't help being startled. What is this kid going to do?While she was still in shock, Gu Hai had already rushed out of the hospital.