Are You Addicted?

In the past few days, Bai Hanqi and his wife have been busy preparing for the new year. In the past, the new year was just improvised, just a little bit of joy, but this year is different. There are two more people in the family, which seems to have more atmosphere.Aunt Zou closed the snack bar early, and was devoted to making new year's goods at home. Bai Hanqi would help her, and occasionally Bai Luoyin would help out, but most of the time, Aunt Zou didn't like Bai Luoyin's work, she would rather Call his little son.

The whole family was beaming, except Bai Luo Yin.

Even the always nervous Bai Han Qi could see that something was wrong with Bai Luo Yin.

That day Aunt Zou was frying crunch boxes in the kitchen. Bai Han Qi came in with two barrels of cooking oil, put them down and stood next to Aunt Zou, looked outside, and whispered, "Why do I feel that something is wrong with my son recently?"

"What do you call your son?" Aunt Zou gave Bai Han Qi a glance.

Bai Han Qi smiled mischievously, "I made a mistake, my son."

"Stand a little farther away, lest the oil splash on you." Aunt Zou pushed Bai Han Qi aside with her hand, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"A few days ago, I felt that he was not in a good mood. I observed it specially in the past two days, and I found that he was always staring at a box of jewelry in a daze. When he went out that day, I took a sneak peek, and it was all real gold. What a fool. Tell me, my son... No, where did our son get so much money to buy those things? He couldn't have stolen it, could he?"

Aunt Zou gave Bai Han Qi a sideways look, "What do you mean, he robbed the gold shop, so he has lost his mind these few days?"

Bai Han Qi looked serious, "I'm afraid that's the case. If I surrender myself, I'll have to wait until the Chinese New Year is over, right?"

Aunt Zou put her hips on her hips and looked at Bai Han Qi holding her breath.

"Why do you live more and more twitching? Our son has lived with you for so many years, and he didn't even think about robbing. Now that people eat and drink spicy food, they rob instead? You...you let me say What are you doing? You, stand aside! Don't get in the way here, go and go..."

Bai Han Qi blocked the door, with the face of an angry husband.

"This woman is really fickle, she can be like this at any age! You said that we just got married for a few days, and you immediately changed. You used to scold me, but you were smiling at that time. Look at me Now……"

"That's because you haven't said so much nonsense before."

Bai Han Qi scratched his head, sighed, turned around and was about to leave when Aunt Zou stopped him.

"Come here, I have something to tell you."

"Didn't you think I was in the way just now?"

Aunt Zou was a little anxious, "I really have something to tell you. I didn't think of it just now. It's about Yin Zi."

Upon hearing this, Bai Han Qi hurried back.

Aunt Zou said cautiously, "I think we may have fallen in love with each other early."

"I'm already 17, so it's not considered puppy love, right?" Bai Han Qi thought about it quite a bit, "When I was 17, I already had an affair with Yin Yin's mother."

"Are you the same back then as you are now? There is so much pressure to study and compete now! Yin Zi is in her sophomore year of high school. I've heard people say that her sophomore year is the most critical year, and it would kill her if she lost her mind."

Bai Han Qi smiled, "I trust my son."

"I didn't scare you." Aunt Zou patted Bai Hanqi's shoulder, "Two days ago I saw a girl come looking for Yin Zi, standing at the entrance of the alley, and I watched them walk away together."

"Is it pretty?" Bai Han Qi asked casually.

"Pretty is really beautiful... But, why are you asking this?"

After dinner in the evening, Bai Han Qi went to Bai Luo Yin's house, where Bai Luo Yin was tinkering with a pile of wooden boards.

"What are you doing, son?" Bai Han Qi sat next to Bai Luo Yin.

Without raising his head, Bai Luo Yin said, "I want to make a model airplane. After school starts, the school will hold a model airplane exhibition."

"Come on, son!" Bai Han Qi patted Bai Luo Yin on the head.

Bai Luo Yin hummed, and continued to be busy with his own affairs, without saying a word.

Bai Hanqi felt that it was not a problem for him to sit still, so let's go... I haven't finished what I want to say, so let's not go, and I feel that I am quite redundant.

"It will be held after school starts?" Bai Hanqi asked again.

Bai Luo Yin nodded.

"Then you do it now?"

Bai Luo Yin stopped what he was doing, and looked at Bai Han Qi expressionlessly.

"Dad, what exactly are you trying to say?"

Bai Han Qi was quite embarrassed, "I just wanted to ask..."

"Ask me why Gu Hai didn't come here together, right?"

"Uh... yes, I've wanted to ask this for a long time. I've only seen him once since the winter vacation. You two weren't together that time. What's going on?"

Bai Luo Yin replied indifferently: "He's celebrating the New Year at his house."

"That's it... that's right, for such an important festival as the Chinese New Year, I still have to go back to my home."

"Is there anything else?" Bai Luo Yin asked.

Bai Han Qi's expression froze for a moment, and he smiled awkwardly, "It's all right."

After Bai Han Qi went out, Bai Luo Yin was in no mood to do anything, he looked out of the window, Meng Tong Tian was waving a stick in the yard, then Aunt Zou called him into the house, and there was nothing alive in his sight , there is only one jujube tree, the leaves have all fallen off, leaving only a bare pole.

Just looking at it like this, the time slipped away, and when the text message sounded, Bai Luoyin picked up the phone, only to realize that it was past eleven o'clock.

Shi Hui, "Are you free tomorrow?"

Bai Luo Yin put his phone aside and didn't reply, he didn't know how many text messages like this he had ignored.Sure enough, the lost things are beautiful only when they are lost. Once they are retrieved, that kind of beauty will be lost.A few days ago, when he received a call from Shi Hui, he still felt his heart beating faster, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.Now, the only feeling is lost, and all the good things in the past have become fleeting, suddenly worthless.

Why is this so?

Am I really a fickle person?

Bai Luo Yin sighed softly and closed his eyes.

Bai Han Qi entered Bai Luo Yin's room, saw his eyes were closed, thought he was asleep, so he turned off the light.

Bai Luo Yin reached out to touch the cell phone next to his pillow, but he felt something cool.

It's a nail clipper.

With the light of the mobile phone, Bai Luo Yin saw a sentence engraved on the nail clipper.

"A husband who doesn't want to fuck is not a good husband."

The other nail clipper was in Gu Hai's place, and a word was engraved on it, "Get lost".

Bai Luo Yin suddenly laughed, and a question appeared in his heart as he smiled, this question gave him such a bitter taste in his smile, could it be that the one thing I often say to him is to get lost?

In the middle of the night, Bai Luo Yin suffered from insomnia again.

Shi Hui sent another text message, "What should I do if I can't sleep? What should I do if I miss you?"

Bai Luo Yin stretched out his hand to his underwear, soothing himself slowly, only at this time, he could put aside all distracting thoughts and quietly enjoy the pure joy.His body was slowly getting hotter, and the temperature in his heart was also rising. Suddenly, Gu Hai's face flashed in Bai Luo Yin's mind, his hands trembled, and his face showed a bit of panic.In the past, when Gu Hai helped him, he would always fantasize about Gu Hai as a woman, and only then could he devote himself to it.

Why am I inexplicably excited by him now, am I really perverted?

Anxiety, uneasiness, emptiness, worry... Negative emotions all surged up, resisting the joy of the body, two diametrically opposite forces collided, neither advancing nor retreating...Bai Luoyin was very tormented, feeling a The fire was burning him, and as waves of heat surged, those emotions were finally submerged.

Bai Luo Yin seemed to have given up on himself in vain, allowing his thoughts to do whatever he wanted. He fantasized that his hand was Gu Hai's hand, and fantasized about how Gu Hai's tongue was always wandering around his body. The more he thought about it, the more excited he became. The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't control himself. He even had a desire to thrust into Gu Hai's body, very strong, very strong...

The moment he reached the top, Bai Luo Yin couldn't help but groaned, "Gu Hai..."

It sounded like a whisper, more like a whisper in the ear, even Bai Luo Yin was frightened by himself, why would I call out his name at such a moment?

Bai Han Qi got up in the middle of the night to relieve himself, only to find his son wearing a pajamas, squatting in the yard smoking a cigarette.

"factor."

Bai Luo Yin stood up and looked at Bai Han Qi, "Dad, why are you up?"

"I'm going to relieve myself, what are you doing squatting here? Hurry up and go into the house, wear such light clothes, are you looking for a disease during the festival?"

Bai Luo Yin stubbed out the cigarette butt, and stared at Bai Han Qi steadfastly.

"Dad, after you untie your hands, come to my room to sleep."

Bai Han Qi blushed instantly with happiness. When Bai Luo Yin was a child, he and his father slept together under the same blanket, and it was warm before going to bed every night.It's been so many years, Bai Luo Yin has never asked to sleep in the same room with him, today is the first time.

He stepped forward to hold Bai Luo Yin's head, and said cheerfully: "Have not been home for such a long time, and you still know that you are acting like a baby with your father?"

Bai Luo Yin didn't speak.

Bai Han Qi patted his buttocks and scolded: "Go into the room, your face is getting cold."