A dedicated cannon fodder

Ji Hannan was only stunned for a few seconds, and he quickly stood up straight. The young man who was no shorter than He Chengyun straightened his back, and when he suppressed his smile, he also looked oppressive.

"Su Yan, I will take care of it." He stopped between He Chengyun and Ye Suyan, and said to him coldly, "He doesn't need you at all."

Almost deliberately slowing down his tone, he said this sentence, but he didn't get He Chengyun's attention.

Instead, Ye Suyan, who was leaning on the bed, held Ji Hannan's hanging hand with his right hand, shook it lightly, and said to him: "Hannan..."

Ji Hannan took a step back, but still stood beside Ye Suyan's bedside, looking at He Chengyun with full of vigilance.

"Young Master He." Ye Suyan looked into He Chengyun's eyes, and smiled at him: "I did this to save myself, it's not about who was hurt for whom, didn't you get hurt just like me?" He laughed even more Natural and detached, "So you don't have to take care of me to make up for it."

Here we go again, so we have to draw a line with him without any hesitation, just like not long ago he clearly saved himself in a plane accident, but he resolutely drew a line with himself.

He Chengyun was restless, but his expression did not change at all.He could clearly see the small interaction between Ye Suyan and Ji Hannan just now, but he could only suppress the impatience in his heart, took a deep look at Ye Suyan, and suddenly asked, "What do you want for dinner?"

Ye Suyan was stunned, this didn't look like the He Chengyun he knew.

However, Ji Hannan immediately counterattacked, frowning and said dissatisfiedly to He Chengyun: "I will be responsible for Su Yan's diet."

Probably knowing that there would be no answer, He Chengyun glanced at Ye Suyan again, then ignored Ji Hannan at all, turned around and left again.

From his sudden appearance to his sudden departure, he actually only said two words, but he managed to make Ji Hannan black again.

"What is this guy going crazy?" Ji Hannan turned to look at Ye Suyan, and couldn't help asking.

Ye Suyan shook his head blankly, and after a while, he sighed and said, "Probably he wants to make it up to me. What the young master of the He family hates the most is that he owes favors to others."

In the evening, He Chengyun really brought an insulated box, which contained nutritious meals prepared according to the doctor's advice.It's just that when he arrived at Ye Suyan's ward, two people inside were already having dinner.

Probably because carrying the thermos box was too different from the old image of the young master of the He family, so when Ye Suyan saw him, he was obviously taken aback for a moment, and then politely greeted: "Young master He."

Sitting aside, Ji Hannan glanced at He Chengyun with some complacency, and didn't bother to say hello to him, so he turned his head and picked up a chopstick dish for Ye Suyan, saying, "Eat more of what you like."

He Chengyun took a few steps closer, glanced at the dishes that Ji Hannan put into Ye Suyan's bowl, and put his insulated box aside. He didn't want to see Ji Hannan continue to show off his love, so he just left a sentence "I'm hungry at night, eat it at night ", then left again.

From that day on, no matter whether Ye Suyan would eat the meals he brought, He Chengyun would deliver every meal without missing a single meal.Even after he was sure that he didn't need to stay in the hospital, he would bring breakfast over in the morning.

Ye Suyan's injury was actually not serious, but because he wasn't sure if there was a bone fracture, the doctor suggested that he stay in the hospital for observation for a week.Ji Hannan stayed here with him for the whole day on the first day, but at night, he was urged back by his sister's life-threatening serial calls.

After all, it was the first day of the new year.

The next day, he still came on time during the day, but he had to go home to socialize after only staying for half a day.He lived freely outside all year round, and his somewhat strong sister would never allow him not to appear on such a traditional festival.

In the last few days, after Ji Hannan was sure that Ye Suyan had no problems in his life and that his shoulder joints were not so painful, he was escorted by his sister reluctantly to the United States to continue New Year's greetings. He didn't show up for several days, but he called every day Constantly, almost by meal time report.

Sometimes when He Chengyun came, Ye Suyan happened to be on the phone with Ji Hannan, with a very gentle smile on his face, he was often amused by the person on the phone.He saw everything in his eyes, but he didn't say anything.

Later, Ye Suyan didn't reject the food he sent, and he ate and drank what he wanted.Even a week later when he was about to be discharged from the hospital, He Chengyun settled the hospital expenses for him first, but he just nodded to He Chengyun, and said with a smile: "Thank you."

He couldn't drive for the time being, and he was going to take a taxi home by himself, but just as he walked out of the hospital building, a black car stopped in front of him.

"Get in the car." The rolled down car window revealed He Chengyun's face, and then the car door behind was opened.

Ye Suyan hesitated for a few seconds, then opened the car door and got in.

"No more trouble, Hey."

Ye Suyan didn't bring much luggage at first, just a small luggage bag, which he casually threw at his feet.He reached out and took off the sunglasses on his face, and tried to move his arms slightly.In fact, the shoulder joint is no longer painful and swollen, but the doctor told me not to overuse it or lift heavy things within two months.

It doesn't matter if it is the usual request, but now that he is in Meng Li's crew, he may not be able to participate in the intensive practice some time ago in the next month or two.

He Chengyun, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke to him and said, "Over there, Huihui will ask for leave for you."

"Uh..." His words successfully pulled back Ye Suyan's thoughts, he turned his head and nodded to He Chengyun with a smile, "Thank you."

He Chengyun didn't speak.

He had a lot to say, even during this week, he thought about what would Ye Suyan do if he refused to accept his care.

But Ye Suyan accepted it generously. Such a natural attitude made him unable to say anything, but in his heart, he gradually felt a little cold——

The more generous Ye Suyan is, the more it shows that he has completely regarded him as someone who has nothing to do with him.He was willing to eat the food he gave him, and he was willing to let him settle the hospitalization expenses for him, but it was because he was injured because of He Chengyun, even if it was for self-help as he said, he was also implicated by He Chengyun.So these, of course, should be done by He Chengyun.

Looking at the alienated smile on Ye Suyan's face, He Chengyun felt even more depressed. He even wished that he could simply return all the houses and money back like last time.

The car soon arrived downstairs at Ye Suyan's house. After thanking him again, Ye Suyan picked up his luggage and prepared to get off the car.

However, He Chengyun stretched out his hand and grasped his arm, until he saw Ye Suyan's frown suddenly, he quickly relaxed the strength in his hand, and slowly said to him: "You saved me again."

Ye Suyan was silent.

In front of Ji Hannan that day, he said that, but he also knew that He Chengyun would never believe it.Fighting side by side with him can be regarded as self-saving, but when they rolled down the slope together, he did not hesitate to protect He Chengyun's head in his arms, and he himself bore most of the momentum, otherwise he would How could he end up with a dislocated shoulder joint in the end.

He Chengyun didn't mention this matter again this week, so he generously accepted the food he sent, also accepted him to pay for his hospitalization expenses, and even accepted him to send him home, just hoping that this would make He Chengyun feel that he had already paid off. No more compensation is necessary.

The hand on his arm was very hot, and the temperature penetrated through the coat and sweater little by little, making his skin warm up.

Ye Suyan put down the luggage, stretched out his hand to hold He Chengyun's hand on his arm, and slowly pulled his hand away from his arm under the other's puzzled gaze, raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile: "Then what about this?" Once, Young Master He is going to give away a house? A villa? Or cash?"

There was no sarcasm in his tone, it was very calm, even jokingly relaxed, but He Chengyun felt that the tone in his heart was even more blocked.

The hand that was held by Ye Suyan just now slowly clenched into a fist, but he stared at Ye Suyan without blinking, and asked, "What do you want?"

Ye Suyan turned his eyes away, and slowly leaned back on the car seat.

Wang Yuan consciously got out of the car when He Chengyun held Ye Suyan's arm, leaving the space in the car for the two of them.This time he won't be careless, even though he just sent Ye Suyan back, there are cars driving in front and back.At this time, a few bodyguards from the other two cars also got off and stood scattered around the car He Chengyun was riding in.

Wang Yuan looked around, his eyes could not help but drift to the back seat of the car.He couldn't see the situation inside through the glass, but Ye Suyan called him for support that day, which surprised him a bit.

For these two people, the misunderstanding and injury have hurt them severely. It seems that it is too arbitrary to simply say who is right and who is wrong.

Maybe this is the so-called trick of good fortune.

Wang Yuan walked away a few steps, and directed a few people to carefully check the surroundings of the underground parking lot, and he was relieved after making sure that there was no danger.

He is the head of the bodyguards who are really responsible for He Chengyun's safety, but every time He Chengyun is in real danger, Ye Suyan is always the first to step forward.

Sometimes he couldn't even imagine what it would be like if He Chengyun didn't have that young man by his side from now on.

Inside the car, it was still quiet.

Ye Suyan's eyes were a little dazed, as if he was remembering something.He didn't speak, and He Chengyun didn't urge him to give himself an answer.It has been several years, and he has not had such patience with Ye Suyan for several years.

Ye Suyan didn't make him wait for too long, he still looked ahead, blinked before turning his head to look at He Chengyun, and said lightly: "You really embarrass me like this."

He Chengyun didn't speak, but his fists were clenched even tighter.

"Young Master He." He put away the previous alienation, smiled at He Chengyun, and continued: "I don't want to be entangled like this anymore, so today, let's make everything clear."

He opened the car door and got out of the car first, bent down to look at He Chengyun who was still sitting in the car: "Go to my house?"

When He Chengyun heard his words "I don't want to continue being entangled like this", her body froze.At this moment, he raised his head to meet Ye Suyan's gaze, and he hesitated.

"Young Master He..." Ye Suyan didn't urge him either. He just waited for a while and saw that he still didn't move, and said lightly: "In fact, once some knots are untied, it may be a good thing for you and me. No one wants to You can’t always live in the past.”

The layout of Ye Suyan's room was still the same as before, and he made a cup of tea for himself and He Chengyun respectively.At this time, the sky is still bright, but the winter in city A has been hazy for a long time, just like He Chengyun's mood at this time.

Ye Suyan simply drew the curtains and turned on the lights in the room.With the return of the owner, the house that has not been lived in for a long time gradually began to recover some popularity.After the air conditioner warmed up the whole room, Ye Suyan sat down on the sofa opposite He Chengyun, took a sip of the tea in front of him, raised his head and smiled slightly at He Chengyun, "We can use the way of asking each other to figure out what we want. All the questions you need to know, is that okay?"

He Chengyun nodded slowly, a voice in his heart desperately shouted "This is wrong!", but he didn't know what was wrong.

He just vaguely felt that if things continued like this, things would definitely develop out of control, but he couldn't find a reason to reject Ye Suyan's proposal.

"Master, please ask first." Ye Suyan said to him generously.

"Why do you want to do this?" He Chengyun hesitated for a while, but the first question was asked a bit without thinking.

But Ye Suyan just hesitated for a while, and then said: "Because... I'm tired."

After he finished saying this, he even smiled at He Chengyun.

This is the second time he said the word "tired" in front of He Chengyun. In the past, no matter how tired, hard or wronged he was, he would never express such emotions so bluntly.

"Is it because of me that you feel tired?" He Chengyun asked again.

"Yes." Ye Suyan did not lie, nor did he even evade, but admitted openly: "Although I really want to break it off cleanly, I have to admit that when you are by my side, more or less always It affects me."

He didn't say what was affected, but He Chengyun understood.For example, when he is by his side, he will subconsciously put his own safety first, and will do everything for himself.

He Chengyun's heart became hot, and the next question blurted out without thinking: "You care about it, right? You have been rumored to have an affair with me in the past two years, and you are very upset by covering me to see Chu Chen, right?"

Ye Suyan was startled, but still nodded and said with a smile, "Yes."

He admitted it so frankly that He Chengyun didn't know how to ask.

But Ye Suyan quickly continued: "I don't think anyone would want to be someone else's stand-in and shield, even if it's my duty."

"Back then... when you were 16 years old, why did I misunderstand you for saving me, but never explained?" He Chengyun asked again. The relationship between them is still not the same as it was later, they are still bamboo horses and bamboo horses, they are each other's most important existence, if Ye Suyan was willing to explain at that time, maybe it would not have developed into this way later.

He asked this question before, but the last time Ye Suyan told him "what's the use of explaining or not explaining", but it was not like this.He explained that it will never develop to this point.

At least, he wouldn't treat him so badly, or even hate him for the past few years.

This time Ye Suyan hesitated for a while, and then said: "I have reasons that I can't explain, but I always thought that you would believe me."

That was also a thorn in Ye Suyan's heart. It was this incident that made him gradually realize that He Chengyun really didn't have much trust in him. Otherwise, how could he be so convinced of such a simple lie? !

"Is it because of my father?" This time, He Chengyun asked this question, but not to get an answer.He could roughly guess the situation at that time, Ye Suyan respected Mr. He so much, and the other party asked him to keep a secret, he must have gritted his teeth and said nothing.

Ye Suyan didn't answer, and seemed to acquiesce.

The room became quiet again, and He Chengyun realized that he had asked many questions, but Ye Suyan didn't seem to ask any.

He stared at the quiet young man on the opposite side for a while. Under the starlight of City H that year, the only warmth and support he held in his arms finally could only sit opposite him, in a place that he couldn't reach with his own hands, silent. And alienated to face himself.

He Chengyun closed his eyes to calm down, and then asked again: "On my birthday that year, you encouraged others to get me drunk and took the initiative to have sex with me. Is it father's intention?"

This is another thorn in his heart. He didn't tell Ye Suyan. He woke up next to Ye Suyan the next day and found out what they had done last night. He fled in a panic and went back to the mansion, sitting in the living room watching Zao Bao's father took the time to ask him: "Are you satisfied? Use Su Yan as a 20th birthday present?"

All panic turned into anger and indifference in an instant.

He felt that it was his shame that he was still attracted by a betrayer, a traitor, a sinister and despicable person, and even on the way home when he was driving home, there was still a smile on Ye Suyan's face when he was awakened by his panicked movements. Surprised and hurt and guilt-ridden.

"No." Ye Suyan smiled wryly, it was also a thorn in his heart, but he quickly cheered up and continued: "I was too young and naive at that time, thinking that this would make you not angry with me anymore , no longer being indifferent to me..."

It's a pity that he couldn't change anything, but it made He Chengyun look down on him a little more.

Later, Ye Suyan never dared to show the slightest love to He Chengyun, nor did he dare to try these stupid things again.Because he was really too young at that time, one such injury was enough to make him unforgettable, and he was almost devastated.

He Chengyun's clenched fist almost trembled, he wanted to say "You're lying!", but he knew that Ye Suyan had no reason to lie to him anymore.

He took a deep breath, trying to make his voice sound calm and gentle, "Didn't you want to ask me?"

Ye Suyan hesitated for a moment, and even looked at He Chengyun in a daze. After thinking for a long time, he finally said, "I want to know..."

Having said that, I couldn't continue.What he wanted to ask, he suddenly forgot.

For He Chengyun, asking clearly may untie his knots. From now on, the sea and the sky will be brighter, and he can fly freely without having to carry on with guilt.

But for Ye Suyan, the clearer he asked, the more thorough the misunderstanding was solved, and he might be unwilling to accept it.

After all, he is the one who fell in love with each other, not He Chengyun.

He laughed at himself and said, "I have nothing to ask."

"You're lying!" He Chengyun seemed to see through his thoughts, and looked at him with burning eyes.

At that moment just now, his mind, which had been shaken into confusion, suddenly sorted out everything about Ye Suyan.

He just believed that Ye Suyan loved him before, so he would not betray him.But she never thought that Ye Suyan's love happened so long ago, nor did she think that his love for herself would be so deep.

He looked into Ye Suyan's eyes, and said in a firm tone, "You just don't dare to ask."

He Chengyun only felt that all the depression in his heart during this period of time had disappeared, Ye Suyan actually loved him so long and deeply, his mood suddenly improved, and even his expression became much more relaxed.

Unexpectedly, Ye Suyan stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled, and said, "Yes, I lied." He put away the moment just now, and asked slowly because of the weakness caused by recalling too much of the past : "If all these things happened to Young Master Chu, would you treat him like you did to me?"

Instead of asking the question he most wanted to know, he changed to a roundabout way.

This time it was He Chengyun who hesitated, he was stunned for a while, and then said uncertainly: "Chu Chen, he has everything, I can't think of a reason why he would do these things."

He was answering Ye Suyan's question, but when the words came out of his mouth, his heart shook.

Sure enough, Ye Suyan was stunned for a moment, and asked again: "Then why do you think I would do this?" He frowned slightly, then opened his eyes wide in disbelief, looking at He Chengyun with surprise and ... Injured, "You don't trust me just because, just because you think I care about the He family's money and power?" Ye Suyan's eyes, which were always bright and clear, became a little dull.

The truth turns out to be far more cruel than imagined!

It turned out that He Chengyun didn't trust himself, and would be deceived by such a simple lie. He always thought that he belonged to He Huaizhang, but it was only because he was an orphan picked up by the He family and had nothing, so naturally he couldn't behave like the young master of the Chu family. Gao Jie.

He felt that he had done the stupidest thing, and because of what He Chengyun had done in the past few months, he still had a little illusion about him.

Heh, sure enough, anyone can't help but become affectionate in front of the person he has loved for so long.

He was really overreaching.

Ye Suyan lowered his head slowly, and when he spoke again, his tone became extremely calm: "You go, we won't meet again in the future."

This has been said very decisively, even politeness is not required.

He Chengyun was a little flustered, but he quickly reacted. Although the voice of his explanation was a little eager, it hit the point directly: "At that time, my father always treated you very well in front of me, and you treated him with respect and filial piety. I can stop you from practicing the piano with Chu Chen, I can stop you from being friends with other classmates, but I can't stop you from getting close to your father. You clearly promised that you will never betray me, but you can smile at anyone Be close to anyone and be gentle to everyone!"

Probably because he said too many things and thoughts that shouldn't be said today, He Chengyun simply said all the words in his heart: "You make me feel that you will leave at any time. I saved you, so you get close to me. If other people treat you well, you will also get close to others. But I...but I..." He couldn't go on, but just clenched his fists. At that time, he was really only Ye Suyan. I want to treat him well, and I also hope that he will only belong to me.

"Heh..." Ye Suyan just chuckled when he heard the words. There was an indescribable sarcasm in his laughter, without even raising his head, he just said lightly, "It's all my fault."

He Chengyun forced himself to suppress his anger and uneasiness, and continued: "So when that happened, I thought you were really going to watch me die..."

He couldn't go on, and if he continued, it would be an insult to Ye Suyan.

Who knows that Ye Suyan took it for him: "You thought I watched you die deliberately, and when you die, I can replace you as the heir of the He family, right?"

He Chengyun's face was livid, but he didn't deny it.

He was overwhelmed by anger, and Ye Suyan refused to explain, so he easily believed the words of his father and Chu Chen, and believed that Ye Suyan betrayed him, just for the sake of the He family and his father's love .

The room was terribly quiet, Ye Suyan kept his head down, preventing He Chengyun from seeing the expression on his face clearly.It seemed as if a century had passed before he heard Ye Suyan ask leisurely: "So that time, you asked Ren Hua to give me a large sum of money, an apartment and a villa?"

He Chengyun didn't speak, and undoubtedly acquiesced.

"I really regret it..." Ye Suyan finally raised his head, and there was even a faint smile on the corner of his lips, but in He Chengyun's eyes, that smile felt extremely thrilling.

He looked into He Chengyun's eyes, and said with a faint smile: "My self-righteous persistence turned out to be so unbearable. If I had known it earlier, I would have accepted those things."

He stood up and staggered towards the bedroom, then said, "Please go back, I'm tired."

This blow was too fierce, even after all the mental construction he had done in the past few years, he could hardly bear it, his head was in chaos, he just wanted to find a place to lie down and have a good sleep.

But when passing by He Chengyun's side, the other party grabbed his right hand, pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly, even buried his head on his shoulder, and after a moment of silence, he said to him : "Su Yan, let's start again, this time, I will treat you well."

Ye Suyan didn't resist or struggle, he just looked up at the ceiling and asked with a light smile, "Start again?"

"Yes, I believe what you said on the plane is true." He Chengyun looked up at him, reached out and pinched his jaw, leaned over to kiss the corner of his lips, and said, "I misunderstood you." So much, give me a chance, I will treat you well."

Ye Suyan didn't avoid his kiss, even lowered his head to meet his gaze, and asked with a smile, "Shall we start over?"

He Chengyun nodded.

The corners of Ye Suyan's lips raised, and he asked slowly: "Then, what should Young Master Chu do?"

He Chengyun was taken aback, just when he was about to speak, Ye Suyan pushed him away and stood up, he looked much better than before, at least he was no longer shaking, and his back was straight.

Then he said clearly to He Chengyun: "I love you." Turning his head to look at He Chengyun, he said to him almost word for word: "But, that's over!"

At noon the next day, Ye Suyan got on a plane to the location of the crew. The plane passed through the gloomy clouds in winter and brought him a clear blue sky.

That feeling of enlightenment brightened Ye Suyan's mood.

After a while, a person suddenly sat down in the empty seat beside him.Originally thinking that the first-class cabin was not full, Ye Suyan didn't turn his head to look at his temporary neighbor, but pulled down the blindfold to cover his eyes, preparing to catch up on sleep.

Unexpectedly, the newly seated passenger was a very gentle person, and even carefully covered him with a blanket.

Now Ye Suyan couldn't keep silent anymore, he stretched out his hand to push away the goggles, and turned to look at the person next to him.

He Chengyun's face looked haggard, as if he didn't sleep well last night.However, the way he looked at Ye Suyan was not as cold as he was used to. The time was spared and he traveled back to many years ago, before those misunderstandings and injuries happened.

He Chengyun's hand reached out from under the blanket and held Ye Suyan's hand, ignoring his struggles and clenched it tightly. He looked at Ye Suyan's surprise and puzzlement and said slowly: "I didn't sleep all night last night."

Ye Suyan didn't answer, but He Chengyun didn't seem to want him to answer, he just looked into Ye Suyan's eyes and continued: "I want to understand a lot of things."

Ye Suyan even turned his face away, indicating that he didn't want to hear it.

He Chengyun's face also became a little embarrassed, but he continued: "I have done a lot of mistakes, and I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but I cannot lose you."

Ye Suyan was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled and said, "But you have already lost it."

He pulled his hand away from He Chengyun's palm, returned the blanket to him, asked the stewardess for a blanket to wrap himself up, pulled off the blindfold and ignored He Chengyun who was looking embarrassed, closed his eyes and went to rest.

This kind of situation of directly ignoring people, He Chengyun has done it to him too many times, so many times that Ye Suyan learned it by hand, it seems extremely natural.

He knew the He family's persistence, but he also knew the He family's weaknesses.

Just like He Huaizhang only dared to pay attention to Wang Yan quietly in the past 20 years, He Chengyun will soon retreat because of his indifference.

Because whether it is for him or for the He family father and son, love will not be the whole of life.