The life of rebirth is up to me

"Xiao Shuo..." Qiao Baihui squatted on the side of the sofa and looked up at him, his eyes were filled with soft light, and he said softly, "Let's try again, if it doesn't work, we'll really get together and relax, I'm giving up .”

Qi Shuo looked deeply at Qiao Baihui, and felt that this sounded funny. He and Qiao Baihui had tried it before, but if it didn’t work, it wouldn’t work. There was a fundamental difference in their personalities. I don't trust feelings anymore, and Qiao Baihui is not trustworthy. Instead of struggling with this person, it's better to make it easier for myself.

Just like Qiao Baihui wanted to ask for affection, in fact, he also lacked a feeling of reassurance. In the past two years, he only talked about interests and sex, and his life was not smooth, but his heart was very empty. Sometimes he opened the door and looked at this In a deserted room, especially in winter, when I am warming the bed alone, I always hope that there is someone by my side at this time.

So since Qiao Baihui gave up and left, after spending this winter alone, he really has no interest in trying again, why bother?Even if it's not enough to cultivate Zhong Yu, he can still find another suitable person, and at present, Zhong Yu is the most suitable candidate.A man who has lost everything and is pulled in by himself when he is alone and helpless can easily be shaped into the person he wants, why should he agree to Qiao Baihui when it is easy?

Therefore, Qi Shuo firmly shook his head: "It's boring. You and I both know that there are some hurdles that you can't get through, so don't force yourself. You go back to college and find a suitable girl to talk to. You don't have any pressure. I also..."

"No." Qiao Baihui interrupted him, his tone was serious, his eyes were full of stubbornness, "Since you can choose one person to take care of, why is it someone else? Don't we have some good days too?"

Qi Shuo pondered for a while, put the cup on the table, raised his hand and patted Qiao Baihui's shoulder, and said patiently: "What you need now is love, not necessarily me, are you sure you came here at noon today just to apologize Is it? Or do you actually have an idea in your heart? Both of us know that the relationship can only go so far, and if it goes deeper, neither of us can bear the consequences."

Qiao Baihui frowned little by little in this sentence, and said stubbornly: "Xiao Shuo, I like you."

"I know you like me, but I..."

"I love you." Qiao Baihui said again, "You love me too, as you said, you love me."

Qi Shuo raised his eyebrows and smiled, "The matter on the bed..."

"I'll believe it!" Qiao Baihui widened his eyes.

Qi Shuo lost his patience, stood up "shua", picked up his coat and left.

Qiao Baihui followed cheekily, locked the door with his backhand, and asked while chasing, "Dinner? I know a good game restaurant. I'll take you there. How is the injury on your head? Does it still hurt? Show me?"

"Get out!" Qi Shuo walked quickly all the way, and when he got out of the building, he was dragged into the car by Qiao Baihui. He struggled a few times, and seeing many people looking this way, he immediately threatened in a hoarse voice, "Enough is enough for you! Let go Be careful I kissed you here."

"I'll do it!" Qiao Baihui grinned, grabbed Qi Shuo's neck and pressed towards him, bowed his head and kissed him.Qi Shuo widened his eyes, glanced back and forth, and saw a group of dumbfounded men, women and children all around, and secretly sighed.Qiao Baihui was really becoming less and less a threat.

Qiao Baihui quickly pulled away from himself, grabbed Qi Shuo behind his back and escorted him into the car. He then got into the car and sat in the driver's seat, burying his head in the steering wheel. It took him a long time to raise his head with a wry smile, his face flushed. As if about to bleed, he said unsteadily, "I'm so nervous..."

Qi Shuo glanced at him, licked the corner of his lips with the tip of his tongue, and said with a sarcasm, "Is it interesting?"

"I don't know, maybe it's not interesting." Qiao Baihui shook his head with a wry smile, and stared out the car window in a daze. There were many people outside peeking at the car and pointing fingers. The feeling of being poked on the spine is not good , "You know I'm very afraid of exposing this matter, but I want to chase you back, what do you think I should do? Xiaoshuo, I really make you so annoying?"

"I don't hate it." Qi Shuo shook his head, but he was not liked by others. People who live too much on themselves are not suitable for him at all, because Qi Shuo knows that he is the selfish person. Together, no one will have a better life in the end.

"But you can't like it, right?" Qiao Baihui smiled self-deprecatingly, "Let's eat first, we'll talk about it later."

Qi Shuo silently watched Qiao Baihui turn the key and start the ignition. When the car slid out of the community, Qi Shuo said vaguely: "The weather is really nice today. The coldest few days of this year have passed..."

"what?"

"Nothing?" Qi Shuo shook his head.I really wish I was a snake, cold and ruthless, curled up in a ball in winter, and slept, and passed the cold winter as soon as I opened my eyes.Rabbits, which are at the bottom of the food chain, need to be afraid of too many things.And Qiao Baihui was the one who couldn't completely tear his face apart.

After dinner, Qi Shuo went directly to the nightclub, and Qiao Baihui stayed with him in the office all night.

Business is not very good in the first few days after the new year. Rich bosses and powerful officials have to visit relatives and friends during the new year to strengthen their families. When the Chinese New Year came, they all left one after another, most of them dressed dignifiedly and returned home, and not many were willing to stay to make money. Qi Shuo was so happy that he didn't have to deal with it, so he chatted with Shen Li in the office.

After 12 o'clock, Qiao Baihui flicked through the TV channels, and smelled the smell of barbecue coming from the window. He couldn't sit still, so he dragged Qi Shuo down to eat barbecue. Shen Li, who always knew how to read the situation, simply said Give him the venue and let them go back first.

The two baked a bunch of things and walked back. When they came to the front of their house, they didn't know who had sprinkled the burnt briquette ash on the ground. There were at least four pieces, all of which were chopped into powder and sprinkled on the door. superior.

Of course Qiao Baihui understood what this meant, and his face darkened immediately.

Qi Shuo glanced at him, calmly took out the key, opened the door and entered the house.

"Do you want to move?" Qiao Baihui carefully skipped over the soot and closed the door.

Qi Shuo took out a bunch of grilled pork ribs, ate them slowly, and said nonchalantly, "It's not necessary, you just go downstairs and kiss another man tomorrow."

"?" Qiao Baihui froze, frowning, "What do you mean?"

"It's not my fault." Qi Shuo smiled, "Okay, eat quickly, don't get cold."

Qiao Baihui stood at the door and stared at him for a long time, walked over silently and took a bite out of a meat skewer, then put it down: "It's cold." He said, just like the relationship between him and Qi Shuo. It's cold, it's all frozen, I can't eat it, I have to eat it reluctantly, it hurts my stomach.Today I can also see that Qi Shuo is determined to separate from him, so how to heat it properly?

Qiao Baihui went to the bathroom to take a bath, Qi Shuo heard the sound of water in the bathroom, his eyes darkened a bit, maybe he would not pester this kid after he had fed him enough.But this is not the solution, the most terrible thing is to be disconnected, especially now that he no longer wants to entangle with Qiao Baihui, and just wants that person to give up quickly.

A half-grown boy who is still vague about his feelings, impatient and impetuous, and stubbornly unwilling to let go, if he had known that Qiao Baihui would come over at noon today, he would have let him talk first, maybe it was a breakup, so as not to After those toss.

Maybe it hurt my self-esteem or something?

Qi Shuo thought, because he was the one who spoke first, and because he found other men in front of him, and outsiders were watching, that's why he ran back so shamelessly, just to prove his ability and sense of existence. How strong?

So, there are some coincidences in this world that are so fucked up, maybe changing the time and place won't be so complicated.

Qiao Baihui stood under the shower, washing while paying attention to the movement outside, afraid that Qi Shuo would run away. Although it was unlikely, who said there was no chance?Run out to find that Zhong Yu, who disappeared for ten days and half a month, where can he arrest him?

He likes Qi Shuo, there is no doubt about it, he liked it a long time ago, and this love grows stronger as he gets along with each other, the most ruthless thing is that Qi Shuo can say anything when he is in bed, I like you , I love you, you can spit it out without turning your head, but when you get out of bed, you don't mind anything, obviously you didn't even think about it.

Qiao Baihui didn't want to find a reason for himself, but he really wanted to have a real relationship. What else could he do if he couldn't get it from Qi Shuo?When you find someone else, what you want is also feelings, to fall in love peacefully, don't have too many fancy and complicated things, just pure feelings.

But he went out and circled around, and didn't wake up from his dream until what he saw at noon today. When he saw that there were other people around Qi Shuo, and that Qi Shuo could treat people sincerely, he realized that he What he wants most is Qi Shuo's heart.

It's because he really likes it that he can't let go. He doesn't want to make himself so ugly, so cheap, but if he doesn't want to let go, he just doesn't want to let go. Even if he reminds himself repeatedly, it can't meet the deepest desire in his heart.

Is it always the best that you can't get?

"Boom!" There was a sound of closing the door outside, Qiao Baihui was startled, and hurried out of the bathroom, only to see Qi Shuo standing by the closet looking at him.

"What?" Qi Shuo frowned slightly as he looked at Qiao Baihui's distressed and anxious face.What to do with this person?I can't tear my face, and I can't follow along. I didn't expect that I, who was just reborn, would leave this problem today.

"No." Qiao Baihui smiled mischievously, turned and walked back to the bathroom.

Qi Shuo followed behind him and held the door that hadn't closed, and found the man standing under the shower head in the mist. His naked body was much stronger than the last time he saw it. They all have beautiful and distinct muscle textures, all the way down from the broad shoulders, the waist is not exposed, and looking down, the legs are slender and straight. Qiao Baihui is actually in excellent external conditions. From the face I'm not too picky about my figure. If I have to find a reason to look down on myself, it's because I'm too weak. My personality is conceited and loose on weekdays. No matter how ruthless I am in bed, there will be less precipitation. Calm breath, to put it bluntly, is not manly enough.

He is gay, although he is not born with it, but as long as he likes men, he will have a strong response to testosterone, the stronger the sex, the more he likes it, so a man with a pretty face like Qiao Baihui is not to my liking.

After thinking like this for a few seconds, Qi Shuo unbuttoned his clothes and stepped into the bathroom under the gaze of Qiao Baihui's dark eyes after wetting.