The life of rebirth is up to me

"Qi Shuo." Zhong Yu smiled uncomfortably, jumped off the window sill, and glanced at his mother.

"Hey, I used it, if you don't mind it." Qi Shuo gathered his mind, handed the quilt to Zhong Yu's arms, and then walked in front of Zhong Yu's mother, "Auntie, have you eaten yet?"

Zhong Yu's mother held the corner of her mouth and smiled, with a grateful expression on her face, and bowed deeply: "Thank you." She raised her head again, her eyes were red, and she murmured, "If it wasn't for you, Xiaoyu would have signed, I really... really the... woo... thank you... woo..."

Qi Shuo stepped aside and gave Zhong Yu a wink to come quickly to persuade him, and he himself had an expression of deep sympathy that he couldn't speak.

Zhong Yu hurriedly put the quilt on the bed, supported his mother and whispered for a while, his eyes were covered with water, but he didn't shed a single tear.

Qi Shuo was disappointed to see Zhong Yu crying after waiting for a long time.

Wouldn't it be nice if this man cried a little bit ugly?In the future, it can be used as a joke resource for repeated memories, so that it will definitely continue to be contemptuous.But it was this kind of unbearable grief that made him stand like a wooden stake, stupidly watching the whole process.

See you in two years, Zhong Yu's changes are so obvious, so obvious that Qi Shuo recalled many memories that he deliberately forgot...

Qi Shuo turned and walked out the door, lit a cigarette for himself, stared at the sky in a daze.

—— "Zhong Yu, do you think this Snoopy looks like you? Look, the eyebrows are like this, with a horoscope, a look of bitterness and hatred."

—— "Come on, give me a smile."

—— "Tsk tsk, it's so ugly, hey, let me say, have you ever cried? The kind of crying?"

The man who forbears, even cries silently, has never seen it before, because Zhong Yu once said so-"If you cry, you lose, and you accept your fate."

"Qi Shuo..."

Qi Shuo turned around and saw the man with watery eyes, his eye sockets and nose were a little red, and the water film on his eyes was fading little by little.

"This is for you." Qi Shuo took out 500 yuan from his bag and put it in Zhong Yu's palm, "I can only give so much money now, you deal with it first."

"...Thank you." Zhong Yu tightly held the money in his hand and did not refuse, and he could not refuse in his current situation, "I will pay you back as soon as possible."

Qi Shuo smiled, looked at Zhong Yu's fuzzy facial features with the light in the room, and his eyes wandered on that plump lips: "I heard that Auntie still has a unit, if you haven't resigned, it's best to go to work when you calm down. "

"Yeah." Zhong Yu lowered his eyes and nodded.

"Are you still going to school?"

Zhong Yu shook his head, looked up at Qi Shuo: "I will find a job as soon as possible, and I will definitely pay you back the money."

When Qi Shuo heard the words of the birth, he immediately became angry: "I'm not lending you a usury loan, why are you nervous? Can we stop being so fat? After all, we are classmates."

Zhong Yu clenched the corners of his mouth and did not speak. After a long while, he said in a low voice: "Give me...give me some time, I will sort it out tonight, and we can talk about it tomorrow, okay?"

Qi Shuo patted Zhong Yu's shoulder vigorously, and said with a slight smile, "Okay, you have a good rest, I'll come over tomorrow." After saying this, Qi Shuo walked out without looking back, and kept walking After 5 minutes, he looked back, then stopped in front of the Xiali car door on the side of the road, whistled and opened the door.

He sat in, turned on the headlights, looked at the bright road ahead, held the steering wheel and put down his smile little by little.

I feel a little regretful, and now this state of mind...is very bad...

Qi Shuo rented a house near the company. It is not big, only about 40 square meters. One bedroom and one living room have their own bathrooms. Simmons, the sheets and bedding are not very high-end, but they are all pure cotton, which is very comfortable to sleep on.

Qi Shuo is more pursuing material comforts, and there is a precious chihuahua in and out of the house, the environment of this hut is really good.

As soon as he entered the room, he lay on the bed without taking off his clothes, then hugged the quilt between his legs, and closed his eyes.

It's winter again...it's a bit cold, it's better to have more people in this house.

Qi Shuo turned over, wrapped in the quilt and curled up into a ball, lying motionless for a long time, then he lifted off the quilt to take off his clothes, and slipped into the bed.

The picture in his head was a bit chaotic, with Qiao Baihui and Zhong Yu.There are many pictures of him and Qiao Baihui lying on this bed, covered with this quilt, but most of them are his pillowing on Zhong Yu's chest, trembling deliberately with his arms around his waist, repeating repeatedly: Zhong Yu, you are a stove Ah You?It's so warm~ I'll live on you in winter.

I hope to hug someone, flesh to flesh, to pass each other's temperature, listen to the sound of heartbeat, even if I don't do anything, just hug and sleep...Who...come to accompany me...

"Shen Li, come and sleep with me."

"..."

"Just sleep and do nothing."

"..."

"..."

"..."

Qi Shuo's eyelashes trembled, he opened his closed eyes, frowned and thought for a while, then took a step back as if he was very unhappy: "Then call Jiang Da to come over."

"...Qi Shuo..." Shen Li said weakly, "We are still planning to get married and have children, so don't mess around."

"I'm not interested in straight ones, don't worry, you guys come over and bring some barbecue, I can sleep when I'm drunk."

"Jiang Da stays up all night, I don't get off work until after three o'clock, it's not your life, by the way, I heard that you saved someone today?"

"Hmm..." Qi Shuo replied noncommittally, "Forget it then, please help me and ask Sister Hua if she is free."

"Nobody's free!" Shen Li became impatient, "Sleep and sleep, don't worry about it, okay?"

"Little Lili~~Lonely boudoir~~Long night~~Wuxin..."

"Crack! Beep beep beep..."

Qi Shuo pursed his lips when he saw the disconnected phone, put down the phone, leaned against the bed and lit a cigarette for himself, looked at the flickering sparks, his eyebrows twitched darkly.

The next day, Qi Shuo woke up early and went to Zhong Yu's place.

Zhong Yu squatted at the door to wash the curtains, still wearing the same dirty and smelly clothes that had been locked up for several days, but his complexion eased, and his short hair made him look energetic. With the shaking of his body, Fluffy like a hedgehog.

Before Qi Shuo approached, Zhong Yu stopped what he was doing and stood up, smiling slightly: "Here you are?"

"Where's Auntie?" Qi Shuo tilted his head and glanced at the room.

"I'm going to work." Zhong Yu shut up after finishing speaking, and stood there looking at Qi Shuo, with an expression of not knowing what to say.

Qi Shuo's feet were fixed by those eyes again...

It was that kind of black eyes again, the ink-like color seemed to flow into people's hearts. In Qi Shuo's memory, he seemed to have been dealing with such eyes all the time, whether it was when they first met, or when they first met. When we were together, or after we were separated, Zhong Yu's eyes were always so dark, as if many, many things were pressed down on them, making people want to kiss those eyes, expel the haze covering them, and do it for him. Welcome to the light.

It was only two years before and after, and there was a destiny in the dark, just like Qi Shuo told himself, Zhong Yu was destined to have this calamity, but he didn't know that he also ushered in his own calamity.

People are very vulgar beings, and Qi Shuo is even more vulgar and vulgar. He will always like a pair of dark eyes, a pair of thick and beautiful eyebrows, and a plump lip. Zhong Yu It is to gather all the men he loves to exist, which is his aesthetic view.

Now, the young man standing in front of him is already close to his aesthetics. As long as he is older and more mature, stronger and more powerful, and more silent and restrained, he will be fascinated no matter how many times he meets him.

it's a pity……

Qi Shuo averted his eyes.

...It's a pity that such a person is ruined, but if he doesn't ruin it, he is sorry for himself.

"Qi Shuo?"

"Huh?" Qi Shuo blinked, looked at the face that was suddenly close in front of him, and smiled subconsciously.He went to the big basin and squatted down, and said with crooked eyes, "Go on, I didn't have a good rest last night, and I have a headache."

"Yeah." Zhong Yu came over and squatted opposite, looked at him hesitantly, then lowered his head and grabbed the curtain soaked in the water. The water in winter was very cold, and his slender and strong hands were red from the cold. Especially the joints seemed to be red and swollen. After rubbing it twice, he looked up at Qi Shuo again, "I have a lot to say, and it's all thanks. If...you think I don't need to say it , I will keep it in my heart."

Qi Shuo waved his hands with a smile: "I just happened to be there. Now that I know about it, I will definitely help out, but... I also belong to that company, don't you want to see me?"

Zhong Yu shook his head and lowered his eyes: "Although it happened suddenly, it has actually been going on for a long time, but I didn't notice it at all. It's impossible not to resent usury, but..." Zhong Yu suddenly I don't want to resent my father, no matter how wrong he is, he is the one who loves me, so the finger of resentment is still directed at the futures company and the usury company, and he can't do that kind of theory in front of Qi Shuo .

"Forget it, let's not talk about it." Qi Shuo waved his hands understandingly, "Is there still a lot of things missing at home? Quilts and clothes, after all, it is winter, so there is nothing to change. I talked to Brother Jiang this morning. After a while, he promised to let me get a few sets of clothes." After speaking, Qi Shuo raised his hand, shaking the key on his finger and laughing, "Dangdang! Go now?"

Zhong Yu's eyes brightened a little, and he looked at Qi Shuo with a complicated expression, but he only said "thank you" after a thousand words.

Next, no matter in the car or in Zhong Yu's house, most of the time Qi Shuo was talking alone, just playing the role of an old classmate who opened up people, understanding Zhong Yu's current situation, and said cautiously As he spoke, the smile on his face was always permeating, as if he was using this method to make Zhong Yu feel better.

Zhong Yu's mood is still in the trough and has not recovered. Sometimes his brows will be frowned because of Qi Shuo's excessive noise, but usually he will give a response, but there are few words, um, um, eh.

The two returned to their current rented place before lunch, from their former home to their current home, from a building to a bungalow, from a large room with clean and bright windows to a cold and damp hut less than 20 square meters, from a warm and happy family to a Seeing the current situation of disintegration... The moment Zhong Yu saw the scene in front of him, the corners of his eyes were flushed, tears pooled in his eyes instantly, and the hand holding the bag was clenched into a fist, restraining, suppressing, and biting. Teeth trembling faintly.Then he took a deep breath, lowered his head, and walked over quickly.

Qi Shuo was holding a woven bag full of clothes in his hand, staring blankly at Zhong Yu's back, his eyes were inexplicably hot.

A motorcycle drove over from far to near, "chug chug—" the loud noise woke him up, he came back to his senses, and blinked.

Aha...it's not good to go on like this!