memory castration

As the saying goes, when you break up, you are a passerby, but considering Xu Yifei's violent temper, I still can't muster up the courage to meet him at this unexpected time.

Just when I was thinking hard about how to escape, Xiao Ziqi suddenly took out a hat and put it on my head as if by magic.

Fortunately, my face is not very big, and the brim of the hat is pulled down just to cover the line of sight. What cannot be seen means that it does not exist. This kind of ostrich psychological suggestion gave me some comfort.

As soon as Xiao Ziqi changed from his past villain style, he deliberately kept a low profile like me, and even covered me when Xu Yifei went to the bathroom.But afterwards, he whispered to me: "We are traveling in an aboveboard manner, why is it like elopement now?"

Worried that my movements would attract others' attention, I had no choice but to imitate a woman and secretly pinch him hard on the arm.

Xiao Ziqi took a breath, but he never forgot to say sarcastic words, "Xiaobai, if you are a man, kick him with your feet."

If possible, I really want to kick him to death.

After getting off the plane, under the cover of Xiao Ziqi, I finally escaped from the airport without any risk. I finally let out a long sigh of relief.

Half an hour later, the driver drove into a large white manor.

Only then did I seriously look at the surrounding buildings, and said in disbelief, "Are you the owner of this place?"

Xu Yifei nodded, looked at me affectionately, and said, "As long as Xiaobai is willing, this place can also be ours."

Goosebumps fell all over the ground, and I quickly stroked my arm with my hand, "Thank you, but I was born poor, so I don't have such a blessing."

Lying in the big bathtub full of bubbles, I suddenly had a dreamlike illusion.

On the plane, I vaguely heard the conversation between Xu Yi and a woman, the other party should be Shen Xiwen, right?So this trip should be an ice-breaking trip for the two of them.Xu Yifei's arrogant personality is willing to bow his head for a woman, it seems to be true.

Thinking of this, I felt a dull pain in my chest, but it was quickly diverted by the pain at the tailbone.

This bastard didn't want to make people feel better when we broke up, so he stabbed insulting words on me... I have to find a time to wash them off secretly.

After taking a shower, I feel refreshed. The cotton shirt is very comfortable against the skin. The fluffy sweater fits unexpectedly well. Even the trousers are just the right size, as if they were tailor-made... But The problem is, it doesn't belong to me, but Xiao Ziqi, who has a very different figure, had someone prepare it in advance.

After staring at the camel tapestry on the wall for a while, a strange emotion appeared in my heart.

While I was meditating, a respectful female voice woke me up, "Mr. Fang, the master invites you to the living room."

I recovered and followed her to the living room.

When there was still a distance, an elegant female voice said: "Thank you Ziqi this time, we will leave after the lost documents are completed, and we won't disturb you for too long."

Xiao Ziqi said gently: "According to my friendship with Yifei, even if you live here all year round, there will be no problem. Just treat this place as your own home, you're welcome."

It was Shen Xiwen and Xu Yifei again!It seems that some things can't be avoided when they should come...

Although I was still daring to walk forward, my steps slowed down involuntarily.

In TV dramas, when the protagonist comes out, there is silence all around, and the light behind him is so dazzling. I can't even imagine such a dazzling way.

But today, I did it...

Shen Xiwen was the first to see me. The superwoman was slightly surprised, and then turned her gaze to Xu Yifei next to her.

Xu Yifei lowered his head and played with his mobile phone. After noticing the strange atmosphere, he raised his head, raised his eyes and glanced around before stopping on me. His lips parted, but he quickly returned to a look of indifference.It's just that the eyes were uncontrollably exuding viciousness, like a sharp knife for bone removal, making people more and more cold.

The living room was quiet for a while, Xiao Ziqi raised his hand and called me, "Xiao Bai, what are you doing standing there, come and sit down. We are all acquaintances, so you don't need me to introduce you?"

No one answered his words, I hesitated, walked towards Xiao Ziqi, and chose to sit next to him.

Xiao Ziqi didn't shy away from making out in front of Xu Yifei, he shook my hand and then let go, and handed me a cup of hot water.

After he knew that I was dizzy, the drink he prepared was sugar water every time. Although he was hateful, he was considerate.

I tried not to look at Xu Yifei's face opposite, took the cup and held it in my hands to warm it up, leaning on the soft cushion a little lazily, thinking about Xiao Ziqi's purpose for calling me out.

Judging from his previous behavior, he probably didn't want Xu Yifei and me to run into each other, but he didn't expect that the other party would come to him on his own initiative. I don't know what he is thinking now.

Everyone seemed to be unable to find a topic for a while, and several people just faced silence like this.

As the master, Xiao Ziqi naturally couldn't let the embarrassment continue. He smiled and said to Shen Xiwen, "You should be tired after working for a long time. Go take a bath and relax. I'll take Xiaobai to familiarize yourself with the surrounding environment."

Shen Xiwen got up immediately, "You are busy, I will go to rest first."

I lowered my head, and I could only see Xu Yifei's calf, and saw that he was still in the original sitting position, neither talking nor moving.

Xiao Ziqi took my hand naturally, "Let's go, let's go to the ranch and have a look. I heard from the housekeeper that two calves were born today."

I immediately stood up and whispered: "I thought those pictures were downloaded from the Internet, but I didn't expect that you really have a ranch."

Xiao Ziqi's tone was very proud, "There is an orchard next to the ranch. It happens to be the season when the grapes are ripe. I will take you to pick them in the evening."

Don't turn your gaze away, don't look at Xu Yifei... That face is too alluring to me, I'm afraid that if I catch my eyes again, I will fall into the bottomless abyss again.

After walking out of the living room, my steps slowly returned to normal.

Xiao Ziqi looked at me sideways, with a smile that was not a smile, "Xiaobai seems to be very nervous, and his palms are sweaty."

I pulled my hand in embarrassment, but he held it tightly all the time, "We have already broken up, why didn't you dare to look at him just now? Do you still have expectations in your heart? I hope he will change his mind? Or are you worried that I will fall in love with him uncontrollably?" ?”

"Shut up!" I was particularly annoyed that he could always use simple words to force out my truest emotions.

He smiled and continued to crush my delusional thoughts, "You have no chance. I just found out that they obtained the certificate before going abroad. Now they are legally husband and wife, although the wedding has not yet been held."

While listening to my heart shattering, I still feel a kind of joy like a heavy burden.Whether it is Xu Yifei or myself, this relationship has finally come to an end, and this ending is not bad.

"Yes, you should have said it earlier, otherwise I can congratulate him."

"Not too late, because they will stay here for at least five days."

Next, Xiao Ziqi didn't take me to the ranch, but sat down by a quiet small lake, a group of ducks swimming around on the water, and a few white pigeons flew by from time to time in the blue sky.

The two were lying on the grass, neither of them spoke.

After a long time, Xiao Ziqi took the initiative to say: "I was the one who told Xu Yifei about the two previous dates. Do you think I'm weird?"

I scoffed coldly, "Strange? You really know how to use words properly. I don't remember any quarrel with you. It's worth your revenge."

As a friend, he should be very clear about Xu Yifei's temper. If it weren't for my fate... I can't believe whoever betrayed him first could still survive.

"If..." He didn't continue, but there was a hint of hesitation in his tone.

I pulled out a piece of grass and put it in my mouth, watching with cold eyes what tricks he was going to play next.

His eyes were half-closed, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, "If I say I love you, will you believe me?"