memory castration

Of course I understand what kind of person Xiao Ziqi is, but I don't understand why his words mean something.

Xu Yifei didn't explain anything, and said in a superior tone: "Do you have a mobile phone? Write down my number, set it as an emergency dial, and call me if there is anything."

He spoke in a very aggressive manner, as if he was trying to suppress a certain kind of anxiety. I didn't know why I saved the caller number, and I was still thinking about the whereabouts of the dog. "Little Ha it..."

"Don't look for it anymore, where did Xiao Ziqi go?" Xu Yi interrupted me.

"I went out to buy food and I haven't come back yet."

"Delete the incoming call records, don't tell Xiao Ziqi that I called," he finished his order, and said indifferently, "I still have something to do, hang up."

I looked at the phone that hung up, but I chose to delete the call under the control of my intuition, and put the phone back where it was.

What exactly did Xu Yifei's words mean?Did he want to tell me that Xiao Ha was killed by Xiao Ziqi?Under what circumstances would an owner kill his pet?It doesn't make sense... I went out and squatted down in front of Xiaoha's den, carefully recalling all the details I saw in the morning.

I didn’t see Xiaoha when I walked here with the plate, but found a bunch of messy black hairs by the side of the nest, and the ground was still very wet at that time, as if it had been drenched by water... But there was nothing in the past two days It rained!

I rubbed the goosebumps on my arms and looked from the kennel to the small garden.

Winter in Jiangcheng is not particularly cold. Oleanders and Chinese roses are full of vitality and greenness. Under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the corner, there are a few pieces of black soil rolled out, which still look very wet.The place was already remote, and if I didn't pay special attention, I wouldn't notice it at all. I walked over and rubbed my shoes twice, and the grass immediately swelled up.

I bit my lower lip, inserted my hands into the soft lawn, and lifted it vigorously, a large piece of camouflaged turf was uncovered, and a few black hairs were mixed in the soil.

What is buried below, the answer seems to be obvious, but I don't have the courage to prove it.

Even though I was in the bright sunshine, I couldn't feel any warmth.

Xiao Ziqi, it's no wonder that he didn't worry about Xiaoha's disappearance. I only thought that his personality had always been like this, but I didn't expect the truth to be like this.

After putting the turf back to its original place, I sat down on the steps, took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and looked blankly at the number I just saved.

Did Xu Yifei know Xiao Ziqi's character for a long time, that's why he distanced himself from him two years ago?But why did Xiao Ziqi kill the dog? Is it because Xiao Ha didn't want to get close to him?

"Hello, who is it?"

I was startled by the sudden voice from the mobile phone. It turned out that I accidentally pressed the dial button.

Just when he was about to hang up, Xu Yifei asked, "Is that Fang Yibai?"

I seemed to be stuck in the neck, and said with difficulty: "It's me, I'm sorry I dialed the wrong number."

He was a little confused, "Are you okay?"

I didn't know whether to tell him about it, and after thinking for a while, I murmured, "I just...seem to have found Xiaoha."

There was silence on the phone for a while, Xu Yifei seemed to know that his premonition had come true, "Do you believe what I said now? Go and pack your things, and leave as soon as possible before Xiao Ziqi comes back."

I glanced towards the gate, my voice trembling slightly, "He's back now."

Xu Yifei immediately said: "Then forget what you saw just now, and pretend that nothing happened. I'll figure out a way for the future, put your phone back up, and don't hang up."

I really don't know Xu Yifei well, plus we had two unpleasant meetings, but... I did as he said.

Xiao Ziqi walked over carrying his things, "Why is Xiaobai sitting here? It's cold down here, and he'll get sick."

I subconsciously avoided his arm, and then remembered Xu Yifei's instructions, and said quickly: "It's okay, I'm very strong. It's very comfortable to sit here and bask in the sun."

He could kill Xiaoha yesterday as if nothing had happened, and today he can kill me without changing his face... I still have a lot of dreams and things to do, and I don't want to die.

It was already dusk at this time, and there were shocking red clouds floating in the sky, the big ones were like bright red bloodstains.

Xiao Ziqi was not angry, but sat down next to me, and said with a gentle attitude: "I bought a set of braised pork rice and sweet porridge. I don't know which one you like."

I like both, because my grandma sold breakfast when she was alive, so the rice and porridge are very sweet.

After she died though, I didn't eat them very often because the taste was so different from what I remembered and they weren't my favorite anymore.Is this just a random coincidence?Or is it because he really knows me so well?

In my suspicion, Xiao Ziqi took off the lid of the paper bowl, wiped the spoon and put it in, and brought it to me, "Eat it."

I really don't hate him now, and I even seriously considered the possibility of dating him last night, but when I think of Xiaoha buried under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, I feel scared.

Such a person, how can I believe that he will like someone, and how can I be stupid to think that he will not hurt himself?

When picking up the porridge, I accidentally touched his fingers, and I quickly avoided it as if I was on fire. The porridge bowl was overturned, and the red and yellow spilled out onto the back of his hand.

The porridge has several layers on the outside to keep it warm, and it was still steaming hot when it first came out.

I frantically wiped him with a tissue and apologized repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

He didn't seem to feel the pain at all, and wiped his hands clean with a smile, "It's okay, I only bought one serving of sweet porridge, and you're only eating stewed pork rice with me."

"Sorry……"

"I said it's okay."

"I'm talking about what happened yesterday... Sorry, I can't continue with you. In fact, I should have brought it up two days ago, but I didn't say it because you were not feeling well. I'm going to pack my things now, wait Just go."

Xiao Ziqi didn't move while holding the bowl, even his smile didn't decrease by half, as if he couldn't hear me at all.

He looks like a statue without human emotions, how can he not make people feel scared? !

When I was about to jump up, he suddenly grabbed my hand and said in a very soft voice: "Xiaobai really wants to leave?"

Seeing me nodding, the corners of his mouth turned up even more, but his eyes were sharp and cold without a smile, "Do you still remember the bet we made?"

"Remember," I slowly clenched my fingers, "Do you want to honor it? I can take it off for you to see now."

"Not here." He put down the bowl, pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it, "Follow me to the room."

After entering the room, he closed the door gently, without any anger on his face, "Does Xiaobai take it off by himself, or do you want me to help?"

My body trembled slightly, and I took a deep breath and said, "Remember, just watch but not touch, I will do it myself."

It doesn't matter if two big men show their bodies to each other, as long as I can leave Xiao Ziqi now, I am willing to do anything.

I quickly took off my coat and sweater, and my skin was covered with fine particles in the cold air.

The sun went down, and the air conditioner was not turned on in the room, so it felt like the whole body was surrounded by damp and cold damp.

When there were still trousers left, Xiao Ziqi leaned against the doorway and said quietly, "Take off your shoes and socks too, I want to see every place."

This pervert who eats people and doesn't spit out bones, how could I be fooled by his appearance repeatedly!

After taking off my cotton socks and underwear, I stood barefoot on the floor, and tried to make my voice as open as possible, "Have you finished reading, we don't owe each other any more."

Gasping for air, he was about to put on his clothes again, but Xiao Ziqi slowly approached him, "Just look but don't touch... Xiaobai, you are really not so naive."

I rushed to grab my clothes in a panic, "Xiao Ziqi, you hypocrite, you actually want to keep your words?"

He smiled, with a trace of evil in the corners of his eyes and brows, "I never said that I am a gentleman, it's just that you don't know people clearly. I will give you 30 seconds to get dressed now, but don't get me wrong that I want to let you go, but I thought it would be more fun to pick it off with my own hands."

Grass your mother, I feel angry, but my subordinates dare not be idle, quickly put on everything that can be worn, and start searching for everything that can be used around me.

He seemed to have suddenly realized something, frowned and put his hand on my butt.

I yelled, "Damn, don't touch me!"

He took a mobile phone out of his jeans pocket, and a small voice growled inside, "Damn, don't touch him!"

It was Xu Yifei, I suddenly remembered the phone that I hadn't hung up on, and I reached out to snatch it, but Xiao Ziqi grabbed it and locked him in his arms, "Xiao Ziqi bastard, return my phone!"

He pressed the hands-free button with a half-smile, and Xu Yifei's voice immediately increased several times, "Xiao Ziqi, if you dare to touch him, I will definitely not let you go!"

Xiao Ziqi put his chin next to my ear, and replied with a sneer: "What position do you have for telling me this? Xu, Yi, Fei?"

Xu Yifei was furious, "Don't you know if I have a position? If I reveal all the things you have done, do you think you can leave Jiangcheng alive?"

Xiao Ziqi said lightly: "Spread the matter out, and you won't get any benefits."

"I don't care!" Xu Yifei said loudly: "Anyway, these things don't belong to me in the first place, and I haven't done anything harmful! You are different. If you get Fang Yibai today, you will lose everything you have tomorrow. I swear on my life!"

Although I don't know what they are talking about, I can clearly feel that Xu Yifei is protecting my safety.

Why is he doing this?We... aren't we strangers?

Xiao Ziqi lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I hate two things in my life. One is not getting what I want, and the other is being threatened. Based on what you know about me, what do you think I will do? Xu, Da, Shao ?”

Whenever he mentioned Xu Yifei's identity, he deliberately emphasized it, as if there was some kind of irony in it.

There was a loud bang from Xu Yifei's side, but he calmed down quickly, "Fang Yibai, I'm on my way to Xiao Ziqi's house, if he does something to you...don't resist."

Struggling with all my strength, I raised my head and slammed it into Xiao Ziqi's chin.

What are you kidding?Do not resist?Which man would obediently obey when encountering such a thing and let rape turn into rape!