big lake girl

In a trance, the apartment rented by the company became the small house that I rented with my mother when I was a child.When the glass window wrapped in plastic paper is fully opened, the sun is so bright...

The mother tied her ponytail and wore a white floral shirt with a white background when she was young. She listened to the melodious singing on the radio and patted the dust on the sofa vigorously with a towel.

He finished the homework assigned by his mother early, helped to collect water in the kitchen, and then moved step by step to the living room with a small half bucket of water.

Whenever he helped with work, his mother would reward herself with a small piece of malt candy wrapped in a plastic bag from her bag.The maltose in my memory is very small and sweet, and it melts in my mouth with one bite, and it disappears soon, but when I lick my teeth, I can still taste the sweetness embedded in the gap between the teeth.This kind of sweetness cannot be found no matter how much maltose he eats when he grows up.

"Yuan Yuan." Shen Shenyuan's silence made Qiu Meijuan even more desperate and embarrassed.She hardly had the courage to stand up and approach him, so she could only sit quietly and wait for the result of the trial.

Shen Shenyuan's eyes fell on Qiu Meijuan's exquisite makeup, and he recognized a familiar aura among his facial features.

"Yuan Yuan." Qiu Meijuan held back her tears.She didn't want to win sympathy with tears, because even she herself couldn't forgive and agree with what she had done.But subconsciously, she still hoped that her son would still be the same one when they parted, would call mother sweetly, follow her around the room like a little follower, and be at the bedside on Mother's Day Post a greeting card that you hand-paint...

"Mom." Shen Shenyuan put down his cup, took two tentative steps forward, and gently put his arms around Qiu Meijuan who stood up excitedly.

Qiu Meijuan burst into tears holding her lost and recovered son.No matter how wonderful the moment is, it is far from being able to bring her more touch and happiness than this moment!

Crying is a kind of emotional venting, but how can so many years of longing and guilt be vented completely in just a few minutes?

Hearing her crying hoarsely, Shen Shenyuan was worried about her body, so he hurriedly helped her back to the sofa, brought her tissue and orange juice, "add some water."

Qiu Meijuan looked at him dumbfounded, and slowly stopped crying, and asked Shen Shenyuan while wiping away tears, "Is my makeup dirty?"

"Spent eyeliner and mascara."

Qiu Meijuan covered her face, not wanting him to see too much of her embarrassment, "I want to go to the bathroom."

Shen Shenyuan pointed to the bathroom door.

Not long after Qiu Meijuan entered the bathroom, the doorbell rang.Shen Shenyuan was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly stood up and opened the door.

Seeing his surprised face, Luo Shaochen raised his eyebrows and said, "Didn't you check with the peephole before opening the door?"

Shen Shenyuan said: "When the robbers saw my height and shape, they would usually say that they pressed the wrong doorbell."

"Maybe the other party has a gun."

"It's not the United States, how could it be..." Shen Shenyuan looked at him suspiciously, "Do you have one?"

Luo Shaochen was noncommittal.

Shen Shenyuan heard the sound of water in the bathroom, belatedly remembered that Qiu Meijuan was still there, and hurriedly stopped Luo Shaochen who was about to step up, "Are you okay?"

Luo Shaochen narrowed his eyes slightly, and said with a smile, "Come and see you."

"Uh, how long will it take to see?" Shen Shenyuan was exhausted physically and mentally by sorting out the relationship with his mother who had been indifferent for more than ten years, and he didn't want to add any more seasoning, especially after seeing Luo Shaochen's rudeness to Jian Jingnian.

Luo Shaochen said: "I'm not in a hurry."

Shen Shenyuan complained casually, "Why don't you deliver lunch if you're not in a hurry?" After speaking, he realized that his tone was too coquettish, and immediately added, "It's not good to let Lang Nan run around every day, I'd better buy it myself."

"I'll find time to come out tomorrow."

"I'm not complaining..."

"I'm making a promise."

Shen Shenyuan hesitated for a while, "Then can you stop buying Peking duck and West Lake vinegar fish? If you continue to eat it, you will really lose the fish."

"What do you want to eat?"

Shen Shenyuan thought about it seriously, "Well..."

"Braised snails, spicy taste?"

Shen Shenyuan thought of the joke he made, and smiled embarrassingly.

Luo Shaochen glanced casually in the direction of the bathroom. It has to be said that Qiu Meijuan's patience is better than he imagined, and she has not planned to show her face until now.

"It's better to braise the hoof." Shen Shenyuan thought about it, and his mouth became greedy. "Tell the chef, the meat must be boiled until it melts in your mouth."

"it is good."

Shen Shenyuan noticed that Luo Shaochen was still blocked by him at the door to blow the cold wind, subconsciously took a step back and suddenly remembered Qiu Meijuan in the bathroom, and immediately blocked back, just in time to bump into Luo Shaochen who was about to enter the room.

From Qiu Meijuan's point of view, the two seemed to be kissing.

"I'm sorry." Shen Shenyuan quickly moved his foot away from Luo Shaochen's shoe.

Luo Shaochen reached out to support his waist, entered the room grandly and closed the door, and greeted Qiu Meijuan, "Mrs. Jane."

Shen Shenyuan looked at them in surprise, "You know each other?"

Qiu Meijuan looked at Luo Shaochen and vaguely guessed his identity, "No, this is the first time we met."

"It's the second time." Luo Shaochen said, "The other time was in the hospital, you said Yuan Yuan was pretty but left halfway."

Qiu Meijuan was shocked, not only because he mentioned this matter, but also because of the name Yuan Yuan.No matter how good the relationship between men is, they would not call such ambiguous nicknames in front of their parents, unless the man wanted to prove or imply something.She said perfunctorily with a pale face: "Yes, there was something urgent that day."

"Let's sit down and talk about it?" Shen Shenyuan looked at Luo Shaochen's face first, seeing that he did not object, and then looked at Qiu Meijuan.

Qiu Meijuan nodded with a smile and walked towards the sofa.

"There are still fruits in the refrigerator, go and take them out." Luo Shaochen grabbed Shen Shenyuan who was following Qiu Meijuan, and turned him abruptly.

Shen Shenyuan grabbed his arm with his backhand, looked at him half begging and half expecting, and said, "Hi my mother well." His original intention of saying this was to hope that Luo Shaochen would not treat Qiu Meijuan as mercilessly as he did Jian Jingnian , but fall into the ears of the two listeners have their own taste.Qiu Meijuan was naturally sad, her son wanted an outsider to greet her, the difference between closeness and estrangement was self-evident.

Luo Shaochen's mood was completely opposite, and even his smile became sincere, "Mrs. Jian, please drink orange juice."

"How do you know this glass of orange juice is mine?"

Luo Shaochen said: "At this time, Yuan Yuan likes to drink milk."

Qiu Meijuan said, "You can call me Mother Shen."

"My aunt seems to know who I am, so I won't introduce myself."

"I heard Jingnian mention it, he said you and Yuanyuan..." The same Yuanyuan, facing Luo Shaochen's sharp gaze, suddenly felt a little bit embarrassed.

"It's a relationship right now."

Qiu Meijuan looked at him in shock, as if she didn't expect him to admit it straightforwardly, which completely disrupted her thoughts.

The atmosphere became extremely tense for a while.

Luo Shaochen said slowly, "I'm serious."

Qiu Meijuan closed her eyes wearily, as if she didn't want to talk to him.

Luo Shaochen was not in a hurry, glanced at the check on the table, and leisurely turned his head to look at Shen Shenyuan busy in the kitchen until he came out with a plate of fruit.

"Why are you so quiet?" Shen Shenyuan looked at Luo Shaochen worriedly.

Luo Shaochen gave him a comforting smile.

"Mom, Mr. Luo bought the fruit." Shen Shenyuan put the fruit plate in front of her as if offering a treasure.

Qiu Meijuan's hand that was about to reach out abruptly stopped, and she put it on his shoulder instead, "Yuanyuan, Mom wants to talk to you alone."

Shen Shenyuan looked at Luo Shaochen hesitantly.

Luo Shaochen stood up knowingly, "I want to use the computer to check the information online."

"The computer is on the bed." Shen Shenyuan said plainly.

Luo Shaochen nodded to Qiu Meijuan and said, "Excuse me." The seeds have been sown, and now it takes time for them to germinate slowly.

Qiu Meijuan watched the back of him walking into Shen Shenyuan's bedroom, her whole body was so painful that she almost twitched.

"Mom?" Shen Shenyuan hugged her nervously.

She leaned on Shen Shenyuan's shoulder and said in a trembling voice: "Are you blaming mom?" This sentence has been hidden in her heart for more than ten years, and has tortured her for more than ten years, but she never dared to ask it out because she was too scared The answer is yes, but at this moment, she couldn't bear it.Guilt, regret, annoyance, shock, fear...all kinds of emotions overwhelmed her defenses.

She found that she was more vulnerable than she imagined, and she was more eager for Shen Yuan's forgiveness than she imagined.The evasion for so many years is nothing more than the fear and guilt in my heart that cannot be concealed and filled.Especially when she knew that Shen Shenyuan was doing well in the world without her, she felt that she was redundant and had no qualifications and stand in front of Shen Shenyuan.

Unfortunately, when she had the courage to take this step, it was too late.

Shen Shenyuan hesitated, reached out to hug her, and said softly: "I love mom."