oops my coward

The taxi transferred to the high-speed rail, and after getting off the bus, I still had to run for a while. I rushed to the gate of the community where Shi Chuan lived, and had a hard time with the security guards, and finally got permission to go in.Seeing that I was anxious and the security guards were not at ease, they followed me step by step.Even though it was late at night, I was sweating from the heat, and I didn't have time to think too much, so I hurriedly knocked on the door.

After a while, Shi Chuan opened the door in a daze wrapped in a quilt: "Ah Yun?"

"Let's go to the doctor." I didn't have the time to chat with him, so I quickly helped him out, and I didn't forget to say to the security guard, "I'm sorry, I can help you..."

Seeing the two of us talking, the security guard understood, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Ishikawa who was walking staggeringly down the stairs. Fortunately, there was a hospital nearby. After I sent him to the emergency room, his hands and feet were still shaking, which scared the doctor Thinking I was sick too, they almost grabbed me for a checkup.The security guard had to rush back to work, and he accepted my thanks, but he refused to charge more for his hard work, and left quickly.

Only then did I feel as if I had come back to life, and my heart was no longer in suspense. After recovering, I got up and went into the room.Shi Chuan had just taken his temperature and was waiting for the nurse to give him an IV. When he heard footsteps, he hurriedly turned his head and stared at me with dark eyes.I was angry and distressed, and regardless of the possibility of revealing my thoughts in advance, I pressed his hand and muttered: "...it's so hot, you don't see a doctor or take medicine, are you stupid!"

The nurse glanced at both of us, hung up the medicine, and told her to call her when it was almost gone, so as not to bleed back.

Ishikawa ignored me at all, kept looking at me with his head tilted, and then carefully turned the wrist I was holding, as if the big cat knew it was wrong and acted like a baby to its master: "You are here."

Being interrupted by him like this, I immediately didn't know how to blame him, my heart felt a little sore, and the tiredness caused by traveling on the road and lack of sleep seemed to disappear in an instant.This idiot, this coward is still dazed, his face is pale, and I still love him so badly——I couldn't help but lower my head and kiss that hot skin: "Well, I'm here."

He suddenly widened his eyes, showing an expression of disbelief, and his eyes fell on the place where I kissed.But I didn't intend to explain it to him. I looked at the drip bottle and rubbed the back of his hand where the needle was not inserted.

After staying up for a while, Shi Chuan's head slowly lowered, his breathing sound was very steady, he seemed to be asleep, and he didn't even respond to me approaching.The lips that are usually tightly pressed are white and peeled, but the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, which makes me smile unconsciously.The suppressed drowsiness also became fierce, but I didn't dare to really close my eyes and tried my best to cheer up. I didn't lie down on the bedside to take a nap until the two bottles of drip were finished.

In the dream, something seemed to brush my cheek lightly or heavily. When I woke up completely, the sky was already slightly bright, and the light in the ward was turned off by some nurse.Before I could take back the finger that Ishikawa poked at my mouth, I curled up pitifully when I saw it, and I pressed and patted it: "Are you awake? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

He shook his head, still stubbornly refusing to look away, and it took a long time before he said, "I thought I was dreaming."

"Where is the dream that I almost stayed home with a fever?" Seeing that he was fine, I whispered, with a slightly more serious tone.Then he reacted and felt that he shouldn't be entangled with the patient about what was wrong with him, and added, "You have a good rest, I'll call the doctor over."

Facts have proved that Ishikawa's physical fitness is good, and he didn't have any major problems after a day of burning in a daze.I naturally had the cheek to go back with him, pressed him on the bed in the master bedroom, and tucked in the quilt: "If you sleep a little longer, you will have porridge when you wake up." Although I am not very good at cooking, cooking some light porridge is good for me It's not that difficult.

Ishikawa's objection was ineffective, so he had to sleep well obediently, and watched me walk out of the room.

Only then did I have the leisure to look around. Ishikawa’s house is very large, with a simple decoration style. There is a very conspicuous group photo on the shelf that serves as the partition between the living room and the dining room.I leaned over and found that it was a photo of him with his family, which had been wiped clean.Just looking at the photos, his brother is also quite tall, but he is more gentle than him, and he smiles like a big fox.

There are not many things in the kitchen, but they are neatly placed. There are a lot of processed vegetables and meat in the refrigerator, which is convenient for me. It didn’t take long to cook a pot of choy sum and lean meat porridge. people.Maybe it was due to being full and getting enough sleep. Ishikawa's face turned rosy, and he reached out to stop me from continuing to feed him, and said, "You eat too." guilt.

Seeing that he really lost his appetite, I lowered my head and slowly ate the remaining porridge, when suddenly I heard the sound of something hitting the ground from outside.Before Shi Chuan remembered anything, I remembered that there was another little guy in the house, so I quickly said seriously: "You are not allowed to get out of bed." Then I hurried out, looking for it and shouting, "Ke Ke!"

The sound came from the room with the door ajar at the end of the corridor. I didn't think too much about it. I opened the door and went in, facing the black cat rolling in the pile of cat food.Our eyes met, but Ke Ke came back to his senses first, and rushed to the back of the computer desk. I don't know if he was afraid of me, a stranger, or because he was guilty of biting something bad.But I froze in place, completely unable to think of catching cats—this place looks like a place where professional anchors record videos, with very complete equipment, and there are limited-edition dolls for the anniversary of a certain station against the wall.What surprised me the most was that there was a familiar-looking thing under the doll. I pulled it out hesitantly, and it turned out to be the "Little Miracle" long pillow that a few big fans wanted to authorize last year. It was printed with My Two-dimensional character image.

Seemingly realizing that I didn't intend to teach it a lesson, Keke "meowed" a few times, and ran away from me, as if fleeing in despair.

I ignored it, or rather, I was already dizzy by the countless thoughts that flashed through my mind——

Er Xiao's voice is nice, and so is Ishikawa's;

Er Xiao raised a cat, and Shi Chuan also had a black cat;

Er Xiao is timid, and Ishikawa is also timid;

Er Xiao, as an excellent anchor, must have a doll presented by a certain station, and there are also dolls in Ishikawa House;

Er Xiao's throat is uncomfortable, and Ishikawa will also be sick in a few days;

……

I was so fucking cheated!

When I adjusted my expression and returned to the master bedroom, Shi Chuan was stroking the cat cross-legged, with a slightly stiff expression, while Ke Ke lay on top of him, pretending to be obedient, and occasionally opened his mouth and barked softly.I suddenly didn't intend to tell the truth about what this guy was hiding. I pretended that I just chased away the cat and didn't see anything else: "Does Keke need to eat cat food? I can do it."

Shi Chuan looked up at me blankly, hesitated for a while, then buried his head down again: "Uh, no, cat food is fine."

Ke Ke stretched out her small tongue to lick her paws, and moved her ears when she heard "cat food", as if she understood it.

Seeing this, I couldn't help laughing, and stroked the fluffy head, attracted by the soft touch, deliberately ignoring Coco's grinning face.I raised my eyes slightly, and the person in front of me seemed to be secretly looking at me. Even though I knew he had lied to me for so long, I couldn't really get angry with him, so I had to find another way to ask for compensation: "Are you still sleepy?"

"Not sleepy." Shi Chuan was slapped on the back of the hand by Ke Ke who was getting impatient, and had to let it go, and the shadow of the black cat was no longer visible.He murmured, without being annoyed, he grabbed my hand tentatively, "You—"

I pretended not to notice his uneasiness, took advantage of his lack of strength, and took a step away: "Since we won't sleep, let's watch something, you have to take medicine later."

Ishikawa's doubts were blocked in my throat, and I couldn't ask them at all.He struggled for a moment, and helplessly grabbed the bed sheet and acquiesced to my move to turn on the TV in the master bedroom.I turned my back to him, captured the whole process from the reflection on the screen, and showed a very bright smile: "Hey, you can watch videos online here. By the way, have you watched the live game? I want to pick a horror theme of……"

He didn't dare to refuse, hmph.

When the familiar opening remark came, I noticed that Shi Chuan suddenly tensed up, his eyes shifted a little, and the evil in his heart became more and more eager to move: "Are you not afraid of ghosts?"

He frowned, and replied awkwardly: "I'm not afraid." But there was a hint of tremor in his voice, which was too obvious, and it was the best interpretation of harshness and softness.

okay!I was angry when I saw him like this, and I was afraid because I admitted that I would lose a piece of meat!Before the video played for a few minutes, I took the remote control and replaced it with a variety show clip. Hearing the exaggerated laughter of the host, I was very depressed.It just so happened that this program was in the form of a debate, and the artists of the two parties had a heated discussion about the topic of secret love. I took advantage of the situation and said: "Idiots don't confess. If I have a crush on someone, I must find a chance to let him know my thoughts. Hidden Tuck it to the end, if he is robbed, where will I cry!"

Every time I said a word, Ishikawa's eyes dimmed a little, and his waist, which was pretending to be calm and straight, also collapsed, looking like a cower!If it was someone else, he would have realized it a long time ago, and jumped up like a jackal; but he was so used to it, that his heart might be dripping with blood, but he didn't dare to show it on his face, he was really fucking sick.Then I thought, how much he cares about me, the uneasiness that day is because I heard that I have someone I like, but I think it's not me?

How can I pretend to be cold--I sighed and started another topic: "What did Chen Jiaming ask you for before?"

Shi Chuan finally stopped talking hard, and told me exactly what happened that day. To sum it up, Chen Jiaming probably meant to please him inside and outside of his words. He thought this guy had a crush on me, so he first came to win over him as a friend.

So my last bit of anger was also extinguished, forget it, it wasn't the first day I knew that he was stupid and cowardly and had a strange brain circuit... Maybe I didn't plan to change it, I could only pamper him in the future.