oops my coward

Humans are really adaptable creatures. After sleeping, I lost the entangled and apprehensive mood before, and turned to rape Ishikawa's circle of friends very calmly.

Sure enough, he sent several pictures about us going to the movies. The technology is really bad, and the portraits are all blurred, but he can see his joy.I clicked on the big picture and looked at it several times. After the alarm clock rang again and again, I was willing to put down my phone and go to wash up.I have a class today, and seeing Ishikawa, I can't help feeling secretly that I am like a young man with a spring in his heart, who obviously hasn't fully recognized what is in his heart, and can't help but think about him from time to time.But at the same time, this guy Ishikawa has more than admiration for me, but not enough intimacy. Even if I plunge into it, if he suddenly finds a girlfriend, I will become an out-and-out joke.

In order to avoid such a tragic ending, I spent a night of deliberation and decided to learn the wisdom of the ancients——

Go with the flow.

People are also creatures that are easy to get used to. Slowly and involuntarily, they will be immersed in the familiar environment and atmosphere, and naturally they cannot do without the object that brings this feeling.Just like Ishikawa, who lent me a pair of earphones at the beginning, but now it makes me upset and bright.Even though Chen Jiaming repeatedly told me that I call myself a straight man of steel, I still unknowingly developed a good impression of him.And can this goodwill be transformed into true love?Or is it just an illusion?I poured some cold water on my face, and suddenly I became more energetic, and my thoughts became clearer: "Anyway, let's get along first..."

Chen Jiaming, who was brushing his teeth in a daze beside him, stopped, turned his head and asked curiously, "What did you say?"

"It's none of your business." I gritted my teeth, and didn't intend to tell him the whole story—no, I wanted to temporarily use my acting skills to win the actor, and hide this person from him, so as not to cause complications.As for whether this little gay can guess with his keen sixth sense, that's beyond my consideration.

Chen Jiaming squinted at me, but didn't speak, until I forced my composure into the room, and kept a comfortable silence.

He's a very smart little gay.

It may also become my emotional mentor in the future.

It's good to have this brother.

Even though I thought so, I still left him, went to the cafeteria to buy breakfast by myself, and carried it to the classroom, in order to meet Ishikawa as soon as possible.Well, actually, I bought two copies, because I think giving breakfast is an act between making friends and pursuing. The big deal is that I will find an excuse of "accidentally buying too much", and the advance and retreat are all in my hands.

Don't blame me for thinking too much. I'm really inexperienced. It's the first time I want to cultivate a good relationship with a person of the same sex who wants to develop further. I feel uneasy all the time.

"Good morning." I greeted those who approached me.

Ishikawa was dressed very energetically, and he raised the corners of his mouth slightly at me, looking a little silly, but my mind was full of adjectives like cute.He was still holding the milk carton in his hand—I was a little discouraged, and I forgot to set the formula beforehand, maybe this guy has already filled his stomach—but the thing had already been pushed over, and I smiled and spoke in a gentler tone than usual: "You Have you had breakfast? I was still thinking, let you help share a little."

He couldn't hide his surprise, and subconsciously squeezed the box, some milk splashed out of the straw and fell on the back of his hand.

"Hey, I have paper towels." Seeing him flustered all of a sudden, I laughed to myself, and quickly took out paper towels from my backpack.

"Thank you." Ishikawa lowered his head and wiped his soiled hands and clothes awkwardly. Fortunately, he was wearing a light-colored T-shirt today, and the milk stains were not obvious.

I followed his line of sight and looked down. I was very serious at first, but soon my attention was unconsciously attracted by the abdominal muscles exposed by the man who lifted up the hem of his clothes.Ishikawa is not white, but he is not dark either. His skin is a very healthy color.The muscles are not exaggerated, and there is a feeling that people are ready to touch them. I came back to my senses and looked away as if trying to hide it.

Take a little step forward in the direction of the turn.

Ishikawa didn't notice that the person in front of him had just masturbated his abs, carefully packed up the used tissues and the empty milk carton, and threw them into the trash can near the back door.I silently added a point of favor to him in my heart, he is really virtuous, he is an excellent talent who can be a good partner.I am quite self-aware. I didn’t realize that one day I would go to another road. I also fantasized about finding a more diligent girlfriend like the people around me. It just fits me, a person who is intermittently lazy and late-stage cancer.

But Ishikawa is a man, a head taller than me, with a nice voice and a shy personality, completely different from what I imagined.

I cleared my throat nonchalantly, handed the still warm steamed buns to Shi Chuan, and signaled him to take them: "I bought too much." I will learn a lesson in the future and hint him a few words in advance.

He still wanted to say something to refuse, but it might be because of my good intentions, so he said with red ears, "Well, I will eat. I only drank milk." He was afraid that I would be psychologically burdened, so he deliberately mentioned that he didn't eat much breakfast. Then he swallowed the buns in two or three mouthfuls, there were some oil stains on the corners of his mouth, but he quickly wiped them off.

For a big man, how good is the picture of eating?I probably have very good eyesight, and artificially added a few layers of filters. I know this, but I just like it.It seems that when sexual orientation changes, it will also blind people's eyes and blindly appreciate each other.

I couldn't help but sighed.

This section was originally about financial English, but the foreign teacher's wife was pregnant, and he happily announced in the class official group that he would take a long vacation to go back, so a very young female teacher came to substitute for the class.She seems to be a graduate student who has just graduated, and she has a good temperament. More than half of the male students in the class expressed that they should concentrate on listening to the class and perform enthusiastically.

Of course, I had no intention of participating, and I was always distracted to observe Ishikawa's every move during the lectures. Sometimes I despise myself like an idiot, and sometimes I feel at ease.

Fortunately, Ishikawa has no interest in the female teacher at all, and may not even remember whether the other party is round or flat after a class.On the contrary, whenever he encounters a problem that he doesn't understand, he spreads out his notes and asks me in a low voice, putting on a serious look of "I just want to hear your explanation".

Ahem, it's getting far away, I feel refreshed and patiently answer him, while thinking to myself that this is a good way to quickly get closer.The campus youth idol dramas that Chen Jiaming often watches are all performed in this way. The male protagonist who is a domineering student tutors a female protagonist who is a scumbag, and after tutoring, they become a couple.I don't have such lofty ambitions, I just hope that Ishikawa can get along with me more, fully understand my strengths, and realize that I am better than anyone-no, now he has obvious signs of this-I He held down the howling wild horse in his head in time, without showing anything on his face.

I almost let myself go if I didn't pay attention, I quickly reminded myself that I must always keep in mind the principle of not forgetting my original intention: at present, I just want to be an extraordinary good friend with him.If I do like him, and his feelings for me slowly turn into something deeper... then we'll see.

I also seem to be a little shy.

After class, I took a few glances at the people packing up and thought to myself that taking advantage of the victory and pursuing the pursuit is the right way, so I took the initiative to invite Ishikawa to the cafeteria for lunch.He was both happy and nervous, but he didn't dare to look at me. This reaction gave me great courage and confidence: "Yes."

Just as we were talking, Chu Hao took advantage of the time we were dawdling, and went straight to me—Ishi Chuan beside him, with a smile on his face.I frowned: "There is nothing to show courteousness to, rape or steal." Chu Hao waved his hand at me: "Fuck you, I have business." Then he raised his chin towards Shi Chuan, "Shi Chuan, someone wants you Contact information, can I give it?"

Shi Chuan asked in a dazed manner, "Why do you want to give it?"

here you go!I hahahahahahahahahahahahaha in my heart, very happy, the expression on my face was still calm, and I even said in a teasing tone: "Is there someone? A man or a woman? Are you coveting our Ishikawa's beauty..."

Once disturbed by me, Chu Hao stopped hiding and said helplessly: "Girl, I wanted to meet him last time at the party, but unfortunately you two sneaked away, so you came to my side for help."

Hearing that the other party was a girl, instead of offering her mobile phone number happily, Shi Chuan said solemnly, "I don't want to know her."

Chu Hao was puzzled: "Is it not possible to add WeChat?"

"No!" I couldn't take it anymore, so I interrupted, "Ishikawa is not happy, so don't make up your own mind."

Although Yuanhua's sister asked him to help, Chu Hao knew the general situation well. Seeing that Ishi Chuan was really reluctant, he quickly and solemnly promised: "Okay, who am I? If you are affectionate, righteous and responsible, you must keep your mouth shut .”

"Where's your girlfriend?"

"Same!"

I was completely relieved, even if that girl might not give up and would come directly to Shi Chuan in the future, but seeing this person's virtue of being speechless with a stick, I should be worried that the other party would be made to cry by him.

After finishing the friendly exchange with Chu Hao, I took Shi Chuan to the most expensive first dining hall at noon, and unilaterally had a pleasant meal.It may also be that both parties are happy, after all Ishikawa has been blushing from the beginning to the end, eating like a big hamster rustling, which makes me feel more and more turbulent. "Speaking of which, we are friends, right?" I deliberately set him off.

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

I didn't care about why he hesitated just now, and continued to use the routine: "Since we are friends, I won't call you by your first and last name. I will call you Achuan in the future, okay?"

His head was about to fall into the dinner plate, he glanced at me secretly, and replied in a very soft voice: "Yes."

"A Chuan." I called out tentatively, and he nodded again, making the smile on my lips intensify, "Reciprocity, don't talk about Mencius all day long, I don't feel comfortable listening to it." I emphasized my tone .

Shi Chuan thought I was upset, and wanted to explain in a panic: "It's not... I, I, then I will call you Ayun?" His ears turned redder.

He's funny enough in his normal form, and with this voice and intonation, it's almost impossible for me to say no, even though I wasn't going to object: "That's right."

"Ayun." He said again in a low voice, his eyes smiling like crescent moons.

I am dead.