no ambiguity

A kiss came unexpectedly, but not abruptly, and the relationship between the two changed because of this. The tulle between them was pierced, and there was no longer any cover.

Qing He reacted slowly, until she felt a little pain on the tip of her tongue, then pushed Wen Ning away and took half a step back.She was angry, but not particularly angry. She had mixed feelings for a moment and glared at Wen Ning. She was speechless for a long time. At the end, she only said dryly: "Get out of the way."

After all, he picked up his things and left first.

Wen Ning followed, but did not apologize to her or explain.

In the next few days, Qinghe, who had been nesting in the rental house all day, received many flowers in succession, including chamomile, baby's breath, wild lily... a large bouquet, but roses were missing.

Knowing who sent it, Qinghe didn't even say thank you, and ignored it.

But the cold water of turning a blind eye did not extinguish the fire between the two of them, but made it more publicized.

Wen Ning was silent, but his actions were always direct.Soon, besides the flowers, Qing He received another gift - a brand new set of bass strings.

Qinghe can't understand the romance of giving flowers, she doesn't have much feeling, it's not that she hasn't received flowers from others before, fans, and former suitors, the flowers sent to her are simply different have.

But after receiving the bass strings, her mood was completely opposite.

The set of bass strings that Wen Ning gave her was custom-made. Works made by masters, even if you have money, you can’t buy them.

Qing He is very hypocritical, he can't put it down for Bei Sixian, and he is used to this kind of pursuit, which is vulgar and old-fashioned.

On the night of receiving the gift, Qing He rarely let go of her "reservedness", and thanked Wen Ning on WeChat.

Wen Ning went on a business trip to Italy and only returned to China this week.

The two of them chatted on WeChat for more than ten minutes, and finally ended with Qinghe's excuse to go to bed early.

When they met next time, Wen Ning took advantage of the opportunity to invite Qing He to dinner, but Qing He didn't have the nerve to refuse.

But instead of going to the so-called high-end restaurant, they went to the house Wen Ning bought on Tianhe Road.Wen Ning cooks himself, and prepares a table of light dishes.

Having been in the underground rock scene for a long time, Qinghe has never seen any way, thinking that it is a means of pursuit, so she asked bluntly: "Is this the same way you chase others?"

Wen Ning was making soup in the kitchen, turned to look at her, and asked, "What kind?"

She smiled, thinking that she was trying to expose the other party, and slowly replied: "Send flowers, send the other party's favorite things, find out the way, and then go to the kitchen to cook."

There are not a few rich people who spend money to have fun. Occasionally, when the mood comes, they will accompany the other party to play a show, putting on a play that is affectionate and close to life.

Wen Ning didn't say a word. He didn't know if he was thinking about something or what. After a while, he said, "I haven't chased anyone before."

Hearing this, Qing He was taken aback for a moment, then raised his eyebrows indifferently.

Some words were not taken seriously at the time, but slowly took to heart.That night, the two of them stayed overnight in that house, neither of them left, and they still lay on the same bed at night, but they didn't do anything.

They go to bed very late.First they lay down on one side keeping a distance, then Wen Ning turned over and moved closer to the other side.

Qing He forgot who touched the other party first, and even lost the vague impression.The two of them kissed again, Wen Ning kissed her neck, then her chin, and then lingered to her lips, she didn't refuse, so everything after that was logical.

One kiss, two kisses, three times...

Qing He swallowed Wen Ning's breath, warm and slightly damp.

The sky and the road at night are quiet, the streets in the distance are full of people and cars, and the lights are still on in the middle of the night, but the house is pitch black, and nothing can be seen, only the presence of another person can be felt through touch.

Later, it was Qing He lying on Wen Ning's body, the two stopped kissing, and they were both motionless, all impulses stopped at this moment.

Wen Ning put one hand on the back of Qinghe's waist, and gently scratched with his fingertips.

Qing He pursed her lips and tightened her palms.

After that, their sanity returned, and both of them regained their composure.Qinghe got up, stepped back and lay down silently, and covered her with a quilt.Wen Ning moved closer and wanted to lie on his side without touching each other.

Emotions are so wonderful, everyone thinks they can be absolutely rational, but in fact no one can control them, and even make some unexpected actions.

Qing He didn't know why he agreed to Wen Ning's invitation, or why he chose to stay, it was all based on his feelings, and he violated so many taboos in a daze.

After this night, their interactions became more frequent, from seeing each other once a week or a few days, to once every two or three days, and then once a day.

Wen Ning admired Qinghe's performance, and went to the bar where she sang to watch her performance when she was free. After the performance was over, she would invite Qinghe to eat or go out for a stroll.Naturally, whenever it was too late, they would spend the night together, even if the line would never be crossed.

Ye Xilin asked Qinghe: "Is that person chasing you?"

Qinghe refused to admit it.

The time when Wen Ning really crossed the line was when Wen Ning sent Qing He back to the rental house, and Qing He finally asked Wen Ning to sit up.

After entering the door, the two of them behaved like going through the motions for a long time, Qing He showed the attitude of the host, and asked Wen Ning if he wanted to drink water and if he wanted to eat something.Wen Ning didn't drink water, and didn't want to eat.

The narrow rental house has witnessed all their changes, from calm to hasty, from intentional restraint to out of control, self-sufficiency, rationality collapsed, deeply buried secrets exposed under the light, and each other could not hide.

After it was over, Qing He lay in Wen Ning's arms and murmured: "It's a bit cold..."

Wen Ning helped her tighten the quilt, getting closer to her, and almost pressed her body against it.

Although the matter was the result of impulsive actions, Qing He did not take this sudden relationship seriously. She had a clear position on herself and had a clear understanding of Wen Ning. She never imagined things that did not belong to her. thing.

To put it bluntly, Qinghe only regards this experience as a dewy marriage, as an ordinary relationship with no results, and does not have any unrealistic fantasies about it, just enjoy it.

The gap between them is too big, so there should be no possibility of being together.

Feelings are fresh at the beginning, and gradually they become boring.

Qinghe has always thought so.

It's just that there is a discrepancy between reality and ideas, not only Wen Ning didn't feel bored and bored, but neither did she. After a month, she seemed to be a little more intimate.

Wen Ning often went to the rental house to look for her, and stayed all night, eating here, staying overnight, and chatting with her from time to time.

As for her, not only accepted the existence of this person, but also unknowingly let down her vigilance, and one day Wen Ning took her back to Jiang Ting's villa.

Uncle Yang seemed to know about their relationship. On the day she went to Jiangting for the first time, he specially arranged a romantic candlelight dinner for the two of them, which was decent.

At first, Qinghe was a little uncomfortable, thinking that Uncle Yang was too familiar, but he got used to it within a few times.

While the relationship was smooth, the band also changed.The slow trains that had hit the wall earlier turned around and were no longer restricted everywhere. Those places that did not accept slow trains reopened their performance venues, and event organizers invited bands to perform.

Originally, the large-scale banning of Neon Company brought a lot of inconvenience to the band. It was too targeted at Qinghe, so that many people in the circle avoided them, for fear that the station would cause trouble and offend the mountain of Neon. .There is nothing to do about the slow train, and there is nothing to do about it, let alone others, after all, it was Qinghe who caused the trouble.

Although it is not clear that these people's attitudes will undergo a 180-degree change, Qing He was still very happy at that time and breathed a sigh of relief.

However, the changes in the situation failed to bring confidence to all the band members. The keyboard player couldn't stand this boring life with no end in sight, and thought that playing with Qinghe in the band would have no future, so he just found an excuse to quit.

Qinghe knew what was going on, and didn't blame the other party. Everyone has their own choices when they go to high places, and the keyboard player has the right to decide his own future.

Adhering to the principle of good gathering and good separation, she paid out of her own pocket to invite the people in the team to eat, and practiced for the keyboard player.

After the meal, the keyboard player never showed up again, deleted friends, and blocked their contact information.

It would be a lie to say that it is not uncomfortable, but it is too much for a teammate to be unfeeling.Qinghe didn't care about it on the surface, but she was still depressed for a few days at that time, her mood was very bad, her whole person became weird, and her mood fluctuated quite a lot.

Wen Ning noticed her abnormality and asked a few questions, but she didn't say anything.

Without a keyboard player, the band can still continue to play, with little impact.

The rest of the day is business as usual.

But this kind of life didn't last long, Meng Zhi's illness broke the original peace.

In fact, ever since Meng Zhi went to college, Qinghe didn't care much about this poor kid, except for the daily transfer of money, he basically had no other communication.

Meng Zhi treated her the same way, he didn't pay any attention to her, he would send a message when he received the money, and he didn't even see a person when he didn't receive the money.

Meng Zhi was sent to the hospital by the school teacher, and the Meng family was notified there, but Qing He was not notified.At first, no one knew it was acute leukemia until the test results came out.

Qing He was having dinner with Wen Ning when she received a call from Meng's family. The other end of the phone faltered, and Meng's cousin didn't explain what was wrong for a long time, so he asked Qing He to go to the hospital as soon as possible.Qinghe had a bad temper, hung up the phone directly, and replied coldly: "Got it."

Wen Ning asked: "What's the matter, what happened?"

She replied nonchalantly: "It's okay, someone is just looking for trouble when they are full."

After the meal was finished, she took the bus over there at a leisurely pace.

In the ward, Meng Zhi's face was pale, and he bowed his head without saying a word. The people in Meng's family had become a mess. An elder was crying, wiping his tears and sighing: "I have such a disease at a young age. What the hell..."

Qinghe looked calm, listening to the chatter of this group of people.

The people from the Meng family called her over, apparently to discuss countermeasures, but in fact they wanted her to bear the cost of treatment, thinking that her step-sister was Meng Zhi's guardian, even though Meng Zhi was already in college.

In the hearts of the Meng family, Qing He is a big star who can make money. She played in a band and toured abroad. She was so beautiful in the early years. I think she must have a lot of savings, and it is not a problem to be responsible for Meng Zhi's medical expenses. .

Qinghe didn't push the blame, and didn't take on this heavy burden, and felt that she didn't have that ability.

Because she refused to let go, the atmosphere in the ward was very heavy. People in the Meng family pushed and pushed back and forth, no one was willing to pay, and some people almost said bad things out of their mouths.The cousin of the Meng family said that he could contribute some money so that everyone would think about their children and help out if they could. Meng Zhi was still young and hadn't finished college yet.

Qing He was hard-hearted and stood aside without interrupting. After an unknown amount of time, she calmly said: "I will pay for the medical expenses, but you have to send someone to take care of her."

Only then did the chaotic scene stop, and everyone restrained themselves by two points.

At that time, Qinghe didn't have much money in his hand, so he had to borrow it from a friend first, and counted if he could scrape together a little.

Wen Ning saw that something was wrong with her, but he never asked what happened.

Playing in a band can't make quick money, so Qinghe has to find a job again.

Wen Ning asked: "I'm short of people there, do you want to think about it?"

She was so worried that she couldn't find a suitable job, so she said without thinking, "How much?"

Wen Ning said lightly, "I got about [-] yuan."

She hesitated, thinking she had heard it wrong.

"A monthly salary of [-]?"

Wen Ning hummed.

"what for?"

"Secretary." Wen Ning replied, with a serious expression on his face, not like joking.

She looked this person up and down, trying to see something from his face, but she still found nothing.After hesitating for a long time, she asked seriously: "The salary is so high, don't you want me to be your little lover?"

Wen Ning said unhurriedly: "Your salary is the lowest."

Qinghe has little idea about the position of secretary, thinking that it is just an ordinary job, helping the boss handle affairs, and the salary is mostly not high.Due to the great financial pressure, even though she was puzzled about this high-paying job, she finally went to H&F Magazine for an interview.

So far, the closeness between the two has grown even further.

After getting the position of secretary, Qing He had a more comprehensive understanding of Wen Ning, and realized that this man was not just rich, and he was just one of many secretary assistants.

Except for the male assistant who is still in the internship period, Wen Ning's salary is indeed the lowest, and the annual salary of other secretaries and assistants is quite high.But those people's work is far from as easy as hers. They are all high-quality talents, each of whom is a powerful character, and they all have a clear division of labor. They are responsible for different sections, not just handling the work of the H&F magazine.

This job has relieved Qinghe a lot of pressure, even compared to the high medical expenses, the monthly salary of [-] yuan is not much.

Outside of work, she was also a gunman for the music circle in private at that time.The so-called gunman is to collect money to help people arrange or write lyrics. When the money is settled, the person and the work will have nothing to do with it, and the thing will become someone else's original.

Qinghe didn't tell anyone about this matter, no matter who it was to, he didn't mention a word in the end.

In the initial stage of working in H&F magazine, everything went smoothly, with less workload and not much to do, no one would make things difficult for Qing He, and everyone knew that she was brought in by the boss.

And at that time, Lian He Min didn't have a deep prejudice against Qing He, and didn't know the real relationship between her and Wen Ning.

Qinghe knows how the people in the magazine think of her, and she doesn't care about it. She hasn't planned to stay for a long time since the first day she entered. What she wants to do most is to play in a band, and she doesn't want to find a job for herself. , that is too unfree.

On the other hand, at Chuchu, she didn't pay much attention to Lian He Min, so she couldn't detect Lian He Min's other thoughts about Wen Ning.

As for the later development to the step of getting married, that was not in Qing He's expectation.

Maybe it was because she was too tired and the burden on her body was too heavy, so when Wen Ning proposed this idea, her first reaction was neither rejection nor surprise, but turned her head to look at the other party, and asked softly: "Really?"

Wen Ning said, "I won't lie to you."

Maybe it's because she was exhausted physically and mentally that her cognition went wrong. She, who had never considered getting married, thought it seemed a good choice. After thinking about it, she replied: "Okay, when will I get the certificate?"

Wen Ning let her decide.

She said, "Tomorrow."

The next day, the two really went to get the certificate.

Every time I think of these things, Qinghe always feels a little emotional, very floating.

Being together, getting married, it seems that all the choices are logical, and it should have developed like that.

When mentioning this matter again, she hugged Wen Ning who was watching the computer from behind, put her head on the man's neck, and asked curiously: "Has there ever been a time when you regretted marrying me?"

Wen Ning is used to her temperament that she thinks it out as soon as she thinks it out, and she is no stranger to such questions, and replied truthfully: "No."

"Not once?"

"Ah."

"So infatuated with me?"

Wen Ning hummed again.

Qing He fell on the man's back with a playful smile, and said shyly, "Boss Wen, you are so disgusting..."