no ambiguity

Wen Ning said: "Auntie's matter is my fault. I don't know how to tell you all the time. I planned to wait until the album was recorded before, but it was still a step too late."

"Six years ago, I was really guilty, that's why I knew you, but it has nothing to do with the relationship between us. Whether it's contact with you or marriage, it has nothing to do with those things. One size fits the other."

"From the beginning until now, I knew exactly what I was doing."

"In any case, I will not divorce."

The entanglement between the two of them is also complicated and simple.

It is true that Wen Ning has concealed many secrets, but she never lied, the situation is unresolved, and no one can do anything about it, they can only let go of each other, otherwise this past will always lie in the middle.

During the period of separation, both of them were calm and thinking about it. One decided to divorce, and the other chose to face it. The two ideas were diametrically opposed, but both were to resolve the immediate conflict.

However, no matter how heavy the past is, it cannot end in divorce, and escaping cannot solve any problems.

Wen Ning didn't say anything else, Qing He lowered his eyes.

On the street, the festive scene of the New Year has just begun. After nine o’clock, there are gradually more people outside. It seems that the deserted old city in the past suddenly came alive. People come and go everywhere, and there is a scene of joy.

A few families downstairs were setting off balloon firecrackers, and the noise continued, crackling and crackling.

The two people in the rental house had finished their breakfast, one was washing the dishes and the other was cleaning the house, with a clear division of labor.

Wen Ning left at three o'clock in the afternoon. He answered a phone call and left in a hurry.Qinghe didn't go out to see off people, she was watching the Spring Festival Gala under the quilt at that time, she looked unmoved, until the door was closed, and when she heard the slight footsteps getting farther and farther away, she trembled her eyelashes, a little tired He lifted his head up, stared blankly for a while, and looked out the window.

A skit is being staged on the screen of the mobile phone. The actors are not familiar people from previous years, and many of them are new faces.

It should be because he hasn't paid attention to the entertainment trends on the Internet for too long, Qinghe can hardly recognize who these celebrities are, and he has never even heard their names.Her life circle is too narrow, there are only a few people who come and go, as if trapped in the same place, and have been stagnant for many years.

This year's Spring Festival Gala is relatively boring. Not only is the old bottle filled with new wine, but it also loses a bit of the flavor of the year.The chief director doesn't know how to choose programs, and his vision for selecting candidates is also worrying. He used a lot of popular fresh meat for appearance, but didn't make the traditional features that the Spring Festival Gala should have.

Qing He's attention was not on the program, she was absent-minded.

Later, a friend called and asked to go out tonight.

In the [-]th year of the new year, people don’t come out very often. The first day of junior high school is different. In the evening, acquaintances gather together, and they meet when they have time. After all, they are usually very busy, so it is not easy to make an appointment.

Qinghe accepted the appointment, anyway, there is nothing to do by staying alone.

There were quite a few friends at the party, all of whom were familiar faces, and Qi Er even brought his wife.The sister-in-law is generous, she can get along well with the crowd, and she handles more things than Qi Erhui.

Ye Xilin was still in his hometown, so he couldn't catch up with this trip, and he would not return to the city until two days later, so he didn't come.

Jiang Zi came, didn't tell anyone, and came late when everyone was half drunk.

I haven't seen him for more than half a year. He is dark and thin, but his spirit is not bad, not decadent as expected.He greeted the others first, and then went to sit down with Qing He and talked to Qing He like nothing happened.

Qinghe opened a can of dark beer and pushed it over without saying anything.

Jiang Zi said: "I thought you weren't coming, but the second brother mentioned it in the group, so I realized you were there."

Second brother, Qi Er, everyone else called him that.

These words are polite, the implication is that he didn't intend to join in the fun at first, but changed his mind when he knew Qing He was here.

But on the other hand, the other party is quite real, not hypocritical.

Qinghe didn't get angry with him, so she opened another bottle of beer for herself and asked, "When did you come back?"

"It didn't take long," Jiang Zi rubbed his nose, a little embarrassed, "Last month's high-speed rail. Hainan is not easy to mix, and the treatment here is better, so I came back."

Hearing that he was lying, Qing He didn't expose it, as if he didn't know his recent situation.

Higher treatment?They are all reduced to the point where they can hardly afford food, and they are paid a lot.This kid is used to telling lies, deceiving people in one way after another.

Qinghe didn't ask him about his situation, but said some irrelevant things.

Jiang Zi, on the other hand, seemed to know her life well, even about her marriage.

Qing He couldn't help raising her eyebrows, and asked: "Ye Xilin told you?"

Jiang Zi smiled, without denying it, and pointed to the ring on her hand.

She looked down and remembered that when she was eating dumplings on the low table this morning, someone would stare at her hands from time to time, no wonder...

Subconsciously touched the ring, she still didn't take it off, and changed the topic instead, as if she didn't want to mention it too much.

Jiang Zi winked, seeing that she didn't want to say more, he didn't ask more.

In any case, the two are still friends, and the small friendship will not change. Maybe Jiang Zi's leaving without saying goodbye before brought trouble and unhappiness, but these are small things and will not become a knot in continuing to communicate.

Qi Er came over once, and took Jiang Zi to drink, like a good brother who hadn't seen him for a long time.

Of course, it's still for Qing He's sake.

The party didn't end until after one o'clock in the morning, and after the party was over, it was Jiang Zi who sent Qing He back.

Qinghe didn't want the other party to send him off, but he let it go when he went out.

Jiang Zi was tall and burly, at 1.8 meters five, half a head taller than her, but walking beside her looked like a little boy who had never seen the world, with his hands and feet bound.

Knowing that he had something to say, Qinghe didn't force him, and walked slowly ahead, waiting for him to speak.

After walking for a while, Jiang Zicai said, "I went to the hospital the day before yesterday."

The day before yesterday, on the 29th.

Qinghe's mood didn't change much, she had expected it earlier, and replied: "Meng Zhi didn't tell me."

"I told her not to tell you." Jiang Zi said.It was windy at night, and he was wearing thin clothes. When it was cold, he shrunk his neck and put both hands in his pockets.

Qing He glanced at him, humming.

Jiang Zi knew that he was ashamed, so he didn't dare to look at the side. After a while, he made up his mind and said: "Sister, I didn't inform you about the resignation. I left in a hurry. I'm sorry."

Qinghe didn't respond and continued walking.

Jiang Zi said: "At that time there was an accident at home, and I needed money. I..."

He wanted to explain, but he felt powerless when the words came out of his mouth. In the final analysis, no matter how many reasons and excuses there are, he still gave up the band first. This is the truth.He couldn't speak, his mouth trembled, and he continued as if mocking himself: "I have no face to face you and Xilin. It's because I didn't persevere that I dragged you down."

Qinghe's steps slowed down, and she looked sideways at him.

"You didn't apologize to me."

Jiang Zi choked up.

Qinghe said: "You don't owe me, and you haven't dragged me and Ye Xilin down. Chen Jiangqi, what you want to do, what you don't want to do, how you decide your own life and path, that's all for granted. You haven't done anything wrong to anyone. "

The two came to the intersection, and there was a house in front of them that was burning incense to worship ancestors, surrounded by a bunch of people.

Xu didn't expect Qinghe to say that, Jiang Zi got stuck for a moment.

Qinghe calmly said: "Also, I don't blame you, you don't want to be in a band, you plan to go to work or go it alone, it doesn't matter, I support you too."

Her reaction was far from what she expected. According to Jiang Zi's understanding of her, she would definitely be angry, and scolding would be considered light.When a musician leaves the band, it is not much different from a couple breaking up to a certain extent. When they meet again, there are always a few who can talk calmly and calmly.

Qinghe's temper has been bad for a day or two, but these words are not fake, she is really not angry.She has changed a lot, she is not the same as before.

Jiang Zi opened his mouth, but was dumb.

The conversation stopped short, Qinghe didn't like sensational drama, so he changed the subject and asked suddenly: "What happened at home?"

Jiang Zi had a sore nose and said truthfully, "My dad is sick and still in the hospital."

His parents were in poor health and the family conditions were not good, so the burden was on him, so he resolutely left the band and went to Hainan.

Knowing the situation of his family, Qinghe didn't poke his wounds, but said: "Aren't you going back to stay with uncles, aunts and others during Chinese New Year?"

Jiang Zi said, "I took them over, and they will live with me now."

Turn around the intersection, turn the corner, go through an alley, and take a shortcut back to Xihe Street after a while.

Qinghe chatted with him all the way to the end, during which he also talked about the band's signing of the flying culture, Jiang Zi congratulated him on this, smiling as if he had made a good achievement.Walking downstairs to the rented house, Qinghe thought for a while and said, "Don't always be confined to the past, look forward, don't let us drag you down."

Jiang Zi argued: "You are not a burden."

"That's not the point," she said.

Jiang Zi just smiled.

Before parting, there is nothing to say, Qing He told him to be careful on the way back.

Jiang Zi waved his hand and left simply.

Qing He turned around and prepared to go upstairs.

But before she reached the stairs, Jiang Zi behind her suddenly called her to stop.

"sister."

She turned back.

Jiang Zi said, "You too, go forward."

She didn't answer, just stood there.

Jiang Zi also said: "Keep going forward and become a world-class bass player."

Some words cross others but not oneself, if you reverse them, it won't help much.

Watching him walk away, Qing He went upstairs silently.

In the rental house, the traces of Wen Ning's stay still remained, the sundries in the trash can, the used water glasses, and even the unfinished food in the kitchen, all of which showed what happened last night.

Qing He remembered that kiss, and the muddleheaded hug at night.Less than a day has passed, and her memory is a little fuzzy, and she always feels that it has happened for a long time.

It's been a long night, and tonight is different from yesterday.

After midnight, the atmosphere of the New Year faded, and the surrounding neighbors turned off their lights earlier than yesterday.

The second day of junior high school is a brand new start, but it is not much different from previous years. Eating, drinking, partying and visiting relatives continue until the seventh day of junior high school.

Qinghe didn't go anywhere, and stayed in the rented house for the first two days, and then the family company was two points and one line.

Flying Culture picked up local performances for the band, and they performed on the day of the Lantern Festival. The venue was located in the Cultural Park, and the appearance fee was 28.

The time was short and the preparations were complicated. All the band members were recalled to the company on the fifth day of the new year and went to work early.

It was a happy new year, but before the few people had time to be happy, something went wrong that night.

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