Deliberately sealed memories are like a layer of window paper that has been pierced.She thought that she lived a full and peaceful life every day, and she thought that it was enough to have the little bear dumplings in her stomach to accompany her every day, but it turned out that the missing piece in her heart had never been filled.

She just chose to seal it up, to seal up all her love, resentment, longing and longing for Yun Danyan.At this glimpse in the classroom, Yin Qingtian realized that the clouds and mist that were missing in her heart were blocked by a dam like a monstrous flood, and the tiny gap made her instantly submerged.

So Yin Qingtian cried, crying while watching the movie on the screen, and crying while listening to Wen Zhengchu's analysis of this work in class.Being frequently looked back at by others, she still cried so intently and selflessly.Until the end of this class.

After class, Yin Qingtian felt that her emotions had been vented and settled, like the air washed by rain, it was much fresher and more transparent, and her mood improved.It was cloudless outside, the afternoon sun was no longer hot, and the sky was clear. Yin Qingtian went out for a walk, and instead of going back to the apartment directly, she walked to a park not far from the college.

This park has a beautiful arch, and a big and beautiful fountain, the greenery is great, there are many cafes around, you can hear live music while sitting on the benches in the park, and you can see older gentlemen playing chess , the pigeons wandered around, and the atmosphere was peaceful and peaceful in such an evening.

The park in a foreign country is really relaxing. You can wear a simple white doll dress and a straw hat to sit outdoors so generously, and even show her round little secret generously.

The little bear dumpling also seemed to feel that the outside environment was good, and it kept rolling in the stomach, rolling around for a while, and bulging a bag on the stomach with its little hands and feet for a while, Yin Qingtian thought it was fun, stretched out his hand to scratch It pushed out the bag, scratched it, and it ran away.

It must be a pleasure to sit here with my sister.

It's cloudy again.Unfortunately, it was someone who did not belong to her.Thinking of this, Yin Qingtian deliberately smiled sweetly, blinking away the tears in her eyes.Yin Qingtian, don't cry.

At this time, a paper cup with a white lid was handed to Yin Qingtian.A gentle and deep middle-aged man's voice sounded: "It's hot cocoa, let's have a cup."

He speaks Chinese.Yin Qingtian looked up in surprise, it turned out to be Wen Zhengchu.He smiled and put the cup in Yin Qingtian's hand, and sat down at the other end of the bench with a cup of coffee in his own hand.

Yin Qingtian smiled at Wen Zhengchu, but said nothing.She didn't know if Wen Zhengchu recognized her, even though she had truly won the title of Best Actress of the Golden Tree Award, even her application to this academy and being favored by her tutor had a lot to do with this award.

But there are so many actors and stars, and this great Chinese-American director, who has been silent for five or six years and hasn't directed a movie, and is far away from the entertainment circle, Yin Qingtian doesn't have so much confidence that he must recognize her.

"You cried so sadly in my class, is it because you are in love with the scene?" Wen Zhengchu asked.

"Ha," Yin Qingtian smiled awkwardly, "I just lost control of my emotions for a while, you know, in special times, I'm always a little nervous."

Yin Qingtian touched Yuanyuan's stomach as an explanation.

"You must love your lover very much. You are still so young, so this decision is very difficult." Wen Zhengchu nodded, expressing that he could understand Yin Qingtian's loss of control.

Hearing the implication, he knew who she was.Maybe it was because he was facing a teacher, and he was a big director with a high status in the circle, and he was not worried that he would take material from an ordinary star like her, Yin Qingtian found that she could actually chat with him.

"It's not too difficult. At that time, I was overwhelmed by emotion and did it on impulse. We were not together."

"I believe I didn't do this on impulse. Old Huang... Oh, I mean Huang Yihua, she is very picky. There are stories in your eyes. You cry so sadly, and you hate him very much." Wen Zhengchu compares own eyes, and then smiled gently.

Resentment?Yin Qingtian didn't speak, just lowered his head to play with the cup.There is no hate, a lot of love, and resentment... Maybe there is a little bit of it.I am so wronged.Her sister didn't love her enough, and her sister's indifference to her made her feel too wronged.

"I haven't made a romance film for many years. Love is a very delicate thing." Wen Zhengchu said in an inscrutable way.

Yin Qingtian thought it was funny, so she said: "An artist like you must know love very well. I thought I knew it before, and I loved that person very much, but later I found that I didn't seem to understand it anymore, because after experiencing this incident, I discovered love. On the contrary, it is not the most important thing in love."

"I don't know if I understand, but maybe my wife will give you the feeling that you understand love. You know, I haven't started work for seven years, I just stay at home every day, or come here part-time as a visiting professor to earn coffee money. I My wife makes money to support the family, and I feed pigeons and drink coffee in the park every day. In a secular relationship between husband and wife, a man like me may have been cast aside long ago, but my wife has always believed in me and supported me." Wen Zhengchu's tone was flat , still unhurried.

"You two have such a good relationship." Yin Qingtian said with emotion.

"There are also twists and turns." Wen Zhengchu said, "However, most of the time, feelings are pursued by our own inner feelings. This feeling is caused by that person, but it is still our own thing after all."

This statement is true, novel, and true.Yin Qingtian smiled faintly, stroked the little baby, and said in a low voice: "It turns out that it is not easy for a traditional couple like you to break through the boundaries of the world."

What is secular?Same-sex love, even a couple between a man and a woman, as long as it is different from tradition, as long as it is different from most of the patterns around it, it seems to be some kind of violation of the secular.However, when such violations become more frequent, common, or ignored at all, will they become ordinary—how different they are, in fact, that’s all there is to it.

"Professor Wen, you have inspired me a lot. Is this how you usually direct movies?" Yin Qingtian joked.

"Looking at your reaction, it seems that you don't resent him that much." Wen Zhengchu smiled with interest.

Yin Qingtian sighed, with a simple smile on her young face: "No resentment. It was only suddenly that I realized that I have grown up so much, and I haven't received much love, let alone loved others. But her existence, she Give me a lot of things that I have never had before, and thank her for giving me a chance to fall in love with her. Whether I love her or not is secondary, the point is, my own feelings."

The advantage of Chinese is that "she" and "he" cannot be heard from the language.However, Wen Zhengchu seemed to have never thought of hearing any clues, and he fell into his own thoughts.

It seems that it is not uncommon for Wen Zhengchu to fall into deep thought in the park for a long time.Based on what he said, he has been basking in the sun, drinking coffee and feeding pigeons every day for six years, so Yin Qingtian didn't bother him, and just pasted a post-it note on the back of the chair where he was sitting: Goodbye, Dr. .MAN

When Yin Qingtian returned to the apartment, as soon as she opened the door, the bright sunset made the log-colored antique piano in the apartment look very dreamy.It seemed that he had returned to the moment when Yun Danyan sat beside her and played the piano with her in the apartment.

Yin Qingtian sat in front of the piano and began to play the piece.She improvised the song with Yun Danyan, and then she started humming.In the past, her albums, under the support of Yun Danyan and Chi Xixian's strong network, had always been composed and written by the top music producers in the industry, and it was not her turn to sing her own works.

In addition, she and Yun Danyan completed this song together, and Yin Qingtian was selfishly unwilling to let others know, so she never made it public, let alone filled in the lyrics and sang it, but she hummed it naturally at this time stand up.

Played it over and over again, sang it over and over again.

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Yin Qingtian can leave as soon as she says, because the biggest influence is her own career.But Yun Danyan couldn't just stop.The engagement matter came to an end, and there was a lot of turmoil for a few days, kissing videos with the popular traffic Xiaohua, homosexual affairs, etc., one was about to get married, the other was about to go abroad to study quickly, and he was surrounded by the Yun family, Yun Danyan, and Jiang Yingchi Xixi. The two gold brokers, Xian, joined forces to suppress the heat, and after making a noise for a while, it disappeared.

Yun Danyan then started to deal with Kong Jiaqi and Wu Yue.Wu Yue is easy to clean up. After all, she is young and her foundation is not deep. Yun Danyan contacted the financial backer behind her. The game of capital only cares about profit and not affection. The most ruthless, Wu Yue lost the financial backer first.Then Jiang Ying announced that she wanted to block and kill Wu Yue. She lost her financial backer and was closely watched by Yundanyan Studio. For a while, Wu Yue's resources were rapidly reduced. Her agency saw that she had lost everything. Economic value simply hid her.

The entertainment industry is a world. To deal with people who want to be popular, the way to deal with people who want to be popular is not to kill and see blood, but to make a person completely confused. The long-term pain caused by this kind of confusion is the greatest torture for a person.

As for Kong Jiaqi, although she has a long history and deep roots, she can't stand Chi Xixian chasing and beating her fiercely.Everyone in the circle knew that there was a grudge between the two of them. First, Chi Xixian sued Kong Jiaqi and her husband for cheating on her husband, and then Kong Jiaqi revealed the rumors that killed Yin Qingtian, Chi Xixian's most popular rising star.

Therefore, Chi Xixian exposed Kong Jiaqi's matter ruthlessly, and everyone didn't find it strange at all.It is a well-known consensus in the industry that artists have high salaries, various activities and endorsements, and that they will use various methods to avoid taxes reasonably.

However, Kong Jiaqi's method was simple and rude, and the amount of tax she tried to conceal and evade was very large. Chi Xixian couldn't find out the details, but Yun Danyan could easily find out the bottom line through the Yun family's network in the entertainment industry.It's just that this kind of thing, if you are in a hurry, you won't rush to a dead end, and Chi Xixian is in a hurry.

As soon as this incident happened, the entire entertainment circle was shaken, and even many departments were shocked.Kong Jiaqi knew something was wrong, on the one hand, she bought a lot of drafts to whitewash herself, and on the other hand, she hurriedly prepared to go abroad to avoid the limelight.As a result, he was detained at the customs when he was preparing to leave the country, and since then he has been completely lost for a thousand years.

When Jiang Ying was dealing with this series of matters, she once asked Yun Danyan casually: "Over there in G City, there are a lot of messy tabloids and paparazzi around that Luo Wenqi from the media every day. We are not afraid that she will come again. You can talk nonsense, but that child is only in her teens, and she is surrounded by people every day and can't get out of the house, should you help her out?"

Yun Danyan didn't say a word, Jiang Ying's voice fell, she just looked up at Jiang Ying.Jiang Ying was so scared that she quickly raised her hand: "OK, I get it, I get it, I get it."

Great Demon King Yun, when did you meddle in your own business?In the past eight years of cooperation between the two, Yin Qingtian was the only thing she cared about, but now the word Yin Qingtian has almost become a taboo of the Great Demon King Yun, whoever mentions it will turn against him.Luo Wenqi shouldn't have mentioned such trivial matters, and Jiang Ying was so stared at that she almost slapped her mouth to show her ambition.

However, can the people around Yun Danyan really not mention anything related to Yin Qingtian at all?When Yun Danyan was so busy every day that she was exhausted and only relied on sleeping pills to fall asleep, she still couldn't help being caught and swallowed by the terrifying nightmare in the middle of the night.

Seeing this, Zuo Qing couldn't bear it anymore.

The author has something to say: Xiong Xiong wants to grow up quickly

My sister has to work hard to learn how to love someone

Ah, in the season of late autumn, write such a deep love

Makes me feel like I'm in love~

I don’t know if all the cuties will feel the same way,

Or, are you already in love?

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