my alpha has a dual personality

The words were hard to hear, the eardrums were shaken twice in a row, and the words penetrated into Jiang Muning's mind, causing her brain to ache, which was more uncomfortable than her searching for the memory, than her searching for the lost blank.

Her pretty eyes were wrinkled, she didn't seem to be sad, her angry look was exactly the same as during the day.

In fact, Jiang Muning's expression has always been single, but her personality is out of tune, and there will be more smiles on her face.

Jiang Muning held the door and stared at her closely, as if she could tear Chi Yunhan apart in anger. She turned her back to the room again, her body blocked the light, and there was darkness behind her. It seemed that she would tear Chi Yunhan any time. Ham pulled it in.

Chi Yunhan swallowed, feeling sorry for her, she gritted her teeth, pressed the feeling back, and said: "It's okay to be uncomfortable, when you say me, I feel the same way, but I want to hold it back, I don't want to let it go You see, don’t dare to be too sad, I’m afraid I won’t be able to hold on, I dare not think about it.”

Jiang Muning's hand subconsciously wanted to grab Chi Yunhan, but Chi Yunhan dodged it. Chi Yunhan distanced herself from her and said, "I'll go back first, see you tomorrow."

She turned around and walked back, her back slightly bent, her shadow elongated by the incandescent lamp, clearly visible on the ground, and finally she gradually retreated into the room.

The words were not absolutely dead, leaving a glimmer of life behind.

"See you tomorrow", they can meet again tomorrow, Chi Yunhan hasn't completely hated her yet.

It wasn't until the door of the next room was closed that Jiang Muning looked away, and looked downstairs, where Lu Mingjia was standing downstairs, wearing a black dress, holding a white porcelain cup in her hand, showing no intention of participating.

With a bang, the door was shut tightly.

The two doors were tightly closed, and no one took another step forward.

Chi Yunhan was lying on the bed, a small piece of the pillow was wet, she touched her face, she blamed Jiang Muning, and began to blame herself, knowing that Jiang Muning had mental problems, she went to quarrel with her. Is it bad?

Chi Yunhan, you are really out of your mind!

Chi Yunhan blamed himself for a while before he began to feel wronged for himself.

Because of her experience as a child, she never dared to think too badly about things, and would leave room for regret. Except for those who were particularly annoying, she would usually pass her words through her mind and filter out all those vicious words.

Sometimes I really envy those who can speak to the point and never worry about the consequences, and will never cry secretly.

She lay down for a while, wiped away her tears and went to sleep.

When you open your eyes in the morning, the sunlight comes in through the gaps. When autumn comes, the temperature will gradually drop, and the confrontation between cold and heat will condense into a small mist.

Looking into the distance, the leaves are covered with a layer of white, which is frost, and it will be colder in the future. This year's frost is quite meaningful.

Chi Yunhan passed by the next room, looked at the person who was opening the door, went up a few steps and hugged her arm, and said, "I want to ask for a day off."

The movement of opening the door stopped, and the person also froze in place. Soon, Jiang Muning pretended nothing happened, pretended to be calm, and said, "Why do you want to ask for leave? Is there anything else to do?"

"Well, I have something to do." Chi Yunhan grinned, "You can ask me for a vacation, and I will go out after dinner."

"Where are you going?" Jiang Muning hooked the handle and closed the door.

Her deep eyes were red, and she exhaled, as if she hadn't slept well all night.

Chi Yunhan looked directly at her, "You..."

"I don't think it's a good thing to ask for leave suddenly, and..." Jiang Mu Ning raised his eyebrows as if he couldn't go on, and said: "Besides, the one-day bonus will be deducted, isn't it a bit of a loss? "

"Did you sleep foolishly?"

Chi Yun smiled, "Perfumers can apply for a long vacation once they release a fragrance. Isn't my peripheral perfume already on the market? I'll stop by to see how the sales are."

Jiang Muning pursed her lips and said, "Well, fine."

The breakfast downstairs is ready, milk and steamed buns, because Chi Yunhan is not in a hurry, eats slowly, chews slowly, she looks up at Jiang Muning who is opposite, and asks: "How about you?" Aren't you afraid of being late?"

"It's okay, I'll take you there later." Jiang Muning took out a tissue and habitually curled her lower lip when she looked at her. For a moment, she wiped her mouth to cover up her smile, "You Where are you going?"

"I'm going out for a walk, no need to send it off."

Chi Yunhan went out with her bag and didn't intend to drive. Jiang Muning came out after her, walking very slowly, as if she didn't want to leave.

Jiang Muning didn't take the "contract" today, didn't look at the watch, put her hands in her pockets, and waited for her to catch her eyes before she looked down at her phone, "I asked the driver to come and see me off, are you sure you don't want to take the car?"

"Don't sit." Chi Yunhan waved to her, "I'm going to catch the subway, otherwise the time will pass and I'll have to wait until the rush hour, bye."

She ran towards the road sign, her light blue skirt fluttered gracefully, and she put a hat on her head as she ran, and disappeared after a while.

It took a long time for Jiang Muning to look away, and when the driver drove over, the secretary came with her, holding a stack of documents in her hand.

"Executive officer, I got the list of exchange meetings going to Europe."

"Exchange meeting?" Jiang Muning frowned.

The secretary was shocked for a moment, quickly recovered, and reorganized yesterday's arrangement and said, "Yes, next Tuesday's exchange meeting, here are the materials of the meeting, please take a look."

"Do you remember the perfumer last time? It was the chief perfumer who was asked to be fired by you. She has gone to Deity now. Deity brought her works at this exchange meeting. It is worth mentioning that she went to After Deity, perfume is the number one seller in Deity, I think they are aimed at you."

Jiang Muning flipped through the document, handed it back, and said, "Show me next time."

"Okay." The secretary said again: "There will be a meeting at the company later to discuss which kinds of incense to bring. We can choose three bottles of incense."

"Spring, summer and autumn are three fragrances." Jiang Muning said directly.

"But Chunxiang belongs to Master Guan Xiang, are you sure?"

"It's PFE's perfume. It has nothing to do with her. I have to take it there for her to see. The perfume from PFE went into PerfumeCollectionHall. When she went to Deity, she didn't even touch it."

That would not die in shame, even Deity would be nailed to the board of shame.

At home and abroad, there is never a shortage of people who eat melons and see good things. When the time comes, the media will make a fuss. This year, Deity dare not challenge them.

"Director Qi is still confused, I don't know what she wants to do, and I can't figure out her actions, but I can be sure that she has not colluded with other brands." The secretary reported again.

Jiang Muning hummed.

If she really went to the exchange meeting, PFE would have to find someone to sit in charge. In the past, the title of "Jiang Muning" was empty, and those few people dared not move around. If she left now, the company would be very difficult to manage.

Jiang Muning said: "Today's meeting will be held ahead of schedule."

"Ok."

……

Chi Yunhan made several car transfers and returned to the old town.

Jiang Muning helped her hang up the house before, and some people wanted to see the house some time ago, and today I made an appointment, and the two sides had a face-to-face meeting.

The location is good, the transportation is convenient, and the housing price is still on the rise. If it's not too harsh and wants to clean it up early, Chi Yunhan also wants to keep it as a piece of real estate.

The seller looked up and down, meaning that he still needs to think about it, and also hinted that he wanted to lower the price. Chi Yunhan also wisely said that he would go to see the next buyer, and politely sent him away. .

After going back and forth a few times, at noon, Chi Yunhan invited Lu Xiangyuan out for dinner. Recently, she and Lu Xiangyuan are in contact with each other by mobile phone.

After Lu Xiangyuan resigned, she was very busy. She has been looking for a new job. Recently, she joined a medium-sized company. The salary is higher than before, but she has too much work.

The two made an appointment to meet in a bar, there was no smell of alcohol, the music was slow and smooth, and there was a small band there.

Lu Xiangyuan ordered a cup of Autumn Philia and pushed it to her. The triangle cup was covered with pink foam, and asked, "What's wrong with you, are you in a bad mood?"

"It's okay, just a little tired."

Chi Yunhan shrugged his shoulders, leaned on the cabinet, and said, "I'm still a little angry... Hiss, this is not juice, it's so bad."

"Then don't drink it, this is the first glass of wine I get paid, please drink it first!" Lu Xiangyuan took the wine glass over and ordered her another glass of soda.

When I saw the price, I was shocked. Now soda water is more expensive than wine. She handed it over in pain, and said, "Two hundred cups, tell me how uncomfortable you are after drinking it."

"Xiang Yuan..." Chi Yunhan sniffed aggrievedly, and said a little embarrassedly, she clinked glasses with Lu Xiangyuan, "Maybe my self-confidence has been hit, I don't know if the decision I made is right or not. "

Lu Xiangyuan took a sip of wine and patted her on the shoulder, "Do it if you think it's right. If you don't help her, she can only play BadEnding. If you help, there are two possibilities: BadEnding and HappyEnding."

"Then what if there's no happy ending." Chi Yunhan was worried about this, "I feel like I messed up things. Originally, she hid it well, but I made the two personalities hate each other."

"Stupid or not." Lu Xiangyuan tapped her on the head and said, "It's not because of you, she just hates herself."

When Chi Yunhan heard this, he felt relieved, but also felt uncomfortable, and drank the glass of wine he ordered just now, "I...why didn't I know her earlier."

Although Lu Xiangyuan didn't like Jiang Muning and couldn't get along with her, she still said, "Even if you knew each other early, she would become like this. The burden of PFE is too heavy. Let me give you a small example...you You know I have opened a studio before."

Chi Yunhan nodded.

Lu Xiangyuan said: "I thought very well at that time. I started a business with my friends. No matter who the money flows to, it is my own money. But the higher the position, the less satisfied everyone is. Later, I encountered a little crisis. , everyone is not happy, some want to bring technology to integrate with big companies, some want to take out money without taking risks, I just want to survive and continue to build my own brand.”

"Then, there were infighting inside, and the studio outside wanted to take the opportunity to crush us. In the end, everyone couldn't make it through, and I went bankrupt and owed 6000 to [-] million. No one cared about me, and they all blamed me for being arrogant."

Lu Xiangyuan said: "This is a small studio. Do you know how much a company like PFE will lose if it loses a little?"

No wonder so many people choose to commit suicide when the company goes bankrupt.

Chi Yunhan found the point and asked, "Are you still in debt?"

"It's almost paid off." Lu Xiangyuan said, "It will be clear in a few years."

Chi Yunhan said: "I have a little money in hand after selling the house, so I will lend it to you first."

"No need, borrowing your money is still borrowing, borrowing and borrowing are still borrowing." Lu Xiangyuan said, "If you have money, set up a fund and let Jiang Muning set it up for you."

"I know." After drinking a glass of wine, Chi Yunhan said, "Then have you thought about making a comeback? You are so skilled that you can continue to open a studio."

Lu Xiangyuan shook his head, "No, what Jiang Muning said last time was quite right. It's not suitable for me to start a career. I value too much affection. This is not the first time I have been cheated. When I opened the studio, there was a My friend asked me to help as a guarantee. I couldn't save face, so I went to help sign it, and then he went bankrupt, and he ran away, and I had to pay back the money. Hey, it's too difficult to work in a company, so I just want to be ordinary, no toss."

Lu Xiangyuan still has a choice to retreat, like Jiang Muning has no choice at all. In order to keep the reputation of PFE, she first played the name of a genius and told the outside world that she has countless fragrances. In fact, she has been doing systematic training. Wear a suit and learn to be meticulous.

Chi Yunhan ordered a few glasses of wine, and clinked glasses with Lu Xiangyuan, feeling wronged for himself, sad for Jiang Muning, and sorry for Lu Xiangyuan. ups and downs.

When he was drunk, Chi Yunhan said: "I'm so wronged. I quarreled at night and pretended to be happy during the day. I used to want to find someone. No matter how sad I am, I can scatter in her arms." Acting like a baby, I never liked being an adult."

"Me too..." Lu Xiangyuan wiped her face, "It's so fucking fucked up, the hateful thing is, the reprimand allergies disappeared, and my mother still loves her, I'm a scumbag!"

"No, no, no, you are not mean, I am shameless." Chi Yunhan grabbed her words, "Don't talk about yourself like that, you are the best Lu Xiangyuan in the world!"

"You are also the best Chi Yunhan in the world!"

"It will be fine! It will be fine, Jiang Muning will be fine, we will all be fine!" Chi Yunhan toasted her.

Lu Xiangyuan said dissatisfiedly: "Jiang Muning already knows Jiang Muning, you see I never mention Lu Mingjia, so I just pretend to be her and never mention it."

"Where, let me see." Chi Yunhan looked at her suspiciously.

Lu Xiangyuan looked around, picked up the phone and went down again, and finally patted her chest, "It's here, here, she's still here."

Seeing her deflated chest, Chi Yunhan shook his head frequently, "Huh~"

Lu Xiangyuan said anxiously: "Don't believe it, it hurts when it hurts." She compared her fingernails, "It's so small, it hurts so badly, it seems like she has a strange disease, and I think she is a doctor, so it hurts even more." gone."

Chi Yunhan was stunned when he heard that, "Then I'm going to die."

In the distance, Jiang Muning looked at this scene and clenched her fingers tightly. There were countless opportunities to turn around and leave, but she still froze in place.

"President Jiang." The secretary stopped her and said, "Have you ever thought about a question? Is it because you hide from her and don't want her to find out..."

Jiang Muning looked very serious, and glanced at the secretary coldly.

The secretary flinched for a moment, but she watched Jiang Muning come over these years. They are subordinates at work, but they are actually friends.

The ultimate direction of the dual personality is only one: go crazy.

Not to mention that she is an Alpha with high mental strength.

The secretary asked anxiously: "Have you ever thought that it is because you like Miss Chi that you keep avoiding her and don't want to tell her? Mr. Jiang, you just like Miss Chi. It's not shameful to like something."

Jiang Muning raised her eyes, as if she didn't hear it, she walked towards Chi Yunhan.

Chi Yunhan and Lu Xiangyuan howled back and forth, Alpha is not like Alpha, Omega is not like Omega.Let's clear it up, they made a bit of noise, the bartender wanted to use her mobile phone to make a call, and find someone to pick them up.

Seeing an Alpha approaching, although she looked very serious, there were still a few buttons missing on her suit, Jiang Muning paid the money and said, "Sorry, I'm their friend, I'm taking her away now."

The bartender originally wanted to say, but when she showed her identity, Chi Yunhan twitched her nose, turned around and rushed over, her tears and snot rubbing against her clothes, "I just said you, and you came here, you are a fairy, a fairy !"

Just as Jiang Muning was about to speak, when she heard the creaking sound, Lu Xiangyuan bit off the lid of the beer and said, "Let me tell you, don't be too happy, it's [-]% hallucination. .”

Jiang Muning held Chi Yunhan's back with one hand, and dialed the number with her mobile phone in the other. She said, "Lu Mingjia, do you want to pick him up?"

"No." The other side refused decisively.

Jiang Muning called the driver again and asked him to come over and arrange the person in a nearby hotel. She took Chi Yunhan and left. Power counseling, you promised, you can't lie."

Lu Xiangyuan didn't recognize Jiang Muning, and forbade her to take Chi Yunhan away, yelling to fight her.

Jiang Muning ignored her and got Chi Yunhan out of the bar.

Chi Yunhan vomited as soon as he went out, hugged the tree tightly, and let Jiang Muning coax him, but refused to take a step. Finally, Jiang Muning squatted down, "I'll carry you, okay?"

"Okay." Chi Yunhan wrapped his arms around her neck, climbed up and down, and whispered to her ear, "Can you accept the counseling, I will listen to you, and you will listen to me. You always If I don’t want to accept it, I just can’t figure it out, can you tell me the reason?”

"Do you really want to hear it?"

Chi Yunhan nodded vigorously, and wiped tears on her shoulder again.

Jiang Muning lifted her up and said: "The doctor discovered my existence when he was with me, and then defined me as a "second personality". In fact, I was there when I was very young, about six years old. .”

She tried her best to speak plainly, "It's not that there are no differences between the two personalities, that's why everyone hasn't discovered it. In fact..."

"As long as I pretend to be good and don't sneak out, no one will find me. I just woke up suddenly. I don't remember some things. It's just a bad memory. It's no big deal. I can be like everyone else. Having friends and family."

Chi Yunhan was very sad when she heard that, she sniffed, her face was astringent, and she said, "Stop pretending in the future, I will be with you."

Jiang Muning laughed softly, "Ah...then I thank you?"

Chi Yunhan said: "Put me down, it's very heavy."

"Go to the front and put you down." Jiang Muning weighed her weight and said in a low voice, "Do you really hate dual personalities?"

"I don't hate the angry words I said." Chi Yunhan said seriously: "I'm sorry, I am not angry now, but you can't say that about me, if you still say me, I will be angry even more, and it will be even worse If you want to be sad, you will be sad together."

Jiang Muning hummed, "I shouldn't say that about you either."

They walked a road, there were many pedestrians on the road, traffic flowed, and the neon lights were shining like stars. In broad daylight, they saw the stars.

"Why is there a second personality?" Chi Yunhan didn't understand, and asked her softly, "Can you tell me what happened?"

Chi Yunhan really couldn't figure it out. During the day, Jiang Muning was very serious. She kept this state, and she really couldn't see that she didn't like it. It seemed that she would be unhappy if she was asked to quit this state.

It's been too long, Jiang Muning doesn't remember how she woke up, she just existed like this, no signs, no children crying, no baby to rely on, she appeared out of thin air, and then defined as a second personality, she is better than everyone else Confuse.

"perhaps……"

Jiang Muning said: "Probably there are always some things that I don't like and can't get rid of, so I need to find a place to entrust and store them."

Chi Yunhan asked, "You don't like it?"

Jiang Muning pursed her lips.

"Then do you have anything you like?" Chi Yunhan asked again.

Jiang Muning pursed her lips tightly, trying to avoid the topic, but Chi Yunhan was more straightforward than she thought, and said, "Then you like me."

"Do you like me?"

Chi Yunhan said: "I am a person with many advantages. I am pretty good-looking, fair and beautiful, with long legs and big breasts." She raised her legs, stretched them forward, and wrapped them around her waist. Waist, "Besides, I have a house and a car. I sold the house, and I still have savings. If you like me, you won't lose money."

Jiang Muning was silent for a long time, sighed, pinched her legs, and then carried her up, saying: "Fool, once you have something you like, you will not be willing to part with it, and you will not be willing to disappear."

"I will work hard." Chi Yunhan burped, and she said seriously: "As long as, as long as we try, you can remember what happened during the day, and what happened at night during the day, you will be fine .”

"Then what if it doesn't get better?"

Jiang Muning analyzed with her, "If it doesn't get better, you will be sad, and I will be unwilling to disappear. In the end, she can't tolerate me, and I can't tolerate her. The two personalities are opposite, and neither can survive."

"Do you know why the final result of many dual personalities is not good? Because they are robbing the initiative of the body, and no one is willing to disappear. In the end, no one can control the mental power and become a lunatic."

When she was defined as the second personality, she resisted, went to disco, insisted on staying up, seized the initiative of her body, and finally fainted.

Even crazy.

Chi Yunhan asked: "What if it gets better?"

"Is it a possibility of one in ten thousand?" Jiang Muning said, "If you use one in ten thousand to deprive a one hundred percent possibility, then there is no need, the risk is too great, and the gain outweighs the loss."

A little hypocritical, a little heroism.

She would rather have someone who can accompany Chi Yunhan well, and let Chi Yunhan be a happy little sun.As for her, she has no good memories and is a personality hidden in someone else's body, so she cannot have [-]% confidence.

"So, don't try."

Jiang Muning said: "I'm not interested in tomorrow's sun. If you want to save someone, choose the one with a high success rate. Only save one person. Let someone who likes to watch the sun accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset."

"Don't cry, you can see that I am not sad."

Jiang Muning said a lot, Chi Yunhan listened in a blur, trying to see Jiang Muning's expression clearly, only saw Jiang Muning's lips moved, even if it fell into her ears it was a clear "" sorry."

But she felt that Jiang Muning was saying, "Kill me."

……

Do you know that liking someone is hard?

She's just schizophrenic, not emotionally deficient.

She liked Chi Yunhan, she knew it early on.

At first, Jiang Muning went to match Omega, thinking, hurry up, come and cure the protagonist Twilight, and let her disappear unconsciously.

Anyway, she can't do what she likes, and insists on what she doesn't like. Everyone knows that she is a personality, a parasite, and is always on guard against her appearance to prevent her from stimulating the personality and replacing it.

Forever, she couldn't face herself calmly.

But when she came out to drink some water, the girl was so frightened that she broke the melon. When she came out to open the door that day, the girl grabbed her hand and said, "God bless me", and asked her, "What do you like?" ".

Look, this is the Omega she matched.

This is hers, the only one she has.

It was also the first time that the words "Jiang Muning" could be marked on her Omega.

Even if, every time she wanted to pretend not to care, she would be a little more distracted, and couldn't help but want to sneak out.No one knew how many times she had seen the stars with Chi Yunhan, and how many times she had said good morning to Chi Yunhan.

It's just that every time I think of this incident, Xiaolu hits his chest, feeling dull pain, and keeps questioning himself: Why is it just me, I'm just a personality.