That bastard has his baby in his stomach

Yao Zhengyu followed behind him step by step, his voice was a little blurred in the rain: "Qin Shao, enough is enough."

Qin Shao still knocked down, and fell directly to the ground. Damn, it's really pious!Is that Duan Xuan really worthy of your appearance?Yao Zhengyu stood beside him, not wanting to pull him up, this person is cheap enough!Qin Shao landed on his head and climbed up for a while.Walked wobbly for three steps and then threw his body to the ground.He is not short, just like himself, 1.8 meters eight, such a five-body projection is very enjoyable.The audience is very enjoyable!Yao Zhengyu put his hands in his pockets and watched him torture himself.Well, this time it really is self-abuse.

Qin Shao didn't fall stupid, and he could still remember to count by knocking one. When he counted to 199, Yao Zhengyu couldn't help standing in front of him. Qin Shao couldn't get up after crawling for a long time, so he could only smile wryly: "I'm fine." " Yao Zhengyu looked at him condescendingly, and his voice was also condescending: "Bajiao Street is where devout believers worship Shakyamuni, how about you? Are you masochistic?"

Qin Shao struggled to climb up, and after climbing for a long time, he could only kneel on the ground. Yao Zhengyu saw him kneeling, dumbfounded, and staggered a step, but he couldn't bear this man's kneeling.Qin Shao wiped the blood on his face and smiled: "I'm not self-torturing. I just want to test whether the Buddha is right."

Yao Zhengyu was expressionless: "What did the Buddha say?"

Qin Shao licked the rain from the corner of his mouth, licked his chapped lips and said, "The Buddha said that with sincerity, gold and stone are opened."

Yao Zhengyu looked at his head and nodded: "Well, the stone didn't open, your head opened first." Qin Shao smiled: "Okay, Zhengyu, you don't have to follow me, I really want to kowtow." As he spoke, he got up and went on to the next one. Yao Zhengyu walked with him for a while, and his knocking became slower and slower, so Yao Zhengyu took a walk in the courtyard. At the 238th head, Qin Shao couldn't get up and lay on the ground. long time.

Yao Zhengyu walked up to him and squatted down: "Can you still get up?" Qin Shao nodded after lying down for a while: "Yes." Yao Zhengyu sneered: "How many knocks do you want?"

"1000." Qin Shao lay down on the ground to breathe.Yao Zhengyu looked at the long pilgrimage road and nodded: "Have ambition."

Qin Shao slowed down for a while and started knocking again. Yao Zhengyu never stopped him, knowing his bad temper, but, knocking like this... Yao Zhengyu walked with him for a long time, the rain couldn't get through his clothes, but the slanting wind and drizzle The oblique scraping on the face is very uncomfortable!It's cold and wet!Not to mention the guy lying in the rain!Yao Zhengyu finally couldn't help asking him: "What are you doing for it! Even if you fell in love with someone else, why are you like this? Why do you feel so guilty!" : "Besides, you think too highly of yourself, Duan Xuan never accepted it at all! He doesn't like you at all! Where did you feel guilty! You are a playboy at best! Don't empathize. You don’t deserve to use the word love at all!”

Qin Shao didn't respond to his words. He lay on the ground and didn't get up. Yao Zhengyu sneered: "Qin Shao! It's not your fault! Even if you empathize, it's normal! You don't empathize like this Love is not normal! Who would guard a piece of porcelain that is afraid of breaking for the rest of his life! Who would be willing to suffer without hope for the rest of his life! You have been suffering for too long, and there will always be a day when you can’t bear it! This I don't blame you!" In the heavy rain, Yao Zhengyu yelled at him angrily. He wanted to scold him like this for so many years, but today he finally did!What a fucking blast!Qin Shao still didn't respond, Yao Zhengyu smiled wryly: "The Sixth Dalai Lama is a Buddha! And you are a human being! Besides, the Sixth Dalai Lama was separated when he was in love with each other, so he was so infatuated! What about you! You have everything No! That Duan Xuan never gave you any hope! Your falling in love with someone is a blessing to him! Let him not owe you a lifetime!"

Qin Shao finally staggered to climb up. Before he could get up, he swayed and then knelt down. Yao Zhengyu wanted to help him, but Qin Shao waved his hand: "I'm not what you said, not Duan Xuan. No Blame Duan Xuan, it’s me.” Yao Zhengyu looked at him jokingly, Qin Shao bit his lips and smiled: “It’s really not him. It’s me who atones for myself. I deserve to die. Even if I kowtow [-] times around the Jokhang Temple Not enough. Not enough to atone for sin..." If a thousand kowtows can make him feel better, so what if he kowtows.It would be nice if his mistakes could wash away like rain.If the harm he has done to Duanqing can be washed away, he is willing to kneel and kowtow a thousand times here.If he could keep Duan Qing and the unborn child safe, he would kowtow a thousand times.If he can start over with Duanqing, he is willing to kowtow [-] times!If... Qin Shao raised his head and couldn't see the rain clearly, but felt that his mouth was full of salt.

Yao Zhengyu looked at Qin Shao for a while and said fiercely: "Okay, knock! I'll look at you. If you faint, I will fight you back!"

Qin Shao stood up and smiled at him: "Thank you." Yao Zhengyu waved: "I will count for you."

The path to the Jokhang Temple is a reincarnation, from one end to the other end, exactly one thousand.With a long body of a thousand first class, Qin Shao kowtowed all night.At dawn, the bell of the Jokhang Temple rang, and a new day began again. Qin Shao looked at the door of the Jokhang Temple and smiled, not just blood stains on his forehead.Yao Zhengyu sneered: "Okay, you can still laugh, it's okay." Qin Shao sat up staggeringly: "It's okay. It's just a thousand." Yao Zhengyu nodded: "Then you can knock another thousand and I'll see." Qin Shao leaned against the wall and patted the rain on his body. Fortunately, it was a jacket and the inside was not soaked.Otherwise, people will freeze to death this night.Yao Zhengyu handed him a cup of hot buttered tea, and Qin Shao took a sip in embarrassment, his throat hurt and the taste was strong, but he couldn't care less and swallowed hard.Warm up, I don't know if my hands and feet are falling apart or the frame is frozen and it hurts like needles.Qin Shao rubbed his hands vigorously: "Thank you." Yao Zhengyu sneered: "Thank me for what?" Qin Shao laughed: "Thank you for coming with me." Yao Zhengyu stopped laughing at him after hearing his words , did not speak, just sat on the ground like him.He has always said this sentence to Qin Shao, thank you for being with me for so many years, during my most difficult time!During a time of upheaval in my home! !It is you who have been with me!Yao Zhengyu looked at the sky and smiled, turned around and patted him on the shoulder: "We brothers don't need to say these things! It hurts our feelings!" Qin Shao also laughed: "Yes! It hurts our feelings! It's my birth!"

Yao Zhengyu patted him on the shoulder vigorously regardless of his pain or not: "There is nothing we can't make it through! Just like you said, a new day is here again!" Qin Shao leaned against the wall to look at the sky and said nothing.

The two sat in front of the Jokhang Temple for a long time, but Qin Shao couldn't get up and was exhausted.Yao Zhengyu didn't urge him either.

The sky is getting brighter and brighter, and the sun is easy to see above the altitude of 4000 meters. Lhasa, which has rained all night, is sunny and the sun is out.Render the Jokhang Temple resplendent and resplendent.

There are more and more people around him, and I am not surprised to see Qin Shao like this. There are more people who are crazy than him, and there are more people who kneel down day and night all year round.Crowds quickly gathered in front of the Jokhang Temple, pilgrims and praying, and gradually sang scriptures along with the Sanskrit sound of the bell in the Jokhang Temple.

Qin Shao's health is not good, it is really bad in this weather, Yao Zhengyu helped him to walk into the hall, and paid a lot of sesame oil to help him to the side hall.At this time, there was no one in the test hall, and it was very quiet, so the sound of the prayer wheel outside was like a Sanskrit sound, and the sound of reciting the scriptures was thicker than that outside.In this heavy Sanskrit sound, Yao Zhengyu heard Qin Shao beside him say in a low voice: "May my loved one be safe, happy, healthy and worry-free."

Yao Zhengyu looked at him sideways, he could no longer kneel but sat up straight, his eyes looked at the hall, distant and sincere.It's the same as this sandalwood, Yao Zhengyu smiled and shook his head, the person he loves?The person he loves, who is it?new or old?

Qin Shao finished reading and looked at him: "Come on, let's kowtow." Yao Zhengyu smiled and shook his head: "I don't believe this."

Qin Shao nodded: "I know. I just have nowhere to go and no cure. I can't fix it. I can't think of any solution. I'm in a hurry and go to the doctor." Yao Zhengyu wanted to beat him when he saw him like that. He always hated it the most. People moaning without illness, I can't bear to see a man moaning without illness the most, but he is still here to catch his eyes!What can't be done!

Before Yao Zhengyu said anything, he saw someone coming out, the lama in red, Qin Shao didn't understand this level, so he nodded to Yao Zhengyu, and the lama in red smiled and sat on the futon, talking to Qin Shao and Yao Zhengyu. Opposite: "Young man, don't say that just now. Sincerity leads to spirit." Qin Shao smiled awkwardly thinking of these people's beliefs: "Master, I'm sorry, I just said it. There is no other meaning."

The old lama didn't blame him but just smiled and said: "There is nowhere to go, the sky is big and the earth is big, there is no cure, let nature take its course. There is no way to change it, so just go your own way." I don't know if the people here are because they are close to Shakyamuni Both nuns and lamas have to learn this, and the words they speak are full of Zen. Qin Shao still smirks when he doesn't understand at all.

The old man looked at his bloody head and laughed: "Young man, how many equal-length heads have you knocked?" Qin Shao smiled: "1000." The old man smiled in surprise: "It's not easy. 1000 heads of equal length, there is a proverb here, 1000, must be knocked down by the one you love. That person will surely bless the world and live a safe life.” Qin Shao’s eyes had a little joy: “Really Is it?" The old man nodded: "Really. Young man, sincerity is the most important, and persistence is the hardest. Since you like him and are willing to kowtow for him, then you must not want to force him." Qin Shao sat on the ground and looked at him, He thought that if he could force it, he couldn't force it, and he didn't want to see himself again.The old man was probably bored, and probably wanted to be a master to help this lost person solve problems, so he continued to chatter: "The Buddha said, there are eight sufferings in life. Birth, old age, sickness, death, love and parting. Resentment, hatred, and five aggregates. For the most miserable?"

What is the most bitter?Qin Shao's eyes were a little dim, his mouth was bitter, and his heart was even more bitter. Even after knocking down 1000 long heads, he still felt uncomfortable, even if his body was about to be paralyzed, he still felt uncomfortable.