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In a few weeks, the long-awaited vacation will be ushered in. Before that, Wanhan took the lunch break to clean every room in the huge first building, including the storage room full of debris and dust. Looking at the past photo albums of the basketball team, flipping through the pages, the photos of the miracles during the game and after the victory were captured in a timely manner. In each photo, she will specifically focus on that person, look carefully, whether he smiles or not , made her heart flutter.

She really wanted to take away the most gentle Akashi and hold it in her hands, but she couldn't bear it. The gentle Akashi was really better with everyone, so she closed the album and put it back on the shelf.

"Hmm." The photo album was not put down stably, and other sundries also fell down overwhelmingly.

"Let me help you." A gentle hand moved away the notebook that fell on her head.

"Huise, what are you doing?"

He picked up the things that fell on the ground, put them on the cabinet easily by virtue of his height, patted the ashes on her head and said, "I saw you came here during the lunch break, so come and have a look Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Well, thank you so much, oh, there's another thing there." She knelt down and reached for the notebook under the table.

"Let me do it." His hand also arrived there at the same time, covering her hand, her hand was so cold, if it wasn't for the protrusion of the joints, Kise would have thought he was touching the floor under his feet.

"Cough..." Still not taking it back?She cleared her throat as a false reminder.

This voice did not achieve the effect she wanted, instead he held her hand and held it in front of his eyes.

She knew the look in his eyes now, thinking of Mingmei's birthday, she couldn't respond frankly now.

"It seems that you really don't like me anymore. In this case, it's really bad."

"Huh? Kise..."

"What should I do if I say I like you?"

He finally heard what he didn't want to hear, how to answer, he gradually approached, his lips were about to reach her face.

The dust just swirled around the two of them like this, inhaled into the lungs, unable to escape, and deposited, suffocating her, her hands were so cold that they were numb, and she couldn't move.

"So, this is not good." She slowly withdrew her hand.

Kise stopped and looked at her smiling like that.

"This way..." There is also Mingmei, she didn't say, but Mingmei is not the real reason, the real reason for rejecting Kise is that person!

"Then, I see." He picked up the notebook that was still lying on the ground, and gently placed it on the table. This was her intention, and he was so unwilling. "Akashi's birthday is December 12th. Here we are." He left behind a smiling silhouette, the sunlight blending with the dazzling yellow, and the blur dissipated.

She is still staying there, he already knew, the person in his heart, laugh, December 12th.

Time is like a thief on a certain road, it exists so naturally, but stops just right.

On the eve of Akashi's birthday, most of the girls in the class exploded, each preparing a gift to win.

What should she do, she can't figure out what he likes?Because Christmas is approaching, the girls in the class basically prepare chocolates, ha, if possible, she would like to wrap herself into a gift and tie a bow for him.

After that incident, she kept avoiding Huang SE intentionally or unintentionally. In contrast, Huang SE's eyes became hotter and hotter, and she felt uncomfortable all over, but she still couldn't learn how to stop right away.

"Akashi-kun, please accept it." The blushing girl offered her gift and a love letter with both hands.

"Thank you." Almost a gentle smile.

"Akashi-kun, and mine." The corridor after class was very lively, and crowds of girls lined up to give their own gifts.

Where is she going to stand?There is no place for her anymore, I can only look at everything from a distance, a scarf, nothing more than a simple one, wrapped in a gift box, unable to send it out for a long time, there is no proper way to breathe, and it is so difficult to breathe, if this continues, She was willing to be strangled.

Akashi also noticed her eyes, saw the box in her hand, and was about to step forward, but she turned and left.

He laughed, how many times does this happen?

December 12th, Akashi's birthday, five days before Christmas, happened to be a weekend, the gift for Akashi was still lying on the table at home, and she found that person's number on the phone in her hand, and touched the call button Touching again, I didn't have the courage to press it, and looked straight at the phone screen, it went off, turned on, turned off again, turned on again, and after an unknown number of times, it rang by itself, scaring her heart to thump, Almost dropped the phone.

Well, she read it right, didn't she look at that person's name for a long time, his name would appear everywhere, right?Close your eyes, open them, and make sure again that yes, it is indeed him. The thumb has been in that position for a long time, and finally presses down.

"Captain, hello." She said in a soft voice, still wondering if Akashi had heard her own voice before making the call.

"Did you just wake up?" The phone rang for too long before answering, so it's no wonder he had such thoughts.

"No."

"Today is the weekend, does Qianqing have time?"

"Time, eh, yes."

"So, there is one who wants to go to a place with classmate Qianqing, and I will pick you up in half an hour?"

I want to go somewhere with her, today is his birthday, "Okay." I was so nervous that my voice trembled a little, so I could only say one word at a time.

"See you later then."

Putting down the phone, I reconfirmed that it was indeed Akashi calling, where would the place I want to go together be?

Half an hour was just the right amount of time for her to prepare, and she took a leave of absence with her mother and went out.

"Miss Qianqing, please."

"Okay, thank you Grandpa Nakamori."

Gently sitting next to Akashi, it reminded her of the last time he unbuttoned him, her face flushed, "Akashi-san, this... Happy birthday to you." After seeing it so many times, I gave Akashi a gift I am also familiar with the movements, straighten my arms, put my hands up, the key point is to lower my head and pretend to be shy.

"Thank you." Unlike the Chinese style of restraint, he opened the gift in front of her, a scarf, which was warm to the touch.

She seemed to be listening to the outcome of the trial.

"It suits me very well." He wrapped it around his neck.

"Huh, as long as you like it."

Finally saw her smile.

The car drove slowly to the outskirts, and there were withered and yellow grass everywhere, or she couldn't see it clearly, so she couldn't tell if it was a vegetable field.

"Hehehe, you mean those chocolates?" She asked him about other gifts he had received, and he chuckled.

"Is it all chocolate?"

"Basically, it was seen by Ziyuan, so..." To be honest, he didn't even open the inside of the bread, so he handed it over to Ziyuan for handling.

"That's right." She was glad that she didn't give such a dangerous gift, otherwise she would have become Ziyuan's ghost long ago.

"Master, here we are."

This is the ranch of Akashi's family. The field is wide and it is also his absolute domain. This is the first time he has brought a girl here, and today he just wants to bring her here.

"Akashi-san, why did you bring me here?"

"The weather is fine today, very suitable for riding."

She knew that he liked riding horses very much, she remembered that Momoi said that Akashi would ride horses in his spare time, was it just for this simple reason, she didn't understand, would his birthday be celebrated like this?

"Change your clothes and come together."

Under the leadership of Grandpa Nakamori, she came to a guest room, where simple yet gorgeous furnishings abound, and she changed into the riding outfit that Akashi had prepared for her.

There are a lot of horses here, but she didn't see anyone else. Could it be that this is a horse farm specially built for Akashi.

"The clothes fit well." Akashi sat on his exclusive white horse.

White shirt and leggings, black vest, and leather boots. The boy in front of her was handsome and handsome. She felt her face was burning, lowered her head, and kicked the stones under her feet.

"It's called Divante, and it's very docile. Would you like to try it?" He stretched out his hand, gesturing for her to come up.

Sitting on the horse smoothly, it's good to be in front of Akashi, so that he can't see her cheeks that were flushed because of nervousness. This is her first time riding a horse, and she tightly grasped the rope tightly.

Divante walked forward slowly. She was a little uncomfortable just now, but now the bumps and bumps became very interesting. She stroked Divante's hair.

"Devante seems to like you very much, too."

"Really?" She was a little happy to be approached by such a gentle animal.

kindness?Did she hear correctly?What Akashi said just now is that he likes her very much, too, and who else likes her, her reflex arc is on hold, and there is no way to go.

"We should speed up."

Akashi leaned forward, she was embedded in his arms, his face pressed against her cheek, tightening the front rein, Devante galloped to his heart's content, neighing loudly, attracting other horses behind him It feels good to run together, Akashi, do you see the same scenery as me?She asked secretly in her heart, thankfully, the sound of horseshoes drowned out her flustered heartbeat.

Devante was tired after running for so long. The two of them sat by the stream, and Devante was gnawing weeds around.

"This is a very special birthday." He threw the stone in his hand into the water, plopped and sank.

"Yeah, this is also a very special day for me." She never expected to be with Akashi like this.

{Akashi-kun, I like you very much.

Akashi-kun, I really want to be with you.

Akashi-kun, I still have a lot to say, and these words have been buried in my heart for a long time. }

She looked at him, this is probably the most appropriate time, but these words stuck in her throat, such an excellent Akashi, would be confessed every day, but never revealed whether he liked it or hated it, with her current position, And the wrong things I've done in the past...

"What's wrong? Qianqing?"

"Oh, it's nothing." She tore off the corner of her clothes, unable to speak.

"It's windy, come with me." He took her hand, which was still so cold, matching the cold wind, piercing into people's hearts.

There is a wooden house near the creek. Akashi would come here to rest whenever he came to ride a horse at the racecourse. Grandpa Nakamori also prepared delicious delicacies, including his favorite soup tofu.

The confession was swallowed into the mouth together with this tofu soup and disappeared without saying a word.

"You seem to have something to say?" Akashi swiped the spoon in the bowl, but there was no trace of tofu.

"Hey." He saw her through more than once, but he still wanted to say something, and his heart was about to jump out of her chest. He had missed an opportunity just now, and she took a deep breath.

"Master, Master's phone number."

Akashi was a little disappointed that the unfortunate phone call paused on her face, she just lowered her head and remained silent.

"Tell me when you want to talk." He was thinking too fast, but it would have the opposite effect.

Is this phone call too long? On the birthday, most people spend it with their parents, don't they?She was sitting alone on a swing in the yard, swinging around.

"Sorry to keep you waiting."

"It's okay, is there something important?" She looked at Akashi who had just answered the phone and was very worried.

"It's about the promise after my birthday. As you know, I don't live at home now." He stood behind her and pushed her gently.

"Oh." Yes, she knew that he was only temporarily living near her house.

"There is also the issue of choosing a high school, so I might not continue to study in Diguang." The strength of his hand increased slightly, and she swung to a new height and then fell heavily.

"Qian Qing?"

He caught the rhythm and made her stop.

"Oh, hehe, this is very good." She lied, but what she wanted to say in her heart was that she would go straight to Teiguang High School with him.

"Do you think so?"

Behind his voice suddenly became so serious, she really didn't have the ability to be with him, thinking too much, really tired, couldn't see her expression, he pushed her gently again, swing Creaking and screaming, the howling wind was coming towards her face, her thoughts were still here, somehow, she felt that she was so far away from Akashi, so far away that she couldn't hear his voice.

She only heard that the relationship that hadn't started seemed to be ending.

"I think this is a very good choice." She said straightly, she knew that he would return to that home sooner or later, but it sounded so bitter.

Failed, unsuccessful.

Akashi looked at her, is that so, Asagi, do you really think so?How much he wanted to hear from her the words that they could be together, but she drew such a perfect ending like this, encircling his heart. In his eyes, everyone is so easy to grasp, only her.

On the way back, no one spoke, her heart was like a broken kite leaving the blue sky, drifting away...

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