As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

After racking my brains to recall, I still couldn't find the relevant memories of Natsume.This email made me so angry that in the end I didn't delete it and let it sit quietly on my phone.

This incident did not stop me from buying winter products. I went to the store and chose some colors that were not fancy. You can pass the time at home without going out-oh, I mean the time outside of writing novels.

When checking out, the lady at the cashier asked me, "Do you only want these colors?"

I picked gray, white, and beige, and I thought I was satisfied, so I nodded.

"I'll put it on for you," she said.

When she was helping me pack, my eyes fell on the display shelf behind her. There was a stuffed bear making set on it, including one big and one small personal models.

I had the desire to consume impulsively by accident. I put one hand in front of me, stretched out my fingers slightly, and asked the staff at the front desk: "Can you get me a stuffed bear material?"

"Okay." She turned around and tiptoed to touch the gift box above her head. "There are two styles, bow tie and bow tie, which one do you want?"

"A tie."

After paying the bill, on the way back, I thought about the time limit for knitting the scarf.It really all depends on how much free time I have. I did the math, excluding the time to go to work, the time to go home to deal with housework and the time to write novels, it can be said that there is not much left.At such a devilish time, I still had a feverish brain and bought a stuffed bear production set. I really don't know what I was thinking.

Passing by several pastry shops, some of them have simply decorated the windows for Christmas.

Hollow bell-shaped decals and simple colored ribbons, exaggerated and even pasted with foamy white snow and dyed balls, although not as gorgeous as the full set of Christmas decorations, it still makes me smack.

"It's too early."

You know there are at least 20 more days before Christmas.

But then I thought about it——

"...Is it only more than 20 days?"

I intend to give the scarf as a general gift, not a Christmas present.So what should I buy him for Christmas?Apart from food and alcohol, I don't know anything about Dazai's preferences. Even in alcohol, I think he should have his own preferences, but I don't know anything about it.Although he talked about snacks and so on, it was still far from "like".

Most importantly, if I asked him directly, wouldn't there be no surprise at all?

At this time, you have to resort to external forces.

I turned on my mobile phone and sent help emails to several women in the detective agency whose contact information I had, begging them to help me pay attention to Dazai's personal preferences, and I would also inquire about it—although it may not be possible to hide it from him.

In order to leave him the softest place in my heart, I want to build a nest with the most comfortable love.

Until winter goes to spring.

……

……

"Ai Ai—you're back!"

When I got home with my big and small bags, Imaken had already taken off his school uniform and put on his home clothes and came out to greet me.He was wearing a light onion hooded pullover and shorts, his long hair was tied up with hair, he stomped on the floor and ran to the entrance, curiously asking me what I bought.

"It's all handmade items." After sweeping through, he pursed his mouth and said, "There are no snacks."

Recalling that someone acted coquettishly and asked me to eat a new snack, I also expressed emotion about Imaken's desire.

I rubbed the broken hair on the top of his head, dumbfounded, and complained: "Why does everyone ask me for snacks when it's cold?"

"Because I don't want to go anywhere in winter, I just want to stay at home—"

Dazai's voice came from behind him.

I turned around and saw him walking in together with Makoto and Sasagi who were still in their school uniforms.The narrow entrance became extremely crowded due to the sudden increase in the number of people, so I quickly changed my shoes to make room for them.

Dazai was still saying: "Speaking of the standard equipment in winter, it is a warm table, oranges, snacks... and the red and white song party."

Sabito pushed his schoolbag to a farther position, then knelt down to untie his shoelaces, and after hearing Dazai's words, he uttered a young man's complaint: "Don't you think it's too old-fashioned?"

"Did we watch red and white last year?" Zhenzhu moved the fastest. She was wearing shoes that didn't have to be tied, so she stepped into the corridor first. She said that she had already walked to her room.

Sabito thought about it for two seconds, and finally said uncertainly: "It seems... not?"

Among the people present, except that I didn't grow up in Japan and I have no interest in red and white, only Ima Ken, who is a sword, has never seen red and white at all.

"Red and White Songs?" He stuffed his hands into the front pocket of the hoodie, then arched the pockets, and asked, "It's a singing competition divided into red and white groups, right?"

Dazai shook his clothes. His slippers are usually placed in the bottom layer of the shoe cabinet, the innermost place, so he usually waits for everyone else to change their shoes before taking his own.

He said: "Yes, it is said that it comes from the concept of red-white confrontation in kendo."

Imaiba asked straightforwardly: "How can I fight against singing?"

Dazai explained with a smile: "It's not actually a confrontation, but a voting contest. During the voting stage, you can use your mobile phone to vote for your favorite group. After the program group counts, the victory slogan will be broadcast on TV at the end."

Imaiken asked, "...Is this interesting?"

It's not that I can't understand, it's not so much whether the show itself is interesting, but its form design is more in line with the tone of family carnival.

I said, "I don't know if the content of the Kohaku Uta is interesting...but we all ate delicious festival food and snacks in the kotatsu together, drank steaming red bean soup and seven herb porridge, chatted and watched Kohaku Don't you feel very warm at the song meeting?"

Dazai concluded with a smile: "Probably so."

Seeing that Jinjian still didn't understand, I had no choice but to say: "Anyway, New Year's Day will be celebrated soon, and we can watch red and white together on the last day of this year."

"Although I don't really understand...but there are delicious snacks, right?" Jinjian asked me: "Can I eat whatever I want on New Year's Day?"

"Just pampering for a day or two is fine."

I took advantage of the situation and asked, "Mr. Dazai, are you going to celebrate the New Year together this year?"

He took off his coat, then untied the tie on his chest, tugged at the collar, accepted my invitation, and said with a smile: "Okay. When I think about spending the New Year with Yijun... I really never Start looking forward to it today.”

Being ridiculed by him like this, I almost wanted to hug him rua in front of everyone, but Dazai's face suddenly changed in the next second, as if he remembered something that he was extremely resistant to, he curled his mouth and sincerely told Me: "...the seven-herb porridge is skipped, I swear it's really bad to the extreme."

In fact, I am not very interested in seven herb porridge, so I changed my mind and suggested: "How about roasted rice cakes? Sprinkle with soybean flour, or drink it in red bean soup."

"For baking rice cakes, I have a special sauce at home." Dazai enthusiastically stretched out his index finger and thumb to mark out the capacity, and said, "This amount is at least enough for the New Year."

"How can you eat so much?" I held his fingers, closed his hand again, and asked, "Are you going to eat rice cakes every day?"

Dazai muttered, "That's not bad at all."

We packed up our things and moved to the living room. Jin Jian was already running ahead of us at this moment. He entered the room at the corner to find snacks in the cupboard. snack--"

Dazai and I were still behind, I turned to him and asked, "Did you come over for dinner on the last day of the year?"

In the next second, warm breath hit my ear, Dazai lowered his head and rubbed against my shoulder, and asked me, "I thought Yi Jun was coming over."

Seeing that I didn't answer, he asked me aggrievedly: "...can't you?"

Me: "...It's not impossible."

Logically speaking, we had been dating for almost two months at that time, and it was completely normal to go to a lover's house to spend the New Year together, and there was no need to feel embarrassed about it.When I was not in a relationship, I didn't care so much about these details, but now that I have become a lover, when I mention going to his house, I feel a sense of tension that cannot be described in words.

"Well...it's normal not to want to."

As soon as the weight on my neck was lightened, after the body temperature that was close to the person disappeared, now my neck feels chilly. Dazai said from the top of my head: "After all, I am just a probationary lover... sorry, I Isn’t it too pushy?”

Seeing that this cat is about to show disappointment on his face brightly, after being baptized by Dazai several times, I think I have understood his routines and can stick to myself, but I still underestimated myself in front of him concentration.

The iris-colored eyes seem to be filled with water vapor, and they seem to be floating quietly across an isolated island in the world. When I finally set foot on this island and carefully cultivated the flowers that belong to me, how can I bear to let him dye it again? Sad color?

Even if you know--

He did it on purpose.

"I see." I surrendered and complained softly, "Mr. Dazai is always so cunning."

But I still like this set very much. I have a hunch that even if he uses this set hundreds of times, I will be as moved every time as if I saw it for the first time, which shows that I am completely planted.

When I was still trapped in an unrequited love with no future, I couldn't bear the slightest melancholy in him.When I finally introduced my sensitive and delicate lover into the soft nest I laid for him to live in, I extravagantly looked forward to seeing only his happy colors every day.

To put it simply, my desire to spoil him has changed from dark to clear, and it has become more and more unrestrained.

After getting a satisfactory answer, Dazai hummed a strange tune, the lyrics in his mouth seemed to be "rice cake~red bean soup~", and then rushed to the cabinet for snacks—Imaken has already got what he wants to eat Snacks, ran to the next room to watch TV.

Dazai took out the biscuits we bought together last time, opened a bag, and brought it to me.

"Yi Jun, open your mouth."

When I opened my mouth, he brought in the crab-flavored biscuits that had been broken into small pieces, and the remaining half went into his mouth.

The crab-flavored biscuits are so fresh and sweet that my tongue can hardly taste them.

Dazai broke another biscuit and began to tirelessly feed me.

…I swear it was the last bite.

"By the way." After eating the biscuits, he reached out to wipe the crumbs from my mouth and asked, "Have you felt any discomfort recently?"

I shook my head, "No."

His hands were covered in biscuit crumbs, so I had to grab a paper towel from the table and wipe the biscuit powder off his fingertips.

I saw that he seemed to be in some kind of thinking, so I asked, "What's wrong?"

Dazai crumpled up the empty biscuit bag and threw it into the trash can, and when he turned around, he was already smiling as usual.

"It's nothing."

The author has something to say:

Ayi: How come Christmas and New Year are so close together, how to prepare presents (dumb)

————————————————————————————————————————————感谢在2020-10-0121:30:43~2020-10-0222:03:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: He Lai Resonance 21; Yutou Zhenxiang 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Ye Zi; 4 bottles of Li Zi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!