As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

The editorial department informed me that the time for participating in the event and the time for the kendo friendly match were staggered, and I had to start alone first.Calculating the time, the activities of the editorial department will take a week, and the team of the Kendo department will return in about two days. Calculated in this way, it may take about ten days.

My concept of kendo competition is very vague. I asked Sekiguchi that day, and I realized that I made a mistake. It turned out that I was not going to participate in the national competition now.He told me: "There will be no national-scale competitions in September, and July has already been missed. Our goal is to hold the national college kendo selection conference at the end of March next year."

"How about going to Tokyo this time?"

"Ms. Rinaki arranged a practice match with other schools." He said, "Maybe I didn't explain it clearly, and you misunderstood."

When I told Imai that night that it was not the national competition, he also made a sound of "Hey——".

"But I have asked for leave from the teacher." He sat on the bed sullenly hugging the pillow.

"Then let's go." I also sighed, "Don't you still want to meet your former friends?"

"Hmm...but haven't seen them in a while, and I'm not sure if they're still in Tokyo."

"Then I hope they stay well in Tokyo." After I finished speaking, I remembered that there were other things to ask: "Remember to keep your pocket money well and don't lose it."

He got the answer he wanted, and immediately got into the quilt, and responded strangely: "Yes~"

However, just as I was about to lie down, he gave me another big problem.

Imai poked his head out from under the quilt, crawled to my side, and asked in my ear, "Ai Ai, what are we going to do for tomorrow's sports meeting? Ai has gone to Tokyo, who will come to school for Ai?"

I had a feeling of imminent disaster and asked, "Could it be tomorrow?"

He nodded, "...I forgot to tell Ai about this."

The sports meeting should be a project that requires parents to participate. I lay in the quilt and thought about it, and asked: "...can you ask Qingguang or Mr. Hiroto to help? Does someone have to be there?"

"I'm not so sure either……"

That's right, it's his first time after all.

"Or would it be okay to ask someone else you know to help?"

"I'm fine." He said, "I'm worried that Ayi has concerns, if Ayi thinks anyone can..."

"It's not just for anyone." I said hastily, "At least it's someone who has a good relationship with you...and make sure the other party has time."

After I finished speaking, I thought that I knew almost everyone he knew, so I guess there would be nothing wrong.But the time is not necessarily easy to arrange. It is already ten o'clock in the evening. Is it really too late to call tomorrow to inform his acquaintances to participate?Be aware that most people have their own jobs to keep busy.

"...You can arrange it yourself." I sighed.

……

……

At the moment, I am on my way to Tokyo. It is not a long drive from Yokohama to Tokyo, so I dozed off in the car for a while.Not long after I sat down, I suddenly felt uncomfortable with this overly quiet feeling.

Turning on the phone, I sent an email to Mr. Dazai.

【Mr. Dazai, I have already boarded the car, and I expect to arrive in Tokyo in less than half an hour. 】

Just as I was thinking that the seat next to me would be empty, a young girl with a headband and short hair came to me.

"Then dad sits in the back alone."

"Really..."

Accompanying her were three people with very different age distributions.A middle-aged man, a girl with long black hair, and a little boy wearing glasses.The black-haired girl led the boy to sit in front of me, and the middle-aged man took the seat behind me.

I was about to rest by the window with my eyes closed, when the short-haired girl next to me asked cautiously, "Excuse me, may I ask... Miss is also a fan of Trapnest?"

I asked her suspiciously: "What is Trapnest?"

"Because I saw Trapnest on your bag... so I wondered if the lady also likes Trapnest." When I asked this question, the girl explained to me openly: "Trapnest is the rock band that is popular now. name."

"Sorry, I don't know much about these things." I felt that I was a little too cold to say that, and I said, "It seems that you are a fan of this band, miss? Do you mean that I am wearing this pendant when you say peripherals?" ?”

"Someone I know gave it to me. Actually, I don't know what it means." I took off the pendant, and it was printed with artistic calligraphy. It was given to me by a child in the ashram. It is said that his sister wanted to concentrate on Repeated reading, and gave away all the peripherals I bought.

The girl nodded brightly and told me: "Well, because this is a limited item for local venues! It's somewhat rare."

However, I don't know anything about rock bands at all. If Mr. Dazai was here, maybe I could have a few words on this topic.

"I see." I nodded, and then asked her: "It doesn't make sense to be held by someone like me, why don't I give this to you?"

With that said, I'm about to untie it from the bag.

She quickly stopped me: "Don't! It's no fun if you don't collect it yourself!...Since my lady and I met, and I happen to be a fan of Trapnest, I happen to recognize the band's merchandise, which proves that this is also a Trapnest fan. kind of fate."

I was infected by her liveliness and felt relaxed.

"Well, this is also fate. If I hadn't just met you, miss, I wouldn't have known the band Trapnest."

We exchanged names, and the girl's name is Sonoko Suzuki, a high school student who returned to Tokyo today with her friend and her father.She is a very cheerful girl, and chatting with her is very comfortable for someone like me who is not good at finding topics. We chatted for a while, and soon passed half of the time.

"We'll arrive in Tokyo in about ten minutes. Is Ms. Inai going to Tokyo on a business trip?"

"Well, work needs. But it's only half an hour's drive away, so I don't think it's a 'business trip', right?" I said with a smile.

"Hey... Ms. Inai, can you tell me about the industry you work in?"

"In a nutshell, it's 'word workers'." I said, "By the way, can you introduce that band to me?"

Sonoko saw that I took the initiative to ask about her beloved band, and immediately told me about the composition of the band, the albums released, famous songs and popular songs.It was only at the end that she thought of some other news, put her hand on her chin, and said thoughtfully: "But I have heard a lot of gossip recently... It's basically about the relationship between men and women... For example, the band's The lead singer is in a relationship with a guitarist, or a bassist, or has private relationships with other celebrities..."

After finishing speaking, she immediately retracted: "Sorry! Am I too gossipy when I say this?"

"It's human nature." I replied, "The media is always concerned about this aspect...Whether it's real or fake, love stories between men and women always seem to attract the public's attention more."

Yuanzi shook his head, and said with disapproval: "But some words are too much, you know? There was a band that debuted before. It is said that the lead singer is the girlfriend of the guitarist of Trapnest. Because of this incident, the lead singer It’s been miserable being scolded online.”

"Why? The guitarist's popularity is too high, so fans don't want him to fall in love, so they hate that woman?"

"Usually, that's how it's understood...but it just so happens that the new band, I remember it's called Blast—hasn't debuted yet, so Trapnest fans think they're using the popularity of their favorite band to gain popularity for themselves. Then dig out all the past experience of the female lead singer."

I thought for a while and said, "Many of these dug up stories must be false news, right? In order to splash dirty water, there must be a lot of exaggerated false news written just to attract attention."

"I hate their attitude of denying everything. I believe there must be consensual love." As she spoke, she became angry by herself. It is wrong to judge whether the two are suitable for each other."

I looked at the young girl's childish face, and when she said this, she was so sure that she couldn't think of it herself.It is full of longing for love and pure yearning, and it is a pearl worthy of being cared for for a lifetime.

"Yes."

I, who have nothing, also give her great approval for her words.

"Recently I've started to think that too."

"'Recently'...does it mean that you have a slightly different idea before? Or is there something that bothers you emotionally about Ms. Inai?" She sensitively caught the regret left in my words.

"Well...the mind has changed." I smiled.

"Specifically?"

"Miss Suzuki, what do you think, facing the person you love and yearn for, don't you just hope to appear in front of him with the best posture?"

Suzuki Sonoko tilted his head and asked, "Is there anything wrong with that?"

"No, that's not a problem. It's just that you just said 'you shouldn't use rules to judge whether two people are suitable'? What I think is-when I hope to appear in front of him with the best appearance, is it also subconscious? Do you think 'I am not good enough for him in some way'? For example, my academic qualifications are not good enough, or I have a bad background. It is clear that you said that these factors should not be the reasons that prevent two people from getting together, but as As the person involved, what if I shrink back for some reason?"

"It seems to be so..." She seemed to be confused by me, she said: "That is to say, Miss Inai didn't dare to approach the person she likes because of this reason? In Miss Inai's eyes, you Your sweetheart must be a very good person, right?"

"Ah—" I said with a smile, "there's no doubt about it."

In my heart, how could anyone surpass him.

Sonoko from the girls' high school asked a regular question: "Is Miss Inai's sweetheart handsome?"

"Pretty handsome, a handsome man in the conventional sense." I said honestly: "He is tall and has a good mind."

"Just taking these three points makes people want to meet him. But such a man usually has many suitors, right?" Sonoko speculated reasonably, "Would it be hard to like such a man?"

"In the beginning yes, but it's not his problem, it's just me being too sensitive."

"now what?"

"right now……"

The train passed through the shade, and the light and shadow cast on me.

"—I seem to be a little bolder." I saw my smiling expression from the window.

After nearly dying, I can think of as many things as there are hills.Whether it's the extravagant wish that one wants to realize in the phone message, or the heart that I don't want to leave regrets for myself.

I gave up the confession at that time because I didn't want to use this kind of death information to bind his future.But now I am living a good life. For Mr. Dazai, facing my confession is like facing the opposite sex he is accustomed to.

Sonoko asked me, "Will Ms. Inai confess to him?"

Pick a time to tell him.

Let him reject me openly.

There is a faint voice in my heart, beating on my heart.I was afraid of the voice because he wasn't shy at all, he was obviously weak and small, but what I could hear him shouting was "What if he didn't reject you?" Is it special?"

"Yes." I replied Sonoko, "I will confess."

The notification tone of the mobile phone email sounded just right.

【From: Osamu Dazai】

【[Picture][Picture][Picture]】

All he sent was pictures, but no text.Curiously, I clicked on the picture to load, and it turned out to be a photo of Jinjian wearing a tracksuit with some dirt on it, with his classmates.The second picture is a horse riding battle, where Jinjian snatches the turban from the opposite side at the top of the head.The latter one is the school playground, densely packed with students and parents.

………………etc?

………Sports meet?

Dazai-san went to Imaiken and his elementary school's...sports meet?

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