As a background board, I want to pursue Dazai

"There is no end to work."——Once you step into society, you will soon realize this truth. Work is not like homework in your school days. As long as you work hard, you can always see the end. Finish writing in the fastest time, and the rest of the time is your own.But work is different. Those who finish the work first will be assigned more work. Over time, even fools can understand the truth that "work is endless".

Zhong Yuanzhong also got away from his busy work, the night outside the window was already thick, he was upset, not because of work, anyway, he is also a veteran in the workplace, although he was still a little green when he first joined the job, at this age, the port He has already handled the work of the Mafia with ease.

It was another thing that worried him.

About Xuecun Ai is this person.

Such wonderful coincidences happen in the world. Aino Yukimura's father, Hiroto Yukimura, is a direct subordinate who has been with Nakahara Nakaya for a long time. His loyalty has long been proved by time, but in an accident two months ago Died in an explosion. Before leaving, he asked his boss to take care of his daughter.

"...It will be fine when she becomes an adult. She and her mother are so similar in temperament, I really can't let it go."

What Zhong Yuanzhong didn't expect was that when he came back from a business trip, a sixteen or seventeen-year-old high school student would be able to do so many things.

He only listened to the "school violence" reported to him by his subordinates and "caused one of his classmates to fall down the stairs and hurt himself", and he felt a stomachache.

Zhong Yuan, who had never experienced a campus life, thought that these sentences were just heard from social news, but he did not expect to be so close to him one day.

"Besides the first time, Ms. Xuecun seems to be very obsessed with a blogger..."

"Give me a break." He thought to himself—I'm not interested in blogging or anything like that.But because of his face, he would not tell his subordinates, but changed his words: "...Protect that child well, don't hide anything wrong, her safety is the most important thing."

After all, he is a colossal cadre of a mafia organization. It is impossible for him to pay attention to the lives of female high school students all the time, so he can only let his subordinates handle it for him.

On Xuecun's SNS, the sentences in the blog "Weiliang" and her comments under the article were repeatedly reposted.

Zhong Yuanzhong also casually clicked on one of them - and it was the only comment in which Xuecun raised objections.

The original article she was reviewing was The Self-Vending Machine.

Xuecun's comment is: I don't recognize such a HappyEnd.

Countless coincidences in this world are gathered here, and Lord Shenming clicked on this article that was disappointed by the girl he followed.

【Title: Self-Vending Machine】

[I am a vending machine.Generally speaking, the commodities sold by common vending machines are tea drinks, vacuum-packed snacks, nicotine to appease the fragile nerves of adults, etc. I am probably different, and what I sell is 'myself'.

My hair, my eyes, my nose, my hands and feet, my nerve and spinal cord, my spleen and stomach, my sense of joy, touch and smell, my sense of anger, sorrow and joy—all are commodities that I sell. Say why, because I look like a human being, but I know that I am not human.

I'm just a 'something' that wants to be human. 】

Chuya Nakahara pressed his finger on the last sentence, and then swiped across the screen to continue to read the following content.

"It doesn't look like a pleasant story." This is his initial impression.

[One day, a middle-aged man was hesitating in front of me. He seemed to be unfamiliar with human-shaped vending machines. He circled me three times. After finding the coin slot, he breathed a sigh of relief and sweated. The nose dripped down.He took out his handkerchief, but wiped it on the top of his bald head.

"Well, hair...can you give it to me?"

"Okay." I said, "Thanks for your patronage, five thousand yen."

He stuffed the banknotes into the coin slot, and after getting the printed receipt, I gave him part of my hair.and tell him how to use it.

He left contentedly. 】

"Huh...?" After reading this, Zhong Yuanzhong was also uncertain again. A human-shaped vending machine with a piece of hair missing appeared in his mind, but he thought it was very funny, "Maybe this is a funny story."

[One day, a certain man's entire arm was unrecognizable due to burns, and he was about to get married.Then he knelt before me and wept—

"With such an ugly look, Zhizi will not marry me. I spent a lot of money to catch up with her, and I am finally about to enter the palace of marriage. Why did this kind of bad luck happen?" He cried for a long time , tired from crying, and then said to me: "I want to buy your arm, how much does it cost?"

"Thirty thousand yen."

"It's so cheap?" He muttered and took out three ten thousand yuan bills. I gave him my arm, and I took back his mottled and scalded arm.

After that, I sold my legs and feet one after another.

Although I have become ugly, I am very happy.

——With a human body, I seem to be more human. 】

Zhong Yuanzhong also seemed to gradually understand the story.

"Shouldn't we keep changing like this until the 'vending machine' breaks down?" He said, "Besides external things like hair and arms, there are also organs that can be sold. Isn't there also intangible things like sense organs?"

[One day, a professionally dressed woman came to me.Her lips are painted like blood, do humans like this? 】

[She told me straight to the point that she wanted to buy my sense of taste. 】

【"Grandpa hasn't tasted food for a long time... You're just a vending machine, don't you need a sense of taste at all? Sell him to me for any amount of money. In short, let my grandpa be able to eat again It’s good to taste sweet and sour.”

I told her the price and she paid dearly.

"It's going to be sold for 30 yen? It's really expensive—!" She said badly, but when she bought it, she was straightforward, "If it doesn't work, you will die. Let me see your serial number... Ah, number 40X1033 , OK." She took a picture of my number with her mobile phone, and I wanted to tell her that it was useless to take a picture, I was the last product, and the company had already gone bankrupt.

I was flown into society as a defective product. 】

"Defective products--"

"What do you mean? Does it mean that there is a problem with the sold goods?" He murmured.

[In the next month, it seemed that the woman did free publicity for me.One after another someone bought my sense of touch, smell, and vision as basic guarantee products, and I couldn’t sell them until the last moment. This is the setting of the system.

The children in the park are very fond of teasing me. To them, I am old and ugly—because I have sold my young skin too, and I am weak in limbs, slow in movement, and slurred in speech. Throwing stones at me, but I don't feel pain, and I don't feel sad, and after a few tries they get bored and stop talking to me. 】

[The pigeons in the park have been with me for the longest time. When I was motionless, I was used as a pillar several times by them. 】

【It was in this situation that I met Kosaki.Kosaki looked about seven or eight years old, a girl.

Every time Xiaosaki comes, she just hangs around me, doesn't speak, and doesn't want to buy anything.I knew she was looking at the price list behind me, and she would come five times a week, staring blankly beside me, not saying anything. 】

[Suddenly one day, Kosaki spoke.

"How much do you want?"

It turned out that it was not written on the price list, so she took the initiative to ask me.

"I want to buy you."

I was a little embarrassed, because there was no price list, and the company had long since gone out of business, so it was impossible for me to go back and ask the company what price to sell.In theory, I could be sold as a whole, but no one has tried it.Besides, I am no longer the factory original, how can I sell this incomplete me to her?

Seeing that I didn't speak, she left angrily. 】

"Why do children buy a 'person'?" Zhong Yuanzhong also asked, which is also a question from other readers.The conjectures that everyone made at this time are relatively warm and logical.

"Who has passed away in the family? Does Xiaosaki want a family member who can accompany her?"

He continued to look down.

[After another two weeks, Xiaosaki came to me with injuries all over her body.Her legs were covered in bruises, her hair was covered in mud and dust, and she looked as if she had rolled in the dirt.

"I was beaten by my father." She cried, crying very sadly, with tears running down her skirt, "My father said I was disobedient, so he beat me, but I don't like what my father did. "

Children can't resist adults. It seems that there is a certain law that stipulates this. Otherwise, why do I always hear parents scolding children in the park?I still don't know much about the human stuff.

But Xiaosaki kept crying, should I do something better?

"I hate Dad so much, and Dad still wants to kiss me. Hate, hate!"

When the newspaper was blown up by the wind, I caught a glimpse of the words on the headline, which was the news of "Birth Father Sexually Rapes Young Daughter".

This is wrong behavior, right?I only know that newspapers are used to report important events, is it the same for Kosaki?

The wound on Xiaosaki's body was tortured by her father?Like that kid in the newspaper?

This is, wrong, right? 】

"...It's really annoying to show this story from the perspective of the protagonist." He turned the page patiently and continued to read, and he saw the plot of Xiaosaki's request to buy "I" as the protagonist again.

【Kosaki stuffs all the change into my coin slot.Put it aside and say: "This is all my money, I can't do more, please, I want to buy you. Our teacher said that the most important thing to be a man is to maintain a noble personality, Dad's personality It must have been broken long ago!"

"I want to buy your personality!"

"Change with Dad!"]

"This is... a good ending, right?" Zhong Yuanzhong also thought.

Why doesn't Xuecun like this ending?Is it because it's too bland?

【I woke up again, this time, Xiaosaki was beside me, I could feel Xiaosaki's soft little hand covering my forehead.She looked at me timidly at first, and then asked: "... Are you Dad?"

By the way, I was bought by Kosaki.

In other words, I am a human being now, and I am Kosaki's father.

"Thank you, Kosaki. From today, I will be your father."]

"What...is it so simple to become a human?" Zhongyuan Zhong also felt that this story was not interesting, and he seemed to guess the end after reading it halfway. No wonder Xuecun didn't like it.He was about to go back and exit, but when he swiped his finger, he found that there was an unfinished part underneath.

【It has been three days since I became Xiaosaki's father. Today, when I picked Xiaosaki home, I met her teacher.Seeing that we were holding hands very intimately, the teacher immediately showed a relieved expression.

She bowed her waist and said to Kosaki——

"Kosaki-san, are you reconciled with your father?"

Xiaosaki nodded obediently, and even tugged at my hand, "We've made up a long time ago, right, Dad?"

"Yes." I nodded.

The teacher patted Xiaosaki's head and taught him a lesson: "You can't do this next time. How can you frame Dad as a rapist everywhere because of conflicts with Dad? Does Xiaosaki know what this means?"

Xiaosaki stuck out her tongue, "It's not all because my father hit me first, so I want to bully me back!"

"That's because Xiaosaki stole things from classmates..." She whispered, "Anyway, it can't be like this anymore. It's not easy for your father to raise you alone."

"I know, I know, the teacher is really annoying!"

In the end, the teacher didn't say anything, just glanced at Xiaosaki and me, and left.

After the teacher left, Kosaki reached out and grabbed my arm tightly.

"Saki, I'm in so much pain."

"It hurts you to death! So what if it hurts, it's only natural for father to listen to his child!"

Ah, is that so?Could it be that I have mistaken the common sense of mankind?

What Kosaki said must be right. 】

Zhong Yuanzhong also quickly turned the screen back and found that it was already at the bottom.

The plot seems to be reversed here.

【On the way back, Xiaosaki pinched my arm from time to time and complained: "Dad, teacher is so annoying."

I nodded, anyway, what Xiaosaki said was correct.

Kosaki's face was full of a child's innocent smile——

"By the way! Dad, can I buy a better teacher?"]

The "something" who wants to be human, this "something" that responds to human expectations finally becomes human because of human expectations, but this expectation also becomes a shackle around his neck and manipulates his personality.

Chuya Nakahara agreed with Aino Yukimura's comments for the first time.

"That's a really bad ending."

The author has something to say:

Of course, the "father" in the article did not do that to Xiaosaki, but because Xiaosaki made a mistake (stealing things), he was very angry and beat the child (of course it is wrong to beat the child!).

Hmm... The "I" in the article seems to have fulfilled his desire to become a human being, but is the ending a good one?This varies from person to person.

As for what Zhongye thinks after reading it, everyone can use their imaginations (hey)

The Chinese content of this article is a bit high. If you think it is unnecessary, I will reduce the Chinese content as appropriate.

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感谢在2020-08-0113:54:30~2020-08-0115:39:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of RainbowWing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!