Jiaojiu Nuanyang

There are several photos of Fang Kun in Chen Jingdong's mobile phone, from when he was 16 to the present youth.

Even though I have read it tens of millions of times, and can clearly outline it in my mind without opening the photo album, Chen Jingdong still reads it every night before going to bed, like doing homework.

The photo he snapped in the hotel room when he went to Sanya to play.

The young man's profile is very good-looking, with a full and fair forehead, a little messy hair, his mouth is slightly open, and his upper lip is raised in a round arc, as if he is pouting and acting like a spoiled child.It used to be that I didn't think much of it when my mind was open, but now it's a relationship of lovers, and I have a demon in my heart, no matter how I look at it, I feel distracted, no matter how I look at it, I feel that the mouth is very kissable.

There is also the group photo of Fang Kun's P picture, as if they were together when they were very young, and they never missed each other's growth.

Chen Jingdong would laugh out loud just looking at it.This little fool.

After school started, Fang Kun finally calmed down and stopped bringing up those heavy topics.When the two talked on the phone, Fang Kun would still complain, saying that he was out of his mind, that he had made a good Spring Festival unhappy by himself, and how much business was delayed.

Chen Jingdong would laugh and ask him what was the business.

The boy teased him through the phone line.It's a very important business. Originally, Mr. Chen Jingdong's popular science and physiology class should be added with practice. Who knows that the plan is not as good as the change.Oops, my intestines are full of regrets, and the gains outweigh the losses.

On the phone, Chen Jingdong couldn't say anything so embarrassing, being teased by his little lover, he wished he could drag him over right away and rub him from head to toe.

Missing becomes a demon, almost crazy.

It was a three-day holiday on May [-]st. Originally, Fang Kun had told Chen Jingdong on the phone that he was coming to see him, but he was temporarily caught by the drama club of A University and couldn't leave.

On the phone, Fang Kun's resentment was almost solidified, and Chen Jingdong was amused and regretful.

"The second male lead was an Internet celebrity. For some reason, he was suddenly notified that the drama could not be performed, and where he was going to shoot a TV series. The fourth child in our dormitory begged me for help..."

"Only three days." The words of consolation were a little bit against my will, Chen Jingdong was a little melancholy: "I didn't want you to run like this, it's too tiring to go on the road for two days. There is a turning point in changing jobs, and it is very likely that I will go home for the New Year this year."

"Really!" Fang Kun was overjoyed, and the enthusiasm that could be burned through the microphone: "Can you come back for your birthday?"

"It's a good idea!" The corner of the man's mouth could not be pressed down: "It's pretty good to be back during the Chinese New Year."

"It's okay," Fang Kunxi said earnestly, "I've checked, our birthday this year happens to be Saturday, and I'll buy a plane ticket to go to your place on Friday afternoon, so I can go there in time. By the way, I won't be staying at the hostel, so I'll find a place far away." Order, don’t give it to your comrades, they know, Emma is too enthusiastic, we can’t bear it, let’s live alone.”

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Political Commissar Lu popped a cigarette and threw it at Chen Jingdong: "Sit."

Chen Jingdong took the cigarette and sat upright on the chair.

The office was quiet for a while, the two men smoked in silence, looking at each other speechlessly.

Pressing the cigarette butt into the ashtray, Lu Ganning let out a long sigh of relief: "Your father called me."

Pulling the corners of his mouth, Chen Jingdong felt uncomfortable: "Political Commissar, I have betrayed your trust."

The eyes of the man with gray temples are very complicated, with a lot of mixed emotions: "Jingdong, I don't think you are a child's play, and I also believe that you have to change your career because of your unavoidable difficulties. I just, it's a pity."

One sentence almost brought the eight-foot man to tears.

"I know, it's not easy." Lu Ganning was in a daze, and his bushy eyebrows twitched slightly: "Being a soldier is almost cut off from the world. It's fine if you stay in the army for the rest of your life, or you will return to society sooner or later. Adapting is a big problem." Problem. From this point of view, I shouldn't stop you."

"Political commissar, stop talking." Chen Jingdong gritted his molars: "I am reluctant to take off this military uniform, but I have no regrets. I, Chen Jingdong, are over 30, and I just want to live my own life as a worthless person. "

Lu Ganning looked at him thoughtfully, and didn't ask further: "I handed over your name, let's go with the veterans this year."

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In June, the lights were blown one night, and Chen Jingdong's cell phone beside his pillow vibrated.

Fortunately, he lives in a single dormitory by himself, so it is not inconvenient to answer the phone.

On the phone, Fang Kun's tone was obviously not right. It could be heard that he drank a lot of wine, and his tongue was a bit big, with wet water vapor in it.

"Brother, I miss you very much."

"What's the matter?" Chen Jingdong comforted him with kind words, "Didn't you say that your roommate is having a birthday tonight?"

"It's just for birthday!" The boy's voice was full of grievances: "That boy took his girlfriend away, so he can't do it. What's the big deal, who doesn't have a date!"

Chen Jingdong couldn't help but laugh, this kid was irritated here.

"Chen Jingdong," Fang Kun sniffed, with a bit of coquettish taste: "I feel uncomfortable, have a headache, and can't sleep. Tell me what to do."

"Drink some honey water?" The straight-forward thinking mode of the brain can't think of any twists and turns: "If you feel really uncomfortable, go to the pharmacy downstairs at home and buy some hangover medicine."

"No." The young man hummed twice, his voice full of honey: "You are my hangover medicine."

My mind slipped.Chen Jingdong cleared his throat, gritted his molars and laughed silently.

"Chen Jingdong," Fang Kun's voice was muffled, as if his head was covered, and he was in a small space: "You hug me."

At night in the camp, everything was silent.Without the hustle and bustle of the city, even insects have been frozen into the ground.

The heart was pounding, the feeling of dizziness in the brain lingered for a long time, a slight numbness gradually spread in the back of the spine, and slowly the whole person fell into a sense of distortion like a lack of oxygen and drunkenness.

Chen Jingdong bit the tip of his tongue.pain.The words that came out were not like her own tone: "Brother is holding you."

The young man groaned, with a slight tremor at the end, and it was fleeting: "Kiss me."

The swelling desire in the body is like a gasoline barrel on fire, exploding in an instant at an astonishing speed of geometric multiples.

Across the long distance, even if there is only each other's breath, the unspoken affection at that moment released all the joy.

Fang Kun's breathing was heavy and sticky, like the best propolis, bit by bit, penetrated into every hole until it completely drowned the person.

Chen Jingdong never dreamed that they could do this over the phone.

Feeling ashamed, ashamed, and refreshed, it hits my heart and lingers for a long time.

On the other side of the phone, the boy calmed down and let out an annoyed sound.

"What's the matter?" The man quietly and quickly tore off his dirty shorts and threw them on the floor beside the bed.While the quilt was rising and falling, the smell that hadn't appeared for a long time flooded into the nostrils.

"I stained the quilt and the sheets." The teenager muttered, "It's everywhere, I can't sleep."

The throbbing of the temples is a test of willpower and a sweet torture.Chen Jingdong turned over and turned to lie on his stomach: "Take it apart and throw it on the ground before going to sleep."

He chuckled twice, and the young man's tone was tinged with alcohol, like a proud little fox, cunning and beautiful, full of laziness after eating and drinking, but also like the arrogance of returning home after stealing food.

"Chen Jingdong, tell me the truth, is that yours?"

"Which one?" The man pretended to be stupid.

"Pretending to be garlic!" Fang Kun snorted, "I can already smell it."

Unable to hold back his burst of laughter, Chen Jingdong's shoulders even trembled from the quilt: "Is it a dog's nose? The dog's nose is not so good, is it? It's thousands of miles away."

"One thousand eight hundred and ninety six point seven kilometers." The young man corrected him: "Chen Jingdong, do you know? I navigated the distance from my place to yours on my phone, one thousand eight hundred and ninety six point seven. At night I saw that boy's naive show of affection , I just thought, you have a girlfriend, and I have a boyfriend, saying it will scare you to death, hehe."

The child babbled and refused to hang up the phone, and said stupid things while drinking, and wanted to chat with Chen Jingdong all night.

The phone was hot, and he didn't know what unnutritive nonsense he said. Finally, Fang Kun's voice gradually weakened, and gradually came the sound of long breathing.

I couldn't help but smile silly.

Chen Jingdong rubbed his hot face, reluctantly hung up the phone.

The screen went black, and Chen Jingdong kept his eyes open until dawn.

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This year has been long and difficult.

Ever since Chen Jingdong got the approval letter from political commissar Lu, he issued a ban on Fang Kun.It is not allowed to come to the army during the summer and eleventh holidays.

There is a lot of time to be together when I go back to the place, and I can keep a low profile as much as I can right now.

Fang Kun reluctantly agreed, at least obediently agreed.I just want to emphasize again and again that he has to come for his birthday and there will be surprises.He has been preparing for this surprise for half a year.

As for where to live, Chen Jingdong really had no choice.The surrounding area of ​​the field troops can be described as desolate, there are only two or three small restaurants opened by nearby farmers, which can be seen at a glance.The only place to live is a guest house.Unless Fang Kun lives in the town.

In other words, it is basically impossible to hide from political commissar Lei Bold and the others.

If you don't talk about it, it really becomes a problem.

However, during the summer vacation in August, when I was playing basketball, Lei Boldly slapped his head suddenly, and I said, Dongzi, your little brother hasn’t been here for a long time.

Chen Jingdong was hanging in his heart, he had a beautiful hollow basket in his hand, he said lightly, he had a lot of friends after he went to college, maybe he went out to play, how could he always go to a place where birds don't lay eggs.

Ray boldly laughed.That's right, if you marry a daughter-in-law and forget your mother, the brat forgets his brother just because he's talking about someone.

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At the beginning of November, I couldn't hide it anymore. Almost everyone I knew knew that Chen Jingdong was going to change jobs.

Those daring brothers began to invite drinks one after another in turn, and the sincere and frank friendship between comrades in arms was soaked in the spicy wine.

Chen Jingdong was force-fed so badly every day that he vomited three times and squatted on the side of the road, unable to stand up. It was Lei Bold and the others who helped and dragged him back to the dormitory.

Someone sang in the cold wind, pulling their voices out of tune or not, they actually sang the desolate and tragic feeling of the desert.

Sending off comrades-in-arms, embarking on a journey, silently crying two tears...

The emotion of the imminent parting enveloped a group of young men in their youth, and the farewell made a footnote for early winter.