non-human reincarnation

"Wuwu." Cheng Yan called his name, which stunned Chi Wu.

Cheng Yan no longer called him "Wuwu" easily.

After Cheng Yan felt that Chi Wu had grown up and became a normal boy, he often called him "Chi Wu".

It's not because Chi Wu grows up to be a boy and alienates him, but he wants to give Chi Wu a hint that he is the same as everyone else and is free, not the one who is locked up and wants to shout "Wu Wu" in a gentle voice "A clumsy child who is obedient.

Chi Wu didn't quite understand it, but he readily accepted it.

He always accepts everything Cheng Yan gives.

The most likely time for Cheng Yan to call him Wuwu is when he puts his arms around Cheng Yan's neck coquettishly and calls him "brother" with a drawn-down final sound. Cheng Yan has no resistance to this.

He is willing to protect Chi Wu, and he has been willing since four years ago. He can't say why, maybe he foresaw the possible future, so he has a heart of compassion, and wants to pull Chi Wu out of the dark vortex, or it may just be For the immature and innocent face on the swing at that time.

To him, Chi Wu is a special existence more than anyone else. They have no blood relationship, but they are closer than any brothers in the world. Before today, he also thought that there was no ambiguous emotion between them, because the hug Pool fog has become his habit.

It's like when Chi Wu walked towards him, he had already embraced him before he stretched out his arms.

This feeling is very pure in Cheng Yan's heart. Even if he wakes up from sleep with Chi Wu in his arms, his blood is hot from the physical reaction, and he will naturally reject it when he takes a look at Chi Wu's face.

That's blasphemy, it's shame, it's out of bounds.

Chi Wu didn't understand this. On the day he officially became a big boy, he touched his pants and said that he wet the bed, and that he dreamed of his brother yesterday.

Cheng Yan kept these things hidden, and only talked about the popular science knowledge in the physical health book. When Chi Wu asked him, "Is it because I dreamed that I didn't wear clothes with my brother?" Cheng Yan shook his head and answered him, "You just Remember me, maybe there are others in the dream."

But Chi Wu had no one else.

He only has Cheng Yan.

None of the protagonists I've seen in the movies and the men and women I met in the three-acre area of ​​the manor are worthy of Chi Wu's dream.

Cheng Yan denied it, but Chi Wu firmly believed it.

Once Cheng Yan felt that Chi Wu was alone at home, and wanted to raise a dog or a cat to accompany him. As soon as this proposal started, Chi Wu's eyes showed fear and sadness.

He hugged Cheng Yan nervously and asked him, "Aren't you coming?"

He was afraid that pets would accompany him instead of Cheng Yan, and he was even more afraid that Cheng Yan would feel that he didn't need to spend so much time with him because of the existence of pets.

He is not sensitive to emotions, but he is unique to Cheng Yan.

At first he couldn't touch Cheng Yan's emotions, but slowly, he knew that Cheng Yan would be unhappy when he went upstairs one day, from acting as if no one else was doing his own, to being able to give Cheng Yan a hug, imitating Cheng Yan's will Put your hands on his back and rub gently, coaxing Cheng Yan in your own way.

The affection does not happen on a specific occasion, maybe it is a certain time when I met Cheng Yan, maybe it was a certain time when I hugged and slept with Cheng Yan, maybe it was a certain time Cheng Yan brought him a novelty toy, maybe it was Cheng Yan in the light. Next correct the English sentence he wrote.

Too much too much.

He couldn't control it, and he didn't know that this feeling was getting better in his heart. When the threshold was reached, he naturally kissed Cheng Yan's lips.

Then he was rejected by Cheng Yan.

After Cheng Yan called him "Wuwu", he changed from a squatting posture to a standing posture. Behind him was a piece of sky light, hazy and dazzling.

Chi Wu got up and sat on the bed with one leg tilted, looking at his dark pupils and his outline blurred by the light.

"In the future, you will see a bigger world and meet more people, instead of staying here and only being with me alone." Cheng Yan said, "I am not your lover, I am your brother, no matter what What will your future lover be like, I will always be your brother, and I will always protect you."

His voice was calm and self-possessed, and his expression was not disturbed after the narration.

Among these words, Chi Wu only remembered "I'm not your lover".

Sad emotions surged up in an instant, and he was caught off guard. His eyes were red, and after a while, he said like a spoiled child, "Brother, I don't understand."

But Cheng Yan must make it clear to him: "You understand."

"Then you don't want me?" Chi Wu put his palms on the place where Cheng Yan had slept just now, and leaned his upper body towards Cheng Yan, as if to grab the corner of Cheng Yan's clothes.

"No, I didn't say that." Cheng Yan stood still and did not hug Chi Wu for the first time when he was crying.

They were facing each other, and the time was stretched for a long time.

Chi Wu's tears slid down his jaw and fell on the bed sheet. He got out of bed, wrapped his arms around Cheng Yan's waist, and pressed his forehead against his chest.

If Cheng Yan doesn't hug him anymore, he can go over by himself.

Tears soaked his chest, and Cheng Yan's defense was broken. He lowered his hand and smoothed Chi Wu's back, and then touched the back of his head: "Don't cry, brother didn't say I don't want you, just let you..."

He wanted to say "don't like me".

But in the end, he still didn't speak, and pressed on Chiwu's furry hair again.

After all, the confession that day changed their way of getting along. Cheng Yan was still with Chi Wu, but he would no longer stay in Chi Wu's room overnight, nor would he come in and out at will when Chi Wu was taking a bath, or have physical contact with Chi Wu. And only up to a hug.

With consideration, everything became so unnatural.

But from that day on, he realized that Chi Wu was already a person who could say love, like an angel who fell into the world, and learned to love, anger, sorrow and joy for someone.

He began to pay attention to Chi Wu, the long eyelashes like a small fan when he was doing his homework, the slightly pursed corners of his mouth, and the faint fragrance of his body after taking a shower.

Chi Wu caught him peeking at himself a few times, and asked him "what are you looking at", Cheng Yan also said bluntly, "I think you have grown up and become a man", Chi Wu seemed unhappy with this answer, rubbed his eyes, He stubbornly turned his head away from Cheng Yan.

Cheng Yan knew that he lost his temper with himself, which was different from venting it directly in the past. Chi Wu was angry after being rejected.

"Are you going to have dinner on Saturday?" Cheng Yan tentatively asked, "Brother Zhou Chao treats you."

Chi Wu hummed, but didn't speak.

Cheng Yan breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Chi Wu had a great forgetfulness, so he should be able to forget about those things he loves or doesn't love, whether he likes it or not, after going out to play.

Saturday came soon, and Cheng Yan led Chi Wu to the restaurant, and was laughed at by his brothers, "Here we come with the little tail again", Cheng Yan didn't mind, and wiped the stool for Chi Wu before sitting down.

The reason for Zhou Chao’s treat was that he was recommended to the best university in outlying islands. Not only his brothers were present, but also many other acquaintances.

There was a girl sitting next to Chi Wu. She was a girl brought by the first year of high school basketball team, and she looked very young.

The girl was probably not very willing to come, so her face was shy and cramped. In order to avoid being too close to the basketball team juniors, she naturally turned to the other side and turned her head to meet Chi Wu's profile.

She parted her lips slightly, subconsciously withdrew her gaze, and after blinking a few times, took another look quietly.

It was difficult for Chi Wu to receive the eyes of other people except Cheng Yan, and he ate a bowl of food served by Cheng Yan seriously.

After peeping at it for about a dozen times, the girl pretended to be natural and said boldly, "Hello."

Chi Wu turned his head to look at her, remembering what Cheng Yan said, when others say "Hello", they should also reply "Hello".

So he said, "Hello."

The girl's face became hot, and she forgot the next line. She quickly grabbed the chopsticks and looked at the table: "Are you also Zhou Chao's classmate?"

Chi Wu had never spoken to a girl of the same age, and it took two seconds before he replied: "No."

"That's right, you don't look alike." The girl pursed her lips, decided to get closer, and said, "You look like someone from our grade."

Chi Wu was noncommittal, but just lowered his head and continued to eat the vegetables in the bowl.

His alienation is not indifference, but lack of concept, so it does not embarrass the girls, but stimulates them to challenge even more.

The girl gradually talked a lot. When she asked his name and which class he was in, Chi Wu reported his name, said "oh" a few times, and glanced at her when she asked for an answer, scribbled and perfunctory Yan.

The atmosphere between them was delicate, and everyone at the table could feel it, but the person alone didn't know that the face of the junior who brought the girl was already ugly.

It happened to be a movie that Chi Wu had seen, and it was rare for him to say a long enough sentence to the girl: "You're right, I think so too."

Cheng Yan, who had been silent on the other side, put down his chopsticks and pressed his hand on the back of Chi Wu's hand: "Don't talk while eating."

Chi Wu quickly turned back, looked at Cheng Yan, and whispered, "My brother has been talking to them all the time."

"You can't talk." Cheng Yan stopped looking at him, took the wine on the table, got up and toasted his junior.

The words were all in the wine, he apologized on behalf of Chi Wu, and gave the student enough face, the girl also realized it later, with her palms on her naked cheeks, eating awkwardly and shyly.

Cheng Yan drank a lot, Chi Wu quietly counted, there should be 25 cups, he kept looking at Cheng Yan when he went out, always worried that he would fall to the ground.

But Cheng Yan didn't show it on the surface, and took every step steadily, but when holding Chi Wu's hand, it was much tighter than usual.

As soon as the night wind blew, the heat in Chi Wu's neck dissipated.

Zhou Chao greeted them one by one and ended the show. When he arrived at Cheng Yan's place, he smiled and said to Chi Wu, "Our little brother is so powerful now that he can provoke girls. When will we try to fall in love early?"

Then Cheng Yan pressed the palm of Chi Wu's cheek, pushed Chi Wu's face away, and said to Zhou Chao in a deep voice, "Don't talk nonsense with him."

"As for how to control it, the child will let him fly when he grows up." Zhou Chao wanted to say a few more words, but seeing Cheng Yan's cold face, he quickly shut up, "Then be careful on the way back, You force me to bring my younger brother out and still drink so much, bad luck!"

Cheng Yan touched his wrists to say goodbye, and led Chi Wu away. When he turned around, he felt the sight from afar.

It's that girl.

This staring gave the girl courage. She walked over, looking very nervous, and asked, "Can I have Chi Wu's contact information?"

Chi Wu blinked, and heard Cheng Yan's decisive sentence above his head: "He has no contact information."

Only the girl was left standing in the original place, and Chi Wu was dragged by Cheng Yan for a long way.

"Brother, the car is here." Chi Wu said in time.

Cheng Yan stopped, only to realize that he had passed the bicycle. He let go of Chi Wu's hand and unlocked it.

"Come up."

Chi Wu got into the car very skillfully, and his hands naturally wrapped around Cheng Yan's waist. The wind was a bit chilly, so he hid his face on Cheng Yan's back.

Cheng Yan's heart was getting hotter and hotter by the wind.