run to him

Counting the self-driving tour with his uncle and mother when he was a child, this is Lin Chan's third visit to Xichang.

The cities on the border of Sichuan and Yunnan have a strong exotic atmosphere, not like Tibetan areas, nor like the charming Banna and tropical rainforests.

Because of the special geographical location, it is warm in winter and cool in summer, which is the most suitable place for vacation.Especially in winter, even if the airport was not repaired in the early years, there were always city people who would drive for a few hours to enjoy the luxurious warmth of January.

Lin Chan's family also came to escape the cold in winter.

At that time, Lin Chan was an elementary school student who didn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, and she cherished the time spent on vacation with her mother very much.He was carefree all the way except eating and sleeping. He only knew that he had to take a long car ride to a place, stay and play for a few days, and then take a long car ride home. , When it comes to impressions, it is estimated that there are not many memories left.

Zhao Lu booked him a plane ticket and added his WeChat account.

Lin Chan was surprised by this, thinking that Jing Ye had offended her manager sister.However, Zhao Lu spoke concisely, and Lin Chan was relieved after feeling that she didn't want to get close to him.

He told Lin Fangfei that he was going to Xichang for a few days. He heard that he was with Jing Ye, and Lin Fangfei readily let him go—anyway, the admission notice was about to arrive, and Lin Fangfei couldn't control him during the long summer vacation.

Hearing that he was going to the set, Lin Fangfei sent him to take the plane, and told him not to cause trouble to others.

She didn't feel anything at first, but her words made Lin Chan feel uneasy all the way.She didn't see Jing Ye until she arrived at Qingshan Airport, and Lin Chan's uneasiness reached the peak.

When walking out of the airport with a backpack on his back, a woman in a red dress and high heels walked towards him.She looked at the phone, then at Lin Chan, as if confirming the similarity, then nodded with satisfaction.

"Are you Lin Chan?" The woman took off her sunglasses, revealing a beautiful face she had met once before, "Do you remember me?"

Lin Chan recognized her: "Sister Lulu?"

Zhao Lu smiled, and pointed him in the direction of the parking lot: "Come with me."

After finishing speaking, Zhao Lu walked straight ahead regardless of whether he had a lot of luggage or whether he could keep up. Lin Chan hurriedly chased after him, secretly observing Zhao Lu's changes.

Compared with the time in Beijing, Zhao Lu seems to have long hair, which is a bit unnatural... It should be picked up, big waves, heavy makeup, very mature temperament of urban women, not so capable, and looks Very close.

Lin Chan thought that Zhao Lu was driving, but when she got there, she realized that there was a man in the driver's seat, and smiled at him brightly: "Hello."

Lin Chan didn't know why, and was about to say hello politely, when Zhao Lu said, "Leave him alone."

Her tone was inherently unambiguous, and since she was Jing Ye's manager, Lin Chan couldn't help but listen to her and take a seat in the back row.The strange thing is that the lonely and hesitant mood of being alone in the terminal before meeting Zhao Lu and being arranged by her to do this and that, unexpectedly quickly returned to calm.

He got closer to Jing Ye bit by bit, and this knowledge made Lin Chan happy.

The car drove on the highway, and it was midsummer in early July, the color of the road was golden, but the wind was cool.

"Your brother didn't have a job to pick you up according to the original plan, but there was a night show that was delayed for two days, he couldn't leave today, so he had to ask me to come." Zhao Lu turned her head from the co-pilot, feeling very upset Talk to Lin Chan nicely, "Don't mind, if all goes well, he will be finished in a few days, then you can go play."

Lin Chan felt relaxed, but she had nothing to say to her, so she could only force a smile: "Okay, thank you."

Zhao Lu waved her hand, meaning you are welcome.

She probably saw that the child was reserved, so she stopped chatting with Lin Chan and chatted with the man in charge of the car. From time to time, a phone call came in, and she was busy dragging the mixed Chinese and English, but Lin Chan couldn't listen. Understand the industry slang.

Lin Chan turned her head and concentrated on admiring the scenery.

I haven’t been here for a few years. Xichang’s urban area has changed a lot. Most of the newly built apartments with elevators are light-colored, which makes the blue sky bluer. From time to time, the wind can smell the unique salty and wet smell of plateau lakes, which is not unpleasant.The trees are tall and lush, and the eyes are full of dark green and blue white clouds, clear and spacious.

It took about four and 10 minutes to drive from the airport to the filming set.

The filming location is Qionghai Sea. Although this area is a scenic area, not all tourists have set foot on it.The B&B that the crew cooperated with was a three-story villa with a yard, and the fence was full of roses.

In the trail flower gardens on both sides of the road, cosmos is blooming against the sun.

When Lin Chan arrived, they were filming a scene where the hero and heroine were walking near Qionghai.

How did he watch the film for the first time, it seemed that it was not as glamorous as he had imagined, and the staff were all disheveled, which was not exciting at all.But after a few glances, Zhao Lu was waving in a certain direction from the corner of the eye, and immediately lost interest in all unfamiliar fields, and couldn't wait to look over.

"Pass."

The director's voice came from the small speaker, and everyone around breathed a sigh of relief.Immediately afterwards, the voices became noisy, the extras sat down on the spot, and the heroine's assistant rushed up to hold an umbrella for her.

Amidst the chaotic sounds, Lin Chan accurately discerned that Jing Ye called him: "Mumu!"

Jing Ye was wearing the clothes from the movie, plain and a bit worn out.He had put on makeup for the photoshoot, had his bangs cut, his hair was crisp and clean, and his white shirt was open, with an old man's vest underneath.

Seeing him, Jing Ye ran over and handed over a box of yogurt first: "Here, it was too hot along the way."

The Liangshan snow in a carton is a special drink that is hard to buy outside of Xichang.

Lin Chan didn't feel it when he didn't say it, but it was only when he was mentioned that he felt that the sun was a bit vicious.Now that everyone is in the crowd, it's unrealistic to hug Jing Ye. Lin Chan drank several sips of iced yogurt in her arms, silently missing him with her eyes.

Jing Ye rubbed his hair: "Wait for me for a while, and go to the hotel after work, right next to you."

"Okay." Lin Chan said.

With nothing in his hand, Jing Ye grabbed his yogurt box and shook it, then bit the straw with a smile in his eyes and drank the rest.He handed the empty box to the assistant, pointed to Lin Chan and told her a lot of things to pay attention to, such as leaving some Huoxiang Zhengqi for him, watching him wipe the sunscreen... One last wipe of his lips, and walked towards the director.

Lin Chan felt a little lost for no reason, and thought again: This is what he will get used to in the future.

Xiaoman is a chubby girl with a round face. When talking about gossip, her eyes shine and she is full of energy.After graduating from university, she worked as an artist assistant with Zhao Lu, and held several positions in Jing Ye's small team. After getting along for a long time, she became familiar with each other. She usually treats Jing Ye as her younger brother, and she looks at Lin Chan as if she were her own brother. .

Compared with Zhao Lu, who has a strong aura, Xiaoman looks friendly and seems to get along better.She took the initiative to take care of Lin Chan, and Lin Chan got acquainted with her easily, and the two of them squatted on the set together and waited for work to end.

There were a lot of people on the set. They were resting, but people passed by from time to time. When they saw Lin Chan, they occasionally asked about this strange face, and Xiaoman responded methodically one by one.

"He's Jing Ye's cousin."

"It's really young, I just got into college this year..."

"Sketching during summer vacation, by the way, wait for his brother to play."

"Fuck you! When you see a handsome guy, come and flirt, and tell your boss later!"

"What's the idea? He's a top student at the Academy of Fine Arts, so he doesn't care about entering the showbiz."

……

After only staying in the crew for half a day and chatting for a while, Lin Chan got a general idea of ​​Jing Ye's usual working environment.It was more tiring than he imagined, but seeing Jing Ye's state clearly, he also found that Jing Ye really likes this.

Playing a role, being corrected to speak the tone of the lines, and going to watch the replay with other actors as soon as you stop...

This is Jing Ye who he has never seen before.

Like a plant, it has finally found the soil suitable for growth, and one day it will bloom the brightest flowers.

Even if there will be loss in the future and a brief separation, he can witness the appearance of this flower when it is in full bloom, and clearly know how it has gone through struggles and ups and downs...

And in these struggles and ups and downs, he has always been there.

More people will like Jing Ye, everyone has a good impression of him, but Jing Ye will only look at himself with lingering and affectionate eyes, where the camera can't see, Jing Ye only says love to him.

Isn't it also a kind of secret happiness?

Lin Chan sat under the eaves and stretched her legs, yawned and smiled unconsciously.

The local daytime is too hot, Lin Chan is dressed in short sleeves and shorts, with long bangs that almost cover her eyebrows and eyes. She looks a bit gloomy, but she is clearly in high spirits when she smiles.

"What is brother thinking?" Xiaoman asked curiously.

"I just feel..." Lin Chan looked at the direction of Jing Ye's filming. The other party was immersed in the lines, frowning slightly. He was stuck for a while, and found Xiaoman waiting for an answer, and then said, "I think he seems to be very happy. .”

"Hey... are you happy? Do you work to make money." Xiaoman said, "By the way, you came by plane, you must have not eaten at noon, okay, are you hungry?"

With her sudden enthusiasm, Lin Chan hesitated: "...It's actually not bad."

"Then do you want to eat rice noodles? The mutton rice noodles here are super-delicious-"

"Hey?"

"I'll buy it! Your brother said you're still growing, so can you buy a bigger one?"

Lin Chan: "..."

Lin Chan: "Yes."

After eating rice noodles warmly recommended by Xiaoman, drawing two sketches, and chatting with friends who stayed behind in Chongqing, the day passed.Dinner was a boxed lunch that Jing Ye complained about countless times on the set, and Lin Chan had rice noodles as the bottom, so he settled it after just a few mouthfuls.

In the next few days, he stayed on the set during the day until he got off work, and then went back to the hotel with Jing Ye to rest.If Jing Ye finished work earlier, then they could still walk around where they lived and drink some cold drinks.

At first, Lin Chan was worried that he would have a bad influence on Jing Ye on the set, but gradually, Xiaoman took him to chat with a group of assistants, and Lin Chan found that the crew was not as strict as he imagined.

Although he is very serious about actors, as long as his "non-staff" don't cause trouble, he usually squats aside and is called around without complaint, barely considered a labor force.

Lin Chan always stays with Xiaoman, making things clean and tidy.In the past few days, the crew gradually became familiar with him, calling him "Brother Jing Ye" or "Xiao Lin".Lin Chan is shy of strangers and doesn't like to talk much, but the more he is like this, the more others like to tease him.The female star who played the supporting actress was the most enthusiastic one, and she took the trouble to stuff him with snacks every day.

Xiaoman said that she was "painless as a mother" and "just like to feed the little handsome guy", and comforted Lin Chan: "Eat what you like, and give the rest to others... It's not a loss."

Lin Chan said in her heart that it wasn't a matter of suffering, but she was afraid that Jing Ye would think too much if she knew about it—even if reason told him that Jing Ye wasn't that stingy.He silently hid the snacks given by the actress, and when the end of work was approaching every day, he took it and distributed it to everyone, such as candies and biscuits to replenish the sugar in time, as if the actress didn't mind anything.

Three days later, the scenes between Jing Ye and the supporting actress were finalized, and the director had a one-night vacation and invited everyone to have a brazier barbecue.

Xichang's brazier barbecue is well-known and is a traditional practice of the Yi people.The business they went to was booming every night, and the logistics had ordered the menu a day in advance, so there were so many people eating at the same time.

The earthen stove, charcoal, surrounded by a circle, can make the cheeks hot.

Tuotuo meat is the out-and-out "top brand" of brazier barbecue. The small suckling pork is cut directly with skin, each piece is as big as a palm, simply marinated, with a little spice unique to Xichang barbecue, and skewered with a finger-thick bamboo stick , placed on the brazier.Only one piece of meat is skewered on each bamboo stick, and it is added to the edge of the red-burning brazier and grilled until all the fat seeps out, and then it is ready to eat after being wrapped in a layer of dry ingredients mixed with special bean noodles and chili powder.

The small pork is fat but not greasy, and it is juicy after roasting. The spices have a unique taste, neither spicy nor salty, but it stimulates the flavor of the gravy. When eaten with the skin, it has a crispy outside and waxy inside.With Liangshan snow or beer, summer night wind, smoky add a more carefree.

The pig's small intestine is a feature of the brazier barbecue. It has no offal smell, and the Q bomb is extremely chewy.Lin Chan remembered that Jing Ye didn't eat offal, and he rarely used tripe or goose intestines in hot pot, but he enjoyed eating this small intestine.

When you have enough meat, put a layer of iron nets on the center of the brazier, grilled pig intestines, beef, tofu and eggplant... everything.

During the dinner, Xiaoman made arrangements for him, and Lin Chan didn't have to socialize, so she was almost full from eating.

Jing Ye was next to him and called him a "pig".

The crew will continue filming the next day, so they didn't drink. In order to ensure that everyone rests, after eating, the person in charge of logistics rushed to send people back to the hotel.

After watching the crew's car drive away, Lin Chan realized that this was called "finishing"—Jing Ye's work was over, and he didn't have to go to work tomorrow.

He finally ushered in the world of two with Jing Ye.

I came too unprepared and even a little bit at a loss, what should I do?

Back to the hotel too?

A few months ago, I was able to secretly kiss while standing on the bus platform in Chongqing. It has been a long time since I left, and I feel shy just looking at each other.Jing Ye stood bored for a while, seeing Lin Chan's face turning red and turning pale, and spoke first.

"What are you thinking about?"

Lin Chan was digesting, and the blood supply to the brain was insufficient, so she said without hesitation: "Do you want to go back and do it?"

Jing Ye: "..."

Jing Ye raised his hand like an idiot: "I don't have anything to think about!"

"Hey..." Lin Chan rubbed her forehead, glanced left and right, but couldn't see anyone familiar again, so she presumptuously took Jing Ye's hand, shook it two or three times, and blatantly acted coquettishly, "Think about it. "

There was a flicker of shake in Jing Ye's eyes, but he refused with an attitude: "Can you pursue something? You can do it... maybe tomorrow morning..."

"what?"

"The floor-to-ceiling windows...behind... anyway..." Jing Ye couldn't continue, he was embarrassed to describe his fantasies when he was free these days, and hid in a low voice, "Anyway, I don't want tonight, I'm so tired during the day."

Lin Chan nodded understandingly.

But they finally had a space to be alone, and Jing Ye refused to go back to the hotel to have a good time - I also know, watching movies, kissing, or chatting, what is the difference from when they are at home?

"How about we go to Qionghai Sea for a walk?" Jing Ye hooked Lin Chan's little finger, "Secretly."

When he said this, the night was not dark, and there were scattered stars hanging on the edge of the blue sky, and behind him was a world of fireworks.

Will it be photographed?

What if you run into someone you know...

But no matter what else, Lin Chan thought, beautiful scenery on a good day is rare.

Xichang's new urban area is built along the Qionghai Sea, and kapok with gray bark is planted all the way.

The street lamps are not high enough, so they can only reach into the intertwined branches of kapok, illuminating ripe fruits, cast on the winding asphalt road, and they are the shadows of blossoming flowers one by one.

The flowering period of jacaranda and kapok has already passed, and the summer in Xichang is more filled with green trees and broad leaves, which are enough to block the excessively strong ultraviolet rays during the day.The city near the water is located in the Daliang Mountains. After nightfall, the wind from the valley blows towards the water surface, bringing a coolness that is different from that on the banks of the Yangtze River.

On nights like this, it's even a little cold to wear unlined clothes.

Jing Ye has long been experienced. He wears a long-sleeved sweater by himself, and puts the shirt he wore in the afternoon on top of the short sleeves for Lin Chan.

It is said that the low-slung houses in the old city have an old-fashioned style, but Jing Ye and the others have stayed in the new city for a long time, walking at night, and also like to take the trail around the sea in Qionghai.

After walking a few steps, the lights were sparse and the road became narrower and narrower.

Lin Chan unconsciously held hands with Jing Ye, intertwined fingers, and kissed her lips lightly from time to time.Words are extremely pale at this time, just listening to the other person's breathing, it seems that half a lifetime has passed.

In the quiet night, the crescent moon hangs high, illuminating the line of Qinghei Mountain.

Qionghai is sparkling, clear and deep like a lover's eyes, and the breeze is blowing, and it is full of love.

They walked through the gravel road full of reed flowers and cosmos, Jing Ye suddenly grabbed Lin Chan, and then kissed him hard on the lips.The remaining taste of beer was slightly sweet, and Lin Chan protected his side face, closed her eyes and greeted his lips with forgetfulness, only the sound of the wind and the humming of cicadas could be heard.

The reeds were blown to make a whispering sound, and farther away, the waves of the lagoon echoed.

After kissing for a while, Jing Ye suddenly let go of Lin Chan again.

There was no one around, only Xingyue was left as a witness.After drinking, he seemed shy, turned around, and ran forward sullenly.The illumination was not high, and Lin Chan was afraid that he would step into the moon shadow in the water, so she hurried to follow.

The footsteps overlapped messily, and the stones rolled to both sides along the running direction.

Jing Ye ran all the way to the wooden bridge in front, facing the slender moon in the Qionghai Sea, propped up his knees and began to pant.He couldn't move anymore, and when he turned around, Lin Chan was slowing down.

With a distance of more than ten meters, every step seems to have passed the years of their acquaintance.

From when Qingcong was young, Lin Chan walked towards him, and the stars moved, until a long time later, Jing Ye was sure that no matter whether it was him or Lin Chan, they would still go towards each other without hesitation.

He laughed, the cold wind rushed into his lungs, and he coughed badly.

Lin Chan patted his back, thinking he had caught a cold, and silently began to take off the thick coat.

"I'll retire later, or earn enough money," Jing Ye stopped him, and said whimsically, "We'll come here to buy a house, and we'll spend the winter in Xichang specifically."

Lin Chan laughed when she heard this, and said that he was whimsical: "That will cost a lot of money."

"That's right, so we have to work hard." Jing Ye watched him put his coat back on, and changed the topic, "I still want to raise a dog, one that is as cute as you."

Before he finished speaking, the lovely someone directly helped him put on the sweater and hat, and stopped talking.

And Jing Ye is still planning their blueprint: "If you don't like dogs, cats are fine too. You don't need to walk the cats. We all lie in the yard and bask in the sun together..."

He drank some wine, wishing he could reach the time of "retirement" overnight, and felt that the years are long, he has never seen Lin Chan's mature and stable appearance, and he has grown old in an instant, as if he is not What a bargain.

There are still many things to do after leaving Xichang.

He wants to let Lin Chan see himself on the big screen, find a way to make his parents accept the relationship they have developed over the years, send Lin Chan to college, and live with him in the winter night in Beijing...

So Jing Ye didn't think so much anymore.

Time is illusory, only the present is the most real.

"...Anyway, let's sleep late tomorrow!"

"Okay."

"gone back already?"

"Brother, I still want to drink a cup of yogurt——"

"Drink, you can drink!"

"Is that fruit edible? I want to eat mango."

"Yes, rich!"

Lin Chan laughed.

Amidst the slow footsteps, Lin Chan suddenly turned her head and kissed Jing Ye's face.Because of the alcohol and the night wind, the kiss gave out a scalding temperature, and it was branded with starlight.

The cosmos is in full bloom in the Anning River Valley, and the reeds are swaying by the Qionghai Lake.

They held hands and faced the moon.

if i step forward

take another step forward

Then I stood by the cold door of winter

but

if i take a step back

you take another step forward

that

We will live together in a beautiful warm summer

——Pei Duofei "What You Love Is Spring"

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