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On New Year's Eve, it is said to say goodbye to the old and welcome the new. For Jing Ye, the so-called "old" is not only the invisible shackles he gave himself, but also the tears of Lin Chan on his shoulders.

"Didn't I come to you?"

Thinking about it was too nasty, Jing Ye didn't say it, just comforted Lin Chan's back, even though the blank space in the room caused by the lack of language was filled by the noisy dialogue in the animation.

The confidant just now was a field that Jing Ye had no experience in, but he soon felt the same.

Even when you are 20 or 30 years old, you will encounter "I understand the truth, but I am just unhappy". These are difficult to explain in words. I can only hope that the teenagers can understand "involuntary".

But there are so many involuntary...

If you don’t get the likes, just smile, can I give it to you?

Because of his sudden thought, Jing Ye was a little stunned for a moment.

He's already... thinking so much?

Fortunately, Lin Chan didn't notice Jing Ye's momentary stiffness, she buried her head on his shoulder and didn't move for a while.

Years of worrying that it was about to come true, it was hard to find an outlet to vent. Lin Chan cried silently, except for a little trembling, it was hard for people to associate him with "tears".He hugged Jing Ye silently, pressing his eyes hard on his shoulder from time to time, without intending to wipe away his tears, and never let go, as if Jing Ye was the only person he could hold on to now.

The temperature in the room was pleasant, and Lin Chan's uncontrolled breathing quickly tended to a normal rhythm. His hand loosened slightly, and he touched the box of chocolates "traveling across mountains and rivers" from Yubei, and handed it to Jing Ye.

This time Jing Ye also took it, he picked the freshest one, it was covered with white icing, and it smelled of sweet strawberry milk.

But Jing Ye didn't eat it by himself, he leaned close to Lin Chan's mouth, and pointed his little finger at Lin Chan's chin: "You eat."

Lin Chan lowered her eyes, obediently opened her mouth and took the chocolate.The cheeks quickly swelled up due to eating, and joined together with the red eye circles and wet tears. Jing Ye couldn't help laughing, and grabbed a tissue to help Lin Chan wipe it, and rubbed it a few times like washing a puppy's face. Next, Lin Chan soon became impatient.

Lin Chan went to grab his hand because of the chocolate in his mouth, and said, "Don't touch me..."

"Shut up, you." Jing Ye said with a smile.

But would it be too ambiguous for them?

When his mind was occupied by distress, many things were logical body language.

It wasn't until a long time later that Jing Ye realized that he had known Lin Chan too early, so many behaviors formed conditioned reflexes long before tracing back to the source.His affection for Lin Chan did not happen overnight, nor did it come from a specific action, like a subtle instinctive phenomenon, before the law was noticed, everyone would think it was a normal action.

His love is the surging tide.

Although there are traces to follow over the years, where the tide comes from and why it leaves, it is urgent to measure accurately, determine the cycle, and analyze the cause and effect.

Before that, all he could do was hug Lin Chan tightly.

The old show aired two episodes, and the chocolate was eaten, Lin Chan's mood finally calmed down.He was sitting by the bed, belatedly realizing that he was still a bit cold in only a sweater.

The shoulders were heavy, and the down jacket was put on again, Jing Ye pushed him on the back: "Okay, go wash your face, like a little cat—speaking of it, it seems that I haven't seen you cry since you went to junior high school gone."

Lin Chan: "...Huh?"

Jing Ye sighed with regret: "I should have taken a picture of crying so badly just now!"

"Are you sick?" Lin Chan thought, but didn't say anything, but somehow she was a little happy because of Jing Ye's words.

After washing their faces, the two went downstairs to watch the Spring Festival Gala with their family as if nothing had happened, pretending that nothing happened upstairs.

It's just that Lin Chan is obviously more clingy to Jing Ye. He doesn't sit on the spacious sofa, but insists on squeezing into the narrow couch with Jing Ye, with half of his body sticking to him, stretching his neck to watch Jing Ye playing with his mobile phone. .

But the elder brother who kept saying that he was insensitive to the breaking of the "safe distance" did not move.

The lonely and helpless look of the young man in the room lingered in his mind, and he deliberately coaxed Lin Chan for a while longer, just enduring the initial discomfort.But after that time, he didn't seem to feel anything else.

Later, in order to sit more comfortably, Jing Ye put his arm around Lin Chan's waist to avoid being pressed by him. This posture also prevented Lin Chan from falling off the sofa suddenly.Lin Chan had no objection to this, and half-lyed on Jing Ye's body, watching him play with his mobile phone without distraction, occasionally pointing at a certain Weibo that Jing Ye swiped past.

"What's so funny about this?" Lin Chan curled her lips, complaining about the popular Spring Festival Gala sketch.

Jing Ye showed him the chat box between himself and Yu Zhou: "This is funny."

Lin Chan glanced at the familiar profile picture, as if he was talking about the other party's difficult relationship problem, Jing Ye sent a sentence, "Either you take it easy, I'll introduce you to Beijing Gaofushuai".

Yu Zhou: no

Yu Zhou: You've never been in unrequited love, you don't understand

Yu Zhou: [The head of a tearful dog.jpg]

"How funny?" Lin Chan pinched Jing Ye's ear, "Brother Yu Zhou is so pitiful."

"It's not him, it's this dog." Jing Ye smiled and moved the phone screen away and placed it next to Lin Chan's face, then his eyes were bent into crescents, "Oh, you looked like it just now—"

"Eh?"

"Crying puppy, haha!" Jing Ye said unsatisfactorily, "I really should take a photo..."

Lin Chan was stunned for a second, wondering what he was thinking about being affected by the emoji, his face turned from white to red and back to white, and he quickly calmed down the embarrassment. Then, he lightly pinched the hand submerged in the overlapping shadows of the two of them. Jing Ye's lower back——

Jing Ye has itchy flesh all over his body, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't touch it normally, but at this time Lin Chan grabbed his vitals and almost jumped up on the spot.

Before he could recover from the sudden numbness, Lin Chan immediately covered Jing Ye's mouth with quick eyes and hands, forcefully forcing Jing Ye to hold back the powerful and powerful sentence, "Damn it".

Lin Chan hid her sword in her smile: "Don't swear in front of Auntie."

Jing Ye was molested for no reason, and he completely seized the opportunity to resist. He was stifled even when he said "fuck". .But when Jing Ye met Lin Chan's eyes, his smile was about to die, and his thick and long eyelashes drooped down, matched with the unremoved shyness, as if he had just taken advantage of Lin Chan.

The physical reaction of the New Year's Eve has not been completely forgotten, and at this time he was so excited that he almost couldn't control it, Jing Ye couldn't help hiding back, and lowered his voice: "What were you doing just now..."

"Call me a dog." Lin Chan emphasized.

Jing Ye: "...Huh?"

The dog is so cute and I’m not scolding you——

Before retorting a single word, Lin Chan approached him, her lips parted slightly, and her voice was covered by the noise of the TV.

"Bite you."

What accompanied the words on her lips was Lin Chan's warm breath that was just a few feet away.

This time, the numbness shot up from the nerve center to all the limbs and bones in an instant. Although he didn't kiss him, Jing Ye clearly felt that his heart stopped beating, and then he jumped incomparably loudly, and the scorching heat climbed up his cheeks...

It was exactly the same as when he was staring at it, even more intense.

Jing Ye was silent for a moment, rose up, and quickly rolled into a ball with Lin Chan - the only way to hide his guilt at this time.

"Damn, don't think I don't know that you are afraid of being scratched, come here!"

"Hey, I was wrong, brother, brother, please forgive me—"

"Don't hide, Lin Chan, don't hide if you have the ability!"

The sofa was not spacious at all, and the two of them felt crowded when they sat honestly, but now they huddled together in a mess, Jing Ye was thrown off the sofa by Lin Chan not long after.But he didn't hesitate at all, and with a flick of his sleeves, he rushed over more and more frustratedly, insisting on taking off Lin Chan's socks and repairing them.

The adults watching TV next to him were attracted by the noise and turned their heads. Ye Xiaohui was more sensitive, although she was puzzled that "it's a bit too close to be like this at almost 20 years old", but it depends on the virtues of the two of them now...

Jing Ye clamped one of Lin Chan's arms, turned over, straddled Lin Chan's waist, and pushed Lin Chan down on the sofa.

"Say, are you wrong?!"

"I was wrong, I was wrong..." Lin Chan smiled while protecting Jing Ye's waist with the other hand.

Jing Ye was unconscious, and continued to interrogate: "Where did I go wrong?!"

Lin Chan: "Be sure to remind me before doing it next time."

Jing Ye: "..."

Jing Ye: "Die!——"

Ye Xiaohui looked away numbly.

... There seems to be nothing to worry about such elementary school students pecking at each other.

I don't know how Ye Xiaohui explained it to Lin Fangfei. On the first day of the new year, Lin Manchuan sent Lin Chan's vacation homework here, as if acquiescing that Lin Chan would not go home this winter vacation.

The high school seniors had a short holiday, and the silent hugs on New Year's Eve were soon forgotten, just like every throbbing before.

Lin Chan occupied Jing Ye's desk during the day to write exercise papers, and the computer couldn't be used, so Jing Ye had to sit by the side and play with a tablet or mobile phone, and it seemed that life was still going on as usual.There are also some things that are different from before. For example, Jing Ye no longer keeps a distance of "one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers" with him. When he is at home, he will never leave the other party more than three meters away from him.

The Jing family's parents didn't have much opinion on this. It seemed that as long as Jing Ye didn't cause trouble, didn't break the law, and ate and slept on time, they wouldn't have any demands on Jing Ye.

But even though he looks idle every day, Jing Ye's chat box has never been really idle.

Xiaoman will continue to send him things such as "early spring outfit tips", "this year's trendy hair color", "50 movies to enhance the taste of watching movies", she heard that Jing Ye doesn't want to be a trafficker, but just wants to be a down-to-earth person The actor was the first to express 12 points of support, and urged the other party to study hard, because——

"If you become a powerful faction, then I will work and chase stars!"

Zhao Lu also contacts him occasionally, and will discuss with him when there is a cooperation opportunity.Most of the time, Jing Ye would not go to the boring platform events. She recently pushed two scripts, both of which were supporting roles, with subtle differences in weight, and Jing Ye was watching them.

Apart from work, it's just that his friends can't understand him being idle, so they have to find something for him to do.

The most typical one is Yuzhou.

The prospective graduate student who has successfully secured his postgraduate studies is confident about his studies, and his relationship problem has become his biggest worry at present. He sends a bunch of chat records every now and then, and attaches a sentence: "What does he mean?"——But in Jing Ye's view, Yu Zhou The unrequited love seemed to be playing kitten fishing. He really didn't like it very much, and he couldn't bear to discourage the enthusiasm of Xueba Qingdu, so he had to be perfunctory.

Occasionally, Dou Shuang and Jiang Ziyi asked him out for dinner and checked in at the new store. Jing Ye would go there when he was not lazy.

The mountain city is famous for its hustle and bustle, but the pace of life is not as fast as that of Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou. Jing Ye only stayed for two months, and immediately regained the laziness of his student days, doing nothing all day long.

Until the day when Lin Chan started to go to school, and Zhao Lu finally came to her——

Jing Ye clearly remembered that he had a nightmare the night before that day. In the dream, he was so poor that he didn't even have half a copper coin in his pocket. He was lonely and almost went to sleep in the bridge hole of the Yangtze River Bridge.

Zhao Lu sent him a long list of messages, and added one at the end: "I'm here to work, are you still making money?"

Jing Ye thought: Sure enough, dreams and reality are opposite.