Resurrected

His hand slid across the bottle cap and was stabbed by the protruding thorns. A red spot emerged from his finger, gradually condensed, and finally turned into a drop and fell to the ground.

It was so slight that there was no sound, the blood drops that fell on the ground quickly merged with the ground, and penetrated into the soil, leaving only a shallow trace.

From the beginning to the end, the owner of the hand didn't seem to notice this small wound. He didn't react until he finished drinking the water and saw an inexplicable red spot on the bottle cap.It turned out that the hand was scratched?

However, it doesn't hurt at all.

Not only this kind of small wound, even if it was cut by a sharp knife, hit by a bullet, or even a broken limb, I am afraid that he would not feel pain.

What is pain?

For Alpha, this is an unsolvable problem.

Similarly, what is happiness, the joy and happiness that ordinary people feel, and a series of positive feelings, he is also unable to detect.

Sometimes, Alpha looks at the painful or happy expressions of the people around him and wonders if they are sick.Otherwise, why is a good person always so moody?

The earliest time was when his mother died, looking at the weeping expressions of the people around him, Alpha found it incomprehensible, he just felt relieved.That woman is dead, he is relaxed, and no one will restrain him anymore.

Since then, Alpha will often feel the strange expressions of people around him looking at him.It seems that when he should cry or laugh, he always has no response.Being squeezed out as an outlier doesn't really matter to Alpha.But it's not good to cause some trouble because of being excluded as a different kind, so since then, he has learned a certain expression.

Laughing, Alpha thinks this is the most versatile expression and the easiest to learn.

When someone scolds you, smile.

Smile when someone is inexplicably crying.

He smiled when he saw the surprised expressions on the faces of the people around him.

Hey, it's strange, why did those people look at me even more strangely when I smiled, even horrified?What a nuisance, humans are such boring, boring, stupid creatures with so many emotions.

Alpha was getting impatient, he no longer pretended to smile, for every guy who disliked him or him, he decided to take the simplest way - let him never have to see each other again, and it will be a one-hundred way forever .

I don't know how long it took until Alpha naturally became a ghost.He suddenly discovered that the guys in this underground world are much easier to get along with than the people on the ground, because most of them, like himself, have no feelings.

But at this time, Alpha learned to laugh again.Because he found that showing a smile here, coupled with enough strength, what he got was nothing but fear.

Fear is Alpha's favorite emotion, and it is also the most direct and convenient emotion that even he can understand.

Alpha likes to classify the ghosts in the underground world, garbage with weak strength, trash with average strength, and partners with the same or even higher strength than himself.He enjoys socializing with these companions because they tend to be quiet and understand themselves.

Among them, the one that interests Alpha the most is No. [-].That guy seemed to be as indifferent as him, but unlike himself, Number Seven had some peculiar little hobbies, like raising pets and cooking, and seemed to want to prove that he was still a normal person.

Although Alpha often lamented that Number Seven was doing useless work, it was none of his business.

However, there was an unruly guy who broke the peace.A troublesome guy whose strength is obviously rubbish, but he can't solve it by himself.

If it wasn't for the guy No. [-] staring at him, Alpha would have quietly eliminated him——Chen Lin.

This was originally an ordinary bastard, it should have passed by in his life, and then died silently in a corner.However, things took another route. After several contacts, Alpha discovered a secret.

When Chen Lin looked at the people around him, the look in his eyes was the same as his own!

Same, same, exactly the same!

No light, no emotion, it's like watching the clowns around you pull off a farce.

Whether it's going to participate in special training, or being thrown to an isolated island by himself, the emotion in this person's eyes is completely opposite to the emotion shown on the surface.He didn't care at all, but pretended to care.

No, Alpha was angry.

He watched this person who was supposed to be like himself do many stupid things.Protect teammates, cooperate in groups, and lead by example?Just thinking about it makes Alpha feel nauseous!He seemed to be watching another self in the world playing a game of pretending to be a house, and his whole body got goosebumps.

Chen Lin, this false person, he is much smarter than himself, he pretends to be more real, he pretends that he has feelings for the people around him, and the people around him return feelings for him.In this way, he lives like a normal person!

Yes, yes, a normal person who laughs and curses like a normal person.Seeing that the guy who should be his own kind is gradually bound by those useless emotions, even number seven is playing this kind of game with him.

Alpha was finally out of anger.

He once doubted whether he had a mental problem, because too many people had questioned him, but later Alpha decided not to worry about this problem, he decided that those who thought he was mentally abnormal were all crazy.Since then, he has quite a sense of superiority that everyone is drunk and I am alone.

Now, he watched Chen Lin embark on a completely different path from his own. Is it because he is not normal, or is the other party mentally retarded?

Sad people, Alpha prayed for Chen Lin, another mentally abnormal patient was born in this world.

In this boring, boring, tasteless world, how many neurotic guys will be born who are always crying and laughing for no reason?People as rational and calm as myself are becoming rarer and rarer, maybe they are the only ones?

hey, lonely.

Although it is a pity that Chen Lin has also embarked on the path of a mental patient, Alpha's interest in this former compatriot has not diminished.No, it's getting bigger and bigger.He kept looking at Chen Lin, watching his interaction with his teammates, and the interesting communication with Tang Kexin.

See clearly every change in him, and——his killing intent towards himself.It's really interesting, a weak and weak person has the intention to kill the superior even beyond his control?

Could it be that what I said to him aroused his vigilance?

Unfortunately, if Tang Kexin hadn't arrived in time, Alpha really planned to catch Chen Lin that time, take him away without anyone noticing, and take him to some unknown place to study carefully.

Which part of this person's brain has undergone a mutation that makes him so different from himself?

What is pain, what is happiness, why laugh, why cry, why cry again?

Alpha never bothered to ask others these questions before.However, now he suddenly had an urge to ask Chen Lin and ask him to tell him the answer.

If it was this person's answer, I might still be interested in listening to it.

Alpha found that there seemed to be some kind of wonderful change in himself. He wanted to know Chen Lin and learn more about him.Like, why is he laughing, why is he angry, why is he in pain?

Last time, why did he want to kill himself?What should I say next time, so that he will have the intention to kill himself again?Being stared at by Chen Lin with such sharp eyes doesn't seem to be a bad feeling.

Alpha felt that he seemed to be very interested in every change, every expression, and every look of Chen Lin.

Then, the moment he finally tricked Chen Lin into stabbing the dagger into his body.

He knows the answer.

what?

So this is pain?

The feeling of the sharp blade piercing into the muscle is hot, and being watched by those cold eyes, it feels cold in the heart.And it turned out that the blood gushing out of the body was hot, why didn't I notice it before?

There is also the body temperature of another person who is close to him, which is also warm.

It was a novel experience, but unfortunately, it was just a small game, but this small game made Alpha more interested in teasing Chen Lin.It seems that in this person, I can find what is called fun.

The subversion of the underground world, the revenge of the ghosts, encirclement and resistance, these are not things that Alpha is interested in.However, it is interesting to watch Chen Lin who is doing these things wholeheartedly.

He didn't care what would happen to the ghosts, what would happen to the vultures, what would happen to those A-levels, his pleasure was to observe Chen Lin.However, Chen Lin was more willing to get close to No. [-], but avoided him, which made Alpha a little sad.

"After everything is over, how about I tell you the truth about your being chosen as a ghost?"

Seeing Chen Lin shaken by his own words and staring at him closely, Alpha was in a good mood.

So this is the feeling of happiness?Doesn't seem too bad either.

Thinking back to the present, throwing away the empty bottle in your hand.Alpha thought, ah, he was in a daze for another afternoon.

In fact, he really wanted to tease Chen Lin quickly, but No. [-] forbade him to harass him every day.As for No. [-], Alpha is also very helpless. Without wanting to hurt both sides, he has no way to take No. [-] at all.

Humming a little tune, Alpha finally stood up. Speaking of which, how long has he been sitting here?

Forget it, it's not something worth caring about anyway.

"Ah, boss Alpha!"

Lu Kaiwen was overjoyed to see the person who had been sitting like a zombie for two days finally get up.

"Are you going out?"

Alpha didn't respond, and the weird smile on the corner of his mouth made Lu Kaiwen dare not go beyond the rules.

"Yesterday the captain said, if you have time after waking up, go to him, him..."

Seeing that person standing still, just staring at him with his eyes rolling around, Lu Kaiwen felt the hairs on his back stand on end.

"Where is he?"

Alpha finally made a sound. Although the voice sounded hoarse and terrifying because he hadn't spoken for a few days, Lu Kaiwen finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"The captain and Boss Tang seem to be on a mission outside."

"Humph."

Alpha snorted a few times in displeasure.

"Don't go."

"Huh?" Lu Kaiwen was puzzled, "But, the captain said that this mission needs your help."

Alpha's ears moved.

"He said it himself?"

"Should... no, yes, the captain said it himself!"

The animal's instinct to deal with danger made Lu Kaiwen change his words in time, and then he saw Alpha's iconic smile.

"address."

As soon as Lu Kaiwen reported his address in a hurry, he saw the alpha wind blowing away.

It's really floating.

Is it really okay for a person who hasn't eaten for two days and has been in a daze since he came back from the Captain and Boss to go out like this?Won't he die suddenly halfway?

Alpha didn't care about it at all.

What he was thinking in his mind was, how should he tease Chen Lin today?Do you continue to provoke him with things he cares about, or do you want to make him angry?Both seem to be fine.

Thinking of Chen Lin's expression every time he hesitated to speak, wanting to know the truth but unwilling to ask, Alpha always felt very happy.

How did Chen Lin become a ghost? Is it really the reason Alpha said before?

Shh, it's a secret.

Nobody, anyone, don't tell.

"Hey, hey, I have a little secret, a little secret, I won't tell anyone, I won't tell..."

Putting it in his pocket, Alpha happily walked away.

In this world full of mental illness, only himself is normal, he finally found a fun toy.

At least, a little bit less lonely.

The author has something to say: I have tried my best to describe the world in the eyes of a lunatic.

After reading it, everyone must have discovered some secrets that are not secrets.

In this way, the second episode is sent, and I will leave~