Rebirth of Su Zhan

Su Zhan was well fed, thinking that he would continue to stay at home with Su Fan in the afternoon, seeing his brother staring at him from beginning to end with a smile on his face, he was ready to defend his rear at any time.Unexpectedly, after eating and resting for a while, Su Fan got himself up and prepared to go out.

"Going out? I don't need to go to the hospital for a checkup today. I don't want to watch a movie either. The night market hasn't opened yet..." Su Zhan twitched his eyelashes and refused the three places he might go to.Su Fan leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and deliberately said in the tone of coaxing him to wake up in the morning, "Ah Zhan, my brother will take you to a place."

"..." Second Young Master Su's complexion turned ugly. Su Fan went back to ten years ago overnight, treating him as a younger brother and himself as a younger brother—it was the same when he was eating just now "Ah Zhan, be good, eat more, don't be picky eaters" and other tone and words.

"Believe it or not, if you talk to me in this tone again, I can make you speechless?" Su Zhan raised his eyebrows, provocatively in a rather bad tone.

Su Fan didn't care about his words, he still smiled like a successful fox, there was no way, who made Su Zhan the cutest when he was a child, but he was very rejected by him, he wanted to be a little brother with all his blood. as.Su Fan found that he has always loved him. When he was a child, it was his brother's love for his younger brother, but unfortunately he didn't get a response; when he grew up, he loved Su Zhan, from his brother's love for his younger brother to his love for his sweetheart.Now this feeling has been reciprocated, but the desire to be a little brother at the beginning has never been realized - Su Fan wished that Su Zhan could go back to the dazzlingly beautiful little brother ten years ago, who was so proud and proud .

The two got into the car, Su Fan drove the car himself, and Su Zhan sat next to him. Although he only wanted to go out alone with Su Zhan, but just after the kidnapping incident, Su Fan was not worried, but he couldn't bear the fact that Su Zhan was in danger again. Even if you know that Chiang Mai is safe, you still let plainclothes bodyguards and guards follow you.

Major General Su said his thoughts just now, and at the end he sighed with regret, "I wish you could be as obedient as you are now, Ah Zhan." Su Fan looked straight ahead, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, With a smile on her face, her eyes are as warm as a piece of fine warm jade.

The corners of Su Zhan's mouth twitched. It was really hard to understand Su Fan's brotherhood. He leaned back on the passenger seat, squinted his eyes to face the afternoon breeze and sunshine, and stretched comfortably, " Ten years ago, if I knew that you would have such thoughts in the future, I would have asked my parents to send you to Taiwan, so I would not have gone!"

Su Fan looked at his younger brother like a lazy cat basking in the sun. His long eyelashes drooped and spread out, blocking the sun and casting a heavy shadow. He had a lazy and cute appearance, almost like It was the first time I saw him.Su Fan recalled that glance, and couldn't help feeling warm in his heart. He glanced at the road ahead, but suddenly leaned sideways and kissed him on the eyes unexpectedly.

Su Zhan was so frightened that he stretched out his hand to push him, and said angrily, "Drive carefully, don't forget to be a hooligan when driving!"

Su Fan smiled smugly, then looked ahead and drove seriously, and stopped teasing him.

I don't know where Su Fan is going to take him. The bored Su Zhan started chatting with him, thinking that Su Fan liked him one by one last night. Looking sideways at Su Fan, he asked, "I said, Ah Fan, when did you like me? I said, why are you so thoughtful? I can't even see it?"

For example, in the last life, Su Zhan thought to himself, if he hadn't lived a new life, he would have broken his head and never thought that Su Fan liked him, and it wasn't just a simple brotherhood.If he had known, he probably wouldn't have died so badly.

Su Fan lowered his voice and smiled narrowly, "Call me brother, I'll tell you if I call brother."

"..." Su Zhan couldn't help blushing. Calling him brother now is not as simple as the literal meaning.Last night, Su Fan was as stiff as if he had taken medicine for a long time. He struggled to resist while complaining, but Su Fan pressed him and told himself that he only needed to call a few more times, brother.

The crushed person had no choice but to grit his teeth and scream a few times. Sure enough, Su Fan's chest turned redder, and his movements became more ferocious. He sprinted hard and shot a few times.

"Can you stop playing hooligans all the time?" Su Zhan said with a cold snort, "I'm asking you a serious question!"

"Well, the answer is I don't know, it's born, it's brought by blood." Su Fan replied with a smile, without changing his eyes.

"..." This answer is obviously perfunctory. Mu Tianzhang and Mu Wei are also related by blood, and they are also half-brothers. The relationship with them is simply two extremes.Su Zhan, who was quite dissatisfied, gave his brother a sideways glance, and didn't want to pursue it anymore.

Su Zhan squinted his eyes and thought about every step he took after he was reborn. Every step he took made his current life completely different from his previous life. There will be a kidnapping incident, and seeing Su Fan being kidnapped in order to save himself, he will let go of all his grievances, and he will not propose to go to Taiwan by himself.If it was Su Fan who went there back then, are they just a pair of ordinary brothers now?

Every choice is based on one's own mind, which really complies with the master's words - don't be sad about the past, don't be greedy for the future, and focus on the present, so you can be at peace.Looking at Su Fan's handsome and bright side face, it seemed that the light had been coated with a layer of broken gold, it was extraordinarily quiet and peaceful, I just felt that this was enough.

Su Fan held the steering wheel with one hand, and stretched out the other hand to gently rub his brother's head. His thoughts returned to more than ten years ago, the first day he brought him home. When he saw Su Zhan, the little child was on all fours. Sleep on your back in bed.Different from myself wandering on the street, the children's bedroom is clean, tidy and lovely with fragrance, and there are all kinds of toys that I have never seen before on the floor.

His father and aunt doted on him very much. At the age of five, they let Su Zhan sleep in a large crib with railings, probably because he was afraid that the child would fall out of his sleep.Su Fan remembered that he was holding the railing and looking into the bed, and saw a little child sleeping on the bed, lying in the middle like a ball of white balls, covered with a light yellow blanket, with a small white face, red With a small mouth, a pair of long and curly eyelashes, the afternoon sun cast on it through the screen window, as if it was trying to grow... Su Fan was shocked at that time, he had never seen such a beautiful child.

I wanted to take a sneak peek, but I was lying on the railing and couldn't move, but I didn't expect the small ball of delicate flesh to move, opened my eyes, and looked at me with bright and clear eyes, Su Fan He could even see his own shadow in those eyes, but the little brother hummed softly in a ignorant manner, and the clear and clear child's voice suddenly sounded in the dark and bright floating room—ah, where did the little brother come from.

How could he tell him, with just one sentence, just one look, he would fall for a long time. When he was young, he wanted to be his good brother, and when he grew up, he wanted to be his closest person.

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Su Zhan didn't expect that Su Fan drove him for more than half an hour and brought him to a cemetery outside Chiang Mai.After Su Fan stopped the car, he didn't go in, but took himself into a nearby temple. It was a quiet environment, and there were tall coconut trees in front of the courtyard.Although this unknown temple does not look big, it is very neatly repaired and simple. The round body and the pointed top are all plated with gold, and the houses in the courtyard are white, which is very rich in Thailand. amorous feelings.The young Thai monks in yellow cassocks came out of the hall in groups. When they saw him and Su Fan, they performed Namaste silently, and then ran away barefooted.The abbot of this temple must be very familiar with Su Fan, because after seeing Su Fan, he also saluted, and then led them to the main hall in silence.

Su Zhan followed suspiciously, completely unable to figure out how Su Fan brought him here, so he could only let Su Fan hold his hand and step into the hall.After Su Fan took the incense that the little monk gave him, he bowed three times and put on the incense.Su Zhan looked around, the four-faced Buddha, wooden elephants, etc., were no different from other Thai temples.

While he was wondering, Su Fan suddenly said, "I funded the construction of such a temple. Here, there is a small tomb. It was set up for my mother." Su Zhan rarely heard Su Fan mention him The biological mother, after all these years, seems to have forgotten such a person, not to mention that when I was a child, I completely regarded Su Fan's biological mother as an enemy who made my mother sad.

After hearing this, Su Zhan put away his casual attitude, and asked someone to burn a stick of incense for him, and personally worshiped the incense.Anyway, this woman who had never met gave birth to Su Fan.Thinking about it now, maybe my father had long forgotten that there was such a woman, even if he looked at Su Fan, he probably never thought of it.

The two of them burned incense, and Su Fan donated a sum of money for sesame oil as usual, took a deep look at a niche on the wall, smiled back and said to the people around him, "I know why I brought you here today ?"

Su Zhan thought about it seriously for a while and said, "Could it be that today is the death day of your biological mother?" He thought for a long time, and finally came up with this name. Su Fan also called his mother's mother for ten years, from the very beginning. , Later, she simply called her mother more intimately.Regarding Su Fan's biological mother, Su Zhan felt that no matter how close he and Su Fan were, he still didn't feel anything.

"No, I brought my favorite person to see her." Su Fan approached him with a smile and whispered, "The ugly daughter-in-law still wants to see her mother-in-law." He added another common saying.

Su Zhan glanced at him, and felt that Su Fan was becoming more and more unscrupulous now. How could he think that his brother was a handsome gentleman in the first place, apart from being thoughtful and a bit more sophisticated?I was simply blinded by lard!Su Zhan wanted to stab him a few words, but felt that it was not suitable for him here, so he curled his lips and decided to save him some face in front of Su Fan's biological mother.

"When I was a child—" Su Fan turned his head and continued to look at the golden shrines of various gods on the wall and suddenly said, "When I was a child, I used to blame her for giving birth to me. Ah Zhan, I am different from you. You are Ah My father and mother were born in eager anticipation because of their love and union. As for me, she was bought and sold to my father at a high price for the first time. Unfortunately, my father probably couldn't even see her real face clearly that night. I can’t remember the small things. I just remember that we were poor and could only rely on some manual work to make ends meet. When I was four years old, I was very sick and had no money to see a doctor. She went to see my father, but my father didn’t like me. She gave us a sum of money and sent her away. I hated it, why should a person like me be born? Then she died, and I became an orphan wandering on the street. If it wasn't for the kindness of the aunt who picked me up , maybe I'm dead."

Su Fan's voice sounded ethereal in the temple where the bells were ringing, as if it came from far away, peaceful and distant.Su Zhan looked at Su Fan looking up at the profile of the statue. Now he is used to seeing Su Fan, the young master of the Su family who is respected by everyone. His father trusts him, and his mother loves him equally. Everyone has forgotten Su Fan. There was such a birth and beginning.Su Zhan only felt sour in his heart and sour in his eyes, because of that little Su Fan back then.

"Ah Fan, you said it yourself, all things yesterday, such as death yesterday, are all gone." Su Zhan stretched out his hand to hold his. Su Fan's tiger-mouthed index finger was covered with thick gun calluses, but the palm of his hand was warm and dry.

"I've been jealous and hated, of course it's all over. It's just that I couldn't figure it out at the time, I couldn't figure it out, why would there be such a me?" Su Fan held his hand back comfortingly, and smiled slightly.

Su Zhan sighed, "You are more capable than me and can support the Su family. In fact, my mother is not in good health. You would have lived a better life without me."

"No." Su Fan's tone became solemn and negative, and then a faint smile appeared in the corners of his mouth and eyes, and then he dissipated, "I have figured it out now, all the hardships and pains I have experienced are just to meet such a you. If I didn't You, my life is also meaningless."

"Some people need parents, some need brothers and sisters, and some need husband and wife lovers. I'm different. I, Su Fan, only need Su Zhan." Su Fan said with a smile, "It's destined, just like we were born for brother."

Su Zhan stared deeply into his warm eyes, and suddenly smiled like a peach blossom in March, "Yes, it is destined. Even if I miss one life, God wants me to live again."

He originally thought that Su Fan was as gentle and angry as spring rain, but now he realized that Su Fan was his abyss, led by him, he was doomed to fall into it, unavoidable and inevitable.What about the relationship between brothers, he doesn't care as much as Su Fan.

That's why he brought Su Zhan here, not to reminisce about the past, not to miss the past, but just to thank.Thanks to his biological mother who gave birth to him back then, so that he and Su Zhan could become brothers and the closest people who loved each other the most.

Su Zhan only felt that this day was not as profound as last night.If last night was a close bond of body, then in this small Thai temple, he and Su Fan were more of a bond of soul.

In this life, he finally got rid of the shadow of the previous life. Although he did not inherit the Su family and become the next General Su as he expected, he was just an ordinary college student.But he has parents, brother and lover, he is an ordinary and happy person.He remembered that Su Fan had joked before saying that he had opened up his seven orifices to his six orifices - he had no understanding of love.Even now, Su Zhan doesn't know what kind of person he will like, and he doesn't know what kind of feeling it is to hold his hand and grow old together. If there is only one person in this world, Su Zhan feels that he is in Su Fan's place. No one else fits in.

Su Fan said that he was born for himself, but he didn't know that he was also reborn for him.

It was destined by heaven, just like their names——Su Zhan, the word Zishen, he is always deep for him; Su Fan, the word Ziyuan, he is the abyss he is destined to fall into.