Rebirth of Su Zhan

Su Zhan looked at Su Fan lying on him in silence for a long time as if possessed by a demon, and a thought inexplicably flashed in his mind - in this world, no one loves me more than Ah Fan.

Then do I love him?

Thinking of this, Su Zhan frowned.As a brother, Su Fan obviously loves him, no matter how heartless he is, he still knows how good Su Fan is to him, holding him in the palm of his hand so that his parents who have always loved him can't see it.He thought that Su Fan loved him so much because he was her only younger brother.

He had never loved anyone in his previous life, whether it was a woman or a man, love was too ethereal and illusory for him, if he wanted to talk about love, he might as well do a few more bad things and get mad.And in this life, whether he is a Chinese or a foreigner, he has no feeling at all. If he has time to fall in love, he might as well do more homework and read more books to pass the exam.He seems to have understood the six orifices, but he seems to be ignorant of a certain aspect.

Su Zhan remembered that day in the pool at home, the two of them just helped each other with their hands, but the feelings they brought were completely different from those few times they were with women, different from pure physical venting, it was a difficult feeling. The figurative enthusiasm and passion, the pleasure that fills the sky and the ground are not only physical, but also psychological taboos - the person who holds him and helps him do such a private thing is Su Fan, his brother.Even then, Su Fan couldn't help kissing himself.

Originally, he only got carried away when he thought that Su Fan was a normal man, and he only regarded that kiss as a misunderstanding, but that misunderstanding actually appeared in his dream again and again.It was the first time he kissed and had a erotic dream for the first time, and the object of the dream was his own brother.He thought Su Fan was crazy, but he couldn't be normal either.

But thinking of what Su Fan said just now, Su Zhan only felt distressed. He had never considered other people's feelings. Listening to Su Fan's murmured narration, he just wanted to stop making Su Fan sad.

"But I——I don't know if I love you or not." Su Zhan's brows and eyes drooped, and his long and curly eyelashes fluttered away, showing a confused look that was difficult to determine.

"That's enough, Ah Zhan, you don't know whether you love me or not, but I know you won't love others." Seeing his younger brother's expression of confusion about the topic of love, Su Fan only felt that Su Zhan Shi Shi shrunk into a newborn cat, a pair of ignorant people who knew nothing about the world.He crossed his hands and helped Su Zhan up from the sofa cushion. The smile on his face was neither a smugness nor a joy that his wish had been fulfilled.

However, what the gentle and elegant Young Master Su did was not elegant. Su Fan hugged the person in his arms and lowered his head to kiss him again, "It's not easy to live a lifetime. I don't want us to miss it again."

The word "Zai" made Su Zhan put down his head full of thoughts about how he felt about Su Fan. He felt suspicious, and looked directly at Su Fan's face with bright and menacing eyes. He was afraid that he would miss Su Fan's feelings. A trace of expression, "You, know?"

"Ah Zhan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't really want to kill you, I'm just afraid of losing you..." Su Fan held his younger brother tightly in his arms, and the only thing he repeated was this sentence.

He thought of how painful it must have been for Su Zhan to drown in the water; he thought of how conflicted and entangled Su Zhan must have been when he was reborn.He is the person in the world who most wants Su Zhan to be happy and happy, but Su Zhan's greatest pain is brought to him by himself.

"The old monk told you?" Su Zhan recalled that day in the garden, Su Fan's reaction was very strange, no wonder he would say such a sentence.

"Yes, after I met the Sanda family that day, I went to him again. I just wanted to know why you had such a big reaction when you saw him. In fact, he just gave you a name. .Finally born of water, that's what it means." Su Fan continued, "I'm not trying to kill you, I just want you to know how painful it is before dying, and how good it is to be alive. I'm afraid of you Run away, I'm afraid of your death, I'm afraid of losing you. But I accidentally tossed you to death."

Su Zhan didn't mind that Su Fan killed him in the last life. They have experienced so much in this life, good and bad, how could they be entangled in the distant past life.But when he suddenly heard that he died so strangely, Su Zhan couldn't help but twitched the corners of his mouth, and glanced at Su Fan speechlessly, "So, I was actually played to death by you accidentally? Then what happened next?" What Su Zhan actually wanted to ask was how Su Fan treated his parents and what happened to the Su family later.

"Later, I shot myself." Su Fan smiled and said very calmly, "Look, I loved you so much at that time, so much that I accidentally killed you and myself .”

Su Zhan looked at Su Fan in disbelief, only feeling that Su Fan's words "I shot myself" just now echoed in his mind.No wonder, no wonder, Su Fan would say in the garden that day that he would never kill himself anyway, because he couldn't live alone.

Su Zhan only felt that he had been stupid for two lifetimes. In the previous life, he thought it was brotherly discord, and in this life, he thought it was brotherly love, but he never thought that Su Fan loved him so much that even the parting of life and death seemed in front of Su Fan. Insignificant.

But he waited for him for two lifetimes and loved himself for two lifetimes.

When Su Zhan thought of Su Fan’s last life, Su Fan lived for 30 years, 30 years of which he couldn’t ask for, and finally ended his life with a gunshot with great regret. He was still waiting to go home, and he hadn't expressed his feelings yet... Su Zhan felt the sourness in his heart spread to his eyes, he stretched out his arms and hugged Su Fan, and said through gritted teeth, "Damn, I'm a fool , you are also a fool!"

So what if he is his own brother, no one will love himself more than him, and no one will make himself feel loved.He doesn't mourn the past, doesn't covet the future Buddha, what he can grasp is the present moment, the present moment with Su Fan.

Su Zhan's strength in rushing up to hug him was not small. Su Fan was accidentally thrown backward by this guy, and quickly stretched out his hand to support him, but the other hand was reluctant to let go of the person in his arms .This person has the same blood as him, broken bones and connected tendons, and is his beloved who is connected with his flesh and blood.

He didn't intend to tell this matter at first, but you see, the bitter tricks of the affectionate card are quite useful to this stupid brother.

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Su Fan lifted the quilt that someone wanted to roll up on his body, this time he even put his hands on Su Zhan's body.Su Zhan first ate and played around in the night market, and when he came back, he was pressed on the sofa by Su Fan, hugged and kissed, and confessed his heart-stirring confession like a bolt from the blue. His body was covered in hot and cold sweat alternately. On the sofa, he finally managed to break free from the person who was clinging to him, and took a comfortable bath, and now this guy is sticking to him again.

Locking the door or something, it can't be locked at all, revealing Su Fan like a wolf with a big tail.

Su Zhan rolled his eyes, and muttered in his heart, he really can't see that Su Fan, who usually looks like a gentleman, is such a rascal.For example, just now when he was taking a bath, Su Fan was about to come in grandiosely, and the excuse he made was even more grandiose--A Zhan, you can't wash clean by yourself, come to brother to help you take a bath... You really are a big hooligan!

This time, Su Zhan was pressed on the bed, which was different from the narrow space on the sofa. The two of them were pressed close together, and there was even something hot and firm on the outside of Su Fan's thighs. Thinking of Su Fan just now He even grabbed his own hand to touch it, and someone blushed angrily and raised his foot, wanting to roll Su Fan out of bed, "It's midnight, if you don't sleep honestly, I will give it to me———"

Su Zhan's young master got angry, and even if he was the king of heaven, I planned to make people go away, but he was not as strong as Su Fan, and when he raised his leg, he had an opportunity to take advantage of it. Su Fan suppressed his attack, and instead When he leaned closer, the sticking was tighter, and the hot spot under his body was subtly embedded between his legs, touching the base of his thighs.

At the same time, there was a coolness on his lips, and it was Su Fan who picked his head and started kissing again, and the tip of his tongue nimbly opened his lips, the whole tongue wanted to drill in, Su Zhan only felt that he was being sucked by a big dog The pet was licked.

If you say hug, you can hug, if you say kiss, you can kiss me! What do you think of this young master!

Su Zhan thought angrily, so he clenched his teeth and refused to let him in.Seeing that the surprise attack was unsuccessful, Su Fan changed his strategy, but licked Su Zhan's lips lightly one after another, lingering and lingering.But then there was a sudden bump under his body, rubbing the tender flesh of the heel of his leg with the place that was so hard that it hurt, and occasionally rubbing against his younger brother's little brother, and with great perseverance, he made the little thing feel refreshed .The hot and hard thing rubbed against his most sensitive place, and Su Zhan only felt that it started to feel numb and hot.

Su Fan finally stopped the offensive with his lips and tongue, his whole face seemed to be full of happiness, he smiled affectionately, of course, it was very embarrassing for Su Zhan to see.Su Fan propped himself up a little bit away, seeing the white-skinned Su Zhan being blushed by himself, he couldn't put it down, because he liked it so much, Su Fan couldn't help but leaned closer and bit the tip of Su Zhan's tall and delicate nose. He took one bite, turned his head and took another bite on the face. Not satisfied at the end, he took another bite with Su Zhan's fleshy earlobe in his mouth, and finally sighed, "Ah Zhan is like a dumpling made of glutinous rice. It's white. ,soft."

Kissing, rubbing, and biting, someone who finally couldn't stand it took advantage of Su Fan's aftertaste of the smell of glutinous rice skin, and finally pressed Su Fan under him, panting and threatening with staring eyes, "Bastard! How can there be a brother like you? I'm going to sleep. If you continue to behave like this, I will go out and stay in a hotel. You must have lost the key to the hotel!"

Okay, now the small balls made of glutinous rice have become fried small balls... Su Fan rested his hands behind his head very comfortably, his handsome fair face was flushed, but it was not because of embarrassment, because this The servant's expression was quite calm, "If that's the case, I'll buy that hotel."

Facing Su Fan, Su Zhan felt that it was useless for the first time to shout, "Then be honest, it's past two o'clock, if you don't sleep, it will be dawn!" How did he feel? When Su Fan played a scoundrel, he was even more difficult than Mu Tianzhang...

Su Fan narrowed his eyes slightly, smiled narrowly, and stretched out a hand from the back of his head to accurately grasp the place where Su Zhan was very energetic, his voice gradually became hoarse and low, "I can honestly bear Now, brother, what do you do? It will be uncomfortable..."

"Damn it, hooligan!" Su Zhan slapped his hand away, turned over from Su Fan's body to protect the disappointing little thing, curled up on one side and closed his eyes as usual, preparing to fall asleep.He finally understood that the most effective policy is to ignore Su Fan.The more you resist, the more energetic he becomes.

First Young Master Su didn't mind being dumped as a rascal, but he knew that this was already the limit, and if he teased again, this fried glutinous rice ball would explode, otherwise he would have to eat it, and it would be scalded too much.Su Fan put his arms around Su Zhan and patted him like he did when he was a child. The two of them were head to head and body to body, like twin flowers.

"Sleep well, I won't tease you anymore. Ah Zhan, I'm just very happy."

Su Fan's finally serious voice sounded behind him, and Su Zhan relaxed.The back of the neck was softly and coolly touched by something, it was a serious goodnight kiss.

With his eyes closed, he was not in the happy mood like Su Fan, but felt very relieved, but he was also a little worried, "Parents will be sad if they know."

"It's okay, don't think too much, I will make arrangements. Of course, we can't let them know about our affairs." Su Fan said.He is only under 21, and Ah Zhan is only [-], so he has plenty of time to solve the problem.

However, there cannot be any outsiders between the two brothers.

In the early morning of the next day, Su Zhan didn't get enough sleep, instead he was woken up by Su Fan's constant teasing. Anyone who slept soundly would get angry if someone touched him left and right.Su Zhan, who successfully transformed the anger of getting up into a rage, pressed Su Fan under the bed and flattened him with a pillow, but because of too much force, he accidentally rolled off the bed, making a loud thud.

Su Fan hurriedly jumped out of the bed, only to see his baby brother's eyebrows, eyes and long eyelashes all squeezed together, obviously in extreme pain, he felt so distressed and guilty at the same time, while reaching out his hand on Su Zhan's head After groping, I found a big bag, "How about it, Ah Zhan, is it here? It won't hurt your head, right?"

Su Zhan didn't even bother to call him a hooligan, and his heart was filled with the feeling that he gave up his life to feed the wolves.He just broke his head last night, so he responded to Su Fan's wishes.

A certain person's mood can only be described as grief and indignation - do you want to be with Su Fan like this every day?He began to plan to end his summer vacation early...