Rebirth of Su Zhan

Su Zhan followed Su Fan leisurely in Yangon for another two days, except that one evening Su Fan rented a boat and took him to watch the sunset on the Yangon River, he almost hid at home and was the first one in charge. One was in charge of cooking, and he was fed by Su Fan.

Summer is sultry and the sun is strong. Su Zhan hides in the house to watch TV after eating, and occasionally plays cards with Su Fan. It is a good place to go at night. Half of the big balcony on the top floor has been transformed into a sky garden. Su Zhan loves it the most. What I do is after dinner, I only wear short-sleeved shorts and lie on the wicker chair in long strips, squinting my eyes slightly, watching the stars while digesting the food. Every time at this time, Su Fan feels that Su Zhan seems to be just being sucked The cat who is full can't wait to scratch his neck twice.

It's just that on the third night Su Zhan couldn't hold his breath anymore. The life of eating and drinking every day was really depraved and corrupt. Didn't they come to Yangon to do business?Hearing what he said, Su Fan said meaningfully, "You have to pay attention to the heat when cooking, and you have to pay attention to the timing when you do things. If the timing is not there, it will be a waste of effort."

My nagging brother—someone is slandering him in his heart, forget it, anyway, this is something that Su Fan should be responsible for, so he doesn't worry about eating carrots, because every time he asks Su Fan, he must use "Our family" The second young master is in charge of eating, drinking, having fun and going to college, and your brother doesn't need you to worry about these things, and don't worry about them."

"However, you have to get up early tomorrow and go to bed early, don't think about staying in bed until lunch time." Su Fan watched Su Zhan sitting cross-legged on the bed, surrounded by the cards they played just now, and the inside of his slender and well-proportioned legs There is an inconspicuous scar, but it doesn't look hideous.But Su Zhan was born white, with a delicate skin and tender flesh. When Su Fan frowned, he always felt that there was a crack in the perfect porcelain that was as white as jade.On weekdays, most of them are dressed in long trousers and long sleeves, and their positions are hidden, so Su Fan never noticed.

He stretched out his hand and suddenly rubbed his index finger on the scar, raised his head and asked Su Zhan, "Why is there a scar? You didn't have it when you were a child." He still remembers bathing Su Zhan with Mu Tianzhang when he was a child. Like a snow-white doll, she is flawless.

Su Zhan lowered his eyes and glanced lightly, then continued to sort out the scattered cards, and said indifferently, "When I was in middle school in Taiwan, I got into a fight with the child of the boarding family and fell."

"Weren't you good at fighting when you were young? Why didn't you win?" Su Fan teased with a smile while enduring his sourness and heartache.

Su Zhan glanced at Su Fan hummingly, "That can't be helped, I have my brother to help!"

Su Fan looked at the boy's expression of "As a brother, he didn't help fight", and couldn't bear to pinch Su Zhan's face, "Then what can I do, if you tell me in the letter, I will be very difficult The risk will also go to Taiwan to help you beat people."

"You really treat me like a child! Let go! This hand and foot problem is not good, it needs to be corrected!" Su Zhan slapped Su Fan's hand off. Recently, Su Fan's hands and feet have become more and more reckless, not often Stretch out your hand to touch his new hair that has finally started to grow, or use the excuse of checking if he is full when he finishes eating, and deliberately touch his stomach in a bad manner.

"Besides, there's nothing you can do if you go to Taiwan. They have three older brothers!" Su Zhan said that his failure to win is definitely not because he is too weak, but because the opponent has too many people and too many brothers.

Su Fan let go, touched the man's hairy head instead, and said with a smile, "No more playing, let's go to sleep, get up early tomorrow, and go to the Dajin Temple."

Su Zhan got into the quilt that belonged to him, wrapped himself into a cocoon, rolled over and turned sideways, and muttered, "I went to the Dajin Temple again. Didn't I go there when I was a child?" He was sleeping It's always been a habit to lie on your side, and when you sleep with Su Fan, you will lie on your side with your back facing him, but it doesn't prevent the two of them from hiding in the bed and talking intimately.

"Yes, but I didn't make a wish at that time, so I saved it for now." Su Fan spread out his quilt, put his hands behind his head, and lay down beside Su Zhan in an orderly manner, recalling When I was a child, I followed my parents and took Su Zhan to see the Buddha's light in the Dajin Temple. The eyes and expression stuck in the old days were as gentle as the rising sun.

When he said this, Su Zhan also suddenly remembered. He still remembered that when he looked at Su Fan who was piously kneeling in front of the Buddha and asked him what wish he had made, the little brother who was very naughty at that time just shook his head and said no. Know.

"Then what are you going to do this time? Really make a wish?" He didn't know that with Su Fan's current worth and status, what else was he not satisfied with? He has everything in the Su family, the trust and love of his parents, in this life. Of course, he also has such a good brother who understands righteousness, Second Young Master Su thought shamelessly in his heart.

It's been a long time since Su Fan answered. Su Zhan thought he was asleep, so he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Su Fan turned over and faced Su Zhan's back. The boy wrapped himself up in a thin quilt, but he could still vaguely see his slender and smooth body line by the moonlight. It was shallowly sunken, and the whole person was curled up like a shrimp.

Su Fan approached quietly, his knees bent into Su Zhan's legs, and the two of them fit together perfectly through the quilt.

Su Fan put the person in his arms to the first floor, he is taller than Su Zhan, so he can put the person in his arms, slightly lowered his head and kissed his younger brother's hair, "Make a wish, make what I want the most thing……"

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At home, there are still the general father and the well-behaved mother watching. Except for the first few days when he came home, he can sleep until the sun is three poles. Later, he has to get up and have breakfast with his parents when he arrives. These days, he is far away from home. There was only Su Fan by his side, so Su Zhan was so pampered that he would sleep until the middle of the sun, suddenly wanted to get up early, Su Zhan wished he could drag the quilt and bed to go to Dajin Temple together.As for Su Fan, it took a lot of effort to wake up his brother, and when he got in the car, he simply asked someone to sleep on his lap again.

The car was running in the city of Yangon, which was not yet fully awake, but Su Fan looked like a hunter who had recovered enough energy to start hunting. He put one hand on Su Zhan's head and stroked his younger brother's head from time to time, with an expression on his face. But it was gentle with a bit of indifference, like the winter sun, although bright but not warm, "Chen Guofeng, have you got in touch there?"

"It is Du Sanda's family who will go to the Dajin Temple to pray for blessings today. She likes the diamonds we sent over very much. She said that it is unnecessary to have a meal. It is better to go to the Dajin Temple to present flowers to the Buddha." Chen Guofeng lowered his voice. He replied, he has always had a loud voice, just now he accidentally made his voice a little louder, but was shivered by the first young master who threw a sharp knife at him - he made the second young master sleep.Sure enough, as the rumors say, the Eldest Young Master is the general's successor, and the Second Young Master is a pampered second-generation ancestor, but no matter whether it is the old general or the new general who is about to take office, the Second Young Master loves him very much, and he is also a person that cannot be ignored. Master.

Su Fan nodded slightly. Dusanda is Soe Win's younger sister. There are many brothers and sisters of Soe Win, but there is only one younger sister who is a compatriot from his mother. He has always doted on this younger sister.It's just that her younger sister married a poor boy who relied on his wife's family to climb up the ladder, and as time went by, she was no longer as loving as before.Myanmar is also a country where men are superior to women, but this Dusunda is a tigress who has become the head of the family. According to legend, there are two things she loves most-gems and beautiful men.He did what he liked, and sent a Chinese-English mixed-blood bought from Thailand to give a diamond necklace.

Su Zhan finally woke up a little bit after sleeping all the way, but he still had the urge to get up in his heart, because Su Fan had to take him to see the morning light early in the morning, and the temples in Myanmar had to take off their shoes and socks because they did not kill animals. Going in, there have been countless courageous and fat cockroaches and mice jumping past his feet.When I was a child, my father held him that time, so I can't let Su Fan hold him now... Su Fan took Su Zhan's hand, rubbed it lightly on the back of his hand, and said, "I'll give it to you at night." Don’t tell me you want to eat something super delicious…”

Su Zhan felt that this guy had completely coaxed himself into being a child. Because he looked unhappy, did he plan to cook another table of good food to calm him down? People, adults don't bother with him if there are a lot of them...

Both of them were sitting on the wooden board of the wing room, and the thin golden morning light sprinkled on the top of the golden tower of the Dajin Temple, and the surrounding small towers were also illuminated with golden light, which complemented the main tower.Both of them recalled the scene when their parents brought them to Dajin Temple that year. At that time, their father could hold them in his arms and walk a long distance without panting.

"Time flies so fast." Su Zhan narrowed his eyes slightly, and cast his eyes on the Dajin Temple Pagoda from a distance. He lived again, but the Dajin Temple was still bright and magnificent. He and Su Fan never talked about today.

"Yeah, at that time you were still only thinking about sleeping in Dad's arms, and you couldn't wake up even pushing you up." He remembered that Su Zhan was a small pink ball at that time, thin and thin, surrounded by The hand on Father's neck is like a small leaf, the little golden boy in his heart.Now that the little golden boy has grown up, although he still can't keep it in his arms, Su Fan wants to be with him forever.

Neither of them spoke anymore, they just looked up at the morning light covering the entire Dajin Temple, the thin mist gradually dissipated, and it was a bright and magnificent world.

Su Fan finally fulfilled his wish of going to the Dajin Temple with Su Zhan to see the Buddha's light, you see, he is still by his side, how nice it is.

After that, the two of them went to present flowers to their Constellation Buddha as usual, but before that, Su Fan had already donated a large sum of incense money.But this time, Su Fan solemnly knelt in front of the Buddha and made a wish. He glanced at Su Zhan, who was kneeling beside him, who was looking around casually.He put his palms together and leaned against his forehead, silent for a long time, and said in his heart - I only allow this one person beside me.

After symbolically finishing everything, Su Zhan and Su Fan got up and prepared to go back to the wing, while Su Fan went to another wing to meet Sang Da's family.He got up a little violently, and accidentally bumped backwards, but suddenly bumped into someone.Su Fan quickly reached out to catch him, "You've bumped into the master."

When Su Zhan turned his head, he saw an old monk with half of his shoulders bare and draped in cassock. He looked thin and bony, but he was very energetic. His eyes were rare for an old man. The light of Buddha that has been contaminated for a long time.

"Master, did you hit something? I'm so sorry, my brother is too reckless." Su Fan said to the old monk in Burmese politely and gracefully.Su Zhan also quickly recovered from the old monk's gaze, folded his hands together and apologized.

But I didn't expect the old monk to speak standard Chinese, "It's okay, it's okay." Then his bright eyes swept across Su Zhan's face, and he smiled back, "This is Master Zishen."

Both Su Zhan and Su Fan were surprised, because there are very few names with characters nowadays, especially the characters of the two brothers, except for their parents, not many people know, even Mu Tianzhang may not know, the two brothers , one word Ziyuan, one word Zishen.But in the memories of Su Zhan and Su Fan, they had never seen such a No. [-] person.

The old monk looked at the Su family brothers who were both astonished, smiled slightly, put his hands together and said, "Amitabha, finally born of water, Master Zishen."

When Su Zhan heard this, his scalp was numb, and he felt that the newly grown hairs were going to stand on end, but he was not sure, "You are the high-ranking foreigner who named me back then. People?” In his last life, he also heard his parents tell about the origin of his name, saying that it was given by an expert outside the world. Of course, at that time, he didn’t know the heights of heaven and earth, so he scoffed at this statement.

One of his thoughts after waking up more than ten years ago was that the fortune teller who had no memory at all was indeed an expert. He died in Su Fan's hands and came back to life from the pool, so he should have finally been born from the water. Is it in the water?Even when he was confused, Su Zhan had the idea of ​​looking for an expert, but the crowd was so vast, he also asked his mother several times, but he had no clue.

The old monk smiled and nodded, then turned his gaze to Su Fan who was standing aside, "This is the elder brother of Young Master Zishen—"

Su Fan also knew about this, but he was a little puzzled by Su Zhan's surprised expression, as if he was being fooled by a cat. Since it was named by this master, he is named after the Su family today. It is not surprising that those who come to worship the Buddha can recognize it.

"Yes, I'm Su Zhan's elder brother, Su Fan, named Ziyuan." Su Fan suppressed his doubts and said with a smile.

"A good name, a good name. The benefactor's demeanor is gentle and warm, worthy of the word "Fan", as peaceful and leisurely as boating on the river. But the word Ziyuan is - the benefactor has a smart mind, and the city is like a deep place."

"The master is absurd." Su Fan replied modestly, not knowing why the master judged his name.

"There is only one sentence that I want to give to the benefactor—a person who loves and desires is like holding a torch. If you walk against the wind, you must suffer from burning hands." The old monk smiled slightly at the end.

Su Fan is such a transparent person, he also smiled and replied, "But if you want what you want, if you love it all your life, then what's the fear of burning hands?"

Su Zhan saw the two of them going back and forth like a charade, but he was so anxious to jump on the sidelines. Although he had been reborn for almost 20 years, except for the little hardships of being away from home for ten years, his life was very satisfactory, but any No one who has had such an incredible experience can remain calm in front of someone who might know it all.However, he was in a hurry to return home, but he didn't know what to ask the old monk, because everything was over, but it was uncomfortable to keep this story in his heart, "Master, do you know everything? That's why you gave me such a name." !"

With a thought, Su Fan looked at his younger brother's anxious look, and thought, could it be that he didn't know what happened to Su Zhan?

The old monk smiled and said, "Master Zishen, very good, very good, why are you asking?"

"Me? Okay?" Su Zhan was at a loss.

"Don't be sad about the past, don't be greedy for the future, focus on the present, and be at peace. Master Zishen has done it, why not?"

Su Zhan put down the hand that was holding the old monk's cassock, and his long eyelashes drooped accordingly. All his eyes fell to the ground. He saw his white feet stepping on the floor, solid and stable—this step was the Now?

He was stunned for a long time, until the old monk walked away, his mind was still wandering, and he didn't want to ask any more, as if he had nothing to ask.Seeing that Su Zhan was out of his mind, Su Fan asked someone to protect Su Zhan and then went back to the lounge of the wing to rest, while he went alone to meet the Sang Da family who also came to worship the Buddha.

Seeing that Su Fan led half of the people to the depths of Dajin Temple, Su Zhan continued to sit on the floor and wait consciously. He knew that Su Fan was not just taking him to see the Buddha's light today, he simply relied on The door frame, listening to the swaying Buddhist scriptures singing, stepping on the gentle morning breeze, walking through the long corridor.He always wanted to express his heart with little emotion, but he couldn't help but become quiet with the emptiness, and the pure eyes without content scattered from the clustered eyelashes, as if blending into the dazzling golden light.He was still thinking about the old monk's words - don't mourn the past, don't be greedy for the future, focus on the present, and thus be at peace.