Rebirth of Su Zhan

General Su and the army fought a big victory, and the Burmese government intervened to negotiate a truce between Laos and the National Volunteers.When the army returned in triumph that day, the soldiers and family members staying behind in the camp were all overjoyed, and someone even hung a string of big firecrackers and set them off.

People around were cheering, women and children hugging their husbands and fathers who came back alive.Su Zhan watched as a group of soldiers with dirty clothes and blurry black and yellow faces jumped out of his father's truck, who had obviously survived and fought in the wild for a while, hugged his mother tightly, and then hugged his mother cheerfully. Remembering that he and Su Fan used their messy beards to tie them all over.

Su Zhan knows that these people can go to the hail of bullets to feel the bloody storm, but he hopes that the war will not affect his family, not only his general father, but also the wish of all volunteers-the motherland will not return, and the small family will still exist.

When the country has become confused, home is more important to these soldiers who are born and died.However, some are happy and some are sad.Next to the other car were the family members claiming the ashes and relics. Unlike the joy and smiling faces of reuniting with family members after a catastrophe, there were silent tears and gradually spreading sadness.

All Su Zhenggang could do was to order Lieutenant Li, "Everyone should be buried properly, the pensions of the family members will be paid in place, and the orphans and widows will be settled!" If you die, you deserve to die on the battlefield.From the initial shock and sadness to the present calmness, it is not that he is insensitive, but that he has experienced too much.But as a father and husband, he still had to feel compassion.

Su Zhan and Su Fan recognized Xiao Douding and his mother and sister at a glance in the team.

Seeing them, Xiao Douding looked at Su Fan and Su Zhan without saying a word. There were no tears on the children's faces, unlike his sister and mother who cried so sadly.He only had big, melancholy eyes flashing, and he said to Su Fan in a daze, "Brother Su Fan, they said my father is gone, is it true that my father will never come back? Didn't he make an appointment yesterday for my father to come back?" Shall we make a little wooden gun?"

Su Zhan and Su Fan looked at each other, but they didn't know what to say.

Is it the saddest thing in the world that the most important person leaves you before you understand the meaning of death?

Su Zhan suddenly regretted his mischievous tricks a few days ago, and he even felt extremely regretful and guilty for his naughty jokes on Xiao Douding.

Su Fan walked over and held Xiao Douding's hand, hesitating for a long time, "Father won't come back, but brother is still here, Xiaojia, brother will protect you."

Su Zhenggang, who had finished comforting the mother and daughter, took out two gadgets from the bag in Adjutant Li's hand, but they turned out to be two bamboo dragonflies upon closer inspection.Then he picked up Xiao Douding and handed one of the bamboo dragonflies to Yan Congjia, "Your father asked me to bring it back to you before he died. Yan Congjia, right? Grow up! Your father is a hero." , don’t disappoint his love for you!”

Little Douding didn't understand what General Su said, he only knew that his father would not come back, so why would he need a bamboo dragonfly?Immediately throwing away the bamboo dragonfly, he finally burst into tears, shouting "I want daddy, I want daddy." This crying made his mother and sister beside him cry even more sadly.General Su hugged Xiao Douding helplessly, but also couldn't bear it, such a small child, how could he know anything!

Su Zhan ran over to pick up the bamboo dragonfly, which was no different from the one Yan Ningyuan gave him, except that it was stained with blood.He stuffed the bamboo dragonfly back into the crying little Douding's hand, looking at Xiao Douding's tear-filled face, he was somewhat similar to Yan Ningyuan who had only met once, with mixed feelings in his heart.

And Su Fan also got another bamboo dragonfly, which Yan Ningyuan entrusted his father to bring back.Uncle Yan did not forget his promise to himself, he promised to make another bamboo dragonfly for himself.It's just that this bamboo dragonfly has blood on it.

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The war came to an end, and everything returned to the days before the war, but some people would never see them again, and the time they had had would never come back.Su Zhan consciously treats Xiao Douding who comes to play at home almost every day, and even allows him to touch his collection of soldier doll toys, which he has played with besides Mu Tianzhang who has a good impression , even Su Fan couldn't touch it easily.

Su Fan is a child without a mother. He knows the importance of both parents. When he sees Xiao Douding, he thinks of Uncle Yan. When he thinks of Uncle Yan, he feels that he should treat Xiao Douding better.He didn't dare and was not willing to take out the bloody bamboo dragonfly to play with, so he just found a small box and hid it.

He knew that Su Zhan was not a bad boy, but a spoiled child. Mostly, a spoiled child always has a bad temper.

The governments of Laos, Myanmar, and Thailand have continuously lodged protests to the United Nations, creating public pressure and demanding that the Taiwan authorities withdraw the remnants of the army.Regarding whether to return to Taiwan or not, it has aroused public opinion among the remnants of the army.However, they are the victorious side, and the Burmese government dare not move them easily now, and even acquiesced to this kind of behavior that has taken root in human territory.

Taiwan does not want to move the remnant army even more. This is a carefully crafted base camp from Yunnan to counterattack the mainland.Counting it up, there are his father, General Feng, and General Chen, who have 3 military regions, 3 armies, and 20 columns under their jurisdiction, with a total strength of 35000.Among them, the strongest is his father's Soviet army.Su Zhenggang didn't express his opinion, and the others were also watching.Anyway, Burma and Thailand only know how to protest. From the perspective of Su Zhenggang, who was born as a gangster, Qiu Ba-protest wherever you like!I'm too lazy to care about it, let's fight again if I have the ability!

It's just that before Su Zhan is ready for the coming school term, life has given him another choice.

Originally, both of them were supposed to go to the school in the town to continue their studies. The remnants of the army were stationed here, and basic construction was also carried out. Basic facilities such as schools, hospitals, etc. were readily available, and the schools here even offered free education.

The Feng family invited several close families to a gathering for their third son to study in the United States, and the Su couple was ready to move.The third child of the Feng family studied in an international school in Yangon.

Many senior generals of the remnant Kuomintang army bought property in Yangon, and some directly sent their children to Yangon to go to school. Those like him and Su Fan who stayed with their parents were a minority.First of all, the Su family's parents felt that their two sons were still too young, especially Su Zhan, who was spoiled and spoiled.Secondly, Su Zhan himself did not want to go.

Su Zhan remembered that in his previous life, Zhong Yiying and General Su jointly wanted to send Su Zhan and Su Fan to Yangon to study, but the result was that they sloppily fell to the ground, rolling around in anger and refusing to go.The original enrollment procedures ended without a problem.

Of course, in his last life, he didn't know that Su Fan was so looking forward to being able to go out to study, he couldn't even remember Su Fan's disappointed look at that time.In the past, he would never think about problems from Su Fan's point of view, but now it is different.

On the second day after sending off the third son of the Feng family, the Su family had a short meeting and said roughly that they would send him and Su Fan to Yangon to study, just to ask for their opinions, and to go to both of them, one If you don't go, you don't go.

During the period, when Su Fan was listening to his mother's description of the elementary school, his big eyes gleamed with longing and anticipation. From Su Zhan's point of view, his eyes sparkled. Look at his brother's little promise!

Su Zhan only frowned, wondering whether he should go this time or not?

Of course Su Fan wanted to go, but when he thought of Su Zhan who didn't like reading, he even looked worried when he went to the elementary school in the town after school was about to start these days, thinking that his younger brother probably didn't want to. of.Being able to go out to study is compared to staying with my younger brother... Xiao Su Fan weighed it in his heart, and he expressed that he really didn't want to leave Su Zhan, "I want to go, but if my younger brother is willing to go, I will go. If my younger brother doesn't go I'm not going either."

Going to Yangon to study... Su Zhan’s little eyebrows are tangled. Going to study means leaving his parents. This place is not close to Yangon. If he can live with his family and his parents are young and healthy, he still has a lot of time to make up for the shortcomings of his previous life.

However, seeing Su Fan's small face clearly looking forward to him silently, Su Zhan felt that if he didn't go, he would strangle Su Fan's wish to death.This damn kid likes to go out and read so much...

Su Zhan, who had a headache, sighed and asked him to think about it.Hearing that his younger brother didn't refuse straight away, Su Fan was very relieved.

At night, the two children slept together as usual, and they were disturbed by the family's proposal to send them to study in Yangon, so they couldn't sleep.The lights in the room were not on, but the moon outside the window was big and bright, and the moonlight filled the room like a thin white gauze curtain.

Su Fan's back was facing the window, looking at Su Zhan's small shoulder blades in front of him, he patted Su Zhan's back lightly.

Someone turned around, faced Su Fan, curled his mouth, and said very rudely, "Ah Fan, if you keep disturbing me to sleep, I will kick you out of bed!" However, Su Zhan knew My current threats and warnings are ineffective against Su Fan.Sure enough, the kid squinted his eyes and smiled, "Ah Zhan, obviously you couldn't sleep, okay, who turned his back on me and twisted around."

Su Zhan was facing out of the window, while Su Fan's face with his back to the window was in the shadows, only a pair of eyes looked at him warmly and peacefully.The eyes of both of them are actually like General Su's, big and bright.It's just that Su Zhenggang became a general, and his eyes are resolute and sharp.

"Ah Fan, do you really want to go out to study?" Su Zhan wanted to hear Su Fan's thoughts again.

The corners of Su Fan's mouth turned up, and under the moonlight, Su Zhan's eyes were black and big, and his long eyelashes were raised slightly, as if his eyes were full of starlight.He really wanted to be close to such a younger brother, who looked like a villain who came down from the moon.

Su Fan didn't answer Su Zhan's words, but instead answered irrelevantly and said, "Ah Zhan, don't move, let me touch your eyes." He could see his own face reflected in Su Zhan's eyes at this time, like Su Zhan only asked this question when he had himself in his heart at the moment.This made Su Fan feel warm and at ease.

Although he didn't know what his little brother wanted to do, Su Zhan saw Su Fan's delicate and bright facial features in the shadows, his expression was so peaceful and misty, it was so peaceful that it made people feel a little moved.So he let him approach and reach out to touch.

Su Fan stroked his younger brother's eyelashes with his small hands, feeling the thick long eyelashes trembling gently in his palm, like a soft baby bird rubbing against him, relying on him wholeheartedly.It's like he hoped that Su Zhan's heart would be all about him.

Su Fan muttered to himself, "That's enough, that's enough."

Su Zhan silently wanted to knock off Su Fan's hand, but felt that it would spoil the atmosphere, so he could only ask patiently, "What is enough?"

Su Fan smiled and took away his brother's hand, "Where is Su Zhan, I will be there. So, if you don't want to go out to study, I won't go either. Well, don't think about it, let's go to sleep. "After speaking, Su Fan's hand habitually touched Su Zhan's thin back, patting it repeatedly.

Su Zhan, who had long been accustomed to such strength and rhythm, was entangled with Su Fan's hands and feet after a while, and fell asleep quietly.Su Fan looked at his younger brother's peaceful sleeping face and thought, his younger brother is still the same as before, the most beautiful and cutest when he is asleep, as if he is a well-behaved doll under his control.

It wasn't until they were separated for several years that Su Fan knew that that feeling was called heartbeat.