Rebirth of Su Zhan

With a shake of Su Fan's hand holding the pen, the last stroke of the Zigzag was crooked, and the whole character was regarded as abolished.

He didn't know why Su Zhan would suddenly mention this. Although the relationship between the two of them was not good before, this younger brother never asked him about what happened before he returned to Su's residence.He was in a daze and didn't know how to answer, but he felt a dull pain in his heart, wondering how his younger brother would make fun of him this time?

Glancing at the bewildered expression on his face, Su Zhan immediately understood what he was thinking, but curled his lips. He didn't seem to be so bad that he could frighten him by just talking to Su Fan. Is this the expression?A certain bastard bully said that he was indeed a bit of a mess before, but he didn't want to make people frightened.As the adults say, it is common for boys to be naughty.

Someone coughed unnaturally, "I'm not trying to bully you, I'm just asking casually, don't say anything if you don't want to."

Su Fan looked at Su Zhan's little face that wanted to pretend he didn't care, and suddenly understood, brother wants to understand him?

So, even though he was reluctant to bring up the past, Su Fan thought about it and said briefly while copying, "It's not a beggar. At that time, my mother died, and I couldn't find daddy alone. At that time, some of the money my father gave my mother was stolen, and part of it was spent when I was sick. In the end, I didn’t even have the money to buy her a good coffin. When she was buried, I was also kicked out. They are homeless on the street. There are many children like me who have no parents or families, some are Chinese, some are Thai, some are Burmese, and there are many children of mixed race..."

Su Fan recalled that he spent most of his time on the border between China, Myanmar and Thailand. Those wandering days were bittersweet and happy for him. The hard part was that sometimes he couldn’t eat enough and fell ill. Sometimes, it was a few children of the same background playing together, even if they ran around the mountains and plains with their tattered clothes and bare feet, they were no different from the well-dressed young masters and ladies who got off the car.

"I went up the mountain to eat wild fruits and hunted small animals. By the way, sometimes I went down to the water to catch fish to eat! There are many temples here, and sometimes we hide in small temples by the roadside. There was once an old Thai monk in Chiang Mai. They wanted to shave me, saying that I have roots of wisdom, but after a short stay, I ran out again..."

Su Fan was actually bullied by other young monks in the temple, and he suddenly had the urge to find his biological father.It was only then that I arrived in Myanmar after going through all kinds of hardships, and was lucky to meet Adjutant Li and Zhong Yiying who came out to buy things under the guidance of others, and was brought back home.

"So, I am very grateful to my aunt. If it weren't for her, I would have to wander to Yangon alone. It is the capital, and I might be able to survive there." The situation here is turbulent, and Su Fan also knows that it is not him A place where a child can stay.

In just a few words, Su Fan briefly described his experiences in the past few years.From his face, Su Zhan didn't see any sadness or pain, as if the past was just a dream of the young master of the Su family.

He didn't know that Su Fan had lived so hard.

Remembering that he was just forced to a dead end by him and hid in the deep mountains and old forests for more than a month, Su Zhan couldn't imagine, how could a child of a few years old endure all these hardships and survive?

He suddenly understood that after Su Fan returned to Su's house, he had been forbearance.

Facing his arrogant and domineering self, Su Fan never stood up to resist, although, the only and last resistance directly killed himself-is it just like the old saying, which is tolerable or unbearable?

He admired Su Fan a little bit. It's really not a thing in the pool for a person to endure for so long.

As the son of Su Zhenggang, Su Zhan was also very surprised by the comparison of Su Fan's experience just now compared with the good life he had since he was a child.He always thought that although his general father didn't care about their mother and son, he still wanted to give some money to keep them alive.But he didn't expect that Su Fan had suffered more than he could imagine.

Recalling that he was able to play and fight since he was five or six years old, Su Zhan found that he suppressed and bullied Su Fan until his death.

For the first time, Su Zhan even felt that if he was Su Fan, then he couldn't let Su Zhan live.So, someone with a complicated mood fell silent after hearing Su Fan's words. No wonder Su Fan was so sad and embarrassed when Mu Tianzhang called him a beggar yesterday.

After Su Fan finished speaking, he looked up at his younger brother, who was looking at him with long eyelashes and big bright eyes, but his expression was complicated, and his delicate eyebrows were even a little tangled.

Just thinking that his younger brother was going to be angry with him again, Su Zhan suddenly stood up on the chair, touched his little knee, and walked towards him.

Su Zhan reached out and took out the writing brush in Su Fan's hand, glanced at Su Fan who wrote until his little finger was red, and said uncomfortably, "You don't need to copy it, I will do it myself. I won't save my mother from saying that I bullied you later!"

Su Fan grinned and pinched his own fingers, but still smiled and looked at his younger brother's serious writing profile. Because of his special experience, he immediately noticed that his younger brother's attitude towards him was different. As for what was different , he couldn't tell.

Su Zhan is still thin and thin now. Although he knows that he will never be short in the future, someone who is too late to draw a bill finds that even kneeling on a chair and lying on a desk to write is very laborious-short legs, short hands, really Can't afford to hurt.

Seeing Su Zhan's beautiful appearance with drooping eyelids and long eyelashes curled up, Su Fan was very happy, "Brother, tell me when you're tired, and I'll write for you!"

"Need not!"

After a while, he turned his head sideways and asked, "Brother, are you thirsty? Shall I get you a soda?"

"Not thirsty!"

Su Fan saw that Su Zhan was serious about copying the aunt's punishment unlike before, and he was unwilling to go out like this. He wanted to stay with Su Zhan very much, and asked persistently, "Will you be hungry?" ? I'll get you a cake."

"Not hungry! Su Fan, you're going to annoy me to death!" Finally, Su Zhan couldn't help but look up at the smiling Su Fan. He treated him badly when he was a child, and Su Fan still clinged to him for a while, until When he was 13 years old, Su Zhan scolded him severely, and finally even sneered at him with the greatest malice and said, "Do you know, what I hate the most is that you call me brother! I don't know I don't want to be your brother, I won't call you brother at all."

At that time, Su Fan already vaguely had the appearance of the eldest son of the Su family in the future. After hearing what he said, he slowly closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was an impenetrable clarity, with only the corners of his mouth still tingling. With a smile, "Okay, okay, okay." The three good words made Su Zhan confused and inexplicable at the time, but he didn't take the words of this brother who had been neglected since he was a child at all.

Thinking about it, Su Zhan knew that from then on, all the plans and revenge had taken root in Su Fan's heart, hiding and growing.

Unexpectedly, my attitude towards him is better now, this Su Fan is even more clinging to him.

Seeing his younger brother's impatient face, but he didn't utter bad words to drive him away like before, Su Fan felt that it was rare for his younger brother to get along well with him, and he was even more reluctant to leave.

However, he suddenly thought of something, "Brother, wait for me, I'll go back as soon as I go." After saying that, he ran out of the study in a hurry without looking at Su Zhan.

Su Zhan suddenly felt relieved, he really didn't know how to face the current Su Fan.

Obviously, in his last life, he drowned himself in the water with his own hands, but thinking of what he did in his last life, Su Zhan also knew that he was a complete bastard; This kind of scheming is different from being approached by the city government to please him. This ten-year-old Su Fan calls himself "brother" one by one, because he really wants to get along with him.And for some reason, thinking of Su Fan's experiences, he felt a little sour.

A few days ago, Su Zhan, who hated him so much that he wanted to kill him, had other complicated thoughts. A certain irritable guy still couldn't calm down while holding a brush—this Su Fan really made him People have troubled themselves!

He was writing stroke by stroke, but Su Fan happily ran in with a glass jar in his arms, and put the jar in front of him.Su Zhan looked at him inexplicably, but saw Su Fan said to himself with a smile, "Happy birthday brother! I was going to give it to you yesterday, but later you were locked up in your own room, so I didn't have time to give it to you."

Su Zhan picked up the big jar suspiciously, but found that it was filled with all kinds of shiny candies, which looked really good in a transparent glass jar—these were the ones they usually ate, but my mother was afraid that they would damage their teeth. The amount you get every day is pitifully small.

Neither of the two brothers went out, and Su Fan didn't have much money to buy these imported candies, and such candies were not so easy to get in this mixed northern Myanmar.

The only possibility is - Su Zhan put down the brush and caressed the glass jar with his little hand, but his mood was even more mixed.

"I've been saving it for a long time, but you have to hide it well and don't let aunt see it." Su Fan said with a smile.