my suspect

65. Come, come, stew a pot of sugar water

In panic and embarrassment, Lin Ze wanted to hide, but Gu Jun pinned the back of his head, and fixed Lin Ze's head gently and firmly, making the softness nowhere to retreat.

In shame, Lin Ze's white and almost transparent ear tips turned red, and he reached out his hand in vain to try to push back, but he didn't know whether it was because his body was weak after waking up or the person's gradually rising body temperature softened his hands and feet, Lin Ze pushed back feebly. It's like some sort of rebuff.

Somewhere where the honesty was finally poured by cold water became high again, Gu Jun rubbed the furry head in his arms vigorously with his hands, sighed a long time, and said hoarsely: "Don't move... If you move again, I, I can I can't bear it..."

The person in his arms seemed to have been tapped, and even his breathing seemed to be stopped. It took a long time to hear a thin and slow sound of breathing from his arms, and the slightly warm breath carefully touched the skin of his heart. Sliding by, like the teasing of a small feather.

Reason clearly told Gu Jun that at this time, let go quickly and either continue to waste cold water or grind soybean milk, so that Liu Xiahui's character design can still be maintained, but the instinct of the body makes Gu Big Mao subconsciously straighten his body, A certain disobedient little brother became more motivated, and the little brother went to find Lin Ze talking to himself.

Lin Ze was at a loss, he knew what it was, but he couldn't see it. When people are in a hurry or panic, they always want to confirm something habitually. Lin Ze usually relies on touching... hot hands!

If Gu Jun could still control himself at this time, then he would really be able to go to heaven.

Just when Lin Ze realized that something was wrong and wanted to let go, Big Cat Gu turned into a wolf in seconds, wrapped Lin Ze's slender and cool hand with his palm, then lowered his head and bit Lin Ze's lip, with an irresistible voice in his hoarse voice. Sexy and begging, "Help me, Lin Ze, I like you."

Gently and carefully kissing Lin Ze's forehead, eyebrows, nose tip, cheeks, and corners of lips. The deliberately controlled breathing is like the most seductive signal. Every suppressed and forbearing breath seems to tell Lin Ze that this man is He really cared about him. Even though this man was about to be driven mad by his body instinct, he was still restraining himself for fear of hurting him.

The man's lips and tongue lingered around his lips, tentatively going in but not reluctantly... Lin Ze opened his lips slightly, the small tongue on his lips was obviously caught by accident, and then he was like a little boy who had been locked out for a long time and suffered many grievances He rushed in like a dog.

Lin Ze tried his best to open his eyes wide. He really wanted to see the appearance of this man. He really wanted to, and he felt wronged. Lin Ze whimpered anxiously, the lively little tongue in his mouth stopped suddenly, and then hesitantly pulled it out from between the lightly biting teeth, it didn't hurt, but he was inexplicably flustered.

"I..." Gu Jun just uttered a word, but was blocked by Lin Ze's lips that bumped up regardless, the bump was neither light nor heavy, and both of them hurt, but neither of them separated.

The time seemed to be infinitely elongated by the gradually rising sun outside the window, the two breathed against each other, their lips and teeth were connected, neither one moved nor the other dared to move.

Until Gu Jun's hand was slowly released, the feeling of being held by two hands at the same time as Gu Xiaodi was really nothing, especially when my own hand forced someone else's hand to be a five-finger girl.

Lin Ze's fingers also quietly let go, and Gu Jun let out a sigh of relief. He really couldn't tell whether it was the relaxation after the embarrassment was eliminated or the disappointment after the disappointment of expectations, but maybe this morning really didn't start too well. .

"I'm sorry," Lin Ze whispered suddenly, and his hand held Zhiren again, "I'll help you."

Gu Jun lay lazily and contentedly on the bed with his arms around Lin Ze. Sunshine had already entered the room to warn the captain of the criminal police who didn't want to be a fool that it was time to get up, but someone completely ignored him.

Lin Ze lay quietly in Gu Jun's arms, quietly listening to the man's strong heartbeat, his chest was swelled to the brim, but he didn't know what to say to make the swollen so painful feeling feel better. get relief.

Thin and cool fingers quietly climbed onto Gu Jun's face. Lin Ze was no stranger to Gu Jun's head, but he had never felt like this from the brow bone to the tip of the brow, and then slid along the corner of the eye back to the eye socket, along the eye socket. Skimming down from the root of the mountain to the wings of the nose to the corners of the lips and jaws, tracing over and over again, sometimes gently and sometimes accidentally poking the delicate eyes, Lin Ze's fingers would tremble in panic at this moment, while Gu Jun would pull Put his nervous fingers to his lips for a kiss before bringing his hands back to his eyes.

I don't know how many times I traced it, but finally Lin Ze's hand stopped on Gu Jun's eyes, and his calloused fingers stroked back and forth on the brow bone, until the fingers were tired, and curled up slightly on the furry brow peak.

Tears rolled down from the eye sockets silently, one, two, three...all disappeared on the clothes and sheets.

His long and thick eyelashes were opening and closing with great effort, but unfortunately the butterfly's wings couldn't carry the wind, so his eyes were still gray.

Gu Jun's heart was stabbed fiercely, he embed Lin Ze in his arms with all his strength, kissed the top of his head with piety and pity, and whispered: "Lin Ze, don't be afraid, I will be there no matter what, Don't be afraid, your eyes will heal."

"I don't know how to love someone, Gu Jun, I regret it now." Lin Ze took his hands away from Gu Jun's face, and wanted to back up, but Gu Jun didn't let him, and his arms pulled him slightly hard. fixed in its original position.

"Regret that you shouldn't approach me? Or regret that you fell in love with me? Lin Ze, do you think I can still be a bystander?" Gu Jun patted Lin Ze's back lightly and whispered like coaxing a child : "Actually, I don't know how to love someone, but I don't need to learn it. I will understand when you are by my side. I will feel happy when you smile, and I will feel distressed when you cry. If I don't wipe it for you I went to tears because I believe that Lin Ze, whom I love, is strong enough, he just suppressed it for too long, he needs to vent, and then bravely face this world that is not friendly to him again, but Lin Ze, you just need to remember One thing is that I will accompany you to face this somewhat terrible world from now on."

Lin Ze lay there quietly, the tears in the corners of his eyes gleamed in the sun, like the brilliance of gemstones flowing into his eyes, the corner of his mouth slowly sunken down to form a small dimple, then he blinked and gently tapped with his toes Rubbing Gu Jun's calf, "I'm hungry."

Gu Jun was taken aback for a moment, then laughed, stretched out his hand and rubbed Lin Ze's head, Lin Ze's hair curled up, and in Gu Jun's eyes, this guy was even more cute and cute, "You are really my baby, my dear!" , you get up and wash up, and I'll prepare breakfast."

Speaking of which, Gu Jun quickly kissed Lin Ze again, then turned over and got off the bed, and arranged Lin Ze's slippers at the foot of the bed before walking out of the bedroom.Soon, the sound of the soymilk machine came from the kitchen, a little noisy but very lively and satisfying.

Lin Ze didn't get up immediately, but buried his head deeply in the pillow, he was a little confused.

The smell of that person was all over the pillow, making it even more messy.

Sitting up, his legs dropped to the side of the bed, and his toes touched his own slippers... Lin Ze pursed the corners of his lips, and he didn't know why his brows furrowed quietly. This person's carefulness was so careful that he couldn't bear it.

He raised his hand in a strange way, and it seemed that the smell of that person still remained on his hand. The smell was a little strong but it also made people want to take a deep breath. Lin Ze's face suddenly became hot, and he quickly put down his hand, put on his shoes, got up and went into the bathroom.

The things in the bathroom are neatly arranged. On the left side of the sink is Gu Jun’s, and on the right is Lin Ze’s. Even the towels are separated. There are two horizontal bars on the towel rack. It belonged to Gu Jun. Few people would lay carpets in the bathroom, but Gu Jun laid a thick carpet with strong water absorption in the bathroom of the master bedroom, so that you don't have to worry about being slipped by water stains. Even if it accidentally fell down, it would not hit the hard floor tiles directly, but the carpet needs to be replaced every now and then to dry.

Lin Ze likes to step on the carpet with his bare feet, with his toes curled up in the thick and soft fur, which is very solid and relaxed. He didn't tell Gu Jun that this was his childhood habit. On the carpet, of course, the carpet at that time was only laid in the living room, and it was not wasted in the bathroom.

The carpet in the bathroom was laid on the second day after he returned to Yunshui Guanlan. Lin Ze, who stepped on it for the first time, quietly took off his shoes, and walked back and forth on the carpet with his hands on the sink. He couldn't see himself in the mirror, but the sad and happy expression on his face could be seen in Gu Jun's eyes.

The carpet that was originally planned to be changed once a week became changed every two days.

Gu Shao's extravagant style finally found a reason to come out again. Isn't the money the man earns just to hurt his wife? !

After Lin Ze finished washing, breakfast was ready. There was a little sugar in the steaming soy milk, the sweetness was just enough to cover the raw taste of the soy milk itself. The mushroom and vegetable buns were small and delicate, about the size of the palm of your hand. Lin Ze His appetite is good and bad, but even when it is good, he doesn't eat much, which is related to his not eating on time for many years.

There was an unplanned fried egg on the table, fried on both sides, the egg white was slightly browned and the yolk was still in a state of setting, and a few drops of seasoned soy sauce had been dripped on the fried egg.

"Try this fried egg, if you can't eat it, give it to me." Gu Jun pushed the plate containing the fried egg towards Lin Ze, "Try to see if my skills have improved?"

Lin Ze put down the soy milk cup, smiled lightly, then groped and ate all the fried eggs while holding the plate, "Well, the taste is very good, and I want to eat this tomorrow morning."

Seeing Lin Ze's well-behaved appearance, Gu Jun couldn't help but want to reach out to touch his head again, but when he remembered that his hand was touching the oil pot and holding the spatula to carry the plate, he finally couldn't bear to harm Lin Ze head.

After eating an extra fried egg, Lin Ze drank the soy milk a little slowly, and Gu Jun accompanied him to deliberately slow down his eating speed. The dining room and the living room are well-lit, which spills in through the glass Under the tempering of the air-conditioning, the sunny day no longer has the annoying heat, leaving only bright and gorgeous light.

Lin Ze only needs to tilt his head slightly to find his position along the light source, which makes him very comfortable, and the sound of chewing from the opposite side also makes him very comfortable, and the slightly sweet soy milk slides down his throat In the stomach, it is not only the stomach but also the heart that is warm. This person's considerate thought of wanting to eat more is like the light particles flickering in the beautiful sunshine, illuminating the corners of the heart little by little.

"Well...why did you come to Yuncheng?" Lin Ze took a sip of soy milk in a concealed manner, and he almost blurted out that he wanted to ask 'that person'.

Gu Jun raised his eyebrows, and looked at Lin Ze who thought he was covering up well, the cunning Gu Mao couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, it seemed that he was really jealous!Liao Yuan, let's go here, I not only don't care about the past, I have to thank you for showing up.

"Want to hear? My story?"

Lin Ze froze for a moment, then nodded, "Well, I'll listen to what you say."

"But we have to agree in advance, you can't be angry after hearing the story, my past is quite a jerk, but I don't want to lie to you." Gu Jun's suddenly serious tone made Lin Ze a little uneasy, and after hesitating for a while, he was still firm Nodded, he wanted to know about him, including his past.

"The situation in my family is a bit complicated. It's not because of the many relatives and the complicated relationship, but because of the so-called status. The Gu family is quite famous in the capital, and I am an unpopular existence in the Gu family," Gu Jun laughed at himself. , "My father has two sons, two sons and two wives. I am the second child. My father wanted me to return home with my mother, but the eldest disagreed. As a result, my mother and I lived alone outside for ten years. It wasn't until the most important heir of the Gu family went to study abroad that my mother and I had the opportunity to be the Gu family in an open and honest manner. In fact, I didn't care whether I could be the Gu family. As for the future of the Gu family, I had no interest in participating in it. I stayed in the Gu family only because of my Mother, she hopes to rely on my son to occupy a place in that family, but she doesn't understand that what her son hates the most is the Gu family, isn't it like a bloody plot in a TV series? "

"So you left?" Lin Ze looked at Gu Jun's direction intently. Gu Jun swallowed nervously, but continued:

"No, I didn't know why at the time. Instead, I always wanted people to think that I was an obedient and good son. Although I didn't have any good feelings for the Gu family in my heart, on the surface I was a good student who followed the rules and didn't look crooked. The grades are good and I didn’t mess around with those second-generation rich second-generation bastards. Looking back now, it’s probably because I’m not convinced. I want to compete with the boss who lives in legends. It’s quite silly. In fact, no matter how I Excellence is a latecomer.”

"and after?"

"Later?" Gu Jun stretched out his hand and scratched his hair, "Later I applied for the Public Security University, and everyone called me 'Master Gu', hehe, I was really crazy at that time, but I met Liao Yuan..."

"He... the man in the supermarket?" Lin Ze's hand clenched the cup unconsciously, and Gu Jun stretched out his hand to cover it, his fingers gently rubbing the back of Lin Ze's hand back and forth.

"Well, he is in the same class as me and in the same dormitory, and his grades are also very good. At first we both competed secretly, and then there was a confrontation match, and he and I both reached the finals, which surprised me because he Looks like a frail scholar."

"Then what?" Lin Ze's fingers clasped the rim of the glass convulsively. Gu Jun carefully freed his fingers from the glass, and then interlocked with his fingers. Lin Ze wanted to pull back, but Gu Jun Did not let go.

"Then we changed from competing with each other to cherishing each other. He said he liked me..."

Lin Ze's hand trembled suddenly, and he pulled it back hard, but Gu Jun also tightened his grip, "Lin Ze, listen to me, I don't want to hide your past, if you really want to be angry, please listen to me Are you done?"

Lin Ze moved his lips, silently, can he regret it?Why would he ask this on such a beautiful morning?His past didn't belong to him in the first place, what position does he have to be angry?But he still lost his composure.

"At that time, there were people around me who coaxed me, flattered me, used me, and hated me secretly, but no one said 'like me'. I admit that I was also attracted by him at that time. I even had a showdown with the Gu family. At the time, I felt that I was too manly. I finally did something that would make me happy and make the Gu family unhappy, but it turned out that I became a fool. He was afraid and shrank, making me a The joke of fighting a windmill with a spear alone..."

"Then, then you..."

"We were just young and frivolous indulgences, but at that time I hated the whole world, thinking that that kind of resentment was related to love, but it wasn't, it was just related to my unwillingness, I fell out with the Gu family in anger, hurt My father's face also hurt my mother's heart, and he ran to Yuncheng, foolishly thinking that this kind of self-exile was some kind of commemorative ceremony. Now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous. He and I are just a fate that can't even be counted as a dream. , At that time, my life happened to be empty, and he just needed my feather to make him more glorious. After we separated, I blamed him and hated him, but I never missed him, but Lin Ze, you sit down now In front of me, I feel that I am missing you, although I am talking about the past with him, but all I think about is you, I think this is the real like and love, right?"

"You..." Lin Ze's heart was beating wildly, how, how could this person... "You often say this?"

"Lin Ze, you are jealous."

"……I do not have."

"You are the first person I actively pursue, and the only one."

"...Ghosts believe it."

"Lin Ze, I am 28 years old this year. My past cannot be a blank sheet of paper, but it has not been smeared into a bad work. It is impossible for my past to belong to you, but what I can guarantee is mine. The future is yours. I am not a person who is easily tempted, once I am really tempted, it will be a lifetime thing. "