my suspect

63. Confession

Lin Ze was stunned, he didn't understand that he just didn't want to eat fish, so how could such a serious accident of 'like and jealousy' happen?

He likes me?Why does he like me?No, he likes me, why should that person be jealous?He likes him too?No, what does this have to do with me not eating fish?

Among the questions that Lin Ze was tossing back and forth in his mind, he unexpectedly avoided the role of a woman. Shouldn't he like her?Such a standard and direct question did not appear, and Lin Ze did not notice anything unusual.

Lin Ze's mind was finally muddled by the entanglement of all kinds of emotions, and the rationality barely leaked from the cracks was only enough for him to maintain his weak ability to explain a certain problem, "like" in his mind In the middle of the game, he maintained the wild and unrestrained style of whistling and turning back and running, but "don't eat fish" became the only shield he could use to resist one or two.

"I, I got stuck with a fishbone, and they told me that the fish has no bones, and it turned out...that's why I don't eat fish, you...yes, sorry, I, I didn't mean to..."

"Why did they lie to you?" Gu Jun raised his eyebrows in surprise, he didn't expect Lin Ze to say this after hearing his 'confession' (well, let's regard the bad game just now as a confession), but He still took the words as gently and calmly as possible.

Lin Ze blinked, he really wanted to see Gu Jun's face clearly at this moment, but unfortunately, he couldn't tell at all what kind of expression was on the face of the person who just said "like" to ask him about his past .

After his grandfather passed away, he gradually learned not to tell others about his grievances, because no one cares. Your bitterness and tears are useless and cheap in the eyes of others, and can even be used as sharp weapons to hurt again. Maybe these In those people’s minds, it’s just a joke. They don’t have deep malice or cruelty that wants to make you eternal. They just live too boring and are confined to a certain level. No matter how hard they try, they can’t break through that invisible layer. Because of the isolation of different classes, they cannot breathe the air that may have more flavors above, so they can only use the pleasures around them that can stimulate themselves to spice up their lives, but they don't think that these seasonings may be someone else's. Wounds are even unbearable weight in life.

"Because I can't see, they think it's funny." Lin Ze's hot brain suddenly calmed down, and even the words that came out were icy, "A harmless joke can't kill one person but can please many people , haven't you played it?"

"I don't deny that maybe I used to be one of those jokers," Gu Jun stood up from his chair, and walked slowly to Lin Ze's side, "but I never make such jokes on people or things that I value."

Gu Jun's breath was too strong, Lin Ze couldn't help shrinking back on the back of the chair again, his brain became dizzy and hot again after calming down for a while, "You..."

Lin Ze suddenly felt something touched his lips, and instinctively raised his hand to touch it, but his hand was gently held by the other hand, "Open your mouth, I said that there are no thorns in this fish."

Lin Ze was stunned, he is... Is it so important to him that I eat this fish?Do you want me to praise him for the delicious cooking?

"Try it, if you still don't like it, you can spit it out, Lin Ze, I won't lie to you." Gu Jun slightly pushed the fish to Lin Ze's lips, the fish was still warm and tasted fresh and salty Along the lines of the lips, it seeps to the tip of the tongue.

Lin Ze tilted his head back embarrassingly, but the fish sticking to his lips followed like a shadow, he opened his mouth slightly, and the fish that had been trembling tenaciously on the chopsticks for a long time without breaking up finally landed safely without taste Any taste, Lin Ze just mechanically swallowed what was in his mouth.

"Is it delicious?" Gu Jun's voice was magnetic and deep, Lin Ze shook his head, then nodded again, the air conditioner in the room seemed to have turned up the temperature automatically.

"Try again?" Gu Jun asked for Lin Ze's opinion, but at the same time, the fish was delivered to Lin Ze's mouth again. Lin Ze wanted to refuse, but was blocked by the fish who broke into the door without the owner's consent. On the mouth, "Don't swallow, chew slowly, I am a person who is not very careful, but I will never be half-sloppy about certain things."

Yi Meier once reprimanded Gu Jun not to discharge random discharges when he had nothing to do. It can be seen that the sullen and provocative factor in this person's bones is extremely strong. Facing Lin Ze, as long as he stretches his legs and steps across the boundary, he basically has no brakes. The older lone man who has the most desires and the five-fingered girl who is about to go on a date with the five-fingered girl rushes towards the man who is lustful, lustful and dissatisfied.

"Grandpa used to pick fish bones for me..." Lin Ze didn't know why he said this, he just felt that the atmosphere was too weird, and he had to say something.

"What? I've upgraded again?" Nanny, mother to grandpa, these three identities are really indescribable, Gu Jun couldn't help laughing, with a little embarrassment, Lin Ze understood, the tips of his ears were hot, unconsciously He stuck out his tongue and licked the corner of his lower lip, then lowered his head not knowing how to respond.

The head that was just lowered halfway was stopped by this man and lifted up, and then I felt a quick touch on the back of my lips, and it fell apart as soon as I touched it, and it was too late for Lin Ze to taste it.

Lin Ze opened his mouth in astonishment, he guessed what was touching him just now, but... this feeling is so strange, so strange that Lin Ze can't think, what is this?Is it fun?Another joke?

"Lin Ze, I like you. If you show such an expression again, I won't be able to resist secretly kissing you again." Gu Jun licked his lips with a hint of saltiness.

Lin Ze's lips were soft and slightly cool, just like his people, clear and cold, the feeling was like mints, which stimulated Gu Jun's brain and sweetened his heart.

He kisses me?He kissed me!

Lin Ze finally grasped the point, the blush on the tips of his ears and the blood on his lips faded in an instant, and when he got up hastily, he bumped into the corner of the table beside him fiercely, the sharp pain forced out tears, Gu Jun was frightened, and hurriedly stretched out his hand Helped, but was pushed away violently by Lin Ze.

He staggered back a few steps until he leaned against the wall of the dining room, and Lin Ze stabilized his fleeing figure. Panicked and panting, he was like a fish out of water, and he might become a fish on the dining table in the next moment. dishes.

scared him...

Gu Jun panicked, Lin Ze was not his thick-skinned, tough-minded colleagues, let alone the shrewd and self-interested Liao Yuan, he was very smart and tough, but he was also extremely sensitive.

"Lin Ze, Lin Ze, relax, relax, I won't hurt you, I just like you, I can't control it, if you don't like it, I will never touch you in the future, take a deep breath with me, yes, yes, take a deep breath Exhale, then exhale slowly, be obedient, inhale..."

Has anyone told someone that they like it, and then they have a breathing guidance class?Gu Jun's heart was full of tears, and he didn't have time to take into account the changes in a certain part of his body after he succeeded in stealing the kiss just now.

Lin Ze was not afraid, he was just too shocked, so shocked that his brain could not control his body movements, his brain was still on the level of why he kissed me, but his body fled the scene directly, waiting to lean against the air conditioner that had been blown by the wind. Lin Ze's body reluctantly took care of his brain's face when he was sitting on the chilly wall, but at this moment, his brain was...embarrassed, unable to find suitable words to explain such a strong and obvious resistance reaction.

From this point of view, Lin Ze and Gu Jun are in perfect harmony, neither of them has accurately grasped the essence and usage of the Chinese word 'interpretation'.

"Lin Ze, do you feel better?" Gu Jun looked at Lin Ze, who was breathing normally, with some frustration, coughed twice and struggled to form words, "Then, what, I, I have no other meaning..."

Lin Ze leaned against the wall and looked in his direction silently, biting his lips lightly with his fine white teeth, his lips turned bright red.

"No, no, I'm not..." Gu Jun wished he could be that big flat fish whose head had been chopped off, and pretended to be dead from then on.

But the head that has been soaked and trained in criminal investigation thinking is still firmly on Gu Jun's shoulders, and at the same time, it once again provides another game result for the master who is full of lust and courage but lost his position for a while.

The opportunity to simmer slowly is gone, and if you want to win the beauty back, the only way left is to take advantage of the victory and pursue it!Back off at this time, the front is equivalent to playing hooligans!

To die is to die... Gu Jun stretched out his hand and wiped his face vigorously. Before he opened his mouth, a thought suddenly crossed his mind. This should be the first time that Gu Jun took the initiative to chase someone, and it really was a mess.

"Cough, Lin Ze, I'm serious. I'm sorry if I scare you or make you feel uncomfortable, but I can't control liking, but I still have to apologize. After all, it's a mutual relationship between two people." I should respect you more, Lin Ze, can you think about it? I can wait for your answer and respect your decision at the same time. "

Lin Ze listened quietly, tilting his head slightly, as if he wanted to listen to every word and then check to see if what he heard was a vocabulary sentence waiting to be corrected.

The light on the dining table is the brightest place in the restaurant. Under the light is the dinner that neither of them had finished eating. The delicious noodles and innocent steamed fish, although it is not so hot anymore, the aroma is still lingering on the tip of the nose In the scent, the busy figure of the man in the kitchen, the focused expression and the joyful expression after seeing the finished product, are arranged and rotated in front of Lin Ze like a picture, which makes people feel dizzy. He was not willing to wave his hand to smash these pictures.

"You, what do you like about me?" Lin Ze's voice was a little broken.

Gu Jun was silent for a few seconds, it was really only a few seconds, but for these two people, the feeling of time was very different.

Lin Ze's hands subconsciously grabbed the wall behind him.

"I can't explain clearly," Gu Jun said just when Lin Ze's fingertips were about to lose their color, "I like you and what I like about you, the latter question is too difficult, I can't divide you open."

There was silence again, this time the sense of time was reversed, Gu Jun wondered if the clock on the wall had stopped.

"I'm a very troublesome person." Lin Ze peeled his body off the cold wall, "Gu Jun, are your hands always this warm?"

Gu Jun was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, approached Lin Ze slowly, stretched out his hand, and carefully wrapped the thin hand that seemed to be warm all year round, "I will, otherwise I dare not say that it is enough to be your hand warmer."

Lin Ze felt the different temperatures of the two hands in a daze, and slowly raised the neglected hand, as if he wanted to touch the face of the person in front of him. The temperature there should also be warm.

Gu Jun didn't move, watching Lin Ze's hand stagnate in the air, and then dropped down, curling his fingers quietly beside his own leg, but he didn't pull out the other hand.

"Lin Ze, can I hug you?"

Lin Ze was stunned, then opened his eyes wide, his lips trembled slightly, and a sentence leaked out from between his teeth, "Gu Jun, I have been alone for too long..."

Before Lin Ze finished speaking, he slammed into the hot embrace he was not unfamiliar with. Gu Jun exerted a little force, and Lin Ze's ears were hurt by his solid chest, and he could hear his heartbeat. Can hear the confidence resonating from his chest.

"You and I will not be alone in the future."

Gu Jun, I often feel that I am still underwater. In the future, can I really breathe freely?

Lin Ze quietly tucked that cool hand between the bodies of the two of them, with his palm against himself and the back of his hand against Gu Jun.

This little action caused Gu Jun to be stabbed on the apex of the heart again, he lowered his head and touched Lin Ze's forehead lightly, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

Maybe it's been a long time since I've felt such warmth, a light kiss without any lust suddenly made Lin Ze feel sad, and even had the urge to cry, but he didn't do anything, just tired He leaned his head on the man's chest, quietly closed his eyes, and let the surging sourness and bitterness stir in his heart, but he didn't give them the slightest possibility of leaking.