my suspect

42. I don't know if I'm tempted?

Lin Ze was finally picked up by Gu Jun from the community security room.

Lin Ze, who went out on his own, had no mobile phone or money, and was at a loss when he got out of the elevator. He finally found the community, but there were not many idle people in the community in broad daylight, and Lin Ze's outfit was really weird. I really didn't dare to go forward to ask easily, for fear of encountering someone with a brain problem or someone who came to touch porcelain, but was taken back to the security room by the patrolling security guards.

In desperation, Lin Ze had no choice but to tell Gu Jun's name and room number. The security guard checked the phone number left by the owner, and then contacted Gu Jun who was about to go out to look for it.

When he saw Lin Ze nestled on the old and dirty sofa in the security room, the anger in Gu Jun's heart was extinguished in an instant, because he really wanted to laugh, but he didn't dare to laugh out loud. Noise, lest this guy get sensitive again.

Gu Jun's clothes are really big on Lin Ze's body, the sleeves are so long that they have to be rolled up, and the trousers are also piled up on the feet. The key is that Gu Jun's skeletal frame is two times bigger than Lin Ze's. Lin Ze It's like a child stealing the adult's clothes, standing there is very innocent and interesting, especially what the security guard said made the corners of Gu Jun's mouth curl up uncontrollably.

"Mr. Gu, is this your relative? Don't let this child run around alone in the future. If he bumps into him, who will be to blame? Fortunately, I found out today. What if he meets a bad person?"

"Yes, this kid's temper is really not small." Gu Jun suppressed a smile and smoked a circle of cigarettes at several security guards, "It's hard work for you guys today, so I'll take it back."

"Mr. Gu, you are being polite, we have to do it, just be more careful in the future." The security guard looked at Lin Ze who had been silent since Gu Jun came in, and said kindly, "What's wrong with this kid's eyes? It's a pity, can it be cured?"

"You guys are busy too, I'll send him back first, and then we'll talk." Gu Jun strode up to Lin Ze, stretched out his hand and pulled Lin Ze, who had lowered his eyes and couldn't see his emotions, "Go home first, I have something to do with you explain."

Lin Ze didn't resist, and let Gu Jun lead him out of the security room, listening to Gu Jun reminding him that there are steps here, there are flower beds, and just go up two more steps... Lin Ze felt an inexplicable feeling in his chest. My emotions were suppressed to the point of exploding.

"What's the matter with the bruise on your hand? Did you fall?" Gu Jun glanced at a bruise near Lin Ze's right wrist, and naturally stretched out his hand to check, "Did you hurt any bones?"

Just when Gu Jun's fingers touched Lin Ze's injured wrist, Lin Ze suddenly pushed away Gu Jun who had been supporting him, and said angrily at Gu Jun, "Get lost! I don't need your sympathy!"

Gu Jun was confused by Lin Ze's sudden move, what's going on?

"Who sympathized with you?"

Hearing the slight impatience revealed in Gu Jun's words, Lin Zezheng's emotions that he was trying to control completely collapsed. He knew that the person in front of him had nothing to do with what he had encountered, and that he was even used by him, but this weak Even his rationality can no longer suppress the grievance, anger, distress, helplessness gushing out of Lin Ze's heart, as well as the humiliation he has suffered from life, including the sympathy of those who think they are good.

He was wandering around this strange place like a stray dog, listening to strangers pointing, he wanted to find a way to leave, but his outstretched hand either hit a wall or was pricked by those thorny flowers and trees, Even the only sun that can give him direction has abandoned him. No matter how hard he looks, he can't see the only light and shadow that can bring him some comfort.

He knew how embarrassed and ridiculous he looked, and because of this appearance, he couldn't ask strangers for help, because they would look at his help with wariness. For a moment, he hoped that this People can appear... In the end, two strange security guards took him away and questioned him a lot of questions, because he didn't have any documents on him. If it wasn't for the clothes on his body without even a pocket, these people might have Search him to see if he is a thief.

Some people are questioning that he is pretending to be blind. Nowadays, many scammers pretend to be disabled. This person's eyes are obviously no different from normal people. How could he be blind?The conscientious security guards deliberately tested him until he found that he was indeed invisible, and then said sorry to him lightly, and then said it was their duty, don't take it to heart.

Clutching his painful wrist from being hit by the corner of the table in the security room, Lin Ze didn't know that his eye circles were already red. He knew that he had become a joke. All the negative emotions in his heart were actually aimed at himself. If at this moment He has the ability to leave, he will find a place where no one is hiding, at least until he forgets the feeling of shame... Unfortunately, he can't even do this, he still has to stand in this place to make him feel In front of the most humiliating person!

"Yes, I'm self-righteous again." Lin Ze's thin body swayed slightly in the loose clothes, "Officer Gu, can I go home?"

Looking at Lin Ze who was so excited that his whole body was trembling but still trying to pretend to be calm and talking to him, Gu Jun suddenly felt very uncomfortable. He was a little unwilling to see this person in front of him still like this in front of him Restraint, the restraint is very hard and fake, but it just makes people feel faintly distressed.

"Lin Ze, you are still sick..."

"I can take care of myself and not bother the police officer."

Gu Jun frowned slightly, and said in a deep voice: "If you insist on going back, I have no reason to stop you, but at least go up and change your clothes first, and I will drive you back later."

Lin Ze bit his lip and nodded, and a word leaked out from between his teeth, "Okay!"

After entering the house, Lin Ze stood in the living room, "My clothes."

"I haven't washed it," Gu Jun closed the door, and said casually, "Eat first, and after I'm done, I'll look for clothes that suit you. I'm starving to death."

"I'm not hungry." Lin Ze stood there stubbornly. It seemed that only such persistence could keep his self-esteem at this moment. Gu Jun looked at the mutant 'hedgehog' speechlessly, and clicked twice:

"You are not hungry, I am hungry, you want me to take you home, you can't let me be your driver when I am hungry, can you? Besides, I didn't ask you to invite me to dinner, you can either sit there and wait for me for a while, or Come and eat with me."

What does it mean to go all out and then fail three times, this is it!

You can't get used to the bear's temper, even if the bear has been wronged, you can't coax it, you have to let it dry for a while, so that the 'hedgehog' has nowhere to pierce... Gu Jun has never coaxed the child before, But he has dealt with too many different emotional situations, and with his understanding of Lin Ze, he knows that this person probably thinks too much.

Lin Ze froze there, feeling a little embarrassed. Sitting down and waiting for dinner together were not what he had thought of before entering the house, but if he still insisted on leaving right now, it would be unreasonable to make trouble.He has no such obligation, and he is not someone like you. It is a favor to help you, and you should do it if you don't help. Lin Ze didn't feel that his face was big enough to make demands on this person.

To tell the truth, when Gu Jun took out the contents of the packing box, the aroma permeated the air, and Lin Ze's stomach groaned in disappointment. He didn't eat anything since he had a high fever yesterday, and he just drank some porridge. Now the fever is gone and the appetite is back.

He secretly pursed his lips, feeling a bit embarrassed by eating in the past, Lin Ze blinked his eyes and looked aggrieved and fell into Gu Jun's eyes, Gu Jun shook his head with a teasing smile in his eyes, "I bought two If you don’t eat it, it’s wasted. I have something to tell you when I’m done eating, and you can make a decision after listening.”

Lin Ze blinked again, and stepped forward hesitantly. Gu Jun stretched out his long arms and led him to the dining table to settle down. Then he pushed the lunch box in front of him, put the chopsticks into Lin Ze's hands, and sat on the table himself. He took another portion and ate it.

Tomato scrambled eggs and carrot braised beef brisket.

After Lin Ze swallowed the beef brisket he took a bite of, he never stretched his chopsticks in this direction, and only ate scrambled eggs with tomatoes and rice.

Gu Jun frowned inadvertently, then stretched out his chopsticks and picked all the beef brisket from Lin Ze's supply into his bowl, "Do you always eat carrots? Let me know if there is anything you don't want to eat in the future."

The chopsticks that Lin Ze was stuffing into his mouth froze slightly, and said in a low voice, "I don't like meat."

"That's why you're so thin!" Gu Jun picked up a piece of stewed crispy beef brisket and asked casually, "Then what do you like to eat?"

Lin Ze paused again while eating, then shook his head, "I don't like anything in particular."

"The problem of picky eaters needs to be corrected," Gu Jun quickly finished his meal, and seeing that Lin Ze had only eaten half the portion, he also put down his chopsticks, "It's wrong to waste."

Lin Ze reached for the chopsticks, but Gu Jun had no choice but to stop him, "Okay, don't hold back if you can't eat. The doctor told you not to burden your stomach too much in the past two days. You're serious about joking."

"Sorry, I don't know how to judge a joke?" Lin Ze slowly rubbed his sore wrist, "It's like I'm saying something seriously, but you think I'm lying."

"Lin Ze, there has never been such a thing as 'empathy' in this world, but we can try to understand each other and try to build a relationship of trust. Those strangers have no obligation to believe you, just as you are wary of them," Gu Jun Looking at the bruise on Lin Ze's wrist with complicated eyes, he could probably guess what happened from the location of the scar, but he didn't think he should ask, "Can I say something frankly? When I bumped into you once, I didn't even think your eyes were inconvenient, so Lin Ze, sometimes people just have fixed thinking patterns about certain things, and there is no malice."

"What exactly do you want to say?" Lin Ze turned his head uncomfortably, "Can I trouble you to take me back now?"

"Yes," Gu Jun replied quickly, "But you may not be able to go to Shu Ning Hall for the time being, and you also just have a good rest at home."

"What do you mean?" Lin Ze raised his head abruptly, holding onto the edge of the table with one hand, "Shu Ningtang, what's the matter?"

"Didn't you tell me that there was something wrong with Shu Yilong?" Gu Jun got up and began to clear the table, "I went to check him today, and he explained that I was busy with this matter all morning, so I left the lunch matter to him." Delayed," Gu Jun put the two leftover lunch boxes into a plastic bag, took out the paper and wiped the table, "You Lin Ze contributed the most to solving this case, and I will apply to the bureau at that time. Let's see if I can give you a bonus..."

"You, you believe me?" Lin Ze's fingers were almost digging into the table, and he sat there tensely and looked in Gu Jun's direction anxiously and incredulously, "You, why do you..."

"Why don't I believe it?" Gu Jun leaned slightly, and gently separated Lin Ze's bloodless fingers from the table with his hand, "Trust will give me another way of thinking and choice, distrust will only make me lose Opportunity to try, you said why should I choose not to trust? It’s just Lin Ze, many things take time and process, and we still have discipline and rules, I hope you can understand these.”

Lin Ze suddenly grabbed Gu Jun's hand with his backhand, and opened his mouth a few times before hissing: "Then, the case of my parents... Do you believe it too?"

"I'm a policeman, and I only believe in the truth." Gu Jun looked at Lin Ze earnestly with his dark and bright eyes, and didn't stop focusing just because the other party couldn't see him. "If there is any doubt about the truth, I will investigate, but this is also needs time."

The brief silence was as long as a century. Lin Ze let go of his clenched hands, lowered his head and covered his face with both hands, his thin body trembling silently, Gu Jun sighed silently, stretched out his hand gently Patting Lin Ze on the back.

A long time later, Lin Ze asked Gu Jun why he chose to help him back then?Gu Jun couldn't explain it either, he could convince himself that it was his duty as a policeman, but he knew it was more than just his duty. In retrospect, the thin and pale man who asked him for help with blinking regretful eyes was actually Lin Ze, who was self righteous and cautious, made him unable to bear to watch him groping alone in the dark.