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No.20 two posts

Peng Zhiran still went to the school radio station.

The bathroom incident made me feel very embarrassed, and I was a little worried that something would happen if I followed him in everything, so I just enrolled in an erhu class, anyway, there are only two classes a week.

After two weeks of learning do-re-mi, the first song taught by the teacher who taught the erhu was called "A Chinese Ghost Story".Grandma's first note is in the middle and low part of the erhu string, and the second note is pulled to the middle and high part at once. The difference between the two notes is [-] centimeters, and the left hand is going back and forth on the string like a convulsion. Slippery, I slipped N times and still couldn't get the tune right (the host has forgotten the erhu that I learned at the beginning, the only thing I remember is the [-] centimeters).He took an erhu back to the dormitory to practice, and was laughed at by Zou Feng: "Hey, the blind A Bing is back, you can slide up and down even if you can pull it? What's the point of pulling it!"

I said the song was called A Chinese Ghost Story, and Zou Feng looked at me with his mouth wide open: "Mother, A Chinese Ghost Story, are you a Chinese Ghost Story? The whole thing is called "A Chinese Ghost Story". I said Chen Jia, have you heard of A Chinese Ghost Story? ?”

I really hadn't heard of it back then.So I asked, "Who sang it!"

Zou Feng opened his mouth wide open when he heard it: "Ah! I haven't heard it, you haven't heard Leslie Cheung singing! Whose song do you usually listen to with your earphones plugged in! Do you know the Four Heavenly Kings?!"

Well, I admit that I was ignorant and ignorant at the time. The Four Heavenly Kings knew about it. I also knew about Leslie Cheung, but at that time I really listened to Mandarin songs and less Cantonese songs, so Leslie Cheung has been popular for several years, but I only pay attention to Taiwan. People from Jimmy Lin's Little Tigers and Takeshi Kaneshiro have never heard of Leslie Cheung's song. Now that I think about it, I feel ashamed.

In order to listen to the song A Chinese Ghost Story, the next day I took Peng Zhiran's chance to play Alba and went to the school radio station with him.

Newcomers like Peng Zhiran usually only get the hard and unprofitable job of playing alba in the morning, and the two seniors with senior qualifications in the school radio station can only get their turn to do the noon show.So I have no chance to go to the school radio station with him except in the morning.

Our school always played Kenny Kick's best saxophone in the morning.The upside-down songs are those "morning" and "the joyoflife", I am so tired of listening to them.

Peng Zhiran also knew the embarrassment that I hadn't heard Leslie Cheung's songs, so he fixed up the alba in the morning, found out Leslie Cheung's CD, then plugged in an earphone for me, and played it to me on another machine.

I put my legs on the table and sat in the swivel chair and watched him fiddle with this and that, and then he said he was going to buy breakfast, let me listen here and not move around.I just obediently listen to the song and read the lyrics.

At that time, I really didn't understand the lyrics without reading the lyrics.

After listening for a while, I wanted to go to the toilet, so I took off the earphones and stood up to go to the toilet. But when I turned around, I didn’t find that the armrest of the chair had brought the earphone cable. The earphone cable was pulled to which switch. Kenny's saxophone suddenly becomes "ThanksthanksthanksthanksMonica"!

Immediately, I was so scared that I didn't even feel like peeing. When I was in a hurry and didn't know what to do, Peng Zhiran rushed in with a "bang", and I had to look at him dumbfounded.

It was the first time in the history of our school that a Hong Kong pop song was played during the morning song time, and the whole school was boiling.Although it is quite popular with the masses of the people, it is undoubtedly not suitable for our semi-military management atmosphere.As a result, Peng Zhiran was kicked out of the school radio station within a month.Hou Minqi lost the chance to get close to Peng Zhiran, and since then I have been very displeased.Fortunately, I don't really care if she likes me or not.

My erhu didn't stop in the end. Grandma's "A Chinese Ghost Story" was too devastating.But since then I have fallen in love with Leslie Cheung.

No.20 three posts

The curriculum of the first year of vocational school is generally relatively simple.Although our major is accounting, there are still some professional science courses to be taken, but those courses are basically only available in the second grade. In the first grade, we still focus on some basic subjects and some basic knowledge of accounting.

The courses are not too difficult, and it is easy to wander off during class.

As the weather gets hotter, people are more and more likely to get sleepy, and the boys all doze off in class.Peng Zhiran and I naturally erected books in front of us, and then slept on our stomachs.

As a result, there was a basic economic theory class, and everyone fell asleep in a daze. In the class, the teacher was talking about the concept of "forced transaction".Note that the correct pronunciation of the word is: obsessive, transactional.The teacher read very smoothly, and read the five characters smoothly without dozing off anywhere. As a result, Peng Zhiran, who was in a drowsy sleep, woke up and drool in the middle of it. After these five words, he raised his head and found a tissue to wipe the corners of his mouth, and then burst into a shocking laugh.

I woke up suddenly by him, and stared at him stupidly along with the whole class.

The teacher said angrily, "Peng Zhiran, what are you doing!"

He was stupid and repeated: "Forcing, sex trafficking, hahahaha!"

I was stunned for a while, and I understood it, so I laughed along with it.

The rest of the girls in the class and the teacher looked at each other in blank dismay, and the other boys also smiled when they realized it.

Peng Zhiran and I spent the rest of the class standing outside the classroom.After class, the economics teacher became more and more annoyed, and went to the head teacher to file a complaint. As a result, Peng Zhiran and I were transferred to the second row.

You said that I was originally [-] and now I have jumped to [-], and Peng Zhiran is [-]. The two of us sit there and sit taller than the girls, but the girl sitting behind us pokes us with a pen all day long Back: "Lie low, Chen Jia and Peng Zhiran!"

I had no choice but to climb on the table with Peng Zhiran and chat.

"Hey, I went back last week and someone borrowed me a video tape. It's very good. Do you want to watch it?"

"What movie?"

Peng Zhiran said vaguely: "The ones with color."

"Nonsense, what age do you still see black and white!"

He gave me a blank look with a rotten face, turned his head and went to chat with the girl behind him.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally figured out what color he was talking about, and I became dumb in the second half of the class.

As a result, in the second week, Peng Zhiran went back and took a few video tapes, and said to us mysteriously: "It's hard to get, there is no mosaic."

Zou Feng and Liu Gang chuckled, seeing that I didn't respond from beginning to end, he came to tease me: "Chen Jia, do you want to be the first to watch it? Don't be embarrassed to say, as long as you ask, you can take it home first this week."

I put in the clothes that were drying outside, and sat on the lower bunk to fold clothes on Peng Zhiran's bed: "No, I don't have a video recorder at home."

Zou Feng came over and scratched my neck: "Say it early, I have it at my house, let's go to my house this weekend to see, how about it!"

Liu Gang came over: "Let's go together, I don't want to wait another week!"

Zhou Taoyu snatched the video tape from Zou Feng's hand: "Fortunately don't go home on weekends, go to my house to watch it, it's close and convenient, brothers and sisters have a drink, how happy they are!"

I wanted to say no, but everyone in the dormitory shouted yes.Peng Zhiran also said enthusiastically: "Okay, let's borrow two more Hong Kong gunfight movies. Fortunately, how about watching the movie all night!"

No.20 four posts

So that weekend a group of people went to the county town to buy some cooked dishes, Baijiu chicken, and went to Zhou Taoyu's house.Zhou Taoyu's family is a typical local.I went up and down the building built by myself, only a few main rooms were filled with furniture, and the other rooms were basically empty, or just put a bed.

His parents knew that six or seven of the ten bald heads in our class had gone, and they were very hospitable to set up bed nets for us, saying that you should not be too tired at night, and sleep as much as you can.Just play with yourselves, we'll go to bed first.

We repeatedly said that Mom and Dad Zhou, don’t worry, we will just watch gunfight movies and play cards, and we won’t disturb you.

Then a group of people played cards while eating in Zhou Taoyu's room. After playing two rounds, they moved the video recorder in and prepared to start watching the video.

At the beginning, I didn’t just watch gunfight movies. I watched “The True Colors of a Hero” and then “Play Back to School”. I was very sad for a while, and laughed a lot for a while. Peng Zhiran looked at me with speechless eyes several times.

Later, after twelve o'clock, Zhou Taoyu sneaked to his parents' door to listen, and confirmed that his parents were asleep. He ran in with a face full of joy and said to us, "It's almost time, let's start!"

A gay who can watch AV is not a real gay.

The film is Japanese, and it has a little plot.When the orgasm started to take off my clothes, I couldn't stand it anymore, and secretly opened the door to the balcony to breathe.Except for Peng Zhiran who had seen it, the rest of them raised their eyebrows and glanced at me, without blinking their eyes.

The stars are bright outside, there is no moon tonight.I leaned blankly on the railing of the balcony outside Zhou Taoyu's bedroom, looking up at the sky with my head half raised.

I suddenly thought, in the vast sea of ​​people, why am I abnormal.Even though I look like everyone else on the outside, I am always missing, lonely, insecure, afraid of being seen through, and unable to enjoy the love of men and women like others.In Adam and Eve's Paradise, I will never be there.In my whole life, where do I go to find someone who can accompany me through my whole life? If I can never find it, then how meaningful will it be for me to walk alone in this world.

Thinking about it, I seem to be crying.But I keep looking at the sky.Does it mean I'm not sad as long as it doesn't flow down?

I stood there for about half an hour, and finally felt a little cold.Turning my head to look at the room, I met Peng Zhiran's eyes looking at me.

He looked at me quietly for a while, then came over and opened the door, staring at me without speaking.

I was at a loss for a moment, wondering if he would see something or think of something, but he just handed me a beer in his hand, then nodded towards the door and said, "Let's go out for a drink." ?”

I took the wine, and then followed him to open the door silently, to a bedroom prepared by Zhou Taoyu's parents for us.

The room was quite big, with a sofa and a double bed.There are quilts on the sofa and bed, probably for us to sleep in.

Peng Zhiran moved the quilt from the sofa to the bed, motioned for me to sit down, and then said with a smile: "If I had known you hated watching this, I wouldn't have told you to watch it."

I was embarrassed, and afraid that he might have some extra ideas, so I quickly explained in a low voice: "Well, I'm thin-skinned, and I always think it's weird for a group of people to watch this kind of stuff together."

He chuckled lightly, took a sip of wine, and rubbed my hair: "You can tell by the embarrassment on your face. It's the first time I've seen this kind of thing, and it's just a novelty. If I really want to see it, it's just like that." Seeing that I was silent and didn't want to talk more, I changed the subject: "Chen Jia, you are usually very cheerful, but why do I always feel that you look sad when you don't talk?"

I took a sip of wine and bowed my head in silence.He said, "Chen Jia, are you unhappy?"

Yes, I'm not happy because I'm not like you.Yes, I am not happy, because I may never find someone who will love me in my life.Yes, I am not happy, but what can I do?

So I didn't dare to say anything, I just said: "Peng Zhiran, you think too much." Then I had a drink with him, and then asked about his family's situation.

Perhaps he held the idea of ​​throwing bricks to attract jade, so he talked about his family endlessly.Said that his parents loved him very much, and said that he had a sister who was three years older than him, who fought with him since he was a child, but now he is very precious.It is said that his sister is now a red vest for securities, 1.7 meters tall, capable and beautiful.

I heard him talking about his sister all the time, so I asked, "Which one is prettier, Hou Minqi or your sister?"

He drank a little too much, smiled and patted me on the head: "Do you like Hou Minqi, Hou Minqi, Hou Minqi all day long. How can Hou Minqi compare with my sister!"

I've already drank too much, I don't know why when I hear this sentence, I just keep having fun.

Before he closed his eyes and fell asleep, he did not forget to ask me: "Chen Jia, what is your family like?"

I closed my eyes and said, "That's it." That's how I am, and I don't want to say it, so I won't say it.At least that day, I don't want to talk about it.

I didn't know until a long time later that it was a characteristic of Sagittarius.Obviously weak but always laughing.