between men and women

Post 110

If you had to choose, would you choose two people who don't love each other and break up, or two people who love each other and can't stay together?

I would rather choose two people than break up after falling in love.

The moment I heard his words, my eyes were wet, and I finally held back my emotions and asked the waiters to go out. I stood in front of him silently and looked at him for a while.

He was so drunk, he didn't realize what he was mumbling at all, and he looked as simple as a child with his head drooping and pouting.

I walked over, slowly took him into my arms, and let him lie on my stomach with his eyes closed and said over and over again my wife, I love you, I love your wife, quietly sad.

After hugging him for a while, I don’t know if he was so bored that he stretched out his hand to push me, struggling slightly uncomfortably, so I let him go and knelt down to hold his hand and gently called him Peng Zhiran, and he held it back reflexively. But I just kept saying over and over: "My wife, I love you..." It was so stupid.

At that moment, I didn't know how to describe my mood. I wanted to cry sourly but also wanted to laugh at his stupidity, but I just looked at him with wet eyes for a while, then pecked and kissed him, and responded in a low voice. Him: "Husband."

After he slowly stopped tossing and seemed to be falling asleep in the wheelchair, I took a long time to get him to the bed, took off his clothes and pants, and stuffed him under the quilt.

I originally wanted to leave, but after thinking about it, this guy doesn't know what will happen when he wakes up tomorrow morning, besides... I really miss him, miss him very much, so I stayed and went to wash He took a shower and lay down next to him.Sleeping with him in my state would have been excruciating, but he was so messed up that night that I didn't even think about it.He didn't sleep very peacefully with a hangover, maybe he lay down on his side and hit his stomach, and he hummed a few times as if he was about to vomit, which made me scramble to find a towel to pick him up, but he vomited and didn't vomit, he just turned over and pulled Under the quilt, I turned over after sleeping in one position for half an hour. I didn't fall asleep all night. It wasn't until he finally calmed down around three o'clock that I fell asleep in a daze.

When the doorbell rang the next day, I thought it was a dream, because I actually had the illusion of being very happy.Since leaving Peng Zhiran, I haven't felt this kind of happiness for a long time, but this morning is a little different.The back is warm as if someone is hugging me. I think I probably dreamed that when Peng Zhiran was still there, this should be just the quilt that fell in love with me, but this feeling is so happy, so I desperately dreamed of it. Li told himself don't wake up, don't wake up, he won't be there when he wakes up, and he will go back to the quilt.Forcing myself to go back to the chaos, I turned over and hugged the waist of the quilt-turned Peng Zhiran in the dream, it turned out to be very real, and I could still feel his breath.This dream is so good, I rubbed forward, as if I touched his lips, touched it lightly, it was very soft, and after a while, the quilt actually took the initiative to kiss me, I smiled slightly, what a dream it was , the quilt will move.But then something went wrong, the quilt moved a little too much, it hugged me tightly, started kissing me, and rubbed against me, I hummed and felt myself getting hard, frowned and took a deep breath He took a deep breath, slowly opened his eyes, a real Peng Zhiran pressed against my lips in front of me, looked into my eyes complicatedly and said, "Morning."

It's not a quilt!

My brain froze for a moment, and it took me a long time to remember what happened last night. Reason told me that I should push him away immediately. We are already impossible. I want to let him live a normal life, but my body can't do anything This action, until the doorbell rang again.He raised his eyebrows and pushed me: "Go, open the door." I got up in a daze and put on a nightgown to open the door.

As soon as I opened the door, I was dumbfounded.Outside the door is Peng Zhiran's mother.I couldn't even make a sound for a moment.Peng Zhiran's mother obviously didn't expect to see me, but after being surprised, she just asked, "Is he in there?"

I nodded stupidly, until his mother asked: "Can I go in?" I suddenly reacted and let the door open for her to come in.

In the room, Peng Zhiran had already sat up, but his face changed, impatient and cold, he pointed casually and said, "Put it there."

I saw Peng Zhiran's mother holding a bag of clothes for a change of clothes.His mother nodded, put the clothes aside, and looked at him.I stood there dumbfounded, not understanding what was going on.

Peng Zhiran looked at me frowning and rubbing my temples, with a painful expression on my face, completely different from the previous him: "I'm sorry, I troubled you again last night, I won't do it next time."

I didn't understand the situation at all, but seeing Peng Zhiran's suddenly cold expression made me feel uncomfortable, and after I answered oh, I felt that it was not appropriate to stand so stupidly, so I wanted to get my clothes and prepare to go to the bathroom to change and leave, but I didn't expect But Peng Zhiran's mother stopped me: "Chen Jia, don't leave. You are here today. Auntie has something to ask Peng Zhiran."

I looked at Peng Zhiran's mother and then Peng Zhiran in amazement, not knowing what to do for a moment.Peng Zhiran glanced at me and said nothing.I thought about it, and sat down in front of the dressing table, keeping a certain distance from Peng Zhiran.

Seeing this, his mother sat on the sofa beside her, lowered her head to cultivate her emotions, then raised her head and asked as calmly as possible: "Son, do you know your current physical condition?"

Peng Zhiran didn't look at his mother, and said indifferently, "I know."

Peng Zhiran's mother said: "Do you know that you still want to drink like this? The doctor clearly said that you can't drink alcohol and eat spicy food. It's not good for your health."

Peng Zhiran still had that paralyzed expression: "So what?"

His mother controlled her emotions, took a deep breath and said, "Are you angry with your parents?"

Peng Zhiran sneered, and turned to look at her: "I'm not angry. I just think that if I don't even have the freedom to like whoever I live, then it doesn't matter how long I live, and my body doesn't matter."

What?what did he say?What's the meaning?

Peng Zhiran's mother's eyes turned red when she heard this, and she lowered her head and covered her mouth for a while before raising her head, with tears in her eyes: "Mom knows that you are fighting us with your body. Are we the only ones who agree with you?" Only when the two are together, will you cherish yourself?"

"Yes." Peng Zhiran stared at his mother and raised his eyebrows, a little excited: "The doctor also said that this disease is a family hereditary disease, whose family inherited this disease from you two! Why me! I can no longer choose my body, and now I can’t even choose who I like, so what’s the use of saying I cherish myself?”

My whole body is already stupid!Is Peng Zhiran sick?What disease?Ah, what ailment!I have only been away from him for more than three months, we have experienced so much, we have not been together well, how can he just say he is sick!I almost died from the pain.

Peng Zhiran's mother has already started to sob: "Your father and I don't have this disease, and we don't know why you have it. You have blood in your urine three times, and your body can't make jokes." She wiped her tears and raised her head: " If you promise to control yourself, improve your living habits, and actively seek medical treatment, mom won't object, and mom won't object to you being together."

"Are you serious?" Peng Zhiran sat up when he heard the words, and then said coldly, "Where is the old man?"

"Don't worry, Mom will tell him that if he doesn't agree, let him go back to his hometown!" Peng Zhiran's mother wiped her tears, her domineering arrogance leaked a little.

This time Peng Zhiran finally calmed down, he seemed to glance at me, and said, "You guys agreed, but now that your son is like this, no one else knows whether to want your son or not. Last time you said that to Chen Jia's mother that hurt others if……"

Peng Zhiran's mother wiped her tears when she heard the words, and turned her head to look at me with a complicated expression in her eyes: "Xiao Jia, do you still like Peng Zhiran? Auntie can tell that you still like him, but he is not in good health now. Do you despise him?" I opened my mouth, tears came down before I could speak, and I just kept shaking my head with red eyes: "What's wrong with him, what's wrong with him, I don't despise him, I won't despise him ..." While talking, he went to look at Peng Zhiran, his eyes were slightly red and he pulled the corners of his mouth to look at me: "Don't worry, I'll tell you later."

Peng Zhiran's mother wiped her tears and said to me, "Good boy, auntie knows you are a good boy. Last time, what auntie said to your mother was a little harsh. Please forgive me. Auntie knows that she is selfish, but auntie also does it for your own sake." Peng Zhiran, Auntie is the only son..."

I waved my hands again and again, sniffing and muttering: "Auntie, I understand, I understand. Peng Zhiran, what's wrong with you, what's wrong?"

At this moment, Peng Zhiran finally put on his nightgown and got out of bed. He first came over and touched my head: "I'll tell you later." Then he went to his mother and squatted down, holding his mother's hand to wipe his mother's tears. A little choked up: "Mom, I'm sorry, I'll talk to Chen Jia's mother myself, just come forward and set a table with wine and treat them to a meal. I will cherish myself in the future, and I will do it for Chen Jia."

His mother choked up and cried while nodding and clapping his hands, saying, "Okay, okay, as long as you're happy."

Later, I was only concerned about being sad, thinking about what kind of illness Peng Zhiran had, and I didn't even notice when Peng Zhiran's mother left, until Peng Zhiran came over and squatted in front of me and looked up at me.I just muttered to Peng Zhiran how could you not tell me when you were sick? It's so sad, we haven't had a good time together, woo, Peng Zhiran, you'll be fine.

He looked at me amusedly: "That's what you said you wouldn't dislike me, even if your husband can't satisfy you in the future, you won't dislike me either?"