between men and women

No.60 eight posts

This kiss was very short, perhaps only a few seconds, but I seemed to have been waiting for it for a lifetime.Because of the longing, so many years later, when I recall our first short kiss, there will always be two completely different memories in my mind.

In one of the scenes, I remember that I closed my eyes when he kissed me, and in the other scene, I seem to remember that I opened my eyes because I didn’t have time to react, and I still remember the moment when he kissed me. The clouds were suddenly broken, and a beam of sunlight came out through the clouds.

But every time I talk about this matter with Peng Zhiran, he will definitely say: "You closed your eyes at that time." Then he hugged me and kissed me a little bit distressedly, he said that I was too depressed in love back then That's why I fantasized about the sun breaking through the clouds. In fact, it was always cloudy that day, and we didn't see the sunrise in the end.

I thought maybe he was right, it was probably really cloudy that day, but Peng Zhiran that day was undoubtedly the most miraculous ray of sunshine in my life!

As for how I went down the mountain and back to the hotel after that kiss, I don't even remember.I seem to have lost my memory intermittently, and when I regained consciousness, I was already in the hotel room, and Peng Zhiran was making my bed.

He looked back at me after tidying up, saw me looking at him, his eyes did not avoid, but looked at me silently for a while, then came to pull me, pushed me to sit on the bed, squatted down to untie my shoelaces: "sleep for a while , you look tired."

I nodded, took off my shoes, and got into the quilt without taking off my clothes and pants.He didn't say anything, and after covering me with the quilt, he also went to sleep.

This time I slept until one o'clock in the afternoon. When I woke up, I felt that my mind could turn.Looking sideways at Peng Zhiran who was sleeping on the bed next to me, I felt something flow out of my eyes.

I never imagined that one day my love would be reciprocated, so when I realized that the person I loved might love me too, I couldn't stop crying.

I sat up and walked over to his bed.He was lying on his side facing me, breathing slowly and evenly.Slowly squatting beside his bed, I carefully looked at the person I love.He is the one I love, I have loved him for so long, for so many years, every line on his face can be drawn accurately by closing my eyes.And this man, he kissed me today.My joy cannot be expressed, only tears can.

Silently, I wiped my tears and watched him by his bedside.

But without warning, Peng Zhiran suddenly opened his eyes and looked at me.Sober but with bloodshot eyes, it looked like he hadn't fallen asleep.We just looked at each other like this, and when I was about to shrink back again, he pulled me onto himself, held the back of my head with one hand, and gave me a deep look, as if he had made a decisive decision, Then kissed me again.

Compared with the glimpse of the kiss on the top of the mountain, this kiss makes people feel weak.There was an indescribable tingling feeling coming from the soles of the feet and the palms of the hands towards the heart. I instantly lied to him, and could only respond to him instinctively with my eyes closed.

Yes, to respond to him, there is no skill or structure, and you can only respond to him with an instinct, green and clumsy.Shaking slightly as he sucked on me.

It wasn't until I felt like I was running out of breath that we separated slightly.But just for an instant, he rolled over and pressed me into the mattress and kissed me.He didn't let go of me until he couldn't breathe again, and looked at me with slight panting.

I can hardly look him in the eye.The eye sockets are hot, and the hands and feet are soft, but the hands have long been holding him involuntarily, and they refuse to let go no matter what.Fortunately, he didn't let go.

In this way, we didn't say a word, just hugged each other like this, and then fell asleep again.When I woke up again, it was 06:30 in the evening.When he woke up, he hugged me tightly and said only one word.

"Leave him, you are mine."

This is how we started, and he announced our beginning with a decidedly powerful possessive gesture.A way that makes me shudder uncontrollably.

It was a long time later that he told me that he was really tormented by the idea of ​​being with me in the endgame at that time, and it was the first time he knew what jealousy is, so he kissed me impulsively on the top of the mountain.But after he kissed me that day, he was actually very contradictory, especially the way I behaved afterwards made him very regretful, and he was afraid that his friends would not do it.So after returning to the hotel, I lay on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about what we should do in the future, but when he felt me ​​crying beside his bed and opened his eyes and saw me, he said he would Know that I love him.He has never been looked at with such eyes. He said that my eyes completely betrayed me at that moment, and then he stopped contradicting.

That is, from that moment on, he decided to listen to the voice of his heart, even though we might not have a future...