heart stealing game

My love is to be what he wants me to be.

I am the only child of the second generation of Wudang.It grew up in everyone's palm.The big brother of Wudang is also the future head of Wudang.

Loved by his parents, superior background, bright future, the proud son of Wudang, he will always face the flattery and envy of other disciples.

A loving father and a strict mother, as well as a kind ancestor, an uncle who loves me almost as his own child, and a young disciple of Wudang who thinks I am the leader.Living in praise and sunshine, I am always a little lonely.

The few disciples in Wudang who are about the same size as me, when they see me, they are either respectful or terrified when they see me, and dare not approach me.Otherwise, it is speculation, flattery, and excessive flattery.

At that time, although I was a little too naive, I was not stupid.I look down on them, and I don't even bother to approach them.

Without Xiaobing, if I continue to grow like this, it is estimated that I may not be able to get the head of Wudang in the end.He's just a pampered kid who doesn't know the heights of the sky and the earth, if he is calculated by others, he will be doomed forever.

Even though the current life is not what I want, I still thank God for allowing me to meet Xiaobing.He is the most beautiful color in my life, rendering my whole life.Even after the age of 23, he only exists in my memory and dreams.

I was only 12 years old when I met him. Even though my father was very strict with me, I still became arrogant and even arrogant under the pampering of the elders.I was so proud of those Wudang disciples who were obviously ten years older than me, they still wanted to respectfully call me senior brother, but I didn't know that these honorific titles removed the surface and there was no respect at all.

In their eyes, I probably just had a good birth.

It's obvious that I don't have any real friends.

There are many flattering and flattering people around me, but although I enjoy the feeling of being in love with each other, I don't know how to talk to them.

Although I am not very keen on martial arts, I also know that the strong are respected.So practicing martial arts is considered diligent.

There is a large bamboo forest on the left side of the yard, which is always lush green in spring, summer, autumn and winter. I like to practice martial arts and meditate there.

It's just me there.

So seeing other people there, I was instinctively displeased.It was as if private territory had been violated.

I was stunned when he turned his head. His exquisite eyebrows and eyes, bewitchingly beautiful, seemed like an elf who had fallen into the world.At that moment, I even wondered if he could be formed from the Bamboo Demon.I couldn't help but my ears were red, how could there be such a good-looking person in this world, people couldn't help but feel ashamed when standing next to him.I was a little annoyed by the bad tone just now.But I don't know how to apologize.

At that time, I fell in love at first sight foolishly, but I didn't know it.

Xiaobing's beauty cannot be described in words. Even after meeting Zhou Zhiruo who was praised by him, I still think she is not as good as Xiaobing.

His greeting made me ecstatic, and I awkwardly turned my face to greet him so as not to reveal the excitement in my heart.He is the nephew of the Second Martial Uncle, so if he goes to Wudang, he will also be a disciple of Wudang.Thinking that he will become my younger brother, I couldn't help being silly in my heart.

Fortunately, he didn't hate me for my initial rudeness.I listened to him talking to me shyly, his voice was soft and waxy, small, as if a small brush had brushed the bottom of my heart, making it numb.

Even in the later contacts, I knew that the way I saw him was fake, I still kept him devoutly in my heart.

I looked at his thin and short body like a ten-year-old child, but I didn't expect him to be as big as me.And he actually has congenital heart disease.

Looking at his dejected expression when I forced him to speak out about his heart disease, I was both annoyed and guilty.

I had no choice but to change the subject at a loss, he called me Qing Shu, I wanted to object, but seeing his extremely beautiful eyes, I was speechless.

I listened to him talking in a low voice, talking about his childhood fun, saying that I was his first friend.My heart is half joy and half distressed.I want to take care of him and protect him, and I can't restrain this thought together.

Although he still did not worship under Wudang, he did live in Wudang.

I can't help but look for him, even watching him read a book, I will be very happy in my heart.I found that he is actually a very gentle person, even though he is younger than me, he always gives me the feeling that he is taking care of me.This frustrates me a bit.

I am really not a person who can take care of others. Even though I am studying hard, I still do things, but I find that he is the only one who tolerates me.

Thinking of his life experience and physical condition that the second uncle said, I became more worried and distressed.

I began to look forward to growing up to the point where I could take care of him and protect him.

I started to practice martial arts hard and study hard.

I didn't expect Uncle Fifth to be alive and have a son.

I saw that because of the Fifth Master Uncle, when the ancestor celebrated his birthday, what was supposed to be a happy day turned into a big sect headed by Shaolin partying aggressively at Wudang.Everything is just for claiming to have the Dragon Slaying Saber that can command the martial arts.

That was also the first time I knew the horror of greed.

In fact, when Fifth Master Uncle committed suicide, although I was a little sad

Painful, but also relieved.

I am very unfamiliar with this uncle, and I don't want to harm Wudang because of him, this is my root.With all the people I care about and love.

After Fifth Master Uncle committed suicide, the other sects left in shame.

And the master and uncles began to circle around the children left behind by the fifth uncle.Zhang Wuji was hit by Xuanming God's palm at such a young age, the master had spent a lot of effort, but there was nothing he could do.Wudang was in a state of desperation.The atmosphere is very dignified.

Although I feel pity for Zhang Wuji in my heart, I instinctively don't like him very much.He even vaguely resented him for dragging Wudang down.

But I couldn't refuse Xiaobing in the end, so I reluctantly took the initiative to comfort Zhang Wuji.

But looking at his somewhat resistant face, I couldn't help complaining about the thoughts in my heart.Really!Why does Xiaobing care about this guy.

I really think Uncle Fifth and Aunt Fifth are so stupid that they lost their lives because of a demon leader of the Demon Sect.

Zhang Wuji listened to my complaining about Xie Xun's words, wished he could bite a piece of my flesh off, yelled and kicked me out.I also had a cold poison attack because I was too excited.

I looked at the reproachful eyes of my master and my uncles, and was even severely scolded by my father.

I felt very wronged, and also panicked about being replaced by Zhang Wuji.

I vented my anger at the bamboo forest, but when I saw Xiaobing, I became more and more wronged. Will even Xiaobing's sight be taken away by that annoying guy?The sword in his hand became more and more fierce.

As a result, Xiaobing was injured by a miss.I panicked and immediately put those grievances behind me.Helping him bandage up, my heart is full of self-blame and annoyance.

He didn't blame me, and asked me mischievously so I wouldn't be angry with him?

In fact, I wasn't angry with him at all, I knew he was doing it for my own good, a kind and upright junior is always more likable.Although I don't know why he paid so much attention to Zhang Wuji.

I did not hide my thoughts in front of Xiaoice, and I would always subconsciously refuse his request when facing Xiaoice.

I saw the surprise and joy in Xiaobing's eyes, it was rare for him to help me analyze my mistakes.

I was scolded by Xiaobing, but I was even more wronged in my heart. He didn't know that I was more unwilling to face his blame and disappointment than the blame of the master and the others.I clearly know how important Xiaoice is to me.

It is so important that if his gaze is given to others, I will feel sad.

I didn't think that my anger would actually cause Xiaobing to have a heart attack. Looking at his pale and painful face, regret and annoyance almost made me suffocate.

I can no longer be angry, his thin smile makes me very sad.

"Qing Shu, I won't live past the age of 20. You don't know, if there is any concern in this world, it is you. So Qing Shu, can you stop worrying me like this?"

Hearing his words, I couldn't bear the regret and annoyance in my heart anymore, I hugged him, I will find a way, I will try my best to become stronger and protect him.

Knowing my weight in Xiaobing's heart, I should have been happy, but at this time I was extremely self-blaming and depressed.

He said that although my uncle was very kind to me, he didn't kiss me.

He said that when he went to Wudang, he just wanted not to drag his mother down.He originally wanted to live peacefully in Wudang until he was 20 years old, and then a slope of loess would be enough.

He said that he likes Qingshu very much, and he has a rare happiness with Qingshu, so he also hopes that Qingshu can be better and get the best.That's why I involuntarily want to persuade Qing Shu to do this or that.

He said that his body was getting weaker and weaker, and he even felt that it would be good to live to the age of 15.

He said sorry, Qing Shu, I was just a little anxious.

The sour liquid in the eyes kept slipping, and the heart seemed to be bitten by thousands of insects, which was extremely painful.

I am not good enough, I am not strong enough, I am immature, I am not sensible.

I will try to be good enough, try to be strong, try to be mature, try to be sensible, and try to take good care of him.In this way, Xiaobing will stay with me longer and be happier.

Even if it is just a little bit, I am willing to pay a hundredfold effort.

After that, I started to get rid of all my bad habits, just for Xiaobing's gratifying smile.

I sincerely apologized to Zhang Wuji, but I just kept my head down, I told myself.

Since then, Xiaobing has taught me a lot, including conspiracy and conspiracy, how to control, how to communicate, and even poison and hidden weapons.

I looked at Xiaobing who was teaching me seriously, and I thought maybe this is the real face of Xiaobing, smart, powerful, and deserted.

I didn't ask him why he knew this, I knew he was doing it for my own good, and that was enough.

Although these complicated studies make me breathless, as long as I see Xiaobing's satisfied smile, I am willing to torture me.

Xiaobing always said that I would be the best master in Wudang, unsurpassed.

I nodded in response, but he didn't know that I didn't have much interest in becoming the master.

So hard work to improve the influence in Wudang is just to give Xiaobing the best medicine and the best doctor.

Not

However, looking at Xiao Bing, who smiles with crooked eyes and makes my heart soften, as long as he likes it, I will try my best to do it.

I know that I am very important in Xiaobing's heart, even when Xiaobing looks at me tenderly, I always think that he likes and even loves me.

This makes me extremely happy and joyful. What could be happier than the person you love also loves you?

I am satisfied.As long as he's by my side.

I don't know what's so special about the little girl brought back by the master that year. I just glanced at it, but for six or seven years, Xiaobing would always make fun of me with that little girl.

Every time I see his narrow and cute smile, I can only sigh helplessly.

No matter how beautiful a woman is, she won't attract my attention, let alone a little girl whose appearance I can't remember clearly?All my sight and attention will not be given to others as long as he is there.

Xiaobing passed through the age of 20 safely, which made me secretly relieved.

Does this mean that Xiaobing can also be with me for the rest of my life?I don't expect a hundred years to be as long as I want, as long as he spends his thirties with me, I have nothing else to ask for.

I finally expressed my feelings when he teased me.Even though I know our tacit understanding, I still want to get Xiaobing's own acknowledgment.

At that time, I also stuttered when I confessed.But the heart is extremely excited and happy.Like a bird soaring in the vast sky.

He didn't say he liked it.

He said that if that person is Qingshu, it's fine.

At that moment, a hundred flowers bloomed in my heart, the sky has never been so blue, the sun is so warm, and the fragrance of bamboo is so intoxicating.My heart turned into water, wrapping him and me tenderly.

I hate those people in the Yuan Dynasty very much, so when Zhu Yuanzhang led the Mingjiao uprising, I contributed to the flames and tried my best to help him.

If it hadn't been for the people from the imperial court to deal with the six sects and the Mingjiao, there would not be a trace of sadness in the short-term happiness of Xiaobing and me.

Juejue Shitai went to Wudang, joined forces with Wudang and the other five sects, besieged Guangmingding, and eradicated Mingjiao.

And all of this turned out to be a conspiracy of the Yuan court.

Even though he was on guard at the beginning, he still fell into the trap, and his father's life and death were uncertain.

I looked at Xiaobing's calm face, and I knew that with Xiaobing's insightful eyes, he definitely discovered the court's conspiracy. If he told the story, my father's life and death would not be unknown.I also know that Xiaobing didn't speak out because he wanted to wake me up and make me realize my shortcomings and flaws clearly.This is great medicine for growth.But it made me miserable.

I don't blame Xiaobing, but I blame myself. I am not strong and mature enough, which forced Xiaobing to use this method to let me grow.

But in the situation where my father's life and death are uncertain, I don't have the courage to face Xiaobing at all.

How to choose between love and affection?

I have also thought about it before, if my father finds out about my Xiaobing and disagrees.I am willing to leave Wudang with Xiaobing.He still has a mother, while Xiaobing only has me.

But I can't ignore my father's life being in danger at all.

I worked hard to find my father's whereabouts. Over the years, with the help of Xiaobing, I have also established many secret forces and intelligence networks.Xiaobing said that only when you are strong enough can you have willful power.

Zhang Wuji reappeared and helped us drive back the people from the imperial court.Seeing that as soon as he appeared, he attracted all the attention of the ancestor and uncle as before, but now I will not be affected in the slightest.

When I found out where my father was, I realized that Xiaobing had disappeared.I sent the servant away. If I hadn't taken the initiative to visit Xiaobing throughout Wudang, I wouldn't have noticed his disappearance.With Xiaobing's weak body, he simply doesn't have enough self-protection ability.Thinking that something might happen to Xiaobing.

It made me almost insane, almost insane.

Fortunately, under my persecution, a servant finally remembered that he saw Xiaobing looking for Zhang Wuji before that.

I found Zhang Wuji and asked him about Xiaobing's whereabouts. He actually told me that Xiaobing begged him to take him down the mountain.Xiaobing said he wanted to see his mother.He's so soft-hearted for a moment.

My eyes were almost red with anger. I knew that Xiaobing would definitely not be because of this reason. He went down the mountain because of the conflict between us.I hated Zhang Wuji so much that I fought him directly, but I was defeated and wounded instead.

Looking at the accusations and hostility in the eyes of the people around me, I couldn't help but sneer, yes, Zhang Wuji is now the benefactor of the Six Sects, and I actually repay my kindness with revenge.

I looked at Zhang Wuji's innocent and kind face, and laughed maniacally. Will I always be reduced to a clown in front of Zhang Wuji?

How kind, upright, and powerful he is, how selfish, vicious, and useless am I?

When I almost fell into the demon, Xiaobing's gentle smile appeared in front of my eyes, "Qingshu, a person's strength is not just martial arts, or the one-sided words of the people around him. When you stand at the pinnacle of power, Even if other people's martial arts are high, they will not dare to hurt you, everyone can only look up to you. Qing Shu, you must become such a person."

Yes, I don't care what other people do, as long as Xiaobing is fine.

always

One day they are only qualified to look up to me.

I slowly settled down, since Zhang Wuji is here, Dad will be fine, I must find Xiaobing, he is my destiny.

Seeing Xiaobing intact, knowing that it was Fan Yao who saved him, made me feel very grateful to Fan Yao from the bottom of my heart.

I held Xiaobing in my arms, and my heart finally settled down.

Thinking of my father, I feel even more guilty. Xiaobing knew from the beginning that even if it fell into the hands of Yuan Bing, my father would not be hurt.Xiaoice always makes everything the best for me.How could I forget this.

When I got back to Wudang, I was in a hurry to explain to Xiaobing that I wanted to tell him how important he was to me. I couldn’t imagine if I would go crazy if he disappeared like this next time.

With a "snap", I was stunned by Xiaobing. I have never seen such an angry Xiaobing.

He asked me if I would commit suicide to be buried with him if he died.

I didn't answer, I really thought about it, I didn't want to lie to him.

I watched him staring at me bitterly, "Qing Shu, why do you have to deceive yourself now? You know that I lived past 20 years old, and the time I have now is already taken by me. So what are you going to do after I die?" ?”

The stinging pain on his face was not comparable to the heaviness and despair in his heart. He wanted to leave me alone. I pursed my lips and stared at him stubbornly, silent.

He laughed back angrily, "Why, are you really going to die with me?" His face was pale, he clutched his chest, and fell to the ground. Helping him up, he patted my hand away, stared at me fiercely and said, "Song Qingshu, death is the most cowardly choice. Even if you did it for me, I will never forgive you."

Xiaobing is more stubborn than me.I hurried to get the medicine and coaxed him to take it.

I listened to him talking in my ear, and looked at his almost blank face, which was full of prayers, "Qing Shu, the person who gives up life easily is the most despised person. If I can, I wish I could live One hundred and 80 years old. So even if I die, you have to live for me, live wantonly. Be filial to your parents, strengthen Wudang, and even let Wudang surpass Shaolin to become the largest gang in Wudang, and you will also surpass the ancestors to become Wudang The best master in history will always leave your mark on this world. I will always watch you by your side."

Xiaobing wants me to live for him, and through his eyes, that is his expectation for my future.

That's what he wanted me to be.

Even if that wasn't what I wanted, I couldn't refuse any of his wishes.

Since it is Xiaoice's wish, I will do my best to do it.

At that time, I was Xiaobing myself.

I hugged him and let the scalding liquid slide down.I will fulfill your wish, so can Xiaobing live a little longer for me.

I am afraid that I will not be able to persist in the future.

I don't refuse all Xiaobing's requests, I help him prepare Fanghua ointment, accompany him to the Bright Summit, and help him brew plum wine.

Watching him endure the pain and suffering, watching him lose weight day by day.

Listen to his last entrustment.

Watching him close his eyes slowly in my arms.

I kissed his still warm lips, Xiao Bing, I will become what you think.Can you wait for me on the Naihe Bridge.

I buried Xiaobing in the back mountain.

Take care of Wudang wholeheartedly.After Zhang Wuji abandoned Mingjiao and took Zhao Min to live in seclusion, the master finally passed on the position of head to me.

Zhu Yuanzhang became the leader of Mingjiao, and led the people of Mingjiao to rebel against Yuan.Although I will help Zhu Yuanzhang when he is in trouble, I am careful not to involve Wudang.The cunning rabbit dies, the running dog cooks.I don't want to lose Wudang.

I just carefully started preaching among ordinary people.

Zhu Yuanzhang finally proclaimed himself emperor, and changed the Buddhism promoted by previous dynasties, and greatly promoted Taoism, and Wudang also used this to overwhelm Shaolin in one fell swoop and become the largest martial arts school.After achieving the goal, I made a decisive decision, stopped Wudang's external development, and began to strengthen Wudang's heritage.It also always limits martial arts to a range that will not affect the power of the court.Only in this way can Wudang continue to exist.I asked Zhu Yuanzhang, who was interviewed privately by Weifu, why.He said that he had promised someone to treat Wudang kindly.

Although I don't believe his words, I know that person is Xiaobing.Xiaobing must have arranged something.

I touched the seat of my heart, Xiaobing saw it, I finally became what you wanted to see.

Did you wait for me on the Naihe Bridge?

I carried a large jar of wine and came to Xiaobing's tomb, looked at Fan Yao, shook the jar, "Come to drink again?"

He didn't speak, sat down, picked up the bowl politely and drank.

When he got drunk, he got up and left. I looked at his back and didn't speak.

Xiaobing, there are people in this world who miss you besides me.

It's a good thing you didn't see Fan Yao's cured face, otherwise I should be jealous.

I smiled proudly, but even if I saw it, Xiaobing

You only like me, right?

Xiaobing, will you come into my dream today?I miss your smile so much.

The wind in the red dust inn is like a knife and the rain falls. Fate knocks Ren Wulin who leads the coquettishness, but I only bend my waist for you... The lingering singing is lingering.

Xiaobing, I'm so tired, I really don't like my current life at all.

Xiaobing, can I go to you earlier?