heart stealing game

I always felt like my birth was not expected.Whenever this happens, I will have a kind of resentment. Since I don’t care about me, since I feel that I am a burden, why give birth to me?She gave birth to me and abandoned me without hesitation, avoiding me as the shame of her life, why?This is something I've always wanted to ask my mother, no, when I realized I was just a disgrace to her perfect love, I never called that woman again, Mom.

When I was little, I was alone in a dark house, crying silently.That's when I got night blindness.The endless darkness made me immersed in the darkness, unable to extricate myself, and unable to obtain salvation.I keep the lights on all night and all night, why doesn't mom come back?Why did my father either look at me and sigh, or ignore me?I despise the naive, cowardly, and ignorant self in my memory.In this world, only I can love myself.

When I learned from the housekeeper, that woman, Mu Hualan, abandoned our father and son for so-called love, and even forced my father to divorce her.It was because she wanted to go back to her former lover who was married and his wife died.Although the man is poor, even though he still has two children who look like oil bottles.She still insisted on leaving her father, and was even willing to treat those two children as her own children.

I finally understand why the servants in the whole family are so lukewarm to me, even though I am their young master.It is because I have such a mother that I hurt the young master they have been taking care of!I couldn't hold back the resentment towards that woman in my heart. I married my father and abandoned my lover for a rich life. After getting the satisfaction of life, I regretted it and abandoned my husband and son for the so-called love. Women are really sad and ridiculous creatures.

When I knew that the woman couldn't be with that man in the end, because the man died of illness soon, and she couldn't even find the pair of children left by the man after his death.After tossing for so long, I got nothing.I actually had a malicious pleasure.Abandoning your own children but willing to take care of other people's children?I will make her regret, regret abandoning me.For music, I have a natural sensitivity, a good voice and good looks.I'd be a big star, and she'd be just an old star.

Unlike my mother, I didn't hate my father. I felt that when he looked at me, he saw love and pain intertwined.Although he seldom took the initiative to care about me, he still arranged everything for me properly.I remember his sighing at my bedside when I was ill and had a vague fever.

He is not a qualified father, I respect him, but instinctively alienate him.Especially after he stepped out of his mother's shadow and married another wife.I moved out of the house directly, and only went back during the holidays.I was just a guest in that family, and I was always cared for attentively but with a sense of alienation in my bones.

I study hard and work hard alone.I have always respected Chairman An very much. It is his kindness that allowed me to make a career in the entertainment industry.President Ahn asked me to form ANJELL with two other trainees Shinyu and Jeremy.In fact, I was not willing to debut as a group at the beginning, because my personality determines that few people can get along well with me.But this is a rare opportunity, and I compromised.Fortunately, Xinyu and Jeremy are not difficult people to get along with.Xinyu is gentle and delicate, while Jeremy is lively and simple.I resisted the disgust in my bones to go to those variety shows and deal with those reporters who were as pervasive as flies and had sharp teeth.With the hard work of the three of us, ANJELL finally took a place in the entertainment circle in just three years.And Mu Hualan has passed away, she has been abroad all the time, I am looking forward to what kind of expression she will face me when she returns to China again?

Because I used my voice too much in the past, and I have not paid attention to protecting it.My throat is still irreparably damaged.Singing to a certain high pitch will break the sound.When I discovered this fact, I locked myself in the room for three days and three nights, allowing the pain to erode my whole body. My pride did not allow me to show a little bit of fragility in front of others. I am perfect, strong, and will stand How can Huang Tae Kyung, who is at the top of the entertainment circle, have such incompetent emotions as fragility?

Three days later, I calmly agreed to President An's proposal to join the new members.Just asking new members to get my approval.President An agreed. ANJELL is the brainchild of so many of us, how could I let it be affected by me?I look at the staff in my hand, even if my voice is flawed, the talent in my head can still make my dreams come true.Music is everything to me.

At that time, I thought it was the right decision to weigh the pros and cons.But it was the beginning of my future troubles and regrets.

What if I rejected President Ahn's proposal at that time?What if I reject that person as Gao Meinan?What if I hadn't softened my heart and concealed the fact that the tall beautiful woman disguised herself as a man?If... so many if it is like countless forks in the road, as long as I make the opposite choice once in one of them, then the ending will not be so painful?But there is no if.

ICE, ICE, ICE, every time I call it, my heart feels like a knife is being cut.It doesn't matter if he doesn't like me, and it doesn't matter if he isn't by my side, as long as he is still alive.But this turned out to be a luxury.I was so reduced to buying Uhey a drink that I could look at the similarities in her eyebrows and recall, and then rely on these memories to support me.

The first meeting was actually not pleasant, although he was not recruited by other brokerage companies as I thought, he is the chairman of Renai Company and a shareholder of our company, he can be regarded as one of my bosses.I have never had a good opinion of these people from the upper class.In the mixed entertainment circle, these people are even more so than others.He didn't care about my impatience and disgust, and sincerely invited me to dinner, saying that it was to talk about something very important to him.I was very puzzled, but finally agreed. I don't want to get close to or offend such a person.

While changing clothes, Gao Meili actually slipped back to the swimming pool where she was filming, because I was worried about Gao Meili, even though I didn't like her, I still followed her.I can't let what happened to her affect ANJELL.In the end, in order to save her, she was kicked humiliatingly in the swimming pool and passed out.When I woke up again, I saw a magnified face with something wet on its lips, which was his lips.I have serious cleanliness, and my brain went blank at that time, and I passed out again.

When I woke up in the hospital again, thinking of that kiss, I felt nauseous and wanted to vomit. I washed my lips hard, and I was not satisfied until the skin broke.The man even made fun of me the next day, saying it was his first kiss.Still first kiss?Just like him?Who are you kidding?I cursed him fiercely in my heart, the ghost knows that I don't want to be saved by him like this at all.

At that time, I already regretted it, Gao Meili is a trouble maker.But when I thought of her teary eyes talking about her mother, my heart softened again.I seem to look at the self who is looking forward to it in the park every day.How could there be so many cruel mothers in the world?Can abandoning their husbands and children really get the happiness they want?

Gao Meili always makes troubles and keeps saying sorry.So when Liu Bing spoke of her mercilessly, I didn't stop her. Although I couldn't bear it, I still hoped that she would learn her lesson and make less trouble.

Although I can't understand why Jeremy likes him so much when he has only known him for a day.But I politely agreed to have a meal with him. Although Jeremy is simple, he is not ignorant.He probably didn't mean anything malicious.It just so happens that he said important things, I will help if I can help, and I will help him as a favor.There is no need for any intersection in the future.

When I was eating, I looked at the plates of exquisite seafood in front of me, and I belatedly remembered that the main focus of Hill Restaurant is seafood.As a result, when I was struggling, the waiter actually put a plate of steak in front of me. I looked up in surprise and met his smiling eyes.Feeling awkward in my heart, even Xin Yu didn't pay attention, but he actually noticed.What a caring and gentle person, I slowly cut the steak and decided not to hate him anymore.

Looking at the shrimp in the bowl, she smiled flatteringly at Mei Gao.Just a little better mood, but also dark clouds.Damn tall beauty!I put down my chopsticks and went to the bathroom.He actually followed.Thinking of the steak, I thanked him anyway.In the end, she actually called me cute and threw water on my face.My face turned blue immediately, I thought this person was not bad just now, it must be an illusion!I was furious, but I was stunned by the gentle expression on his face. It was the expression of mentioning the treasure in my heart, which made me turn off the fire immediately.

He didn't know how damn beautiful those eyes were when he talked about his sister.It is a kind of bewitchment that can make people addicted from the bottom of their hearts.He wanted me to be gentle in my rejection of his sister.Don't hate his sister.Although I couldn't believe that that fake, annoying liar goblin was actually his sister, I agreed to his request.It must be very happy to be cared about, pampered, and cared about all the time.I drive away the envy and sadness in my heart.Involuntarily accepted his kindness and overtures.Seeing his expression, I couldn't say no to him.

I have a good impression of him, accept his care and closeness, and there is no rejection.That kind of gentle care in the details of life makes me feel good about him day by day.At that time, I didn't know that this kind of attraction was actually a precursor to liking.I am only happy that I have finally found a bosom friend after so many years.And forget that there are boundaries between friends no matter how close they are.Once that boundary is crossed, the relationship changes in quality.

I didn't expect that the matter of Gao Meili would be dug up by the media, and it would intensify.Although he strongly denied it, it did not stop the reporter's suspicion and enthusiasm. ANJELL's album release has also been delayed, which makes me very irritable and annoyed.

I thought being with ICE would calm my mood, but he actually asked me directly about Gao Meili.I was a little flustered, but I still denied it.Although there is an inexplicable guilt for cheating him, it is still no match for my care for ANJELL.

Although I denied it, he affirmed the fact that Gao Meili is a woman.In my panic and rage, I knocked over the teacup, and the scalding tea splashed on my hands and body. My fingers immediately turned red, but it wasn't really painful.But seeing him anxious, carefully washing and rubbing the medicine for me, my heart felt like a dragonfly crossing the border with waves, although it was subtle but numb.He actually investigated Gao Meili, why did he suddenly pay attention to Gao Meili?He will definitely not spend a lot of energy investigating Gao Meili for these gossips. What is that for?The words were out of my mouth, but I didn't get his answer.I was ridiculously hurt by his concealment.

The little frustration in his heart was still there, so he asked me if Xinyu knew.I was very surprised, what happened to him today?Hesitating and hesitating?Thinking of the first time he asked me to ask me, could it be his sister again?In the end, I got a thunderbolt answer.

He likes Xinyu, Xinyu likes beauties, and beauties like me.My brain went blank, how could he like Xinyu?I don't know why I am hearing this long piece of news, but what I care about most is this news.I was very uncomfortable, I was very concerned, and at the same time there was an inexplicable sense of astringency and anger.

"Involuntary attention, involuntary dependence, involuntary

want to get closer. "

Isn't that how I feel about him?I like him?impossible!How can I like him?That's just caring about friends.Listening to his teasing words, "What about you? Are you also fascinated by me?" The words that came out of my mouth made me stunned.

I suppressed the soreness in my heart.Why does he like Xinyu?I asked him what he liked. "It's just longing, pain, and happiness. I want to see him, hug him, kiss him, and stay by his side forever. When you see someone, even your heartbeat will be irregular, that's a sign of liking." Following him My heart fell to the bottom, I looked at him who was still smiling, and I couldn't help but want to touch my chest, but half a beat was missed there.I was frightened by myself, and said goodbye to him in a hurry.

I locked myself in the room, thinking about it over and over again, from when we met to now.I can no longer ignore the constantly emerging faces and the ever-changing heartbeat.Why do I, who obviously don't believe in love, fall in love with someone like this?Can not understand, can not accept.I deliberately did not contact him, and stubbornly attributed this feeling to impulse.But no matter how high the city wall is erected, it will crumble under the closeness of his smile.Obviously struggling to stay away, but miss him even more.I'm really sick already.

While I was struggling, AJ Company was hit hard by various things, and was quickly merged by Renai Company.Even President An was poached to Ren'ai Company. ANJELL has also been incorporated.In this way, I can't even escape.

As expected, Gao Meili was kicked out of ANJELL.Although I know this is for ANJELL's future, but as long as I think that ICE made this decision to drive Gao Mei away from Xinyu, I will be jealous.Even so, I dare not ask him, for fear of getting an affirmative answer.My feet were deep in the mud, but I dared not call for help to the only rescuer.Huang Taijing, who looked down on love, also became a member of the bitter river of love.This is the cruelest revenge for arrogance and disdain.

Knowing that Gao Meimei went to find ICE, I actually pestered Xinyu to take me with me.I watched Gao Meili beseeching ICE pitifully, and for the first time felt that Gao Meili's expression was so glaring, I watched ICE's harsh rejection of Gao Meili, her arrogant expression, the gentle eyes that made me fall, slowly It's all disdain and disgust.It was a kind of expression of a high-ranking king looking down on the ants.The high-society attitude that I hated the most before made me feel very dazzling.Just give me the tenderness in those eyes, that's the best.I was hopelessly hopeless.

I saw ICE's anger and sadness when Gao Meili mentioned Xinyu, despite his ruthless appearance, he finally agreed to Gao Meili to stay for Xinyu.I saw the emotion and guilt on Xin Yu's face opposite.On the one hand, he was mad with jealousy, and on the other hand, he was bitingly sad.Suddenly I felt so ridiculous, I was still struggling with liking him, how could I forget that the person he liked from the beginning was not me.I run away, I give up, or I run after him, but he doesn't notice.This kind of love is doomed to despair at the beginning.What else is there to think about?

I returned to the dormitory in a daze.My heart is full of today's ICE expression, but the object is changed to me.Heart pounding, head dizzy.For the first time, I actually found that under this kind of pain, even the darkness is not so scary.

At this time, that woman Mu Hualan actually called me and made an appointment for dinner the day after tomorrow.Say you have something to talk to me about.I just remembered that the day after tomorrow is my birthday.Is there anything this woman wants from me?I couldn't help but want to sneer, but I didn't even have the strength to pull the corners of my mouth.I curled up into a ball, just like when I was a child, I felt bitingly cold even though the heater was on.

On her birthday, the woman took it for granted and asked me to help her re-arrange the song left to her by her ex-lover.Didn't even mention my birthday.I know she doesn't remember my birthday at all.I didn't express my opinion, I took a bite out of President An's face.As soon as I swallowed it, the oppressive feeling rushed into my stomach and filled my throat. I quickly ran to the bathroom, panting heavily, trying to relieve the suffocation.The soreness came from my eyes, I looked at the person with red eyes in the mirror, and laughed fiercely, I really don’t have a long memory!Murdered twice with shrimp by that woman.No one loves you, what are you expecting?

I leaned against the sink, coughing continuously, trying to calm down the suffocation.Feeling the moisture in the corners of my eyes, I still have tears.

The familiar voice behind me made me think that the lack of oxygen in the brain caused hallucinations.I didn't know it was true until those warm hands held me.I held back my tears, why did you treat me so well it just made me sadder.Before I could say anything, Gao Meili suddenly appeared in front of me.I felt like the world was going to explode, and no matter where I fled, the pain and irritability followed.

I pushed him away, ran out, and stood on the busy street.I looked at the old man selling cotton candy on the side of the road.Couples or adults and children stop constantly.I looked at the happy smiles on their faces, and that happiness came not only from the marshmallows but also from the person who bought them the marshmallows.I just watched quietly across the road, as if I was standing on the other side of happiness.

ICE came to my side and comforted me, he thought I was sad about Mu Hualan.For that woman, I didn't have too many extravagant expectations, but now I am only more disappointed.I did not explain.He took me to a bakery.I stared blankly at the cake in front of me, watched him say happy birthday, and watched him mischievously urge me to blow out the candles and make a wish.I obediently closed my eyes, and I thought silently in my heart, can you give me a chance to make ICE like me too.This is a wish, but also to cheer yourself up.Opening my eyes and looking at him, I am no longer escaping or struggling.Can I have extravagant hopes?

I hold tightly the angel necklace he gave me, can I say it.

I asked him if I was a substitute for Uhey. In fact, what I wanted to ask was "Am I just like a younger brother in your heart?"

"Tae Kyung is also very important in my heart. Do you think I care about unimportant people casually? I'm not a second-generation ancestor who has nothing to do every day."

I looked at his smiling face, is it important?Is there any possibility of replacing Xin Yu?At that moment, I decided to block all my courage, "If I allow you to like me, will you give up Xinyu?"

What he got was an awkward smile, and diverted words.I hear the sound of cracking hearts.That's it, smash all the extravagant hopes.

Regardless of his evasion, I spread everything out, just asking for a happy death sentence. "Taijing, that's impossible. My liking for you and liking for Xinyu are two different things. There is no way to compromise on this matter."

With a bang, the heart was completely shattered into pieces.I frantically let him go, I don't want him to see my distress.That's all I have left to be proud of.

He ignored my nonsense and vexatiousness.Pulled me into the car.I kissed his lips, aggressively biting, obviously kissing the person I like, but I seemed to be in hell.

I let him go, smiled hard, and told him that my first kiss was mine, and he should always be nice to me.That's right, that artificial respiration is the real first kiss. It used to be disgusting, but now it's so sweet and sad when I think about it.

I saw the sentimentality in his eyes, what's the use of that, I went straight upstairs and didn't look back.It wasn't until he was in the room that he collapsed and fell on the bed.I said to myself, Hwang Tae Kyung, who is fine, can't be a lover, but it's good to be friends.He will still treat you as before, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?His face was icy cold.

No matter how sad the heart is, life still has to go on.

Director Ma came to the dormitory with a man who covered most of his face with a scarf. This is the real Gao Meinan, and Gao Meinan was sold to heaven and earth.Although I have never been there, I know where the water is deep.But looking at the worried Xinyu, Gao Meimei still has to save.Even though I was rejected, I don't want to see ICE and Shin Woo together.When did I become such a despicable person?

The few of us couldn't enter the heaven and earth at all, so we finally called ICE, and ICE came quickly and helped us rescue Gao Meili who was being tortured.

Gao Meinan is completely like a lunatic, constantly targeting ICE.Obviously it was because of ICE that Gao Meili was rescued.Although I was angry in my heart, but looking at Gao Meimei who was comforted by Xinyu, I still held back.Seeing Xinyu like this, ICE will give up.I know that Xinyu is not as indifferent to ICE as it appears on the surface.But as someone he once liked, he couldn't bear to be indifferent to Gao Meili.

Unexpectedly, Gao Meinan was disfigured.What happened next seemed like a dream, the crazy Gao Meinan hijacked Xinyu, and ICE tried its best to replace Xinyu with himself.And there is nothing I can do.

As a result, the next day, the police found the car that fell off the cliff, the bodies of ICE and Gao Meinan under the cliff of the highway.

At that moment, I felt like the sky was falling down.I can't believe the facts.But looking at his black and white photo at the funeral.Had to face reality.

It turns out that the extreme pain is numbness.I looked at Uhey who passed out from crying. ICE didn't know that Uhey had approached me many times, but I avoided them all.I always remember his please.But ICE, you who love her so much, how can you bear to leave?

ANJELL was still disbanded. After Jeremy got the news of ICE's death, he went crazy. He actually beat Xinyu seriously.After that, I kept myself locked in the house, and when I came out, I said goodbye to me, terminated the contract and went back to the UK.He said he couldn't bear to be in the same country as the killer of ICE.I looked at this Jeremy, who was hardly smiling anymore, and felt so strange.So Jeremy also likes ICE?

I didn't go to the hospital to see Xinyu. I knew it was ICE's choice, but I couldn't face Xinyu calmly. I resented Xinyu and myself.

When I saw Xinyu again, it was already five years later, I looked at Xinyu who was drunk in the bar, and next to him was a tall beauty with heavy makeup, her eyes were full of impatience and disgust.Xinyu was still yelling ICE, I couldn't help but punch him awake.what is this?Lost to know nostalgia?He was still messing with Gao Meimei.He doesn't deserve ICE's love.I don't deserve it either.

Thinking of Uhey, who has already quit the showbiz and turned into a strong business woman, when the happy and simple princess of ICE lost the king who built her a castle, and could only become a scheming queen through the tempering of life. ICE will be very sad. Uhey resented us but didn't take revenge on us or even Shinwoo, I think I'll always remember what she said with her forehead held high, "That's the man my brother protects with his life, I won't hurt him. But it will make his life worse than death. I Since brother is dead, you have to pay it back with the memories of your whole life." There was strong resentment in the words, but there were tears in the corners of the eyes.

I obediently signed a lifetime contract with Ren'ai Company.Accept Uhey's arrangement without complaint. The name ICE is engraved in my heart, flowing in my blood, how could I forget it?

ICE, throw away my last pride and dignity, I will spend the rest of my life helping you protect your princess.Can I get a chance to stay by your side in my next life?