heart stealing game
Chapter 128
There is nothing that cannot be obtained, only those who are incapable.As a man of the Qin family, there is nothing he can't do if he doesn't want to do it.This is what my grandfather taught me since childhood.In the end, it was carved into my bones and became self-confidence and arrogance.But that last bloody dress and smile became my nightmare.ruined all.I wandered in a nightmare, unable to get out, unable to wake up.I admit it, I don't get it.I regret it, can you come back alive?
--Qin Moyan
Unexamined, I seem to be in a bizarre circle, I can't go back to the past, I can't go to the future.In the end, even I was confused, am I the Qin Moyan who was betrayed by his wife and lover, or the Xiongba who forced the person he loves to death with his own hands?Qin Shenyan cursed in his head, Qin Moyan, you should have gone to hell long ago!
Yeah, I should have gone to hell a long time ago.Is there a boy in hell with a cute laughing kitten?
Qin Moyan, Mo Yan gives up, Mo Yan fails.
The grandson of a military tycoon in Taipei, and the grandson of a tycoon in the business world.The son of the only congresswoman in Taipei.Handsome appearance, excellent brain, outstanding ability, double doctorate in law and computer science from Harvard University.The youngest captain ever in the military.The behind-the-scenes boss of "Star Company", the leading online game company in Taipei.
This is the aura that everyone has superimposed on me.The media that always revolve around me even praised me that as long as I stand there, I will attract countless men and women to fly to the flame, and I am a natural nobleman.God's favorite.
For these pursuits, I have always dismissed them.My life is indiscriminate and flamboyant.The eyes around me don't bother me at all.
A young man is in vain if he is not romantic.Ever since I first met in love at the age of 15, I have naturally walked into this so-called high society circle of corruption and luxury.Surrounded by cronies and sensual people.Whether it's the glamorous female stars on the screen, or the pure college beauties, or even those beautiful little boys who have been trained.No need for me to say anything, someone will send it to my bed.Men and women take it all, raw or cold.Everyone knows that the eldest son of the Qin family is a good lover, but he will definitely not be a good lover.
When the trouble was too much, even grandpa told me.But when he saw me, it didn't affect my reason and heart.Then don't care about me anymore.I was taught by him, and all he asked for was an absolutely sensible, intelligent, and excellent heir.Whether it is sentimental or ruthless, as long as I am the one who benefits.In a certain way, grandpa is a person who has a partial heart, especially for me.
Not to mention the mother who has a son who is bigger than the sky, and the grandfather who treats his only grandson as a treasure.
The only person in this family who has normal affection for me is my father.But I never cared about his paternal love.So I didn't feel his anger or indifference at all.
This is a sad man who completely vented his cowardice, incompetence, depression and frustration on his wife and children.I even wondered if he really loved Qin Shenyan and treated him as a son, not a tool to stimulate my mother and me, or a victory against grandpa.Such people are hateful and pitiful.
Qin Shenyan, my father's illegitimate son, my half-brother, a woman who loves vanity and tries to use her child as a bargaining chip to threaten to marry into our family is his mother, the so-called love of my father's heart.When I was eight years old, my grandfather bought Qin Shenyan for 500 million.Knowing that there was no hope of marrying into the Qin family, that woman readily signed a letter of consent to sever the mother-child relationship with Qin Shenyan, turned around and left without any regrets, without even looking at Qin Shen, who was huddled there with a face full of fear and pleading. Word.
The eldest son of the Qin family is very famous, but the second son of the Qin family is little known.Qin Shenyan's position in the Qin family has always been so embarrassing.Grandpa's indifference, mother's indifference, father's excuses, and my indifference.I have been confused and confused countless times, how did Qin Shenyan fall in love with me under such circumstances?Or is his so-called love a lie?For my final death?
I don’t know when it started, the child who always curled up in the shadow of the corner in my memory, looked at me with that kind of envious and longing eyes, thin, short, like a bean sprouts.Has grown into a handsome and beautiful boy.
If Wang Bin hadn't reminded me, I probably would never have paid attention to this younger brother.In my eyes, he, like his mother, is the most humble and dirty creature.Even though he has the blood of the Qin family like me.He is also destined to live in the Qin family until he is 20 years old, and then he will not get a single cent of the Qin family.I don't think my father, who only treats him as a tool or a memorial item, can think about him. Even if he thinks of these things mercifully, he can't get anything from my shrewd and powerful mother.Qin Shenyan, he is not even qualified to let me use my brain.
Wang Bin is my younger brother, he is even more asshole than me, but he is also very shrewd.People who are not capable, in my circle, you will always be at the bottom.You will never get in touch with those core things.This is well known to every family.Every family is inextricably linked and the relationship is complicated.The prosperity of a family not only lies in the accumulation of several times, but also in the cultivation of heirs.
After my 20th birthday party was over, I took these young masters and ladies to book another large private room in the cash drawer to make everyone lively enough.At that time, Wang Bin hugged a young boy with a delicate and enchanting face, and looked at me with a half-smile, "Mo Yan, I really didn't realize that your younger brother has the potential to be more beautiful than you, and he is more than you. Li Forget about the wild pigeon at home. Why is your fiancée hanging around him? Don’t blame me for not reminding you. Even if it’s just a little threat, it will be strangled in the bud. Be careful of capsizing in the gutter!”
I turned my head and followed his gaze, just in time to see my fiancée Chen Manrou, who was always proud and looked at people with her chin, was smiling and talking to Qin Shenyan in the corner.The colorful glare lights hit their faces, flickering on and off, making them look ambiguous.
He seemed to feel my gaze. Ben's head was lowered, and he suddenly raised his head. His glass-bead-like eyes met mine, and there was a trace of panic.
I turned my head away from looking at him, picked up the wine on the table and continued to deal with the group of young masters who were trying to bring me down.Short chocolate-colored hair, exquisite eyebrows, and a touch of sadness between the brows, no wonder those girls like to hang around Qin Shenyan, the little prince in fairy tales.I raised my head and drank another glass of wine amidst the booing, the deep disdain hidden in the corner of my eyes, what does the Chen family really think of themselves?Even if Qin Shenyan is bewitched, an illegitimate child who is not recognized by his grandfather is not even worth using.
What's more, thinking of what grandpa ordered, the Chen family will not be prosperous for long.Although I didn't deny the name of the fiancee, I didn't admit it either.
In this circle, it has always been the ups and downs.There are many people who add insult to injury, but few who give charcoal in the snow.
In less than a month, Chen Manrou's father was slapped with double regulations, the old man of the Chen family died, Chen Manrou's uncle was suspended from his job, and a tree fell on Macaque Mountain.The once upstart Chen family in Taipei disappeared within a few days.
Chen Manrou, who came to me for help, was packaged and given to someone else.I squinted at Qin Shenyan who had a gloomy face.I just let him watch these dispositions.This is the warning I deliberately gave him.
But I didn't expect that Qin Shenyan would actually confess his love to me the next day.I seem to hear the most ridiculous joke in the world.love me?So why did he fall in love with me?
Sometimes curious, sometimes interesting.Although I rejected him, I kept him with me.I handed over some unimportant things to him and watched the excitement on his face.
I don't believe the nonsense that he loves me at all.Since I didn't know his intentions, I kept him by my side to monitor.
But as time goes by, even if I still doubt, the warmth day by day, even if I still linger in the flowers, bohemian.But I know that towards him, I finally softened a lot.
Even pets have been raised for so many years, and they have feelings.I have embraced his affections and acknowledged his place by my side.Just like what he prayed for when he confessed his love, give him the right to love me.
Well-behaved, beautiful, sensible, and capable lover.As long as his loyalty is always there, no one can shake his position.I even brought him into the core of the Qin family.This is my reward for his obedience.Allow him to really come into my life.
but in the end
It was indeed the news that he was leaving, just because I was getting married.This is an inevitable political marriage, and the Qin family also needs children.So after Grandpa chose a good person, I agreed without hesitation.Also born in the daughter of the Zheng family in Gaomen, Taipei, Zheng Min, a woman who has been arguing to marry me since she saw me when she was 12 years old.
Grandpa said that because only a woman who fell in love with me would choose me between my family and me.Only in this way can the purpose of marriage be achieved.
I never thought I needed to give Qin Shenyan an explanation.He is a lover, and he can only be a lover from beginning to end.
But I won't give him the chance to leave either.My things, only what I discarded, not what abandoned me.
So when Qin Shenyan resisted me for the first time and questioned me why he wanted to get married, I told him coldly that he should know his position.I will not abandon him, but I will not affect my life plan for him.
His questioning seems so ridiculous to me, if I want to love that kind of thing, his choice is wrong from the very beginning.
I thought this quarrel would be like countless times, and he would eventually come back to me on his own initiative.Over the years, I am not without others.
But this time he seemed really disheartened.Just disappeared.
When I found him again, it was already two years later, I looked at the photos sent by my subordinates in my hand, under the dim light, he was chatting happily with a blond man.
In the past two years, the life of newlyweds has not been very happy.After Qin Shenyan left, I discovered some habits, once formed, it is very difficult to quit.
When Qin Shenyan was captured and returned, his face was calm.Obviously the person is still the same person, but I suddenly feel so far away.
He used to be the one who pestered me to talk, but now I asked him ten questions and he didn't answer a single one.He used to prepare everything for me, but now every time I go to see him, the room is always deserted and deserted.In the past, he would be infatuated and worshiped. He kissed my facial features and now no matter how much I toss about on the bed, he doesn't even look at me.
This kind of him makes me angry but at a loss.Can two years really change a person so beyond recognition?
But I soon ran out of energy to think about it.Zheng Min was kidnapped.Although I don't love this woman, and I am troubled by her every day.But I can ignore the child in her belly.I know the Qin family's expectations for this child.
When the kidnapper offered to exchange Qin Shenyan, I knew it was not that simple.Mercenaries? Unexpectedly, in just two years, Qin Shenyan hooked up with these desperadoes.
What followed was a chaotic battlefield. Although I was injured, the group of mercenaries were successfully besieged by me.Fortunately, Zheng Min is fine, and Qin Shenyan is fine.
But I saw real hatred in Qin Shenyan's eyes.I was in a trance for a moment, the sound of bullets piercing my body, the sharp pain in my chest, and Zheng Min's screams, but my eyes were fixed on Qin Shenyan next to me, his eyes were full of resentment and hatred. However, the whole person is very sad.I just stood there dumbly watching me fall down slowly.Why didn't you remind me?Why don't you pull me away?Has he reached the point where he wants me to die?
"You should have gone to hell long ago!..."
It was Qin Shenyan's voice, saying that he is the one who loves me, he is the one who wants to leave, he is the one who betrays me, and he is the one who wants me to die.Qin Shenyan, why?
I thought I was dead, but when I opened my eyes again, what I saw was a golden curtain.Starts with smooth satin.He opened his eyes and was full of antique decorations, but it was made too rich and luxurious.
How did I come back to life?Before I figured out the situation, the memories gushing out of my head made me a mess.
I accepted it calmly and became another person's business.Carefully read Xiongba's memory.I saw the prophecy in my mind about "Isn't the golden scale a thing in the pool, when it encounters a storm, it will transform into a dragon".I knew immediately where I was.I still watch some TV shows in my free time.Although I only watched a few episodes, Qin Shenyan told me the plot.
Combining with Xiongba's memory, I also made up seven or eight.
Thinking of Qin Shenyan, I felt annoyed for a while, wishing I could see him now and force him to question him.
But what are you going to ask him?Do you love me?Wasn't it me who didn't believe it?Besides, how can I go back?Grandpa, Qin's family, mother, child, and Qin Shenyan.I can't let go of all of them.
There is no other way in front of him, but to live as Xiongba.
One hair wife, five women.The eldest son Long Teng, the second son Long Bing, and the youngest daughter You Ruo.In fact, I don't have a good impression of Xiongba.This kind of indifference to Long Teng, Long Bing, and love for You Ruo makes up for the guilt of his wife who died of depression and dystocia, which makes me despise.Children exist as heirs.How can you just let others bully you?
But it doesn't matter, these three are not my children, and I won't care about their lives.But I paid great attention to this child named Long Bing in my memory.He is the woman Xiong Ba thinks he loves, who stole the child she gave birth to.Or Xiong Ba knew subconsciously that the woman was wronged and framed, but he was unwilling to accept it. He saw the woman he loved lying naked with other men with his own eyes.The anger caused by the possibility of being cuckolded was all directed on this child by him.So he neither wanted Long Bing to die, nor did he want Long Bing to live well.Obviously he had already guessed that the child was indeed his son.But every time I see that child, I seem to see my own stains.
What interests me is not the relationship between this child and Xiongba, but that Xiongba only has one son and one daughter in the original play, and that son is still a catcher.Now Long Teng has betrayed Tianxiahui, and he really joined the imperial court.That non-existing person is undoubtedly this Long Bing.
Could it be that he is also a time traveler like me?So is there a way for him to go back?Thinking of this makes me very excited.But soon, I calmed down. According to Xiongba's memory, this son is a good-for-nothing waste except for his appearance.But he is very familiar with his apprentices Qin Shuang and Bu Jingyun.
Bu Jingyun is the protagonist, and he seems to have a blood feud with Xiongba?It really looks more and more like a time traveler.As for the ability to test it, you will know.
However, this hero has the ability to dominate, but he is too greedy and irrational.The world will continue to expand, but he never cares about internal hidden dangers.Now it's just that he didn't show up under his oppression, but once Xiongba's martial arts is damaged or something happens, the world will immediately fall apart.Not to mention acting as a backing, and perhaps directly holding back.
I quickly eliminated those people with ulterior motives from the Tianxiahui, and the new hall masters and incense masters were all selected by me.The most important thing for subordinates is not ability, but loyalty.
And I also sent people to test that Long Bing several times. It was obviously a dead end, but he escaped by luck.
When I came, Bu Jingyun had already been received under the door.But Nie Feng and Duanlang, who is also a big villain, have not yet appeared.
I deliberately led Huo Qilin to the duel.The two duelists were indeed implicated and died at the feet of the fire unicorn.Then I appeared again and rescued Nie Feng and Duanlang.
For the grace of life-saving and nurturing, I will not persecute Fengyun like Xiongba in the original drama.He also personally killed the fortune-telling clay bodhisattva.Fengyun can't be combined, and I can be regarded as solving the potential crisis for Xiongba.
With no worries, I can properly deal with Long Bing's affairs and find a way to go back.
It was also the first time I saw Long Bing. Even though I was used to seeing beauties like this, I still couldn't help but sigh.I kept him, pressed him about his background, intentionally humiliated him, irritated him, threatened him, and bit by bit his sanity.It is more credible to say something out of your mind.
To my disappointment, although he is also a time traveler, he is not from the same place as me.Probably the prince of the ancient palace.He was also at a loss about his time travel. Facing my humiliation, his eyes were full of humiliation and the mist and charm forced out by lust, but he compromised just by threatening him with those people.It seemed that there was no way to find a way back in him.
My heart was suddenly full of depression, looking at his smooth back and obsequiousness aroused my lust.I have never been a wronged person.What's more, this is fat meat delivered to the door. Without hesitation, I directly vented my desire, anger and irritability on him.
He is indeed delicious.I like to see his humiliated and obedient expression.Getting a very delicious stunner is probably the only thing that makes me feel good during time travel.
I asked him many things about his past, he was very proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.And the way he played the piano was indeed the appearance of an ancient nobleman.very beautiful.The most important thing is that his piano sound is not only touching but also very gentle. The good memories about my grandfather, my mother, and even Qin Shenyan in the past will slowly emerge before my eyes.
I have never forgotten that I am Qin Moyan, not Xiongba.
So I kept Long Bing, through whom I can feel the warmth that I never paid attention to before.People always regret after losing.
Slowly, it is obviously a substitute, but I can't help but care about him.Looking back countless times, I always wondered when I actually opened my heart to Long Bing.Can't find the reason, can't find the time.
Maybe it's because I'm always out of place in this world and I'm too lonely, maybe it's because he's the only one who knows my background, maybe it's because I suddenly saw him smiling brightly and warmly at Bu Jingyun.
That smile vaguely reminded me of a smile I thought I had forgotten.Qin Shenyan's smile when he was really with me.
That smile is different.
Qin Shenyan is gone long ago, but Long Bing has never smiled at me like that.He was always indifferent and mocking towards me, his eyes were clearly looking at me, but he couldn't find my reflection.
On the bed, I got worse and worse, but his smile was still the same when he faced Bu Jingyun.Pretty, warm and makes me want to destroy.
I really want it, if only it belongs to me.
When I realized this emotion, Long Bing didn't even have any hatred towards me.I provoked him on purpose, even though he slapped me twice angrily, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
I never gave up on finding a way to get home.Martial arts reached the pinnacle, can step through nothingness, can travel through time and space, and return to the original world?Long Bing is not qualified to practice martial arts. If I go back, I will probably never see him again.I suppressed the reluctance in my heart and the sudden burst of feeling that even I didn't understand clearly.After successfully obtaining the unicorn blood and making great progress in martial arts, I finally made up my mind to go to Wushenjue Palace to steal the phoenix blood.
I finally succeeded, but I was also seriously injured by Jue Wushen.Subconsciously, dragging my seriously injured body, I sneaked into the hospital and found Long Bing.
If he hates me so much, will he watch me die like Qin Shenyan?
He saved me.He finally chose to save me.
The surging feeling in my heart, I don't know what it is, but I know that I want him very much, very much.
If I can't go back to the original world, as long as he is always by my side, this world will not be as unbearable as I imagined.
Thinking of his smile, maybe life like this is not bad.
After the injury was healed, I couldn't wait to drink the phoenix blood. After I completely absorbed it, my heart was full of loneliness. Is it still not enough?Stepping through nothingness, does it really exist?
Fortunately, there is also Longbing.
He remained indifferent and resistant to me.
I asked him expectantly, why did he save me, I thought that even though he hated me, he still cared about me a little bit.Even if it's because it's Xiongba's body, I don't mind.He will always be by my side, by my side.His words threw cold water on me.
"I won't kill you. It's just because you are the only one alive. The people I care about will have a better life. So don't worry, I will be a good pet obediently."
"I don't hate you, and I don't hate you. It's just that you are not important to me."
It turns out that words in this world can hurt people like this.And I actually feel sad because of other people's words.I let him go.Looking at his relentless back.
Suddenly he laughed wildly.
Qin Shenyan, do I have no right to hate you at all?You are right, I will be punished.
Is that my retribution now?
Long Bing and Bu Jingyun are together.Nie Feng likes Long Bing, and You Ruo likes Nie Feng.Qin Shuang likes You Ruo.
How could I allow him to be with others, even if imprisoned, he can only be by my side.If he doesn't care about all of this, then I will destroy everything he cares about.
All he cares about is me.
Long Teng, Bu Jingyun, You Ruo, Qin Shuang, Nie Feng.I won't let go of any of them.
This is the future I shaped for Longbing, and there is only me there.I want to tell him that I care about him and that the only one who can protect him is me.The whole world will abandon him.
I'm his only choice.
I found someone to capture Long Teng, and I didn't have to do anything with him. Since he left Long Bing before and left alone, he won't stay for Long Bing this time.
I found You Ruo, she already knew that Nie Feng liked Long Bing.I gave her two choices. I helped her stay with Nie Feng and inherit my Tianxiahui in the future.Then accept the relationship between me and Long Bing, and help me convince Qin Shuang at the same time.Otherwise, I will marry Kong Ci to Nie Feng and her to Qin Shuang.
After making a big fuss and being force-fed poisoned by me, she finally compromised.Between Nie Feng and Long Bing, her choice was obvious.
As for Qin Shuang, driven by You Ruo's tearful begging and loyalty to me, it is because I guarantee that Long Bing also likes me.After we were not real father and son, I agreed and helped You Ruo to support my decision.
As for Bu Jingyun, as long as he knew Long Bing's identity, he and Long Bing would have no chance.Besides, I have decided to uproot the weeds this time.There will be no more Bu Jingyun in this world.
Watching things develop little by little as I imagined.
Even though Long Bing has been imprisoned in my arms, his gaze has been on Bu Jingyun.It made me almost unable to suppress the tyranny in my heart, wishing I could kill Bu Jingyun on the spot.
But I didn't do that.If Bu Jingyun died in front of Long Bing like this, Long Bing would never forget him for the rest of his life.I didn't expect Long Bing to fall in love with me, but at least he should always be by my side, and he can only be by my side all the time.
I calculated everything, but I didn't calculate until Bu Jingyun didn't believe anyone's words, he only had Long Bing in his eyes.
Long Bing would rather commit suicide than stay by my side.
The sound of ticking blood and the bright smile stabbed me hard in the heart.
"You made it. Seeing you makes me feel...I feel sick!"
I hugged him and frantically forced those people in the hospital to treat him.As long as you close your eyes, all kinds of faces will appear in front of your eyes, including Qin Shenyan's, Zheng Min's, You Ruo's, and many others. In the end, they all turned into Long Bing's face. Mouth said something.I listened hard, and when I heard the word disgusting, I covered my ears desperately.No, Long Bing would never say that.Day by day, I became more and more in a trance.
In a daze, a doctor handed me a bowl of medicine, and he said, as long as I insist on feeding Longbing to drink every day, I will be fine.
Obviously I have done what he said, why hasn't Long Bing woke up yet?
I took Long Bing to find famous doctors all over the world, and continuously injected internal energy into his body.
Why can't I get in?Yes, the bleeding must be stopped first, and the internal injuries can only be treated after the bleeding stops.
I found one doctor after another and threatened them to help Long Bing stop the bleeding.
I knew it could be saved.Long Bing, I'm not going home, I'm here with you.
so you stay with me too
OK?It doesn't matter if you hate me, hit me, or scold me.But don't leave.Just like now, lie obediently in my arms.
Let me tell you, my name is Qin Moyan.I allow you to call me Mo Yan.
why don't you call
You see, you have turned black now, and your body stinks. I don't despise you.You can't dislike me either.
Be together all the time.
--Qin Moyan
Unexamined, I seem to be in a bizarre circle, I can't go back to the past, I can't go to the future.In the end, even I was confused, am I the Qin Moyan who was betrayed by his wife and lover, or the Xiongba who forced the person he loves to death with his own hands?Qin Shenyan cursed in his head, Qin Moyan, you should have gone to hell long ago!
Yeah, I should have gone to hell a long time ago.Is there a boy in hell with a cute laughing kitten?
Qin Moyan, Mo Yan gives up, Mo Yan fails.
The grandson of a military tycoon in Taipei, and the grandson of a tycoon in the business world.The son of the only congresswoman in Taipei.Handsome appearance, excellent brain, outstanding ability, double doctorate in law and computer science from Harvard University.The youngest captain ever in the military.The behind-the-scenes boss of "Star Company", the leading online game company in Taipei.
This is the aura that everyone has superimposed on me.The media that always revolve around me even praised me that as long as I stand there, I will attract countless men and women to fly to the flame, and I am a natural nobleman.God's favorite.
For these pursuits, I have always dismissed them.My life is indiscriminate and flamboyant.The eyes around me don't bother me at all.
A young man is in vain if he is not romantic.Ever since I first met in love at the age of 15, I have naturally walked into this so-called high society circle of corruption and luxury.Surrounded by cronies and sensual people.Whether it's the glamorous female stars on the screen, or the pure college beauties, or even those beautiful little boys who have been trained.No need for me to say anything, someone will send it to my bed.Men and women take it all, raw or cold.Everyone knows that the eldest son of the Qin family is a good lover, but he will definitely not be a good lover.
When the trouble was too much, even grandpa told me.But when he saw me, it didn't affect my reason and heart.Then don't care about me anymore.I was taught by him, and all he asked for was an absolutely sensible, intelligent, and excellent heir.Whether it is sentimental or ruthless, as long as I am the one who benefits.In a certain way, grandpa is a person who has a partial heart, especially for me.
Not to mention the mother who has a son who is bigger than the sky, and the grandfather who treats his only grandson as a treasure.
The only person in this family who has normal affection for me is my father.But I never cared about his paternal love.So I didn't feel his anger or indifference at all.
This is a sad man who completely vented his cowardice, incompetence, depression and frustration on his wife and children.I even wondered if he really loved Qin Shenyan and treated him as a son, not a tool to stimulate my mother and me, or a victory against grandpa.Such people are hateful and pitiful.
Qin Shenyan, my father's illegitimate son, my half-brother, a woman who loves vanity and tries to use her child as a bargaining chip to threaten to marry into our family is his mother, the so-called love of my father's heart.When I was eight years old, my grandfather bought Qin Shenyan for 500 million.Knowing that there was no hope of marrying into the Qin family, that woman readily signed a letter of consent to sever the mother-child relationship with Qin Shenyan, turned around and left without any regrets, without even looking at Qin Shen, who was huddled there with a face full of fear and pleading. Word.
The eldest son of the Qin family is very famous, but the second son of the Qin family is little known.Qin Shenyan's position in the Qin family has always been so embarrassing.Grandpa's indifference, mother's indifference, father's excuses, and my indifference.I have been confused and confused countless times, how did Qin Shenyan fall in love with me under such circumstances?Or is his so-called love a lie?For my final death?
I don’t know when it started, the child who always curled up in the shadow of the corner in my memory, looked at me with that kind of envious and longing eyes, thin, short, like a bean sprouts.Has grown into a handsome and beautiful boy.
If Wang Bin hadn't reminded me, I probably would never have paid attention to this younger brother.In my eyes, he, like his mother, is the most humble and dirty creature.Even though he has the blood of the Qin family like me.He is also destined to live in the Qin family until he is 20 years old, and then he will not get a single cent of the Qin family.I don't think my father, who only treats him as a tool or a memorial item, can think about him. Even if he thinks of these things mercifully, he can't get anything from my shrewd and powerful mother.Qin Shenyan, he is not even qualified to let me use my brain.
Wang Bin is my younger brother, he is even more asshole than me, but he is also very shrewd.People who are not capable, in my circle, you will always be at the bottom.You will never get in touch with those core things.This is well known to every family.Every family is inextricably linked and the relationship is complicated.The prosperity of a family not only lies in the accumulation of several times, but also in the cultivation of heirs.
After my 20th birthday party was over, I took these young masters and ladies to book another large private room in the cash drawer to make everyone lively enough.At that time, Wang Bin hugged a young boy with a delicate and enchanting face, and looked at me with a half-smile, "Mo Yan, I really didn't realize that your younger brother has the potential to be more beautiful than you, and he is more than you. Li Forget about the wild pigeon at home. Why is your fiancée hanging around him? Don’t blame me for not reminding you. Even if it’s just a little threat, it will be strangled in the bud. Be careful of capsizing in the gutter!”
I turned my head and followed his gaze, just in time to see my fiancée Chen Manrou, who was always proud and looked at people with her chin, was smiling and talking to Qin Shenyan in the corner.The colorful glare lights hit their faces, flickering on and off, making them look ambiguous.
He seemed to feel my gaze. Ben's head was lowered, and he suddenly raised his head. His glass-bead-like eyes met mine, and there was a trace of panic.
I turned my head away from looking at him, picked up the wine on the table and continued to deal with the group of young masters who were trying to bring me down.Short chocolate-colored hair, exquisite eyebrows, and a touch of sadness between the brows, no wonder those girls like to hang around Qin Shenyan, the little prince in fairy tales.I raised my head and drank another glass of wine amidst the booing, the deep disdain hidden in the corner of my eyes, what does the Chen family really think of themselves?Even if Qin Shenyan is bewitched, an illegitimate child who is not recognized by his grandfather is not even worth using.
What's more, thinking of what grandpa ordered, the Chen family will not be prosperous for long.Although I didn't deny the name of the fiancee, I didn't admit it either.
In this circle, it has always been the ups and downs.There are many people who add insult to injury, but few who give charcoal in the snow.
In less than a month, Chen Manrou's father was slapped with double regulations, the old man of the Chen family died, Chen Manrou's uncle was suspended from his job, and a tree fell on Macaque Mountain.The once upstart Chen family in Taipei disappeared within a few days.
Chen Manrou, who came to me for help, was packaged and given to someone else.I squinted at Qin Shenyan who had a gloomy face.I just let him watch these dispositions.This is the warning I deliberately gave him.
But I didn't expect that Qin Shenyan would actually confess his love to me the next day.I seem to hear the most ridiculous joke in the world.love me?So why did he fall in love with me?
Sometimes curious, sometimes interesting.Although I rejected him, I kept him with me.I handed over some unimportant things to him and watched the excitement on his face.
I don't believe the nonsense that he loves me at all.Since I didn't know his intentions, I kept him by my side to monitor.
But as time goes by, even if I still doubt, the warmth day by day, even if I still linger in the flowers, bohemian.But I know that towards him, I finally softened a lot.
Even pets have been raised for so many years, and they have feelings.I have embraced his affections and acknowledged his place by my side.Just like what he prayed for when he confessed his love, give him the right to love me.
Well-behaved, beautiful, sensible, and capable lover.As long as his loyalty is always there, no one can shake his position.I even brought him into the core of the Qin family.This is my reward for his obedience.Allow him to really come into my life.
but in the end
It was indeed the news that he was leaving, just because I was getting married.This is an inevitable political marriage, and the Qin family also needs children.So after Grandpa chose a good person, I agreed without hesitation.Also born in the daughter of the Zheng family in Gaomen, Taipei, Zheng Min, a woman who has been arguing to marry me since she saw me when she was 12 years old.
Grandpa said that because only a woman who fell in love with me would choose me between my family and me.Only in this way can the purpose of marriage be achieved.
I never thought I needed to give Qin Shenyan an explanation.He is a lover, and he can only be a lover from beginning to end.
But I won't give him the chance to leave either.My things, only what I discarded, not what abandoned me.
So when Qin Shenyan resisted me for the first time and questioned me why he wanted to get married, I told him coldly that he should know his position.I will not abandon him, but I will not affect my life plan for him.
His questioning seems so ridiculous to me, if I want to love that kind of thing, his choice is wrong from the very beginning.
I thought this quarrel would be like countless times, and he would eventually come back to me on his own initiative.Over the years, I am not without others.
But this time he seemed really disheartened.Just disappeared.
When I found him again, it was already two years later, I looked at the photos sent by my subordinates in my hand, under the dim light, he was chatting happily with a blond man.
In the past two years, the life of newlyweds has not been very happy.After Qin Shenyan left, I discovered some habits, once formed, it is very difficult to quit.
When Qin Shenyan was captured and returned, his face was calm.Obviously the person is still the same person, but I suddenly feel so far away.
He used to be the one who pestered me to talk, but now I asked him ten questions and he didn't answer a single one.He used to prepare everything for me, but now every time I go to see him, the room is always deserted and deserted.In the past, he would be infatuated and worshiped. He kissed my facial features and now no matter how much I toss about on the bed, he doesn't even look at me.
This kind of him makes me angry but at a loss.Can two years really change a person so beyond recognition?
But I soon ran out of energy to think about it.Zheng Min was kidnapped.Although I don't love this woman, and I am troubled by her every day.But I can ignore the child in her belly.I know the Qin family's expectations for this child.
When the kidnapper offered to exchange Qin Shenyan, I knew it was not that simple.Mercenaries? Unexpectedly, in just two years, Qin Shenyan hooked up with these desperadoes.
What followed was a chaotic battlefield. Although I was injured, the group of mercenaries were successfully besieged by me.Fortunately, Zheng Min is fine, and Qin Shenyan is fine.
But I saw real hatred in Qin Shenyan's eyes.I was in a trance for a moment, the sound of bullets piercing my body, the sharp pain in my chest, and Zheng Min's screams, but my eyes were fixed on Qin Shenyan next to me, his eyes were full of resentment and hatred. However, the whole person is very sad.I just stood there dumbly watching me fall down slowly.Why didn't you remind me?Why don't you pull me away?Has he reached the point where he wants me to die?
"You should have gone to hell long ago!..."
It was Qin Shenyan's voice, saying that he is the one who loves me, he is the one who wants to leave, he is the one who betrays me, and he is the one who wants me to die.Qin Shenyan, why?
I thought I was dead, but when I opened my eyes again, what I saw was a golden curtain.Starts with smooth satin.He opened his eyes and was full of antique decorations, but it was made too rich and luxurious.
How did I come back to life?Before I figured out the situation, the memories gushing out of my head made me a mess.
I accepted it calmly and became another person's business.Carefully read Xiongba's memory.I saw the prophecy in my mind about "Isn't the golden scale a thing in the pool, when it encounters a storm, it will transform into a dragon".I knew immediately where I was.I still watch some TV shows in my free time.Although I only watched a few episodes, Qin Shenyan told me the plot.
Combining with Xiongba's memory, I also made up seven or eight.
Thinking of Qin Shenyan, I felt annoyed for a while, wishing I could see him now and force him to question him.
But what are you going to ask him?Do you love me?Wasn't it me who didn't believe it?Besides, how can I go back?Grandpa, Qin's family, mother, child, and Qin Shenyan.I can't let go of all of them.
There is no other way in front of him, but to live as Xiongba.
One hair wife, five women.The eldest son Long Teng, the second son Long Bing, and the youngest daughter You Ruo.In fact, I don't have a good impression of Xiongba.This kind of indifference to Long Teng, Long Bing, and love for You Ruo makes up for the guilt of his wife who died of depression and dystocia, which makes me despise.Children exist as heirs.How can you just let others bully you?
But it doesn't matter, these three are not my children, and I won't care about their lives.But I paid great attention to this child named Long Bing in my memory.He is the woman Xiong Ba thinks he loves, who stole the child she gave birth to.Or Xiong Ba knew subconsciously that the woman was wronged and framed, but he was unwilling to accept it. He saw the woman he loved lying naked with other men with his own eyes.The anger caused by the possibility of being cuckolded was all directed on this child by him.So he neither wanted Long Bing to die, nor did he want Long Bing to live well.Obviously he had already guessed that the child was indeed his son.But every time I see that child, I seem to see my own stains.
What interests me is not the relationship between this child and Xiongba, but that Xiongba only has one son and one daughter in the original play, and that son is still a catcher.Now Long Teng has betrayed Tianxiahui, and he really joined the imperial court.That non-existing person is undoubtedly this Long Bing.
Could it be that he is also a time traveler like me?So is there a way for him to go back?Thinking of this makes me very excited.But soon, I calmed down. According to Xiongba's memory, this son is a good-for-nothing waste except for his appearance.But he is very familiar with his apprentices Qin Shuang and Bu Jingyun.
Bu Jingyun is the protagonist, and he seems to have a blood feud with Xiongba?It really looks more and more like a time traveler.As for the ability to test it, you will know.
However, this hero has the ability to dominate, but he is too greedy and irrational.The world will continue to expand, but he never cares about internal hidden dangers.Now it's just that he didn't show up under his oppression, but once Xiongba's martial arts is damaged or something happens, the world will immediately fall apart.Not to mention acting as a backing, and perhaps directly holding back.
I quickly eliminated those people with ulterior motives from the Tianxiahui, and the new hall masters and incense masters were all selected by me.The most important thing for subordinates is not ability, but loyalty.
And I also sent people to test that Long Bing several times. It was obviously a dead end, but he escaped by luck.
When I came, Bu Jingyun had already been received under the door.But Nie Feng and Duanlang, who is also a big villain, have not yet appeared.
I deliberately led Huo Qilin to the duel.The two duelists were indeed implicated and died at the feet of the fire unicorn.Then I appeared again and rescued Nie Feng and Duanlang.
For the grace of life-saving and nurturing, I will not persecute Fengyun like Xiongba in the original drama.He also personally killed the fortune-telling clay bodhisattva.Fengyun can't be combined, and I can be regarded as solving the potential crisis for Xiongba.
With no worries, I can properly deal with Long Bing's affairs and find a way to go back.
It was also the first time I saw Long Bing. Even though I was used to seeing beauties like this, I still couldn't help but sigh.I kept him, pressed him about his background, intentionally humiliated him, irritated him, threatened him, and bit by bit his sanity.It is more credible to say something out of your mind.
To my disappointment, although he is also a time traveler, he is not from the same place as me.Probably the prince of the ancient palace.He was also at a loss about his time travel. Facing my humiliation, his eyes were full of humiliation and the mist and charm forced out by lust, but he compromised just by threatening him with those people.It seemed that there was no way to find a way back in him.
My heart was suddenly full of depression, looking at his smooth back and obsequiousness aroused my lust.I have never been a wronged person.What's more, this is fat meat delivered to the door. Without hesitation, I directly vented my desire, anger and irritability on him.
He is indeed delicious.I like to see his humiliated and obedient expression.Getting a very delicious stunner is probably the only thing that makes me feel good during time travel.
I asked him many things about his past, he was very proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.And the way he played the piano was indeed the appearance of an ancient nobleman.very beautiful.The most important thing is that his piano sound is not only touching but also very gentle. The good memories about my grandfather, my mother, and even Qin Shenyan in the past will slowly emerge before my eyes.
I have never forgotten that I am Qin Moyan, not Xiongba.
So I kept Long Bing, through whom I can feel the warmth that I never paid attention to before.People always regret after losing.
Slowly, it is obviously a substitute, but I can't help but care about him.Looking back countless times, I always wondered when I actually opened my heart to Long Bing.Can't find the reason, can't find the time.
Maybe it's because I'm always out of place in this world and I'm too lonely, maybe it's because he's the only one who knows my background, maybe it's because I suddenly saw him smiling brightly and warmly at Bu Jingyun.
That smile vaguely reminded me of a smile I thought I had forgotten.Qin Shenyan's smile when he was really with me.
That smile is different.
Qin Shenyan is gone long ago, but Long Bing has never smiled at me like that.He was always indifferent and mocking towards me, his eyes were clearly looking at me, but he couldn't find my reflection.
On the bed, I got worse and worse, but his smile was still the same when he faced Bu Jingyun.Pretty, warm and makes me want to destroy.
I really want it, if only it belongs to me.
When I realized this emotion, Long Bing didn't even have any hatred towards me.I provoked him on purpose, even though he slapped me twice angrily, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
I never gave up on finding a way to get home.Martial arts reached the pinnacle, can step through nothingness, can travel through time and space, and return to the original world?Long Bing is not qualified to practice martial arts. If I go back, I will probably never see him again.I suppressed the reluctance in my heart and the sudden burst of feeling that even I didn't understand clearly.After successfully obtaining the unicorn blood and making great progress in martial arts, I finally made up my mind to go to Wushenjue Palace to steal the phoenix blood.
I finally succeeded, but I was also seriously injured by Jue Wushen.Subconsciously, dragging my seriously injured body, I sneaked into the hospital and found Long Bing.
If he hates me so much, will he watch me die like Qin Shenyan?
He saved me.He finally chose to save me.
The surging feeling in my heart, I don't know what it is, but I know that I want him very much, very much.
If I can't go back to the original world, as long as he is always by my side, this world will not be as unbearable as I imagined.
Thinking of his smile, maybe life like this is not bad.
After the injury was healed, I couldn't wait to drink the phoenix blood. After I completely absorbed it, my heart was full of loneliness. Is it still not enough?Stepping through nothingness, does it really exist?
Fortunately, there is also Longbing.
He remained indifferent and resistant to me.
I asked him expectantly, why did he save me, I thought that even though he hated me, he still cared about me a little bit.Even if it's because it's Xiongba's body, I don't mind.He will always be by my side, by my side.His words threw cold water on me.
"I won't kill you. It's just because you are the only one alive. The people I care about will have a better life. So don't worry, I will be a good pet obediently."
"I don't hate you, and I don't hate you. It's just that you are not important to me."
It turns out that words in this world can hurt people like this.And I actually feel sad because of other people's words.I let him go.Looking at his relentless back.
Suddenly he laughed wildly.
Qin Shenyan, do I have no right to hate you at all?You are right, I will be punished.
Is that my retribution now?
Long Bing and Bu Jingyun are together.Nie Feng likes Long Bing, and You Ruo likes Nie Feng.Qin Shuang likes You Ruo.
How could I allow him to be with others, even if imprisoned, he can only be by my side.If he doesn't care about all of this, then I will destroy everything he cares about.
All he cares about is me.
Long Teng, Bu Jingyun, You Ruo, Qin Shuang, Nie Feng.I won't let go of any of them.
This is the future I shaped for Longbing, and there is only me there.I want to tell him that I care about him and that the only one who can protect him is me.The whole world will abandon him.
I'm his only choice.
I found someone to capture Long Teng, and I didn't have to do anything with him. Since he left Long Bing before and left alone, he won't stay for Long Bing this time.
I found You Ruo, she already knew that Nie Feng liked Long Bing.I gave her two choices. I helped her stay with Nie Feng and inherit my Tianxiahui in the future.Then accept the relationship between me and Long Bing, and help me convince Qin Shuang at the same time.Otherwise, I will marry Kong Ci to Nie Feng and her to Qin Shuang.
After making a big fuss and being force-fed poisoned by me, she finally compromised.Between Nie Feng and Long Bing, her choice was obvious.
As for Qin Shuang, driven by You Ruo's tearful begging and loyalty to me, it is because I guarantee that Long Bing also likes me.After we were not real father and son, I agreed and helped You Ruo to support my decision.
As for Bu Jingyun, as long as he knew Long Bing's identity, he and Long Bing would have no chance.Besides, I have decided to uproot the weeds this time.There will be no more Bu Jingyun in this world.
Watching things develop little by little as I imagined.
Even though Long Bing has been imprisoned in my arms, his gaze has been on Bu Jingyun.It made me almost unable to suppress the tyranny in my heart, wishing I could kill Bu Jingyun on the spot.
But I didn't do that.If Bu Jingyun died in front of Long Bing like this, Long Bing would never forget him for the rest of his life.I didn't expect Long Bing to fall in love with me, but at least he should always be by my side, and he can only be by my side all the time.
I calculated everything, but I didn't calculate until Bu Jingyun didn't believe anyone's words, he only had Long Bing in his eyes.
Long Bing would rather commit suicide than stay by my side.
The sound of ticking blood and the bright smile stabbed me hard in the heart.
"You made it. Seeing you makes me feel...I feel sick!"
I hugged him and frantically forced those people in the hospital to treat him.As long as you close your eyes, all kinds of faces will appear in front of your eyes, including Qin Shenyan's, Zheng Min's, You Ruo's, and many others. In the end, they all turned into Long Bing's face. Mouth said something.I listened hard, and when I heard the word disgusting, I covered my ears desperately.No, Long Bing would never say that.Day by day, I became more and more in a trance.
In a daze, a doctor handed me a bowl of medicine, and he said, as long as I insist on feeding Longbing to drink every day, I will be fine.
Obviously I have done what he said, why hasn't Long Bing woke up yet?
I took Long Bing to find famous doctors all over the world, and continuously injected internal energy into his body.
Why can't I get in?Yes, the bleeding must be stopped first, and the internal injuries can only be treated after the bleeding stops.
I found one doctor after another and threatened them to help Long Bing stop the bleeding.
I knew it could be saved.Long Bing, I'm not going home, I'm here with you.
so you stay with me too
OK?It doesn't matter if you hate me, hit me, or scold me.But don't leave.Just like now, lie obediently in my arms.
Let me tell you, my name is Qin Moyan.I allow you to call me Mo Yan.
why don't you call
You see, you have turned black now, and your body stinks. I don't despise you.You can't dislike me either.
Be together all the time.
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