heart stealing game

I always thought that all living beings were ants, but I played with all living beings.In the end, I am just one of the ants, even if I am powerful, I am still an ant.Still a sad ant who sees the truth clearly at the cost of the most important human life.

— Palace Nine

Before I was 12 years old, I was the son of heaven, the eldest son of the Taiping Palace. My father held great power, and my mother was gentle and considerate. Even though she was not my official wife, she was my favorite person.I even feel that if it wasn't for my mother's slave status, I would have already been a royal concubine.And I am the only male in the Taiping Palace.

Strict father and loving mother, and everyone knows that the only boy in Taiping Mansion is precocious and talented.Although my father seldom smiled at me, I knew he still loved me very much.Otherwise, how could I ask the emperor to make me his son when I was 11 years old.Then I took Xiaobing back home.At that time, although I was very uncomfortable about my father having an illegitimate child outside, I quickly felt relieved when I thought about the younger sister born in the yard.

I know that no one can shake my position.

Even if I was relieved, I didn't like this younger brother at first, he was silent, weak, and timid, with nothing but an overly delicate face.

Although I don't bully him like those younger sisters, I don't have the slightest kindness towards him.Don't bully him, don't care about him, as if he is a transparent person.In such a turbulent backyard of the palace, a child without a mother is destined not to live long even with the protection of his father.

But a smile changed all my minds, and that got me interested.

I didn't expect to see such a beautiful scenery in the Wangfu Garden, which has been seen to death.It was just a simple shortbread, but he smiled brilliantly at the servant.Just one glance, I fell in love with that smiling face.Sincerely, purely, beautifully.Even though it looks so fragile, it still makes people have an urge to treasure it.

I can't get what I want, I believe so firmly.

As for my access to him, there is no discovery at all.I even told him that I didn't like him at first because I thought he would take my father away.I will take good care of him in the future and be a good brother.Such a reason full of loopholes, he actually believed it without hesitation.

Just treat him a little better, and he quickly retreated from his cowardice, completely letting go of all his trust in front of me.

I watched him staring at me with an expression of admiration, admiration, and dependence, like a puppy, and showed me a bright and somewhat silly smile.

Such a child who is as innocent as a piece of paper, if it weren't for me, probably wouldn't live to be ten years old in the palace.

I had to waste some time fighting in the backyard for him.

I

Put him as my property, protect him, and let him haunt me, brother, brother will not listen.

This feeling is unexpectedly not annoying, and even a little like it.

The entire Prince Taiping Mansion will be mine in the future. If he is always so obedient, it would be good to take care of him like this.At least he is much more likable than those younger sisters.At least in his heart, I am the most important, and he will never escape my control.

At the age of 12, everything went out of track in an instant.All my trust and pride crumbled after witnessing my mother's blood.

I hid outside the window, just in time to see my father with a gloomy face, and my mother with a knife stuck in her chest, covered in blood.Father killed mother.I staggered back to my room, my world falling apart.So why is the father who loves his mother like this?Even the closest people in this world can't be trusted, they are so scary, what else can we believe in?

I never saw my mother again, and my father said that my mother had a sudden emergency, and then told me that my mother had gone after a month.I looked at my father with a sad face, and he looked at me with love and guilt.It made me feel so ridiculous.Who is this affectionate look for?Even the fact that my father dismissed all the concubines just made me hate him even more.He said that he was afraid that those women who were ready to move would hurt me, but I think he was even more afraid that I would be discovered by others, right?

I don't know what kind of poison is buried under such kindness?

I am so weak that I don't even have the ability to protect myself.I am like an ant that can be crushed to death at any time.

I hate and fear I buried it deep in my heart.One day I will get it all back bit by bit.

I started to go in and out with Zhu Bing, eat and sleep together.He is my father's only heir besides me.It was impossible for his father to lay hands on him.In this way, the chances of him attacking me are greatly reduced.

Zhu Bing, a silly boy, just obediently stayed by my side all the time when I mentioned that my mother was sad.Looking at his smiling face, I can no longer have the joyful feeling I used to have. I know that it has nothing to do with him, but as long as I think that he is also that person's child, the hatred in my heart will not stop.

I don't know if my father will get rid of me too.I even thought that if Zhu Bing died now, I would really become my father's only heir.He was also reluctant to get rid of me, so as to avoid future troubles.

But these ideas have not been put into action after all.Because a person came to me, he called himself a little old man, and said he was my mother's old friend.He accepted me as a disciple, taught me martial arts, and gave me the ability to protect myself.

Even though he was very suspicious, he took out his mother's jade pendant.I finally learned martial arts from him with suspicion.Even if he has any conspiracy, I can use my strength to fight.

I'm not afraid of being used, I just lack the time to grow up.

I forced myself to grow up rapidly, but the dark and dirty world made me more and more excited.The temptation of the little old man opened another door for me.Power, beauty, money.A corrupt and ugly crowd.These people are obviously well-known people in the world and even in the court, but they are willing to fall.

It didn't take long for me to feel uncomfortable at the beginning, and I felt like a duck to water.

Although I rely on the little old man, I am also using the relationship of the Taiping Mansion to establish my own power.A union without interests is not strong.There is also no corresponding strength, and there will never be the power to do whatever you want.And I will definitely be at the top.

When I was 16, my father gave us two women.And the little old man threw me straight into the brothel.

This is love with little pleasure at all and it makes me sick.I found that these years, my heart has become more and more distorted. I like blood and brutality.The pain in the body and the stimulation of the smell of blood can make me really excited.

In the end, I can only orgasm only under the whip or strong whipping.

It was also at that time that I suddenly discovered that the child who had been obediently by my side had grown up unknowingly.

The 12-year-old's body began to twitch, and the overly delicate facial features were indistinguishable.White skin like jade, clear and trusting eyes.It made me feel an inexplicable desire to destroy, and even a passion and desire that I thought was wonderful.

Those eyes were still clear and obedient even though I pressed him roughly under my body.

The red marks left by the whip falling on him, and the smell of his blood immediately aroused my strong desire.And those eyes are still full of trust even after being treated like this, except for a slight doubt, there is no negative emotion.

I'm not the one who wronged me, at least he's much cleaner than those people outside.incest?Bloodline is nothing to me like a scrap of paper.

I pressed him under me without hesitation. His slight struggle made me more excited. I don't know why, or the sudden rise of bad taste, made me want to know, the owner of these eyes , To what extent do you trust me?I told him that I had a strange disease and I didn't know what to do?I need him to help me.

He actually followed my instructions obediently immediately, and allowed me to beat him with bruises all over his body, and then pressed him down to act recklessly.Even obeyed my words obediently, struggling and biting.

Even though it was just rubbing and venting like this, I still reached an orgasm very quickly, and it was even happier than any previous love.

etc.

His nails left scratches on my body, and his teeth left deep or shallow tooth marks on my shoulders.His blood mingled with mine, and I was so full I almost lost my mind.

I didn't possess him in the end, I stubbornly thought it was an insistence on hatred.I will kill him one day without giving him any reason to live.So I won't let him really become mine.

He will be a pawn in my hand, and after exhausting all its value, it will be discarded.

At that time, I never thought about it, maybe the real reason was just because I cared, because I couldn't bear it.

My heart has long been wrapped up in layers, and others can't see clearly, even myself can't see clearly.

That's why I regretted and woke up at the end, but it was too late.

Nobody stands still forever.Some people are lost and never come back.

Obviously at the beginning I was the closest person to him, obviously I was the person he cared about the most, obviously the chance of him falling in love with me is infinitely greater than others.But in going round and round, everything was missed.

The person he fell in love with was not me. After he died, I realized that I love him.How sad.

When did it start, that silly child has grown into a handsome and unparalleled young man, intelligent, tenacious, and even quite wise in martial arts and medicine.

I handed him over to my assassin for training, and watched indifferently as his hands were gradually stained with blood.But why is it that those eyes are still as clear as before when they were trained to be ruthless and murderous?

Obviously being used and abused by me, looking at my eyes is still full of admiration and dependence?

I will never understand his world, which makes me extremely irritable, and I don't want to see him more and more.Give him more and more tasks.In addition to venting, the rest is out of sight and out of mind.

I was extremely excited to find out that Prince Nan and Ye Gucheng, the lord of Baiyun City, were plotting a rebellion.That throne will be mine in the end.

Until then, since someone is willing to be my pathfinder, how wonderful.

But when I saw that idiot Zhu Bing was with Hua Manlou, all my good mood was destroyed.I immediately investigated the relationship between him and Hua Manlou, have we known each other for more than two years?The relationship has become so close.

For the first time, I deeply realized my possessive desire for this person, my belongings, my pets, only what I abandoned, and nothing that betrayed me.

I possessed him without hesitation. Before I abandoned him, he could only be mine, completely mine.

at this time

, Those eyes are still full of dependence and ignorance.He doesn't even know what we just did, he hasn't had feelings for anyone else yet.

Miraculously, the anger that was full was completely emptied.I looked at his eyes stained with lust, because of me, very good.

After the first time, I helped someone clean up his body and confirmed my ownership of him, and my mood finally returned to normal.I look at his sleeping face, before the dust settles, before I get tired of him, I will let him live well.

Before I left for the border, I finally decided to hand over the transaction made between Prince Nan and Twelve Squares to him.Since I want to keep him, I am not going to wear those masks in front of him anymore. Some things, no matter what will happen after he knows, he must know and accept, and then stay obediently by my side.This matter is also a test, to test whether his degree of loyalty to me will reach the level that I am satisfied with.

The result is quite satisfactory, even though he knew how bad it was to do so, he still agreed to my order.

So treating him better within an appropriate range is also for better control.This is why I added a clause in the transaction with Prince Nan, asking Ye Gucheng to teach him swordsmanship.

He loves his soft sword.

I didn't expect that he would get entangled with so many people in the border barracks for only one year.A Huamanlou is not enough, there are Lu Xiaofeng and Ye Gucheng, and even Ximen Chuuxue hooked up.

Anger almost consumed my sanity, and I really didn't realize that he had such value.But I don't want to take advantage of his value.How can a pet that belongs to me alone show its light in front of others?

I'm still too soft on him.Private things should have been hidden.

Hide it, and when I get tired, I can destroy it at will.

I didn't even give him a chance to explain, just imprisoned him.Seeing his still clear eyes, still just wondering even while I was torturing.Yeah, dependence, admiration All these feelings have no love.He doesn't love me.Who is he in love with?How could I allow this to happen.

Facing him, my emotions became more and more out of control.When I saw him, my heart would be full of tyrannical emotions, and I couldn't help torturing him.Then when he was awake, seeing him dying, he was extremely flustered and tried desperately to treat him.

Torturing him or being tortured by him always gave me endless pleasure and highs.He is my property, his every move, his joy, anger, sorrow and joy should belong to me, and he should only look at me alone in his eyes.

It's like in this secret room, I'm the only one in his whole world, that's fine.If he has been obedient like this, I can ignore his betrayal in the past year.

But he actually began to resist.It's not hysteria, it's not loud and cursing, or even punching and kicking.The light in his eyes began to dim, and he moved less and less.No matter what I do, it's like a dead body, unresponsive.It was as if I wasn't there at all.

But this made me even more irritable. He was rejecting me in his own way.

Damn it!How can he refuse me?

The heart that can be seen clearly as long as I turn around has become uncertain.

The depression, hatred, and irritability in my heart made my emotions more and more unstable.

The alarm bell was ringing in my heart, this "brother" who I thought I was in control all the time, was actually controlling my emotions remotely.This is a defect and a weakness.For a strong person, such an existence should be severed and destroyed.

I don't allow anyone who can tie my heart.At that moment, I really decided to destroy him.Weaknesses should not exist.

Thinking that this idiot is no longer here, I would feel sad and pain in my heart. This kind of superfluous emotion will wait for me to get the seat I want, and wait for me to raze Taiping Mansion to the ground.Then it will disappear.

Standing in that seat, what else can I not get?

Sometimes emotion is always greater than reason.When the little old man suggested using Zhu Bing to lure Lu Xiaofeng to join, I refused decisively.I saw a meaningful smile on the corner of the little old man's mouth.I was startled suddenly, I knew that Zhu Bing really couldn't stay.

I told the little old man that even though Lu Xiaofeng is frantically looking for Zhu Bing now, he will not join us for Zhu Bing.Because although Lu Xiaofeng loves beauties, he will not give up anything for beauties.

I persuaded the little old man to get rid of Lu Xiaofeng, and then send someone to pretend to be him, which can achieve the same goal, and it is much safer than persuading Lu Xiaofeng to join.

The most important thing is that I have Zhu Bing as the bait, even if he knew it was a Hongmen Banquet, he would still come.

The little old man finally compromised. My strength has developed rapidly over the years, and our relationship has long since become an alliance. He has no right to order me.

The plan was made, so I went to see Zhu Bing. He was lying there, motionless, and he hadn't even looked at me since I came in.

If he is always like when he was a child, he will listen to what I say, and do what I want him to do obediently.In this way, he may be able to live a little longer by my side.

Seeing him completely ignoring me and not making a sound no matter how hard I tried, my heart was full of viciousness and tyranny.I'd rather have him dead than give him the slightest chance to be with someone else.

Lu Xiaofeng?Flowers all over the building?Or Ximen Chuuxue?I won't let go of any of them.

I broke his tendons and crippled his martial arts. Since I was used as bait, I wouldn't give him the slightest chance of escaping.

Even if I have decided to destroy him, he can only die in my arms.

Lu Xiaofeng really has the ability, I have trained Shaman for so many years, he actually seduced this woman slightly, and let this woman betray me.

But it doesn't matter, Lu Xiaofeng finally fell into a trap.Came to the desert island alone.

I've had enough of the game of cat and mouse.Now that he has fallen into the trap, he is unable to fly.

I watched the pain and pity in his eyes when he hugged Zhu Bing.I was very unhappy, even if it was a corpse, I would not give it to him.What a wishful thinking.

I want to completely defeat Lu Xiaofeng.I give him the right to choose weapons.

After practicing martial arts for so many years, I am not afraid of even a little old man.Even if I am empty-handed, Lu Xiaofeng is still not my opponent.

This is the confidence of the strong.

He actually chose the whip, I looked at Shaman behind him, this woman is really completely betrayed.

I asked my subordinates to bring the whip to Lu Xiaofeng.

So what about the whip, the woman didn't know, the sound of the whip could indeed arouse my passion, but that was just me treating those people as Zhu Bing's substitute.Only by indulging myself can I become addicted to love and lust.

I watched Shaman's naked body seduce me coldly, and attacked Lu Xiaofeng without hesitation.

The hoarse voice sounded like a broken gong, how could that idiot's voice become like this, "Lu Xiaofeng, hit me."

I looked at him angrily. This was the first sentence he said in the past few months, and it was actually to help others deal with me.

The rage and fury of being betrayed has never been greater.

I looked at him, the whip fell on him, the clothes on his body were half covered, his skin was as white as jade and almost transparent, new and old whip marks criss-crossed, and the bright red made my breathing gradually increase.

Those eyes looked at me with long-lost shyness, admiration, full of trust and love.As if in a lifetime, my reason was instantly destroyed by love and desire.

"elder brother."

It was he who was calling me, and I couldn't control my body and jumped towards him. He was struggling under me. I was so excited and happy, and I haven't felt this feeling for a long time.

Our blood was mixed together, and the sweet smell of blood filled the air, which mesmerized me so much that I wanted to swallow him whole.

He suddenly turned around and put me under him, and the rationality controlled by emotion and desire finally recovered a little.

The shining short knife was stuck behind him, and the gushing blood instantly stained the floor red.Obviously it is my favorite color and taste, but I feel flustered and shocked like never before.I thought about letting him die countless times, but it was ridiculous that he was really going to die in front of me, so I was at a loss and couldn't accept it.

Why betray me?Why do you block the knife for me?

I was even questioning myself why my heart hurts so much. It is obviously just a property of betraying the Lord.It's clearly a weakness that I've been planning to destroy for a long time.

It's because I didn't really realize the true meaning of the so-called weakness.

What possessions, what pets, I care about this person, even love this person.

Will I love it too?This absurd feeling almost drives me crazy.

I looked at his pale, nearly transparent smile with the corners of his mouth bent, which made my heart thump violently.

Some cold lips touched my lips, and the uvula that I had tasted countless times was entangled with mine.The familiar smell of blood made me swallow subconsciously.

All the muscles in my body stiffened instantly, and I was frozen there, unable to move at all.It's poison. He actually fed me poison when he was dying.Why?Why did you kill me after saving me?

I watched him being picked up by Lu Xiaofeng, watched him panting, told Lu Xiaofeng where to put the antidote, watched him support and begged Lu Xiaofeng to let me die.

I want to shout, if it wasn't for you, my plan would have been successful, the one who died was Lu Xiaofeng.How could my Gongjiu fall into such a field.Why are you begging Lu Xiaofeng to let me go now so hypocritically?It was you who betrayed me first, it was you...

But all the words were stuck in my throat, my heart was full of pain and confusion, I couldn't spit it out, I couldn't swallow it.

As if feeling the agitation in my heart, his eyes turned to me, and he moved his lips, "I like my former brother the most. Why..." The voice floated weakly in the air, but I heard it clearly.

His hand drooped down, and the eyes that I liked and hated were closed.

he died.

He finally died.

Why is my heart so empty, why my heart seems to be entangled by countless thin threads, as if weeping with blood.

I am Gong Jiu, from the day I changed my name to Gong Jiu, those redundant feelings were abandoned.How can I have it?Just a traitor, that's all.

Shaman wanted to kill me several times, but was stopped by Lu Xiaofeng.

I don't appreciate him at all.

Lu Xiaofeng brought me to Prince Taiping's mansion, when did my father actually have white temples.

After he heard the news of Zhu Bing's death, he sat there in a state of desperation, losing all his strength.Looking at me is full of disheartened eyes.

Hatred held that breath, almost driving me crazy, I cursed him crazily.One son was a rebel, and the other son also died.Am I taking revenge?He is retribution, retribution for killing my mother with his own hands.

My father looked at me with sadness in his eyes. He actually said that my mother committed suicide because he loved him and me, and he couldn't face his identity as a spy.He said that the only one he loved from the beginning to the end was my mother, even if she was a spy.

He said that Zhu Bing was not his child, but the late emperor's child, and the younger brother of the current emperor.It was his mother who used her own death to beg the first emperor to let Zhu Bing grow up outside the palace.The first emperor handed Zhu Bing to him.

He said that the emperor also knew, because the first emperor asked the emperor to take good care of Zhu Bing before his death.

He said he would plead guilty to the emperor.It was because he didn't teach me well that it led to such a bitter fruit.

I do not believe.

I don't believe that my so-called revenge, that I have lived carefully for more than ten years, is all a clever joke.

I do not believe.

They are all lies, but the winner is king and the loser is bandit.

Lu Xiaofeng abolished my martial arts, he said it was to prevent me from committing crimes.

He fed me the antidote, and he said that I should thank Xiaobing, it was Xiaobing who gave me the chance to live, gave me the chance to change my mind and be a new man.

It's ridiculous, how could I, Gong Jiu, need other people's charity?

The mercy of the victor, I don't need it!

If you lose, you lose.I do not regret!

It's just two swords, I'll give it back to him.The sharp weapon pierced into the chest, I looked at the shock in Lu Xiaofeng's eyes, I smiled crazily, I will never regret it.

Consciousness gradually blurred, even in hell, Zhu Bing is still mine, and everyone has no chance.

It's mine, and only mine.