What should I do after being reborn as a monster

Looking at the cliff ahead, "It's really hard to find such a place".Without any hesitation, he swung the knife, and the blood on his arm was surging, "If this is the case, he will die soon." He smiled calmly at the bleeding arm.As if he didn’t feel any pain, he lowered his head and sucked the blood left by the wound. After a while, “I——Mo Li put a “curse” on himself today—the future me will be ruled by myself, and I will not accept any world The bondage of ", still no emotional fluctuations, after finishing speaking, Mo Li dyed her forehead red with the blood on her hand, squatted on the edge of the cliff, put her left hand into her clothes and pressed it tightly against her chest while her brain was not so tired. Feeling the beating of the heart getting weaker and weaker, about half a minute later, Mo Li stood up slowly, said "Curse, it's about to start" to the sky, and fell towards the cliff after speaking. "Goodbye~" Mo Li closed her eyes, and let out a tiny sigh from her lips~

I, Mo Li, grew up in an orphanage. In the eyes of others, I suffered from autism and was regarded as a monster. That group of naive people, I am the only one in my world, I enjoy the peace and stability of being alone, but all of these turned into bubbles because I have obsessions.

I was the most delicate-looking of the group of skinny, malnourished children, and that's why I was adopted by a family.I refuse to communicate with them, I have seen countless doctors, I am tired of all this, I hate going to school, and I don't want to see strange eyes from those people.I have been out of place since I was a child, and for some reason I hate humans very much, thinking that they are all hypocritical existences.

The person who adopted me finally gave up after doing countless useless efforts, but this is what I want. I don't need other people's care and love, it will only add burden and cause and effect.I don't want to be bound by anything [Hate me, discriminate against me, don't touch me again].

In school, I was regarded as a different kind by teachers and students. The teachers regarded me as a trouble, and the students did not communicate with each other.Just go on like this, don't break into my world, you will find me terrible.In the eyes of others, this is all my own doing, but I am happy.

I don’t need anyone’s understanding and support. When I live to be 18 years old, I will be able to leave this world and become a brand new me. When I think of this, I will have an emotion called excitement [I am waiting slowly].

I shouldn't be a human at all~【How can a monster be a human? 】

On this day, I have finally waited... to do without any nostalgia, to cast a curse on myself for all that I have failed, and I, too, will become an individual - not bound by anything, Satisfy yourself as you like [I will no longer be a human, but a real monster].

I don't pray to God because I don't believe, I can't be bound by the world I can only curse myself.Refuse anyone's contact in order to cut off all causality and leave no connection with this world, so that you can retreat completely!

To say that the things I am interested in are those monsters that appear in the movie - you guys who are hated and feared by others are really very attractive, and I will see you soon, so please take care of me when the time comes~【 excited, looking forward to]

Why?No reason?I only care about myself, I just want to satisfy myself, this is extreme, I can give up everything to achieve my goal, I don’t know why I became such an existence, maybe everything is doomed or I started That's it.

3.2.1, a new existence born from self-curse, not bound by anything, completely controlled by oneself, can do whatever it wants to do - the existence named Mo Li appeared from this moment on in the world.

Although I don't know what tomorrow will be like, but there is no fear anymore, isn't it?After becoming a monster, I believe that I no longer need to be inhabited by people.

Now I have nothing to be afraid of...

The author has something to say: Please don't read any more, the writing style is not as good as that of ordinary elementary school students, the plot is very watery, and I didn't write it after only two worlds.