Absolutely fit

Although Lei Xin's name was Xia Zichen, his eyes were fixed on Gu Xu.

Xia Zichen frowned, and said coldly: "Last time I thought I made it very clear."

"You are still young, you don't understand many things." Lei Xin looked at Xia Zichen, "Even if you don't want to go back to Lei's house with me, you can't deny that I am your biological father."

Xia Zichen frowned even deeper, before he could speak, Lei Xin turned his gaze back to Gu Xu.

"Are you Gu Xu?" Lei Xin put on a smile on his face, "I'm Zi Chen's father. I met you at a banquet before, but I haven't had time to say hello yet."

Gu Xu and Gu Yan always greeted the host of the banquet at non-own banquets, then exchanged simple greetings with a few cooperating bosses, and then left directly. Hours, so even if someone wants to strike up a conversation, it is not easy, unless it is introduced by the host of the banquet.

So up to now, even though the Lei family has gotten to know all of Gu's deputy managers, they haven't been able to talk to the young masters of the Gu family.

Gu Xu glanced at the expressionless Xia Zichen, and then nodded to Lei Xin, "What is Mr. Lei looking for with Chenchen?" The alienated tone was completely unconditionally on the same side as Xia Zichen.

"You know me?" Lei Xin's smile deepened when Gu Xu called out his last name.

"Yeah." In fact, it's not even acquaintance, but I just glanced at a Lei's investigation report submitted by Secretary Gu Yan, and I have some impressions.

"Zichen has been blaming me for not taking care of him when I was young, and now I am still angry with me. I had no choice but to, otherwise I would never have abandoned him." Lei Xin sighed, looking quite helpless, "Now I I want Zichen and me to go back to Lei's house, so that life will be better in the future, it's better than following Xia Yuze."

Gu Xu didn't speak.

Xia Zichen really didn't want to spend time with Lei Xin, Lei Xin wanted to take him back to Lei's house, it just made him feel hypocritical.Pulling Gu Xu, Xia Zichen wanted to leave, but Gu Xu grabbed him, and naturally wrapped his arms around Xia Zichen's back, letting him get closer to him.

The students had almost left at this time, and no one paid attention to their intimate behavior.But these are all in Lei Xin's eyes, and the greed in his eyes cannot be hidden.

"Xia Yuze had been hiding Zichen before, and I couldn't find him. Around October, I accidentally heard Lanying call Zichen angrily and said Zichen's name. It seemed to be some kind of game. After a while, I didn’t expect to find it.” Lei Xin took a step forward and looked at Gu Xu carefully, “I didn’t expect Zichen and you to have such a good relationship. We will be a family in the future, so don’t hesitate if you need anything. If you have a chance The two can also sit down and chat."

Lei Lanying?Xia Zichen never wanted to get in touch with Miss Sun from the Lei family.Unexpectedly, Lei Xin came to the door through her in the end.If this woman is not much, perhaps Lei Xin would never even think about his illegitimate child.

Speaking of games, Xia Zichen also thought of some people hacking him in the game for no reason a while ago. At that time, they only suspected Lei Lanying, but now they should be sure, and the time is about the same.

The name "Zichen" was given by Xia Yuze. At that time, he had just been sent to the residence of Xia Yuze and Lei Xin. He had no name and no household registration.Xia Yuze thought about it for two days and chose this name for him. At that time, the household registration could not be with Lei Xin, so he could only have the surname Xia, and planned to add it to Xia Yuze's household registration.But before it was implemented, Lei Xin left him and left.

Thinking of Xia Zichen now makes me want to laugh, it's hard for Lei Xin to remember this name.However, this further proves that Lei Xin has never looked for him in the past few years. Otherwise, it would be impossible to find him for more than ten years when he knew the name. It took a month to come to the door.

Thinking about it this way, Lei Lanying also mentioned Gu Xu in the phone call, otherwise Lei Xin would not have cared about him just based on his name.

"Chen Chen never mentioned anything about you to me before. I have always regarded Uncle Xia as Chen Chen's father. Chen Chen is now an adult, and it is up to him to decide whether he wants to go back to Lei's house or not." Gu Xu didn't agree. He said in a hurry: "I respect Chen Chen's thoughts. For Chen Chen, Uncle Xia has been his family for so many years, and now he is also my family."

"What do you mean?" Lei Xin's smile froze on his lips.

"It means literally." Gu Xu straightened Xia Zichen's scarf that was blown up by the wind, and said in a deep voice, "My family has always regarded Uncle Xia as Chenchen's father. Explain. Of course, if you just want to recognize Chen Chen, I have no objection, but if you want to see my parents, I guess they don't have time."

Gu Xu's words were actually very clear, and Lei Xin naturally understood, "Zichen has the blood of my Lei family running on her body, so she is naturally a member of the Lei family. The Lei family is also well-known in N City. If our two families can Therefore, forming an alliance can be regarded as a..."

"Mr. Lei." Gu Xu interrupted Lei Xin, "I like Chen Chen, just because of him, not because of who is behind him. Chen Chen likes me only because of me, the rest of you Don't think too much about it. Chenchen doesn't like trouble, and I hope you don't bother him." Gu Xu said the last six words loudly.

Lei Xin opened his mouth, as if he was not ready to give up.But before he could speak, Gu Xu spoke again.

"If you have nothing else to do, we'll leave first." Since Xia Zichen didn't intend to admit Lei Xin, and he didn't like Lei Xin, Gu Xu naturally wouldn't give him any face.

Xia Zichen held Gu Xu's hand, turned to Lei and said, "I can't afford to be the son of Lei's family, and I don't want to be. Goodbye."

After finishing speaking, he pulled Gu Xu away quickly without looking back, and the comfort of walking and chatting disappeared without a trace.

Sitting in the box of the hot pot restaurant, the waiter delivered all the dishes they ordered, and then left, leaving the space for two people.

Along the way, Xia Zichen didn't speak, and Gu Xu didn't ask much.He knew that Xia Zichen had something to say, but he hadn't figured out how to say it.

After pouring a cup of hot tea and putting it in his hand, Gu Xu said softly, "Drink some tea to keep you warm."

Xia Zichen picked up the tea and took a sip, the warm tea flowed into his stomach, bringing a layer of warmth, and his hands were warmed up by the heat from the teacup, "Did you already know that?"

"What?" Gu Xu turned down the firepower. Seeing Xia Zichen like this, he must not be in the mood to eat until he finishes talking.

"I'm not my father's own thing."

"I suspected it, but I didn't investigate it." Gu Xu said bluntly: "When I saw your information at the beginning, it was with Uncle Xia. Judging by your age, Uncle Xia really shouldn't have a son as old as you. But the information does not I didn’t explain it, so I didn’t care.”

If this matter is really worthy of investigation, it is impossible for Gu Yan to get it without it.If there is no information, either it is not worth paying attention to, or Gu Yan already knew about it.No matter what it is, judging from Gu Yan's attitude towards Xia Zichen, this matter was not taken seriously at all, so Gu Xu didn't bother to investigate.

Xia Zichen sighed, his mood became even more gloomy, he hesitated, and said: "My father is an orphan, he went to school early. He and Lei Xin met in college. Lei Xin chased my father for half a year, and my father's sophomore At that time, Lei Xin was in his senior year, and the two of them were officially together."

"Actually, to some extent, my father was quite conservative. At that time, homosexuality was not so easily accepted. My father was born gay, and Lei Xin was bi. My father didn't know at the time that he was Shuang, I just think it's not easy to meet someone who treats me well and is similar to me." Xia Zichen twitched the corners of his mouth, "Lei Xin was very caring when he chased my dad, so my dad agreed. But What my dad didn't know was that during the time when Lei Xin was chasing my dad, including when the two of them were dating, he was messing around outside from time to time. Before that, his private life was even more chaotic."

Xia Zichen paused, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more ironic, "He is the second young master of the Lei family. He has never been short of money, and he has the capital to spend time and money outside, but he never takes my father out. In other words, My dad was the shady one, and all he played with outside were women. My dad was kept in the dark until I was sent to their house."

"Actually, it can't be said that Lei Xin doesn't love my dad. When Lei Xin was about to graduate, Lei's family knew about the two of them. Lei Xin just came out with his family and was kicked out. Lei's family also Announced to sever ties with Lei Xin." Xia Zichen took another sip of tea, and continued: "My father has been working part-time and has saved some money. Lei Xin was kicked out, so my father rented a house with him. Together. At that time, Lei Xin was also stubborn, thinking that he could make a fortune without relying on Lei's family. I still remember that the house was very small at that time."

"During that time, my dad worked three jobs alone. He had to save tuition fees, pay rent, utility bills, and eat. Life was very difficult, but he felt that Lei Xin left Lei's house for him, and he had a good life. He should work harder. And Lei Xin..." Xia Zichen sneered, "After graduation, Lei Xin did start looking for a job. But he didn't want to do hard work, and he felt ashamed to work and serve dishes. Those drinking and meat friends before The world has evaporated, and it is impossible to ask them to help find a job. He thinks that the ordinary staff depends on the face of the person, and the management is a fresh graduate with no experience, and they will not want him. So he has been unable to find a job. It has always been my father who worked so hard to raise this Young Master Lei."

"After hearing that Lei Xin was kicked out by the Lei family, my mother found out the address of the house they rented from somewhere, and threw me directly to Lei Xin." Speaking of this, Xia Zichen lowered his eyes and tried hard to hide Emotions, "Lei Xin got together with my mother that year, and she dumped her after playing for a month. Not long after being dumped by Lei Xin, she found out that she was pregnant. She was originally angry with Lei Xin. , In the end, I still threw it away for fun. So I gritted my teeth and gave birth to me, thinking about sending me to Lei’s house, to get a sum of money, and then live her own happy life.”

Gu Xu looked at Xia Zichen quietly, without saying a word, he knew that Xia Zichen needed to vent his emotions, perhaps he had never mentioned these words to anyone.

"I remember long ago. Since I was a child, I heard my mother scold Lei Xin all day long, saying that she was going to take money and fly away, leaving me as a fool. But how easy is it to see the master of Lei's family? Others will only put She regarded it as a liar. So although she has always thought so, she has never had the opportunity to implement it."

"Later when I heard that Lei Xin was kicked out of Lei's house, she had had enough. Knowing that she couldn't take advantage of it, she carried me to the house rented by my father, left me to Lei Xin and left .”

"My dad was also dumbfounded by my appearance, but he didn't chase me away, nor did he get angry in front of me. He just kept silent for a while, and then took me home. Originally, their lives were tight, and with It's even more difficult for me." Xia Zichen sighed, but he didn't remember that memory completely, so he could only tell Gu Xu what he remembered, "Lei Xin has never been able to find a job, and he has the habit of being a young master. , I always want to eat good food, but I can’t bear hardships. I was thin and small at the time, and my dad had to deduct money from himself and Lei Xin in order to supplement my nutrition.”

"In less than half a year, Lei Xin couldn't take it anymore. He felt that he was underappreciated. Every time something went wrong, he would go to drink and then come back and lose his temper. My dad would throw things and scold others when he was around. He scolded my dad for dragging him down. He made it like this. If my dad is not at home, he will beat me, and if I don’t cry, he will be even angrier, and then he will scold me as much as he likes.”

"Once, he was drunk again, and I bit him when he beat me, and he broke my arm in a fit of anger. My dad came back and saw, got angry, and he beat my dad again. My dad When he was very thin, he couldn't beat Lei Xin at all, and within two strokes, my dad's nose was bleeding and his face was swollen." Thinking of that part, Xia Zichen closed his eyes, suppressing the sourness in his eyes, "Wait for him Tired of beating, I broke up with my dad, told me and my dad to get away from him, left, and never came back."

"After he left, my dad wiped the blood and took me to the hospital. Actually, Lei Xin left, and my dad has no obligation to support me. After all, I have no blood relationship with him, and Lei Xin is a bastard. I thought I Dad will find a chance to send me to the orphanage, or simply throw me on the street, waiting for the police to take me away. But he didn't." Xia Zichen smiled when he said this, "He said that he will be my father in the future, and he will be my father again. I entrusted the relationship of a senior to officially put my name on his household registration. He was afraid that I would have a shadow on that family, so he took me to change houses. After that, my dad worked to support me while studying, and lived a good life. It was very hard. It was not until recent years that it gradually got better."

Gu Xu added hot tea to Xia Zichen, "Uncle Xia worked hard to raise you, so he is naturally your father. It doesn't matter who gave birth to you, the one who raised you is qualified to call you father."

Xia Zichen nodded, "Actually, when you first mentioned Lei's family, I didn't feel very good. However, after so many years, Lei Xin should not be so cheeky to come to me, so I didn't take it too seriously. Unexpectedly, I underestimated him. He ran to my father a while ago and wanted me to go back. I have always wanted to tell you, but I didn't find a suitable opportunity to speak. "

"It's no wonder you've always been a little absent-minded these two days. I thought it was because I was too busy and ignored you, which made you unhappy." Gu Xu smiled.

"How could it be..." Xia Zichen would never be angry about such a thing.

"Actually, you don't have to worry about these things." Gu Xu looked at Xia Zichen, "I don't care what those people want to use you to get close to me. To me, the only important thing is you. It doesn't matter if others want to use you or abandon you... .I will treat you well and make up for all the bad things you feel, so you don't have to care about those."

"I watch you fall asleep every night, thinking, am I good enough for you today. If I feel good enough, then keep working hard; if I don't do enough, I have to make up for it tomorrow. After meeting you, I realized a new meaning to life. I am very satisfied with this and enjoy it.”

"The existence of those people will not affect me, and you don't need to worry about it. I won't bother you if you don't value it, so as long as you are happy by my side every day, that's enough." Gu Xuyi The words were spoken very seriously, as if every word had to be printed in Xia Zichen's heart, so that he could understand his thoughts and feelings.

Xia Zichen looked up at Gu Xu, Gu Xu's words really touched him, and at the same time, he felt much more at ease. He let go of his original worries, at least the matter of Lei Xin would not affect them, and Gu Xu also had his own principles.

Reaching out to hold Gu Xu's hand, Xia Zichen showed a slight smile, "Actually, I feel very happy and satisfied every day with you. You have taught me a lot and brought me a lot. Now I have you, my dad, your family is very good to me, and my friends understand and bless us, which is something I never thought about before."

"To me now, you and my dad are the two most important people. My dad raised me, and this importance is a matter of course. But you have a weight in my heart that I didn't expect. Suddenly there is a Personally, every move began to affect my emotions, entered my life, and became someone I could not let go of in a short period of time. This kind of importance came too suddenly and weighed heavily, but I didn’t think it was a burden. Gradually, Your thoughts have also become very important to me, and I will want to treat you well and make you happy." Xia Zichen gently stroked the back of Gu Xu's hand with his finger, "Love is mutual, not blindly enjoying each other selfishly Therefore, we are the same, and care about whether what we do today is good enough."

The smile on the corner of Gu Xu's mouth deepened, he took Xia Zichen's hand, and kissed his fingertips lightly.Xia Zichen smiled and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Gu Xu held it tighter.

Helpless, I can only maintain this posture and continue: "You are kind to me, but you also have to accept my sensitivity to your emotions and thoughts, as well as my self-criticism. This is not inferiority, but my respect for our love. I respect and cherish everything you have given me, this is the way I manage love, and it is also my gratitude and return to you for loving me, just like you will sum up whether you are good enough for me."

"I understand." Gu Xu stood up and kissed Xia Zichen across the table.

Xia Zichen bit Gu Xu's lower lip, responding to his kiss.Not "I know", but "I understand", this deeper word than knowing makes Xia Zichen extremely comfortable.In this world, it is very difficult to meet someone who understands oneself, but he met...

It wasn't until Xia Zichen patted Gu Xu breathlessly that Gu Xu let him go and said with a smile, "I'm done confessing my love, are you in the mood to have a good meal now?"

Xia Zichen wrinkled his nose, "Who confessed to you..."

Gu Xu didn't argue with him, and turned the fire up again, and started to settle dinner with Xia Zichen.

On the other side, Xia Yuze and Gu Yan sat face to face in a high-end western restaurant, the atmosphere was no worse than Xia Zichen and Gu Xu's side, very harmonious...