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Xia Zichen wasn't used to keeping the laptop's battery in the dormitory or at home, so when the power was unplugged, the computer screen instantly went dark.Maybe he can choose to quit the game, or use other methods to shut down, but at that moment, he just wanted to get out of that state quickly, and unplugging the power became his instinctive choice.

He doesn't know what attitude he should use to treat the game and the people in the game. To him, these are real and somewhat illusory, which makes him unable to grasp the source and only feels at a loss.

He also faintly felt the meaning of Remnant Mo Wuhen when he was chatting with Baicao Zhe before, so he alienated him with an excuse.But when the previous defensive speculation was broken by the truth, the impact was still too strong for Xia Zichen, and his previous estranged attitude didn't even serve as a buffer, and Remnant Mo Wuhen was like this He broke in directly and told him an idea, an attitude, or a fact with actions.

When he felt that he needed to be alienated, Xia Zichen could still pretend to be stupid about the relationship between the two, anyway, Can Mo Wuhen didn't say anything, he just pretended not to know.I also comforted myself that I was thinking too much, maybe it was just my own sentimentality, after all, the other party has not made it clear that everything may be just a misunderstanding caused by his being too careful.

But now, Remnant Mo Wuhen had clearly expressed his intentions, and Xia Zichen had nowhere to hide, so he could only face it.And a kind of invisible pressure also followed, it seems that on this emotional road, he has seen the darkness at the end...

In the game, Xia Zichen has never revealed his gender. This is his biggest disguise and the biggest deception in the game.If Can Mo Wuhen knew that he was a man, he probably wouldn't be able to continue playing this game, and it would be fine if he didn't scold him.

After Can Mo Wuhen interrupted his intention to reveal his gender last time, Xia Zichen also guessed whether the other party had realized that he was a man, but judging from today's incident, Can Mo Wuhen didn't seem to be at all. Knowing that he is a ladyboy, otherwise he wouldn't be so high-profile.

There are not too few homosexual relationships in the game, but everyone is almost low-key. Even if they want to set off this kind of confession fireworks, they will not choose to be under the watchful eyes of the public. After all, homosexuality is still a minority and marginal love.

An Jing and the others naturally saw the announcement of the confession, and then saw Xia Zichen's abnormal behavior of directly unplugging the power, and the excitement brought about by the pk matches in the heart also dissipated.

Xia Zichen has always been a person with ideas, but what he did just now was obviously not something he would normally do, and now it can only be said that he cared about this matter, or that he cared about Can Mo Wuhen.This made An Jing start to worry about him, because he didn't know whether it was good or bad for Xia Zichen...

Shen Yicheng came over, pulled the power cord from Xia Zichen's hand, and closed his computer, "Don't think about it, go to bed early."

Xia Zichen didn't say anything, he wasn't sleepy, and it was still early, but he just felt a little tired.

An Jing opened his mouth, wanting to comfort Xia Zichen, but he didn't know what to say.Sighing slightly, he turned his attention back to the computer, and saw a system message pop up from yy in the lower right corner. When he clicked on it, it turned out to be a friend request from Remnant Mo Wuhen.

He had added Baicao Zhe to his yy before, so it wasn't too surprising for An Jing that Remnant Mo Wuhen could find him.

Through the friend application, Can Mo Wuhen quickly sent a sentence, "If it is convenient, please give me Shen Xi's mobile phone number."

An Jing frowned slightly, but did not immediately agree, "Let me ask." After all, this is Xia Zichen's privacy.

"En." Remnant Mo Wuhen didn't force it.

With a light cough, An Jing said to Xia Zichen: "Xiao Chenchen, Remnant Mo Wuhen asked me for your mobile phone number."

"No." Before Xia Zichen could say anything, Shen Yicheng refused, "At any rate, he should tell Zichen about this first. Now that it's like this, how will it end?"

Tang Hui, who had been silent all this time, said, "It's up to Zichen whether to give the phone number or not. Before Remnant Mo Wuhen, we didn't know that Zichen was a man, and we were at fault when it came to this. If we didn't deliberately hide it from Zichen , and it won't make everyone think that Shen Xi is a woman."

The reason why Shen Xi's gender can be kept secret for so long is that apart from Xia Zichen himself, it is also due to the three of them deliberately concealing it.To put it bluntly, I don't want Xia Zichen to play the game because of the transvestite. After all, there are still some people in the game who hate the transvestite.But it's selfish to say the least, none of them objected to Xia Zichen's playing female number back then, and they also considered that if they encountered troubles in love in the future, they could pull Shen Xi to stand by.This is also one of the reasons why they have not been entangled in love for such a long time, but this balance was broken by Shen Yicheng after the appearance of Lian Fei'er.

Xia Zichen, who gradually calmed down, also came to his senses when he heard An Jing mention Remnant Mo Wuhen.Although he wanted to run away, such a sudden log off would also discredit Can Mo Wuhen's face, maybe there are still people waiting to see Can Mo Wuhen's jokes below.Shen Xi's departure can also be seen as a sign of rejection.

"Is he still on the game?" Xia Zichen asked.

"No." An Jing replied, "He went offline after you logged off. If you hadn't unplugged the power, I thought you two had discussed it and had a private chat."

Xia Zichen breathed a sigh of relief, at least not too embarrassing for Remnant Mo Wuhen.

"What are you going to do?" An Jing asked after a moment of silence.

Xia Zichen didn't speak, got up and took out his coat from the closet, took his wallet and keys and went out.

"Where are you going?" Shen Yicheng stretched out his hand to grab his arm.

"Go get a cup of coffee." He never told anyone about his hot cocoa habit, so he always said go get a coffee.

"I'll buy it for you, you stay in the dormitory." Shen Yicheng frowned, and was about to turn around to get his coat.

"No, I'll take a walk." Ignoring Shen Yicheng any more, Xia Zichen changed his shoes and went out.

At night, the weather in March is still very cold, and there is no meaning of rejuvenation.Xia Zichen put his hands in his coat pockets and walked towards the corner coffee shop.

After nine o'clock, there were very few people on the road, only a few couples passed by in a hurry, Xia Zichen seemed a little awkward walking on the road.

Walking into the coffee shop, the heater drove away the cold air on the surface, Xia Zichen ordered hot cocoa, and then stared blankly from the seat by the window.Because there were no customers in the store, the hot cocoa was brought up quickly, and then the small space returned to a comfortable and cozy place.

The fingertips touch the warm frosted mug, which is well insulated from the heat of cocoa.He hasn't sat here to drink for a long time, and he remembers the last time when Gu Xu exchanged hot cocoa for him.

At this moment, Xia Zichen suddenly wanted to see Gu Xu, maybe talking to him would make him feel more relaxed.Although Gu Xu told him before that he should be brave enough to try the things that make him shrink back, but actually doing it is much more difficult than talking about it.This is something that requires two people to have a common understanding. He doesn't want Remnant Mo Wuhen to get out after he falls into it. He doesn't know how to face the situation at that time.

He couldn't say that he didn't feel anything about Remnant Mo Wuhen, and if he really didn't, he wouldn't be so entangled.But even if he accepts Remnant Mo Wuhen now, he still has no confidence in this relationship from the bottom of his heart. He always feels that he will break up unhappy in the end and there will be no good results.

His father's love is the best lesson for him. No matter how earnestly he promises, he can overcome the pressure of reality and the trivialities of life.In the face of this invisible pressure, there is always someone who will choose to quit.As long as he was ignorant of remembering, the memory of his father's relationship remained in endless quarrels.

That kind of quarrel is not to emphasize one's point of view in order to solve the problem, but to use the most indifferent words to completely cut each other's hearts, divide each other's world, and tear apart the love that once touched each other... After such a quarrel , I don’t need any retention, and I don’t have any nostalgia. Simply driving the other party out of my life like this is the final ending of this love...

Hurt, pain, indifference, despair... Although Xia Zichen was young at the time, he deeply felt these feelings that were too complicated for him.After growing up, Xia Zichen kept thinking, if it was destined to be like this, why did they fall in love in the first place?

At that time, the little Xia Zichen was always afraid, afraid that his father would abandon him, so what should he do?

Fortunately, his father did not abandon him in the end, but took him to start a new life. Although it was very hard, his father never complained or wronged him.Xia Zichen's feelings for his father are not only family affection, but also respect and gratitude. It is an emotion so complicated that he can't even express it. He only hopes that in the future, he will be able to be filial to his father and make his life easier in the future. Some.

It's not that Xia Zichen doesn't believe in love, it's just that love is something so precious that he can't find it.He didn't think he would be that lucky.There are very few truly unyielding love between the opposite sex, let alone the same sex?

In his heart, he only hopes to have a stable and peaceful life, that is enough...

A burst of phone ringing called Xia Zichen's attention back, and he glanced at the incoming call, it was actually Xia Yuze.

Xia Zichen immediately answered the phone, "Hello? Dad."

"What are you doing?" Xia Yuze's voice was smiling, with the gentleness of a father.

"Drink something outside." Xia Zichen replied looking at the deserted street outside the window.

"Not in a good mood? Why is your voice so low?" After all, he was a child raised by himself, and Xia Zichen's slight changes naturally couldn't escape Xia Yuze's ears.

"It's nothing serious." He didn't know how to tell Xia Yuze about this kind of thing.

"That's good. You're old too, and you have to learn to solve many things by yourself." Xia Yuze's tone became a little more serious, "Father is not you, and there are some things that I can't give you answers for."

"I know." Xia Zichen didn't want his father to worry about his affairs.

"Chenchen, you are not father either. You may not experience what father has experienced, so don't shrink back before you have experienced it." His son never let him worry about anything, Xia Zichen has always He is also a person with ideas, the only thing that can make Xia Zichen depressed and unwilling to talk to him is probably related to feelings.

"Father..." Xia Zichen stopped talking when he was on the verge of speaking.

"No matter what it is, it has to be solved in the end. It may be easier to approach what is frustrating you with a problem-solving attitude."

"I see." After all, he couldn't avoid it like this forever.Instead of worrying about the outcome of this matter, it is better to think about whether it is necessary to start this matter.

"Well. I'm going on a business trip next Wednesday, and I won't be back until Sunday night. Let me tell you, in case I'm not there when you go home." Xia Yuze changed the topic back to the purpose of the call.

"Okay, then I won't be going back next weekend." Xia Zichen replied.

The father and son chatted for a while, Xia Zichen saw that it was almost time to close the dormitory, so he hung up the phone, got up and left the coffee shop.I feel much more relaxed than when I came here...

After resting for a day, Xia Zichen went to QQ on Monday night.Shen Yicheng hadn't come back yet, An Jing and Tang Hui had evening classes, and they couldn't go back to bed until nine o'clock.

As expected, Remnant Mo Wuhen was online and sent a message soon.

"coming?"

Xia Zichen pursed the corner of his mouth, and directly sent a voice invitation.

Remnant Mo Wuhen paused for a few seconds before accepting the invitation.

Soon the voice was connected, and the headset was very quiet.

Xia Zichen exhaled slightly, and said, "I'm a man..."

Remnant Mo Wuhen was silent for a while, and then a low chuckle came from next to his ear, "I know."

It was still that low, unrecognizable voice, while being surprised by the other party's understatement, it also relieved Xia Zichen's previously hanging heart...

It seems that things are not as bad as he imagined...